The Butterfly Effect.

[kou]

Iris Mason || The Caterpillar

And I don't want to let this go, I don't want to lose control. Troye Sivan

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He was apologizing..for what? Iris shook her head wildly as Mordecai apologized for something that hadn't been his fault whatsoever; it was appalling to think that the man could blame himself for something that Iris had been at fault for. How long had he thought---


Iris would have never assumed that Mordecai had somehow made this possible, she had been angry with him once but she would never fault him for what had happened. Mordecai wasn't able to foretell what was to come, had he been the man Iris encountered in prison then he would have laughed in her face had she told him of the things that would happen. She had never felt obligated to protect him..she merely wanted to. It was a rational thought for anyone except their relationship was far from rational, it was nearly impossible. If anything she should be concerned about bringing trouble when it could have been avoided.


Iris looked up, sighing softly. She didn't want him to go, it was the exact opposite of what she wanted. "You need to understand that none of this can be something you could possibly apologize for seeing as I was the one who dragged you into this mess, I should be the one saying sorry and I am; I apologize, Mordecai. Truly. My mother would have never met you if I hadn't and you wouldn't be here if it weren't for me, you could've went on with your life and things would've been better and I am sorry once more if I've ruined that. I just want us to continue on with our day and I want to have you here, I want a lot of things to be honest. The worse thing that could possibly happen would be you leaving..so please don't. Please."





There was a sudden tapping on her car door and Iris looked out of the window, coming face to face with Iroya who didn't look too impressed. Carefully, Iris opened the door before focusing on the older woman. She stood there for a second before speaking. "I asked if she wished to press charges and she said no so you're lucky, don't do it again. I mean it. I have some things I'm gonna look into so I will converse with you two tomorrow." Iroya turned on her heel, marching away towards her vehicle without looking back and Iris shut the door, secretly relieved by Rosaline's dismissal of the incident. The psychologist turned to look at Lester, smiling slightly. "Would you like to come home with me..or do you want a break? It's your choice, love."

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[Angst]

*is sobbing profusely*


THAT.


MOTHER.


FUCKING.


SONG.

 

[kou]

*is sobbing profusely*
THAT.


MOTHER.


FUCKING.


SONG.

Troye Sivan, man.


Troye Sivan.

 

[Angst]

Mordecai Lester


{The Butterfly}

Spoiler

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Mordecai was stunned. Was that what was bothering her? The belief that she had been the cause of all of the misfortune that the two of them had endured over the course of the past week? The irony of the situation was a heartbreaking one. Did she not understand, even after he had told her time and time again, everything that she meant to him? Yes, it was true that she had been the one to seek him out, who had come to him in the confinement of his prison cell to satisfy her curiousity. But fate had a way of making things play out the way in which thet were meant, regardless of how the events were set in motion. Even if Iris had heeded the advice of her colleagues and left him well enough alone, Rosaline still would have found him, and Iris's mother her. Those who sought to harm them now would have desired to do so even if they had never crossed paths. The only difference was, if the two of them had not come together, they would have been forced to face their afflictions on their own. Mordecai would likely have belonged to his sister in that very moment, without the means to break her hold, and Iris...he didn't want to imagine such things. Emelia Mason was capable of much more than he rightly cared to know.





"I have said it before, love, and I will say again, a thousand times, even, if that is as many as it takes for you to understand: you must never, under any circumstances, apologize to me. You did not drag me into anything, dear one. I followed you willingly, and I would do it again if given the opportunity. Not even your mother has the ability to change that. My life before you was comfortable, yes, but that was all it was. I had no hope, no aspirations, only complacency and the drive to kill at every given opportunity. I was empty, and now I'm not. I would never leave you, darling, not unless you asked it of me. And even then, it would take everything in me."





The tapping on the door startled Mordecai slightly, putting an end to their emotional exchange. Intently, Mordecai listened to the women's voices as they conversed outside of the car. He was infinitely surprised to hear that his sister had chosen not to press charges. Maybe she had finally seen sense - or, more likely, Iris had beaten it into her. Highly unlikely, but if so, it was about time. As Iroya took her leave and Iris joined him once again, he returned the soft smile that was offered him and answered her question in a gentle voice.





