Roman
How troublesome...
WeirdPrincess said:
Yoshino Komagata
~The Crimson Princess
Yoshino still wasn't prepared with what she would say and how she would act when Kaz walked in. It was all to frustrating really. She should have spent her time alone trying to figure out what she was going to say. Lifting her head up, Yoshino gave him a frosty stare. A small sense of anger coursed through her veins as she gazed at Kaz, her hands unconsciously balling into fists. She didn't know how she would feel when she saw him, but she surely didn't think she would be angry. So now he was ready to listen to what she had to say? After he had left to who knows where and cooled off. She scoffed at the at the thought. Apologizing didn't change the fact the she had spent her hours crying and drinking away her sorrow. It did nothing for the fact that her heart had shattered as she had watched him walk out the door. It especially had done nothing when she left the house for a short while in tears and anger, going to an old abandoned building miles away from the city where she had screamed until her throat went raw and had collided her fist against the hard wooden wall until her knuckles had been bruised and bloodied. It was that kind of anger that was new and foreign to her, she didn't think she'd ever really feel like that.
"Yeah, you are." Yoshino stated coldly, her gaze steady. She wasn't going to sugarcoat anything or play the pathetic girl who would take back someone who had hurt her not once, but twice, without letting out her anger. She was never really one to show her anger sometimes, she would usually just bottle it up and take out her frustrations at work. "Do you understand how hurt I felt when you, for one, didn't listen to me when I tried to justify my action and for another, left after I started to try and explain? I get it, the answer I gave wasn't something you were expecting and I'm sorry about that, but that doesn't give you any right to just get up and leave. We could have talked it out! I wouldn't have done such stupid shit if you stayed and we talked. It felt like you were just running away from listening to me, like what I had to say didn't even matter..." She took her eyes off of Kaz and stared down at her balled fists, examining the wraps that encased most of her now clean hands, only leaving her fingers exposed. Her hands were slightly throbbing from the pain, but she didn't mind it. If anything, she welcomed it with open arms. Anything to not make her feel the anger and sadness that was rising in her.
Yoshino hid her hands securely in her lap, turning her gaze away from her hands to stare out of the window. "I don't know anymore Kaz, I just don't know. I'm frustrated, angry, confused... I don't know what to do anymore." She sighed, running a hand through her tousled hair. I don't want to lose you... but I don't know if I can stay right now, Was a thought that flitted across her mind and she let out a deep sigh.
no slide no slide
Mood:
Angry and Sad
Location:
Home
Objective:
Talk things out
Interaction:
Kaz
Tags:
@Roman
Kazuo Katashi
~ Dark Fairy Swordsman
Kaz stood up and walked over to the window, staring out of it for a moment, listening to Yoshino talk. He could smell the blood she had on her hands, and it angered him slightly, but he knew she was upset. When she finished talking, Kaz looked towards her, his face showing no emotion, and he was finallt going to take things seriously and stop being a man child. He knew that he had hurt her, but it wasn't intentionally.
Kaz took a deep breath, walking over to Yoshino, he hugged her and a moment later he let go. "You deserve someone better than me. A man better in everything I'm bad at." He said, running a hand through his hair. "I obviously lack the skills at being a good boyfriend, so I definitely don't think I'd make a good husband." He added. Knowing these words were true and coming from the bottom of his heart, Kaz picked up his sword once again and slung his jacket over his shoulder. "I'll just leave the place to you, you'd take better care of it than I would." Kaz started for the closed door before it opened and Minako pushed him back in the room. He was about to say something before she screamed at him knowing what he was doing and not allowing him to go. "Stop yelling! I told you to go to your room, why aren't you in there?!"
Minako frowned and dropped to her knees, crying once again. "Because... I don't... Want... You to go. I want you and mom to stay together!" She yelled as her crying became louder. "Minako... You don't understand, you won't understand until later, but things aren't working out." Kaz responded. "Fix them! No matter how many times it takes you! Fix them! Before I even started referring to you two as my parents, I was happy that you found someone like Yoshino! You two were so solid in the past, but you've grown apart a-a-and..." Minako couldn't speak anymore as her voice was overwhelmed by her crying. Kaz walked toward her, gently patting her back. He looked at Yoshino and sighed, "I don't know what to say. I know you're mad at me and you've given me two chances even though I've hurt you... Right now I ask you for one more. To make things by not just you and me, but for.. Minako too. We can take a break before we try things again.... But for this to work, I'll need your word to help me fix our wrongs."
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More Info
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Location: His home
Mood: A mixture of emotions at the moment
Status: Talking to Yoshino
Objective: Get one more chance to finally fix things for good
