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Victoria Sterling
Victoria Sterling was not losing her grip. She still had total control over the conversation and over herself, obviously. As resilient as she was, a simple conversation like this wasn’t enough to make her have such a pitfall as going wild— or…how did Mikaela put it…? Letting loose…? Yeah, no, this conversation was not a sign that Tori was “going over to the dark side” or anything like that. If anyone was listening, she was literally just humoring her friend, and that was all.
Yeah— yeah, literally. Like, if she were to suddenly be like “oh no, I absolutely will not hear you out”, do you know how upset that’d make Mikaela? Ugh, and Tori was so loving and so caring that she just couldn’t do that to such a good friend, ya know? What, did you think she was heartless? Look, just because she had some sense and spoke out against the wrongs that others did didn’t mean that she didn’t have a heart.
(These were the thoughts that ran through Tori’s head as she so obviously lost her grip on the conversation.)
“Anything Tori,” answered Mikaela to Tori’s query about what the bets and dares could be.
Tori raised a brow. “Anything?” she echoed. What, are you going to ask me to…chug some beers and make out with strangers or something?
“Say chugging a few beers and then making it through a roller coaster without puking or making out with a hot stranger on a ride,” Mik answered. “Player’s choice really, let your imagination run wild.”
Tori’s eyes grew wider, though she tried to suppress her surprise. I was kidding.
Mik was joking too, right?
Tori laughed in disbelief, then let out a soft scoff. Ugh, she had to be— Mikaela, ever the jokester. Ha, ha, ha. She couldn’t possibly have the gall to do think that Tori would do those things in public, even under the constraints of a bet or a dare, right?
“Sure,” Tori said, rolling her eyes. “You’re kidding, right?” she asked.
Okay, so now she realized how that sounded— like she was, psh, what, scared or something? And that was a no, because there wasn't an ounce of fear in her. She was fearless and so brave, and something as small as...this stupid shit was, like...so far beneath her.
And so, she added, “Because that’s such child’s play.” She laughed again. “Seriously, you suggest those things like they’re anything I’d raise an eyebrow at. Like, that’s just dumb shit. Easy shit, yeah, but dumb. I’d do that anyway, no eyes blinked,” she condescended. “You’ve gotta be kidding me. I thought you’d have better. Literally been there, done that, called it a typical Thursday night.”
Right. See, Tori told you— she had total control of the conversation.
“Anyway,” Mikaela continued, “I can’t wait to see what you are like in action then.”
Tori’s eyes widened once more. “In action?” Was she actually going to ask her to do that shit?
She swallowed hard, breathing in deeply. Keep your cool.
She raised a hand and rolled her eyes. “Sure, sure.”
“We should schedule a date for this,” Mikaela said.
Tori blinked. “Uhm, a date?” she asked. “Already?”
“What do we have coming up?” Mikaela seemed to be thinking aloud. “Right, arts fest.”
“Wait, hold up, we’re already setting a date?” Tori asked, reaching out and putting a hand on Mikaela’s arm.
“We can hit the amusement park after arts fest then,” Mikaela said.
Tori let out an exasperated sigh. “Mik—“
“It’s a date,” Mik concluded.
“Ugh!” Tori exclaimed, sitting back and crossing her arms.
No fucking way.
One, that meant that Mik was deadass serious about the whole situation, which...oh my God, she was actually serious.
Two, it meant that Tori actually had to go through with it. As in, she actually had to go to that, which meant that, three, there were only really two ways that things could go.
Option one) Tori contracted syphilis, made a public embarrassment of herself, vomited her guts out on some stranger, and probably lost an arm or a leg. Oh, and did she mention make a public embarrassment of herself? Yeah, because that was definitely going to happen, and it was all going to be Mikaela's fault. And she really, really didn't want her father's legal wrath to come upon such a good friend as Mikaela, you know. She really didn't.
Option two) Tori admitted she was a liar and that there was no way in hell that she could handle this.
Actually, in comparison, option one sounded so much fucking better, but also...
Look, if Tori could get out of this, she wouldn't have to go through either situation, and that sounded so much fucking better.
But also, like...she was too far in to just get out of it easily. She had to be smart about this, but she couldn't be obvious. If she was obvious, she'd never hear the end of it.
“I never agreed to that date, you know,” Tori huffed. “I’m probably busy that day, anyway. Like I said, I’m a busy girl, and I don’t have a lot of free time. It’s not like I can just, like…drop everything to go to an amusement park and…” She nearly gagged at the thought of it: “Make out with strangers or chug beer or something like that.” She rolled her eyes, sighing.
She worked her jaw for a second. Figure a way out of this. “Plus, that’s pretty far away,” she continued, her voice slow and slightly lilted as she considered her choice in words carefully. “I mean, a lot can change in a couple of weeks, you know. Like…maybe you’ll suddenly decide that this was a terrible idea, that you never wanted to show me how abysmal your ‘having fun’ skills are.” She held up air quotes at having fun, then crossed her arms again. “Maybe you’ll decide, ‘Oh, damn it, Tori’s right, I make bad decisions, I should just calm it down,’ and we can just…I dunno, switch that date up to a tea party or some shit. I’ll buy little party hats, and it’ll all be fancy-schmancy, cutesy, and we’ll just...psh, we'll forget about this little thing.”
She sounded more like she was mocking Mikaela and telling her that she couldn’t handle it.
Well, shit.
Okay, okay, okay, she could still save this and not dig her whole deeper.
“Or..." She began to speak a bit quicker, smirking slightly. “Ya know, maybe I’ll start internally bleeding or something, and it’ll be like God’s telling you how much of a mistake this ever was and how you need to change your way of life or whatever.” She laughed. “’Drop the needle and put your hands in the air or your totally-best-friend gets it’-type shit, right?”