"It would be my honor to accompany you, my dear."





If anyone were to attempt to harm Iris in her own home, he intended to be there. If necessary, he would protect her with his life.

 

[kou]

THE FUCKING SONG.

 

[Angst]

THE FUCKING SONG.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA


I think the worst part is, since it's a cover, it didn't even need to be Keaton Henson.


But it is.


His voice is just the epitome of angst.


By the way OCTOBER IS SO FUCKING SWEET. TWITCHY DOESN'T NEED TO ROLL AROUND ANYMORE AND HER ENTIRE MONOLOUGE JUST DID STUFF TO MY HEART.

 

[kou]

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
I think the worst part is, since it's a cover, it didn't even need to be Keaton Henson.


But it is.


His voice is just the epitome of angst.


By the way OCTOBER IS SO FUCKING SWEET. TWITCHY DOESN'T NEED TO ROLL AROUND ANYMORE AND HER ENTIRE MONOLOUGE JUST DID STUFF TO ME HEART.

*Pokes face* You are the female Keaton Henson..


Beautiful but heartbreaking..


She ain't sweet, she just..likes him. But..she doesn't know that yet.


DAMMIT, I LIKED THE ROLLING AROUND. TWITCHY MUST ROLL.


No, but seriously, I think I got a little too speechy with October. Incorporated the shit I love. xD


THERE IS STUFF ALWAYS BEING DONE TO YOU BY ME.

 

[kou]

WAIT I DIDN'T MEAN IT LIKE THAT.

 

[Angst]

*Pokes face* You are the female Keaton Henson..
Beautiful but heartbreaking..


She ain't sweet, she just..likes him. But..she doesn't know that yet.


DAMMIT, I LIKED THE ROLLING AROUND. TWITCHY MUST ROLL.


No, but seriously, I think I got a little too speechy with October. Incorporated the shit I love. xD


THERE IS STUFF ALWAYS BEING DONE TO YOU BY ME.

*tries to poke face but cannot reach* *pokes arm instead* Keaton would be nothing without his muse. It is the same for me. You are my muse, love.


Aw, you make it sound so innocent. Like a crush between schoolchildren and not Stockholm syndrome.


THE WAY YOU SAID THAT. OH MY FUCKING GOSH. IT WILL HAPPEN. AND JUST:


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There is no such thing as "too speechy." It was the most beautifully written thing that I have ever seen in my life. My eyes wanted to marry it.


UH HUH. SURE YOU DID'T. I'M WATCHING YOU.

 

[kou]

*tries to poke face but cannot reach* *pokes arm instead* Keaton would be nothing without his muse. It is the same for me. You are my muse, love.
Aw, you make it sound so innocent. Like a crush between schoolchildren and not Stockholm syndrome.


THE WAY YOU SAID THAT. OH MY FUCKING GOSH. IT WILL HAPPEN. AND JUST:


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There is no such thing as "too speechy." It was the most beautifully written thing that I have ever seen in my life. My eyes wanted to marry it.


UH HUH. SURE YOU DID'T. I'M WATCHING YOU.

That's so cute. You're so cute. Can I keep you?


You are my muse as well. My Leonardo.


Because it totally isn't fucked up. Really. Somehow we always found ourselves in this situation.


Did you just---


HAHAHAHAUA I AM PICTURING ERIC ROLLING AND SINGING THIS AND


DJRJJFJFGFGFFHHTFFGGH


I totally didn't mean it like that..


Totally.


You can trust me.


You can marry me instead.


❤


Yup.


I didn't.


(O)

 

[Angst]

That's so cute. You're so cute. Can I keep you?
You are my muse as well. My Leonardo.


Because it totally isn't fucked up. Really. Somehow we always found ourselves in this situation.


Did you just---


HAHAHAHAUA I AM PICTURING ERIC ROLLING AND SINGING THIS AND


DJRJJFJFGFGFFHHTFFGGH


I totally didn't mean it like that..


