The Secret

[AviouslyPTX]

Akira stared at him with pure hurt in her eyes and backed up slightly as she wrapped her arms around herself. "If only you could see yourself," she murmured softly as she looked down and curled up, crying softly.

 

[Narumi]

Zachary looks to her and then whines softly and turns away, still curled up into a ball. He looks down and began to chew at his paw, roughly.

 

[Narumi]

@Lexie

 

[AviouslyPTX]

Akira slowly crawled over and curled up against him as she buried her face in his fur as she cried a bit more. "Please don't shut me out anymore than you already have," she whispered softly as she held him close.

 

[Narumi]

Zachary switches into his human form and stood up, nodding. "Okay. But don't lie on me like that anymore" He says softly, and then wanders into the kitchen. "I'll make us something to eat" He says.

 

[AviouslyPTX]

Akira backed up against a wall as she watched him and nodded ever so slightly. "Oh...O-okay," she whispered softly, trying her best to keep the unbearable hurt out of her voice. She stood up and made her way to the stairs. "I'm just gonna go shower then," she whispered softly as she ran upstairs and into the nearest bathroom, not worrying about clothes as she locked it and began sobbing softly.

 

[Narumi]

Zachary began making some food for them and then sat around as he waited for Akira to join him. He thought at he was being too hard on her, but then shook the thought away. Sometimes she could just be sensitive, that's all.

 

[AviouslyPTX]

When she finally calmed down enough to function, she got a slow shower and got out. She ran to her room and got dressed in a pair of shorts and a tank top before throwing her hair up messily and slowly making her way downstairs silently. She fixed her plate and sat down silently as she began to eat, u able to look up from her plate for fear of breaking down again.

 

[Narumi]

When Zachary was done he began washing up, muttering to himself. "Fine, I'm sorry. For saying what I felt. Once again" He muttered, sensing she had been crying. He rolls his eyes lightly and then glares out of the window, he felt like moving again. It was like this relationship was going in circles.

 

[AviouslyPTX]

"You know that's not the problem," Akira spoke up as she looked up at him. "I want to fix this more than anything and I just want to know why you've been shutting me out," she said as she looked up at him cautiously. "You never talk anymore you practically ignore me when I'm here not to mention that you don't even want to touch me. Am I that repulsive to you?" She asked as she folded her hands together, her voice getting weaker and weaker with each word.

 

[Narumi]

Zachary leans on the sink. "Okay. I've been busy, I'm sorry. I'll spend more time with you if that's what you want" He says, wanting to do anything to stop her from being so insensitive all the time. It really was ruining their relationship, as well as his depression.

 

[AviouslyPTX]

"Well of course I want you to but I want you to want to. A relationship takes two people to work, not just one. I'm sorry if I seem like an overly clingy bitch but it seems to be the only way to get you to even talk to me," she said truthfully as she sighed.

 

[Narumi]

Zachary finishes the dishes and then pulls out a chair beside her, kissing her ligltu as he nuzzles her.

 

[AviouslyPTX]

Akira kissed him back gently before pulling back and sighed softly as she took a deep breath. "I don't want our relationship to end because of what I think is a phase. I love you and I don't want to see you leave," she said softly.

 

[Narumi]

Zachary lightly strokes her cheek and then kisses her nose. "I love you too and I'm sorry. I don't want our relationship to end" He says, softly.

 

[AviouslyPTX]

She wrapped her arms tightly around his neck and hugged him rather hard, realizing that was the first time he had said that he loved her.she closed her eyes tightly as she sighed and kissed his cheek as she laid her head on his shoulder.

 

[Narumi]

He smiles gently and then lightly gives her a whine of appreciation. He places a hand in hers and then looks to her, holding her closely.

 

[AviouslyPTX]

Akira closed her eyes as she sighed a bit. "I'm sorry," she whispered softly as she smiled at him. She squeezed her hand and kept her arms around him gently.

 

[Narumi]

Zachary held her protectively. "Me too. It's okay" He says softly. He noticed it was getting late and then led her upstairs gently, holding her in his arms, bridal style.

 

[AviouslyPTX]

Akira laid her head on his shoulder and smiled softly as she closed her ehes. "Baby...do you think we should get counseling?" She asked softly, wanting his opinion on a relationship council.

 

[Narumi]

Zachary shook his head lightly and then lay her down on their bed, she curls up beside her, placing his head onto her shoulder lightly.

 

[AviouslyPTX]

Akira hesitated before wrapping her arms around him and nodded slightly. "Okay," she whispered softly through a yawn as she stretched a bit.

 

[Narumi]

Zachary stayed beside her throughout the night. He wraps his arms around her and nuzzles her lightly. He woke up in the same position and smiles down at her.

 

[AviouslyPTX]

America finally woke up and yawned softly as she felt his arms around her. She smiled softly as she managed to turn over and look up at him. "Good morning. How'd you sleep?" She asked softly as she nuzzles his neck gently.

 

[Narumi]

Zachary nods to her slightly and then smiles softly to her. "I have something for you" He says.