DeadnotSleeping
Nervous Wreck
I watch as the older boy takes his brother out of the room, and I just smile and shrug. I know I spoke the truth, and somehow it still feels redundant. I am just angry because of all those broken promises we held. But they are not important. Not to me, anyway.
My chest is still tight when I look at my liege. He barely breathes, and I lean to him and set him in a more comfortable position. Then I get up and barricade the room, quickly, effectively. I hear monsters in the night. I doubt they could break down the barricade against that entrance gate, but I don’t want to take any chances. And I need to sleep, too.
I prepare more cold applications, as I feel my lord’s fever is still high. I look over the scattered medical journals, and I kick them out of the way. I was stupid, thinking they could mean solution. That anyone, that stupid kid would be able to truly save Nigel.
I am not able to do so. They are not able to do so. And that’s when I realize that even if me doing my best, I really can’t do anything else than watch my friend die, because of something he suffered while I wasn’t with him, and my resolution crumbles again. I kneel down next to the bed, and I began to cry earnest, with deep, heavy sobs, grieving all of my family and my friends.
The End took everything before. And now my last chance for happiness is taken away, too…
My chest is still tight when I look at my liege. He barely breathes, and I lean to him and set him in a more comfortable position. Then I get up and barricade the room, quickly, effectively. I hear monsters in the night. I doubt they could break down the barricade against that entrance gate, but I don’t want to take any chances. And I need to sleep, too.
I prepare more cold applications, as I feel my lord’s fever is still high. I look over the scattered medical journals, and I kick them out of the way. I was stupid, thinking they could mean solution. That anyone, that stupid kid would be able to truly save Nigel.
I am not able to do so. They are not able to do so. And that’s when I realize that even if me doing my best, I really can’t do anything else than watch my friend die, because of something he suffered while I wasn’t with him, and my resolution crumbles again. I kneel down next to the bed, and I began to cry earnest, with deep, heavy sobs, grieving all of my family and my friends.
The End took everything before. And now my last chance for happiness is taken away, too…