Totally.


You can trust me.


You can marry me instead.


❤


Yup.


I didn't.


(O)

For the right price. Of course babes. As soon as you admit that you are the adorable one.


DiCaprio? Does this mean I'll never get an Oscar?


Or DaVinci? Because then you can be Mona Lisa.


We are the most fucked up, angsty individuals I know and it is amazing.


I FORGOT ABOUT THIS ALL DAY AND I AM LAUGHING ALL OVER AGAIN.


Mhm. Suuuuuure.


Can we elope and move to the mountains?


Anyways, how was your day, love?

 

[kou]

For the right price. Of course babes. As soon as you admit that you are the adorable one.
DiCaprio? Does this mean I'll never get an Oscar?


Or DaVinci? Because then you can be Mona Lisa.


We are the most fucked up, angsty individuals I know and it is amazing.


I FORGOT ABOUT THIS ALL DAY AND I AM LAUGHING ALL OVER AGAIN.


Mhm. Suuuuuure.


Can we elope and move to the mountains?


Anyways, how was your day, love?

I am not, you are. Face it.


No..you're Davinci.


That was the best pick-up ever.


YES, WE SHOULD MAKE A MOVIE CALLED TUMBLR.


XDD It's the best.


Yes.


Great, yours?

 

[Angst]

I am not, you are. Face it.
No..you're Davinci.


That was the best pick-up ever.


YES, WE SHOULD MAKE A MOVIE CALLED TUMBLR.


XDD It's the best.


Yes.


Great, yours?

Never. I will deny it until the day I die.


Yeeeah, wait till I tell my art teacher!


I try. XP


LET'S DO IT. WE WILL CAST ALL THE BEST ACTORS.


Fuck yes. I'm going to raise sheep.


It was good.


Totally not because I was thinking about you all day.

 

[kou]

Never. I will deny it until the day I die.
Yeeeah, wait till I tell my art teacher!


I try. XP


LET'S DO IT. WE WILL CAST ALL THE BEST ACTORS.


Fuck yes. I'm going to raise sheep.


It was good.


Totally not because I was thinking about you all day.

Then you must die.


No..um, I don't think he'll--


You tried so hard..


LIKE...only Cillian Murphy and no one else.


I am going to have sheep babies.


WHAT HAPPENED?


I was thinking about you too.

 

[Angst]

Then you must die.
No..um, I don't think he'll--


You tried so hard..


LIKE...only Cillian Murphy and no one else.


I am going to have sheep babies.


WHAT HAPPENED?


I was thinking about you too.

Way ahead of you. *consumes cyanide*


*runs through the streets* I AM DAVINCI, MOTHERFUCKERS. I AM YOUR GOD.


And got so far, but in the end, it doesn't even matter....


BASICALLY. xD Which reminds me of something that happened today. We were playing this game where we each had a piece of paper with a word/name of a person taped to our backs, and we had to go around asking questions to try and figure out who we were, and the conversation kinda went like this:


Me: Am I a man?


Sister: You could be a man or a woman. Or any gender, really.


Me: (I was really confused because I thought I had the name of a person when in reality I was just a doctor) ....I'm not Cillian Murphy, am I?


So yeah, that happened.


We will raise them like our own.


NOTHING HAPPENED DEAR, IT WAS A GOOD DAY. A FABULOUS DAY. TRUST ME.


We are gay as fuck.


And I love you.

 

[kou]

Way ahead of you. *consumes cyanide*
*runs through the streets* I AM DAVINCI, MOTHERFUCKERS. I AM YOUR GOD.


And got so far, but in the end, it doesn't even matter....


BASICALLY. xD Which reminds me of something that happened today. We were playing this game where we each had a piece of paper with a word/name of a person taped to our backs, and we had to go around asking questions to try and figure out who we were, and the conversation kinda went like this:


Me: Am I a man?


Sister: You could be a man or a woman. Or any gender, really.


Me: (I was really confused because I thought I had the name of a person when in reality I was just a doctor) ....I'm not Cillian Murphy, am I?


