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Realistic or Modern hollywood arts: main (open!!)

Characters
Here
MOOD: bored

OUTFIT: alamara's outfit

LOCATION: cafeteria
basics
MENTIONS:
Kordei ( fin fin ), Adriene ( Winona Winona ), JJ ( Soap Soap ), Augustus (@sunshineysoul).

INT:
Kordei ( fin fin ), Adriene ( Winona Winona ), JJ ( Soap Soap ), Augustus (@sunshineysoul).

tags
TL;DR sitting in bitch-town.
tl;dr
Alamara Jawahir
hold me down in the siren lights,
love me even when my lies ain't white.

Alamara smiled to the rest of the group, hands in her pockets as she walked along with group until she sat down next to Gus. She knew that the group she was with had a ‘reputation’ but so did she, and they didn’t really say anything about it. So, neither would she. Besides, it’s not like they hurt her in any way, shape or form, so she really didn’t care.

She noticed JJ’s pout and felt a little irritated. She thought to herself, ‘If you pout at me like that again, I’ll slap it off your fucking face’. She didn’t really understand why Adriane was so invested in the girl. In terms of everyone, she really was a no one. You see, Mara had a deep belief that some people just had god given appearances and talents. And JJ just wasn’t one of them.

She flinched a little, feeling a hand pressed on her thigh and noticed it was Gus’s before relaxing. Sometimes, just occasionally – she would have flashbacks to non-consensual touches and advances made by older men. It was why she was always the one to initiate contact first, just so she knew what she was getting into.

She felt the vibrations of her phone go off, switching to the twitter app before seeing all the destruction and arguments going on. Just another day at Hollywood Arts. She bit her lip in particular at seeing the interactions with Gus. What an asshole. Why were they treating him like this? Sure, Gus isn’t the most liked person in the world, but Mara would definitely save Gus from a falling bridge before she ever saved Nate the asshole. Nate, Jace, Kane. They all needed to get their acts together. Mara knew people in high places, and if they provoked any further, she would get them blacklisted.

She quickly switched over to her DM’s and asked Gus if he wanted to get fucked up. She liked hanging around with Adriane, no offence to her. But sometimes talking to her was like watching really, really wet paint dry. She smiled in delight as she saw the message of Gus agreeing. Anything to at least have some fun around here. She then proceeded to invite Kordei too. If anyone knew how to have a good time, it was Dei. He always found the best drinks, best weed and best views. She even remembers drinking her first bottle of grey goose with him too. At the point she was only used to really cheap beers and vodka or really expensive champagne and wine. So it was a nice difference.

She frowned as she watched Gus leave wordlessly, his aura a lot more down and less energetic than when she first hugged him. She didn’t know what happened in the last five minutes between their messages, but something must have. She made a mental note to text him soon and catch up on him. Yeah, Gus was a hook up and they have a ‘friends with benefits’ type of situation. But first and foremost, he was a friend. And one of the very few that mattered to Mara, so she would definitely move mountains for him if he needed it.

She then turned her attention to JJ and Adriane, hearing that something had happened between Nickie and JJ. She honestly didn’t really care but anything to pass time at this point, right?

code by valen t.
 
MOOD: concerned

OUTFIT: kai's outfit

LOCATION: hollywood arts, hallway
basics
MENTIONS:
Nate ( Winona Winona ), Evelyn ( jasmyn jasmyn ), Kordei ( fin fin )

INT:
Nate ( Winona Winona ), Evelyn ( jasmyn jasmyn )
tags
TL;DR kai is looking out for his friends.
tl;dr
Malachi Deavan
beelzebub has a devil put aside for me
for me, for me

Kai looked in concern at Nate’s description of events. It certainly didn’t seem like nothing went on. Kai knew this was bullshit, but he also knew there was no way Nate was going to open up right here in the middle of the hallway. He made a mental note of remembering to ask Nate later, whether that was in the DM’s or man to man by themselves. What can Kai say? He was really concerned with the guy. Nate’s hard to communicate to, yes. But he’s not hard to read. People just needed to work out how and look beyond the exterior.

