Kitsune2202
One Thousand Club
Dangerously Soft
Amethyst Jones
Amethyst Jones
@If.U.Seek.Amy has set their status to:
It all comes down to this...
@If.U.Seek.Amy has set their outfit to:
Project Outfit
@If.U.Seek.Amy has set their location to:
Arts Fest
@If.U.Seek.Amy has mentioned:
Lucky, Dei, Nate
@If.U.Seek.Amy has interacted with:
Remi ( AkuTheWolfOkami )
It all comes down to this...
@If.U.Seek.Amy has set their outfit to:
Project Outfit
@If.U.Seek.Amy has set their location to:
Arts Fest
@If.U.Seek.Amy has mentioned:
Lucky, Dei, Nate
@If.U.Seek.Amy has interacted with:
Remi ( AkuTheWolfOkami )
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There were some things in life Amy really never expected herself to do outside of maybe a movie scene or a music video...and even then it was a stretch. Somehow things kept getting added to that list the longer she attended Hollywood Arts High school. Today's edition? Zooming like she was in the crazy taxi game through a large crowd of people in a golf cart to try and make her performance on time.
Lucky had certainly pulled through for her in a big way because what a rush, and what a risk. they could've seriously gotten in trouble for that, or even gotten hurt but apparently he knows his way behind a wheel and for that she was grateful. Not just for getting her there on time, but for the laughs in the process. He'd effectively shaken her of all her stage nerves since she was instead holding on for dear life not to fall from the cart. She'd even instinctively grabbed onto him a few times as they hit a few of the bumps along the way.
All in all they made it and Amy prompted hoped out of the cart and steadied herself. Boy was she dizzy, but the bubble of laughter that left her lips once she was on solid ground was confirmation that she'd definitely had a blast. The only rush that was going to beat that was her on stage. She turned back to face him with a bright smile and quickly wrapped her arms around him in a tight hug, "I totally owe you one Lucky, you're the best!" She chimed excitedly out of breath before taking off back stage to get mic'd up for her show.
All she could hope for at that point was that he didn't get in trouble for the aftermath and was still able to see the fruits of his labor in her performance.
Just like that in the blink of an eye it was time. She closed her eyes and took a deep breath trying to leave everything backstage. She needed to be 100% in the zone when she stepped out onto this stage because everyone in that audience deserved nothing less from her.
It'd been a hell of a semester and this was supposed to be the triumphant end to it. The proof that all those haters and nay sayers were wrong about her. She could and would stand tall and strong all on her own. She didn't need anyone but herself and her music. Her talent was more then enough to give her the success she dreamed of. She didn't need Dei, or Nate, or to be the hottest or baddest bitch in the school to be on top. She didn't need any of that. Her heartbreak didn't have to define her.
She'd cried tears of gold for Dei, and now she was ready for those same tears to water a beautiful garden for herself of roses. All the negative whispers that haunted her in these darkest moments could be turned to cheers amping up her damaged self confidence into something to be proud of.
Her song was called 'My Way' and that was exactly how things needed to be from this day forward. She needed to step into a place where things where her way or the highway instead of letting her generosity be her fatal flaw.
She'd worked hard on the effects, and shooting the music video and so as the first beat dropped her eyes shot open. She stepped out allowing her stage persona to completely take over her mind and body. It was insane really how different Amy J the performer was from Amy the regular day to day student. Even more so how different both girls were from little nobody Amethyst from before stepping foot on HA's campus.
"I'm like a gun with no bullets
You could touch me, squeeze me, won't bust if you pull it
Take my number, you can have it
You could call me, text me, I'll look past it."
Every sway of her hips, and flick of her wrist was a mesmerizing pull for her audience. She oozed sex appeal that she could claim her management team created, but truth be told it was something that'd always been inside her, she was just too shy to ever own it (Despite her best friend ALWAYS saying it). That's why this was the only place it was allowed to roam free. This was the only place where she could show her sassy attitude because it was just her talking to the world and not an individual. There was no residual guilt of how someone would take it, or retaliation. There were no feelings to hurt because she was just expressing herself.
This was the one place she could express herself to the fullest and people actually listen. Did they believe it? Some did, some didn't and that was also a beautiful part of it all. If it hurt or offended then she could smile and say it's just part of the act. She had such a sweet deposition that no one would question it. But for those who believed and loved it then their was empowerment.
Truth be told their was a hidden dagger in her honey laced persona. Even if she couldn't quite understand it herself yet. It was there and this was it's time to shine.
"If you don't know how to treat a woman
Close your eyes, ain't no point in looking
Over here with the weak shit
Get out of here with the weak shit
You won't get nowhere with that
I had your type before, no I don't want that back
Don't want that back"
She smirked and played with the crowd a slight bite of her lip there and a wag of her finger here. This was something especially impactful for anyone (fans included) who knew her drama. This was after all her self confidence anthem. The call out on not just Dei, but of every man who'd done her wrong. That she was done playing nice, with them. She was done with the type of guys who wanted her without wanting to genuinely do right by her. Her previous songs were bitter and enraged, but this was different. This was merely an 'I'm done.'
There were also quite a few lines that were direct call outs to Dei like "If we break up, don't roll up, 'cause we lost the fire" referring to when he had the audacity to try and talk to her after their break up and wanna work together.
Her natural stage presence mixed with some fire choreography made her performance a stellar one. She had Oates to thank for that since he was the original one to help her in her dancing to begin with.
As her performance came to a close and she sang out the last few lines of the chorus she couldn't help but spot Remi in the crowd. She winked and kissed her two fingers before blowing it out to him. She'd noticed him long before then, but considering the nature of the song it was much better for her to focus on the feelings that helped her create the lyrics rather then the new found feelings she had for him since after all...the hope was he wasn't just another guy who this song would one day apply to as well.
As the song faded out she blew kisses out to the crowd in general and waved to everyone a few moments before heading off backstage. Still fueled by the high from her performance she didn't even head back to her dressing room yet. There was only one face she wanted to see right now. One voice she needed to hear say he enjoyed the show. Just the one. While she didn't wanna admit to needing anyone's validation (because that would kinda defeat the purpose of the song lyrics) she did. She craved it right now.
Once her eyes eventually landed on him her smiled brightened ten fold and she jumped throwing her arms around him in a tight embrace not caring who was around to see, "Babe! What's you think!?"