The Secret

[AviouslyPTX]

Akira, despite what all had happened, still loved the sight of him in front of the fireplace on his rug. She smiled softly and laid down beside him, gently petting him as she hoped he would let her.

 

[Narumi]

Zachary's ears flicked in delight as she strokes his soft fur. He makes a soft whine of appreciation and let's her, placing his head into his paws as he stares into the fire, nuzzling his rug carefully, occasionally.

 

[AviouslyPTX]

Finally deciding to speak, Akira leaned over and kissed his head gently. "This is what I miss. Us both happy and laying by the fireplace. Every time I brought up the past, the image of me teaching you how to swim at camp kept coming into my mind. No one had ever trusted me that much until you came along," she said softly as she laid her head down on him gently.

 

[Narumi]

Zachary gave a little wolf smile to her and then nuzzles his head agains hers lightly. She seemed to be the only human in the entire world who wouldn't be afraid of him, nor would she run off screaming. He wags his tail lightly and then turns back to the fire, curling up into a small ball as he embraces the warm heat of which was coming from the crackling flames.

 

[AviouslyPTX]

Akira smiled gently and held him affectionately as she closed her eyes. "I can't leave you. I may threaten to but know I'll never stay away for long. After what happened earlier I never want you to leave me again," she said softly as she hugged him tighter, tears slowly slipping down her cheeks.

 

[Narumi]

Zachary nods lightly and curls up on her lap, placing a head on his shoulder as he licks at her tears, not wanting her to cry. He places his head against hers and nuzzles her in an affectionate manner.

 

[AviouslyPTX]

Akira couldn't gelp but laugh gently as she wrapped her arms around his neck. "I love you..." She whispered softly as she kissed his cheek and smiled softly. She wiped her cheeks off and kissed his nose before hugging him once more.

 

[Narumi]

Zachary makes a soft noise, as if saying that he loved her in return. He wraps his paws around her lightly and then stares a the fire once more, he began to feel sleep and closes his eyes softly.

 

[AviouslyPTX]

Akira smiled widely and gently began singing him to sleep as she closed her eyes as well, hoping that he was done with the blades and depression. Her voice slowly faded as she fell into a much needed sleep, her arms wrapped around him protectively.

 

[Narumi]

Zachary woke up the following morning in his human form, he was still by the fire place which was less enlightened than it was before. He noticed that he was still curled up on Akira's lap and he slowly picked her up and took her to bed, kissing her head lightly as he went to make breakfast.


(I filled out Zachary's CS)

 

[Narumi]

Zachary woke up the following morning in his human form, he was still by the fire place which was less enlightened than it was before. He noticed that he was still curled up on Akira's lap and he slowly picked her up and took her to bed, kissing her head lightly as he went to make breakfast.


(I filled out Zachary's CS)


 
(@Lexie sorry if you didn't get this, sometimes it takes ages to load and gives two copies of a post and doesn't notify)

 

[AviouslyPTX]

(It's fine and I saw an. I love it!!!)


Akira woke up a while later and glanced around before getting up and silently heading downstairs. "Zach?" She called as she headed into the kitchen and smiled softly as she walked over to him, wrapping her arms around him.

 

[Narumi]

(Thank you for being understanding, oh, and thanks again! c: Glad you liked it)


Zachary nuzzles him lightly. "Good morning" She says and nuzzles her gently, he served up breakfast and sat her down gently. He say down opposite her and smiles, beginning to eat.

 

[AviouslyPTX]

Akira smiled and silently ate as well before taking a deep breath. "Are you done? With the cutting and depression I mean..." She asked softly as she looked up at him.


 
Akira smiled and silently ate as well before taking a deep breath. "Are you done? With the cutting and depression I mean..." She asked softly as she looked up at him.


 
Akira smiled and silently ate as well before taking a deep breath. "Are you done? With the cutting and depression I mean..." She asked softly as she looked up at him.

 

[Narumi]

Zachary just looks down, and gave a light shrug. He hadn't thought about it, after everything that had been happening recently. "Did you get new blinds?" He asks curiously, looking over at the kitchen blinds curiously, even though he pretty much knew they were the same blinds. He didn't want to ponder on his depression, because he knew it was quite a sensitive subject for him, so he decided not to really answer.


 
(@Lexie sorry did this not send again?)

 

[AviouslyPTX]

(I didn't get the alert)


Akira sighed softly and shook her head. "You know they aren't," she said softly as she stood and walked over to him. "Look I know you don't want to talk about it but please tell me. "I want you the way you were at camp. You were so carefree and playful and I miss that," she said softly as she looked into his eyes.

 

[Narumi]

(Oh. Phew. I thought I was just being an annoying pester. If you don't get a post for a while then just let me know and I'll tag you, or even just check if you feel that's easier c


Zachary turns away. "It's just a sensitive subject and I don't want to talk about it. I don't ask you about.... Your periods or anything like that" He says with a shudder at the thought. He soon stood up and began to wash the dishes and then stares out of the window.

 

[AviouslyPTX]

"Zach...do you want me to help you?" She asked softly as she walked over and wrapped her arms around his waist as she laid her head against his back. "I just don't want to see you suffer..."

 

[Narumi]

Zachary sighs heavily and shook his head. "No, I'm fine. I don't need any help" He says and then wanders into the living room, he sat down on his rug and looks into the fire place, he began to light a fire since there currently wasn't a fire crackling as there always was on the logs. He shakily tries to light it.

 

[AviouslyPTX]

Akira sighed softly and decided not to press it right now. Instead, she walked in with him and laid down with her head nervously on his lap.

 

[Narumi]

(Just to ask, do you have any ideas for our roleplay?)


Zachary watches her and blows out the match that he had lit the fire with. He sat around for a while and then stood up, beginning to clear around the house to keep the thoughts roaming his head at bay. He rushed around the entire house, dusting and cleaning like crazy, to make time go quicker.

 

[AviouslyPTX]

(I'm not sure exactly...I was trying to think of a dramatic way to get him to start talking but I can't thi i of anything)


Akira silently watched as she hugged her toy wolf close to her as she wrapped her arms around her knees. She looked down, singing softly to herself as she let out a small sigh.

 

[Narumi]

(Sorry! For this entire time I thought it was your go and you didn't get the notification)


Zachary stopped cleaning and then changes into his wolf form, curling up into a small ball by the fire place, a short distance away from Akira as he stares, sadly into the flames.

 

[AviouslyPTX]

No. Akira took a deep breath and crawled over, laying down beside him gently. She loved him and she couldn't just let him go like that. "I'm not going anywhere," she dajd softly as she rested her head against him.

 

[Narumi]

He looks to her and then flinches lightly, moving her head from his side lightly. He didn't actually realise the sad emotions he was portraying to her and thought that he was absolutely find and nothing was particularly wrong with him, which was why he reacted badly, be taken to the therapist and all.