Kai raised an eyebrow at Evelyn’s explanation at the turn of events. Really, nothing new. Just Kordei being a Pitbull that got its pride wounded really. He wanted to roll his eyes. Kordei treated girls like trash at any given opportunity. Like it was a day job really. Almost as if he never had a healthy female relationship in his life and like a dog in heat, he decides to make his mark on whatever girl he came in contact with. Amy, Evelyn, hell – he even remembers that stint he had with Alamara. He really hoped that this meant the end of all this shit, none of his friends made contact with Kordei. He needed a suspension or something, anything to get him away from Hollywood Arts for a while. Anything to make sure none of his friends were tempted to even go talk to the toxic prick.

His ears perked up at sound of the intercom calling Nate away. He looked at Nate walking away, forcing a quick smile before turning back. Kai frowned slightly. What were they calling him for? He was really hoping for all their sakes that Nate didn’t severely fuck up.

His smile lit up as her Evie address him, telling him the datils of what he missed. Chas and Seb, very unlikely and still the most unexpected plot line this dumpster fire of a school had witnessed. Still, it intrigued him. The beef between Chas and Nate. Ugh, Chas. The mention of the bastard’s name made Kai’s skin crawl. Annoying little self-righteous twat. There’s a lot that Kai could say about Chas, but he’d leave until he was up close and personal with the guy. Personal enough to spit in his face and call him out. He was about to open his mouth before Evelyn beat him to it. Calling him out for hating Kordei. And rightfully so. He could drone on about that guy. He opted to smile and simply shake his head. “This place never changes, eh?” he said in acknowledgement. Eyes doing a quick scan of the school. “Now that I’m back here all I want to do is run back to Ilford” he laughed, stretching his limbs and cracking his back which was still stiff from the flight.

But you’ve been okay, yeah?” he said, looking at her directly. He at least wanted to know if she was doing good. A lot of this bullshit drama can take its toll on a person. That’s for definite.

code by valen t.
 
MOOD: indifferent

OUTFIT: willow's outfit

LOCATION: cafeteria
basics
MENTIONS:
Mariana ( jasmyn jasmyn ), Oliver ( Kio.exe Kio.exe )

INT:
Mariana ( jasmyn jasmyn ), Oliver ( Kio.exe Kio.exe )
tags
TL;DR Willow's being nosy.
tl;dr
Willow-Rose Robin
I'll never let you down
If you never let me down

Willow eventually did show up, as it turns out. After washing of acrylic paint and listening to a girl cry on the phone for ten minutes about how her mother will quote “kill her” and then “disown her dead body”, which was all Willow really needed before she took a quick and snap and made her way over to the cafeteria. Everything had been a complete mess, if twitter was any indication. Hatred, rivalries – all the annoying bullshit that everyone usually complained about. It was entertaining anyway, and definitely an interesting way to observe how the school system worked. Whether the students of Hollywood Arts knew it or not, they made for an infinitely interesting case study on the psychological impact social relations had in a closed space. Well, at least she thought so anyway.

When the Arts Fair was first announced, Willow really did roll her eyes. It seemed a bit biased towards people who had live art – theatre, music, etc. It wasn’t really fair on anyone who wanted to pen a novel or a script to be read, any sculptors or painters. But Willow guesses that’s what lit a fire under her ass. She was going to win this Art’s festival, whether anyone liked it or not. It was hard at first, decided what she should do. Something quick and eye catching, four or five strokes that looked like she was painting from the perspective of a child, then add a bit more life to create a whole picture. That seemed good. But it wasn’t her. So, she decided she was going to pre-make her work, but she asked if she could talk about the piece on stage. Give a little more insight into what it meant. And that, she believes, will take her piece to the next level.

She eventually reached the cafeteria, eyeing the entire place down until her eyes landed on her friend Mariana… next to Oliver? She didn’t know the guy too well to be honest. She knew quite a bit of people didn’t like him. But that was really it. She hadn’t really formed an opinion on him other than he can be an ass on twitter sometimes. But hey, they were all asses on twitter sometimes. She walked up to the pair with an eyebrow raised. “Hey guys.” Before she decided to plant her bag on the floor, a heavy thud coming straight after it hit the ground. She sat in front of Oliver with her eyebrows still raised. He was in their grade; he did the exact same thing as Willow, so she was confused as to why she never had the chance to speak to him before. “What’s your style?” she asked, head nodding slightly towards the sketchpad. She then proceeded to pull out snacks from her bag. All of them filled with sugar and caffeine but she needed it.

