icedthemoon
you are not alone | no one is alone
Nathaniel Matthews and Carlos Price
Former Firefly, Aspiring Artist | 21, 25 | Current location ;; Montana
Nate tried not too laugh too much as he was eating since that was exactly the kind of thing that led to choking and dying instead of enjoying a meal. “So I still have a ways to go before it’s official? Would a bath and clean clothes help me out too?” He asked as he finished the food in his bowl and sat back. This was far too comfortable for their own good. He was going to get spoiled here. Or maybe he already was.
Nothing said that he was not alone like physically being attached to someone else. Though Carlos never truly felt alone, or had not in a long time now, he always feared it a little. In the back of his mind, that fear that haunted Kaleb for so long that everything would be taken away from him again also crept through Carlos. Without meaning to, Kaleb’s fear planted a seed, and through their journey together, it grew until it had a very permanent spot back there. Carlos was never truly worried about it. He knew that they were going to be together for the rest of their lives. He also knew that things happened. Tragic things like terrorists bombing innocents and killing mothers. A small part of him was afraid that they would lose each other. It was only a small part, because the rest of him know that it could never happen. He would never let anyone take him away from Kaleb. Anyone take Kaleb away from him. That was how he pushed away that fear. He held close to his love and reminded himself that they would never be alone. Never again. “I love you, my darling almost husband.” Sometimes he was in a sappy mood. And by sometimes, that was much of his time.
Former Firefly, Aspiring Artist | 21, 25 | Current location ;; Montana
Nate tried not too laugh too much as he was eating since that was exactly the kind of thing that led to choking and dying instead of enjoying a meal. “So I still have a ways to go before it’s official? Would a bath and clean clothes help me out too?” He asked as he finished the food in his bowl and sat back. This was far too comfortable for their own good. He was going to get spoiled here. Or maybe he already was.
Nothing said that he was not alone like physically being attached to someone else. Though Carlos never truly felt alone, or had not in a long time now, he always feared it a little. In the back of his mind, that fear that haunted Kaleb for so long that everything would be taken away from him again also crept through Carlos. Without meaning to, Kaleb’s fear planted a seed, and through their journey together, it grew until it had a very permanent spot back there. Carlos was never truly worried about it. He knew that they were going to be together for the rest of their lives. He also knew that things happened. Tragic things like terrorists bombing innocents and killing mothers. A small part of him was afraid that they would lose each other. It was only a small part, because the rest of him know that it could never happen. He would never let anyone take him away from Kaleb. Anyone take Kaleb away from him. That was how he pushed away that fear. He held close to his love and reminded himself that they would never be alone. Never again. “I love you, my darling almost husband.” Sometimes he was in a sappy mood. And by sometimes, that was much of his time.