So yeah, that happened.


We will raise them like our own.


NOTHING HAPPENED DEAR, IT WAS A GOOD DAY. A FABULOUS DAY. TRUST ME.


We are gay as fuck.


And I love you.

O.o WAIT. *Drinks lead*


I died because..you're so short and running..XDDDD


I love you.


TFW you instantly think Cillian Murphy. xD Beautiful! You won!


But they are...


GREAT. *Puts down knife* Good.


I like our gayness, it's fabulous.


I love you too, babes.

 

[Angst]

O.o WAIT. *Drinks lead*
I died because..you're so short and running..XDDDD


I love you.


TFW you instantly think Cillian Murphy. xD Beautiful! You won!


But they are...


GREAT. *Puts down knife* Good.


I like our gayness, it's fabulous.


I love you too, babes.

NO, STO- *dies* *becomes a ghost* You were supposed to live. ;_;


You know.


You know.


You know.


Tall people, I fucking swear.


Love you too, hon. ^.^


Hell yeah I did. xD


*grumbles* I knew there was something suspicious about the way you were looking at that sheep...


*slowly picks knife up and puts it in pocket* I'm just gonna...look after this...


Move over Alex. There can only be one. Or in our case, two because fuck that.


I love you more than I love soap.


I fucking love soap.

 

[kou]

NO, STO- *dies* *becomes a ghost* You were supposed to live. ;_;
You know.


You know.


You know.


Tall people, I fucking swear.


Love you too, hon. ^.^


Hell yeah I did. xD


*grumbles* I knew there was something suspicious about the way you were looking at that sheep...


*slowly picks knife up and puts it in pocket* I'm just gonna...look after this...


Move over Alex. There can only be one. Or in our case, two because fuck that.


I love you more than I love soap.


I fucking love soap.

Sorry, I was talking on the chat.


*Dies alongside you* I don't want to live if it's not with you. ^.^


Salty as fuck.


>.< *Is blushing like fucking crazy*


WHOO WHOO.


But it's your--


Never mind.


*Grins* Okay.. *Pulls out other knife*


We will be the Alphas. He must die.


I love you more than life.


I fucking love life.

 

[Angst]

Sorry, I was talking on the chat.
*Dies alongside you* I don't want to live if it's not with you. ^.^


Salty as fuck.


>.< *Is blushing like fucking crazy*


WHOO WHOO.


But it's your--


Never mind.


*Grins* Okay.. *Pulls out other knife*


We will be the Alphas. He must die.


I love you more than life.


I fucking love life.

It's alright, babes, I was working on my CS for Drifters.


SMOOTH AS FUCK HOLY SHIT.


You'd better believe.


*is imagining this and thinking that you are too adorable for this world*


*narrows eyes* Are you trying to convince me that we somehow managed to give birth to a sheep?


...Seems legitimate, alright.


*sighs* How many of those do you have?


And then we can eat him and absorb his power.


I would rather fade into oblivion than lose you.


I am fucking terrified of oblivion.

 

[kou]

It's alright, babes, I was working on my CS for Drifters.
SMOOTH AS FUCK HOLY SHIT.


You'd better believe.


*is imagining this and thinking that you are too adorable for this world*


*narrows eyes* Are you trying to convince me that we somehow managed to give birth to a sheep?


...Seems legitimate, alright.


*sighs* How many of those do you have?


And then we can eat him and absorb his power.


I would rather fade into oblivion than lose you.


I am fucking terrified of oblivion.

Alright, can't wait to see it.


WHOO.


Shush it, I am not. You are the cute one.


I--


Something went wrong in the process.


Like...20,000.


I am fucking terrified of losing you.


I'd do everything if that happened.

 

[Angst]

Alright, can't wait to see it.
WHOO.


Shush it, I am not. You are the cute one.


I--


Something went wrong in the process.


Like...20,000.


I am fucking terrified of losing you.


I'd do everything if that happened.

I have stopped because everything fucked up again and it is much too late to deal with accordions.


You just keep telling yourself that, you adorable motherfucker.


