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Nathaniel Matthews
Former Firefly| 21 | Current location ;; Washington
Nate was not proud of everything tang he did. There were plenty of choices he made that he would never want to make again and did not want to continue to make in the future. When he looked back on it, those choices stemmed back to some sort of passion or need. Today, he chose to speak as though he approved of this way of life. He did not know much about the WLF, and he was not sure if he would ever lean much, but he knew that if they were going to immediately take away and probably hurt or kill some one for being a part of a group at one time, then he did not agree. He thought of Kaleb as Kim led him to the apartments. He thought of his anger towards him for once being part of FEDRA. He thought of how wrong he had been to judge Kaleb so unjustly. He wondered what they would do to him here if they had known. Maybe they would have lied. He had enough tags for it. He could have temporarily remade himself. Or maybe they could have gotten away at the beginning, saved Alex, and left.
He was not ready for the apartments. He was not ready for what he saw when he was there. He had to bite back the shock and fear when he saw what they were doing to these people. He ignored the dry blood on the floor. He turned away from the broken faces. All he could think was that his Alex was somewhere in one of these. “Who holds all the keys to the cages and chains?” He asked almost unaware that he was ruining his own attempt at manipulation. “I want to make sure I have them close in case something goes awry.”
Former Firefly| 21 | Current location ;; Washington
Nate was not proud of everything tang he did. There were plenty of choices he made that he would never want to make again and did not want to continue to make in the future. When he looked back on it, those choices stemmed back to some sort of passion or need. Today, he chose to speak as though he approved of this way of life. He did not know much about the WLF, and he was not sure if he would ever lean much, but he knew that if they were going to immediately take away and probably hurt or kill some one for being a part of a group at one time, then he did not agree. He thought of Kaleb as Kim led him to the apartments. He thought of his anger towards him for once being part of FEDRA. He thought of how wrong he had been to judge Kaleb so unjustly. He wondered what they would do to him here if they had known. Maybe they would have lied. He had enough tags for it. He could have temporarily remade himself. Or maybe they could have gotten away at the beginning, saved Alex, and left.
He was not ready for the apartments. He was not ready for what he saw when he was there. He had to bite back the shock and fear when he saw what they were doing to these people. He ignored the dry blood on the floor. He turned away from the broken faces. All he could think was that his Alex was somewhere in one of these. “Who holds all the keys to the cages and chains?” He asked almost unaware that he was ruining his own attempt at manipulation. “I want to make sure I have them close in case something goes awry.”