Yeah— yeah, literally. Like, if she were to suddenly be like “oh no, I absolutely will not hear you out”, do you know how upset that’d make Mikaela? Ugh, and Tori was so loving and so caring that she just couldn’t do that to such a good friend, ya know? What, did you think she was heartless? Look, just because she had some sense and spoke out against the wrongs that others did didn’t mean that she didn’t have a heart.
(These were the thoughts that ran through Tori’s head as she so obviously lost her grip on the conversation.)
“Anything Tori,” answered Mikaela to Tori’s query about what the bets and dares could be.
Tori raised a brow. “Anything?” she echoed. What, are you going to ask me to…chug some beers and make out with strangers or something?
“Say chugging a few beers and then making it through a roller coaster without puking or making out with a hot stranger on a ride,” Mik answered. “Player’s choice really, let your imagination run wild.”
Tori’s eyes grew wider, though she tried to suppress her surprise. I was kidding.
Mik was joking too, right?
Tori laughed in disbelief, then let out a soft scoff. Ugh, she had to be— Mikaela, ever the jokester. Ha, ha, ha. She couldn’t possibly have the gall to do think that Tori would do those things in public, even under the constraints of a bet or a dare, right?
“Sure,” Tori said, rolling her eyes. “You’re kidding, right?” she asked.
Okay, so now she realized how that sounded— like she was, psh, what, scared or something? And that was a no, because there wasn't an ounce of fear in her. She was fearless and so brave, and something as small as...this stupid shit was, like...so far beneath her.
And so, she added, “Because that’s such child’s play.” She laughed again. “Seriously, you suggest those things like they’re anything I’d raise an eyebrow at. Like, that’s just dumb shit. Easy shit, yeah, but dumb. I’d do that anyway, no eyes blinked,” she condescended. “You’ve gotta be kidding me. I thought you’d have better. Literally been there, done that, called it a typical Thursday night.”
Right. See, Tori told you— she had total control of the conversation.
“Anyway,” Mikaela continued, “I can’t wait to see what you are like in action then.”
Tori’s eyes widened once more. “In action?” Was she actually going to ask her to do that shit?
She swallowed hard, breathing in deeply. Keep your cool.
She raised a hand and rolled her eyes. “Sure, sure.”
“We should schedule a date for this,” Mikaela said.
Tori blinked. “Uhm, a date?” she asked. “Already?”
“What do we have coming up?” Mikaela seemed to be thinking aloud. “Right, arts fest.”
“Wait, hold up, we’re already setting a date?” Tori asked, reaching out and putting a hand on Mikaela’s arm.
“We can hit the amusement park after arts fest then,” Mikaela said.
Tori let out an exasperated sigh. “Mik—“
“It’s a date,” Mik concluded.
“Ugh!” Tori exclaimed, sitting back and crossing her arms.
No fucking way.
One, that meant that Mik was deadass serious about the whole situation, which...oh my God, she was actually serious.
Two, it meant that Tori actually had to go through with it. As in, she actually had to go to that, which meant that, three, there were only really two ways that things could go.
Option one) Tori contracted syphilis, made a public embarrassment of herself, vomited her guts out on some stranger, and probably lost an arm or a leg. Oh, and did she mention make a public embarrassment of herself? Yeah, because that was definitely going to happen, and it was all going to be Mikaela's fault. And she really, really didn't want her father's legal wrath to come upon such a good friend as Mikaela, you know. She really didn't.
Option two) Tori admitted she was a liar and that there was no way in hell that she could handle this.
Actually, in comparison, option one sounded so much fucking better, but also...
Look, if Tori could get out of this, she wouldn't have to go through either situation, and that sounded so much fucking better.
But also, like...she was too far in to just get out of it easily. She had to be smart about this, but she couldn't be obvious. If she was obvious, she'd never hear the end of it.
“I never agreed to that date, you know,” Tori huffed. “I’m probably busy that day, anyway. Like I said, I’m a busy girl, and I don’t have a lot of free time. It’s not like I can just, like…drop everything to go to an amusement park and…” She nearly gagged at the thought of it: “Make out with strangers or chug beer or something like that.” She rolled her eyes, sighing.
She worked her jaw for a second. Figure a way out of this. “Plus, that’s pretty far away,” she continued, her voice slow and slightly lilted as she considered her choice in words carefully. “I mean, a lot can change in a couple of weeks, you know. Like…maybe you’ll suddenly decide that this was a terrible idea, that you never wanted to show me how abysmal your ‘having fun’ skills are.” She held up air quotes at having fun, then crossed her arms again. “Maybe you’ll decide, ‘Oh, damn it, Tori’s right, I make bad decisions, I should just calm it down,’ and we can just…I dunno, switch that date up to a tea party or some shit. I’ll buy little party hats, and it’ll all be fancy-schmancy, cutesy, and we’ll just...psh, we'll forget about this little thing.”
She sounded more like she was mocking Mikaela and telling her that she couldn’t handle it.
Well, shit.
Okay, okay, okay, she could still save this and not dig her whole deeper.
“Or..." She began to speak a bit quicker, smirking slightly. “Ya know, maybe I’ll start internally bleeding or something, and it’ll be like God’s telling you how much of a mistake this ever was and how you need to change your way of life or whatever.” She laughed. “’Drop the needle and put your hands in the air or your totally-best-friend gets it’-type shit, right?”
mood
i'm so in control
location
a table in the hallway
outfit
white & grey
i'm so in control
location
a table in the hallway
outfit
white & grey
playing...
be nice to me
be nice to me
by the front bottoms
mentions
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interactions
mikaela
tags
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interactions
mikaela
tags
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