It may have been that threesome we had under the influence of LSD.


WHERE DO YOU KEEP THAT MANY KNIVES???


I am the same, so you had better not die on me.


I mean it.


I would cry my eyes out and spiral into a deep dark pit of depression.


And then kick your ass.


And then cry some more.

 

[kou]

I have stopped because everything fucked up again and it is much too late to deal with accordions.
You just keep telling yourself that, you adorable motherfucker.


It may have been that threesome we had under the influence of LSD.


WHERE DO YOU KEEP THAT MANY KNIVES???


I am the same, so you had better not die on me.


I mean it.


I would cry my eyes out and spiral into a deep dark pit of depression.


And then kick your ass.


And then cry some more.

I will fix it, love. It looks great. "Fight me, bitch." Perfect.


You are the cute one..


That was a great night.





IN MY A--don't know.


Same for you, you little shit.


I'd hurt everyone and cry.


Don't do it.


I love you so much.


A lot.


So much my heart hurts.

 

[Angst]

I will fix it, love. It looks great. "Fight me, bitch." Perfect.
You are the cute one..


That was a great night.


IN MY A--don't know.


Same for you, you little shit.


I'd hurt everyone and cry.


Don't do it.


I love you so much.


A lot.


So much my heart hurts.

It is funny because he is so tiny. Tinier than me.


If it's too much trouble, then don't worry yourself, hon. Here's the coming, though:

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IAN KIDD
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{slide=[bg=#000000]FIGHT}[bg=#000000]Name:
Ian Montgomery Kidd

Alias:
David to Goliath, #0004

Age:
18

D.O.B
July 13, 1997

Sex:
Cisgender Male

Sexuality:
Homoromantic Asexual

Grade:
12th

Eye Color:
Brown

Hair Color:
Black

Weight:
120 lbs.

Height:
5'2"

Apparance Description:
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Manhattan, New York

Transportation:
(Teens only)

Virtues:
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General Skills:
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Augument Name:
Superhuman Strength
{/slide}
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Fight me, you're cuter.


I think we still have the video tape somewhere.


I SWEAR YOU BETTER HAVE BEEN ABOUT TO SAY ARMOIRE.


I feel clingy as hell.


Like I want to hug you forever.


But I can't.


*sigh*


WHY CAN'T MARYLAND AND NORTH CAROLINA FUCKING MERGE TOGETHER ALREADY.

 

[kou]

IAN KIDD

FIGHT

Name:

Ian Montgomery Kidd

Alias:

David to Goliath, #0004

Age:

18

D.O.B

July 13, 1997

Sex:

Cisgender Male

Sexuality:

Homoromantic Asexual

Grade:

12th

Eye Color:

Brown

Hair Color:

Black

Weight:

120 lbs.

Height:

5'2"

Apparance Description:

ME

Location:

Manhattan, New York

Transportation:

(Teens only)

Virtues:

(Add three)

Vices:

(Add three)

General Skills:

(Add three)

Augument Name:

Superhuman Strength

BITCH

Personality:

(A paragraph please 7-10 full sentences)

History:

(One or two paragraphs each need to be 7-10 full sentences)

Relationships

Other:

Theme Song:

 

[Angst]

IAN KIDD

FIGHT

Name:

Ian Montgomery Kidd

Alias:

David to Goliath, #0004

Age:

18

D.O.B

July 13, 1997

Sex:

Cisgender Male

Sexuality:

Homoromantic Asexual

Grade:

12th

Eye Color:

Brown

Hair Color:

Black

Weight:

120 lbs.

Height:

5'2"

Apparance Description:

ME

Location:

Manhattan, New York

Transportation:

(Teens only)

Virtues:

(Add three)

Vices:

(Add three)

General Skills:

(Add three)

Augument Name:

Superhuman Strength

BITCH

Personality:

(A paragraph please 7-10 full sentences)

History:

(One or two paragraphs each need to be 7-10 full sentences)

Relationships

Other:

Theme Song:

The speed with which you did this is uncanny.


Thanks so much hon. ^.^ Sorry to trouble you.