LowkeyLovingLoki
heartbeat on the high line
HAND OVER HAND
Seb’s first feeling when Chas shoved him away was dread, and all he could think was that he’d done something wrong. Then his mind caught up with what happened and he realised Adriane had seen them, which filled him simultaneously with relief and panic. He didn’t even know what to say as he stared at the girl, then at Chas, then at Adriane, until he settled on just watching Chas. But he listened to Adriane’s words, and when they processed, he felt like he’d been plunged underwater.
Nate? Pictures? Nothing made sense but Seb understood it, and then he was numbly pulling out his phone and pulling up Twitter. He scrolled as far up as he could until he felt sick, sent a few messages which didn’t help at all, and then turned his phone completely off and shoved it back in his pocket. Sure, this wasn’t technically that bad for him, since he was already out, but it fucked with him having that many people know the intimate details of his life. Even if most people were defending him... he felt like shit. He wanted to sleep and never wake up.
He swallowed and looked over at Chas again, wincing at his tone when he spoke to Adriane. “Chas,” he tried, wincing at the way his voice cracked. He started to reach a hand out, then decided against it and let his arm fall limply by his side. He breathed out shakily before trying again, “Chas, everything is going to be okay. We’ll figure this out, yeah?”
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