VirulentMelody
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About all of this- the mental issues, the daddy problems, etc. Just want to let you know that when I was an adolescent this shit messed me up pretty good. I was in and out of therapy, attempted suicide a couple of times, was a regular self-harmer and had debilitating OCD and anxiety. In the end my truth was that I didn't have to live like that. Mental illness is not a prison, and it is not something you have to live with. Today I live happily with mild OCD- just can't touch people's hands. Otherwise I would say that I've made a pretty full recovery. Find people that love you, get rid of the rest, and reject negativity. Only took until I was 24 to realize this. Just advice from one nut to another (when medications and therapy doesn't seem to work).