A lot of people thought Willow was stuck up when it came to art. Mainly because she was well known in the art world, so people thought she looked down on them. But also, because she mainly focused on impression, post-impressionism – the works and criticised surrealism and abstract with a passion.

code by valen t.
 








jordan




MOOD: stressed tf out.
LOCATION: janitor's closet.
OUTFIT: xoxo
TAGS: will and sophie @camlochan, juliette Soap Soap
Jordan rolled his eyes at Will's words concerning Sophia. "I don't have a good rep on remembering shit. You of all people should know that, dude." While he didn't necessarily need it, Jordan clasped his hand in Will's at the offer, and stood up from his place on the arm rest.

Sophia's words over to William were nothing short of bold. It was evident in her tone and how she carried herself that she wasn't someone to be messed with. In some ways she reminded him of Gen, J.J. and Adriane. Jordan couldn't help but smirk at the familiarity, Helluva' coincidence, he thought to himself as he settled his bag over his shoulders. It was when he turned around to face Sophie and Will that Jordan was met with a set of evidently well-taken care of hands. Jordan nodded, and took Sophia's hand in loosely. He didn't clasp his hand down much past her fingers, and snapped at his thumb once his hands were nearly closed. Jordan had dapped her up, they were bound by blood now. Or at least it marked a newfound friendship, that alternative was so much lamer.

"Big deal? It's a lot of big deals at our school y'know?" Jordan let out a short laugh. "But hey, I'll do my homework on 'ya, Mirage."

At word of Halloween, Jordan's lips instictively twisted in thought. What the hell was he going to be costumed as this year? Would he be doing a joint costume with his roommates? Juliette? Gen and Elias? Maggie?! It felt like the world had suddenly zoomed out focus for Jordan, everything suddenly so blurred and in the air. He hated how indecisive he was, and deciding on who to do a group costume with didn't make things much easier. WILL? His brain exploded once more at the glance over to the friend on his right.

The feeling of someone-- Sophie's hand around his neck snapped him awake from his trance though. She'd said something about boys being pretty, and to fill the silence Jordan had responded with a chuckle of his own. Nothing too loud or too quiet he made sure. Just right.

Jordan fell victim to an onslaught of messages on his phone during the short walk from the lobby to the cafe. He wasn't sure how evident it was, but his face had stayed glued to his phone throughout their venture for food, and he'd thanked God multiple times that Sophie was conveniently leading him with her arm around his shoulder.

"Dogs. Will, can you remind me about dogs?" Jordan chimed without looking up from his phone screen.

It was only a matter of time before the attention spent on his phone messages surpassed that of Jordan's basic cognitive function. With Gen upset at him, it sort of made every other DM feel like a weight to his already impending doom with her. His phone clattered loudly against the floor as he'd basically walked right into another student. Jordan let out a sigh mixed both wist anger, and exhaustion as he bent down to find the phone. "My bad." Odd for Jordan, he was an avid apologizer and found himself apologizing for his apologies themselves most of the time. But right now, his head just wasn't where it needed to be.

"Just... Ugh, go on without me." Jordan dismissed Sophie and Will but it immediately hit him how mean that must've sounded. "And uh... tell everybody I said hi?" He added quickly before continuing his wild search for the phone, the skate board protruding his backpack serving as a pike to back everyone away. Eventually he'd found the phone, and a message from J.J. She wanted to talk, and Jordan wasn't sure he wanted to be more of a nuisance to his friends at lunch anyways. He found himself wandering away with his phone instead of joining in the cafeteria, and in spite of Gen's warnings, Jordan saw meeting up with J.J. as a way of truly getting back into the groove of things. He hated to think he was using her either... but in how drastically his morning had turned sour, he definitely needed to see her.

It didn't take long for Jordan to find the janitor's closet, and he'd taken equal focus on not being followed as he did on getting there quickly. He leaned onto the deepermost wall, breathing deep, and heavy breaths caused both by stress he so desperately wanted to avoid, and just how little air cycled through the janitor's closet.

Jordan hadn't seen J.J. for weeks since his suspension and his mind filled itself with thoughts of what their first experience with him back would be like. He vaguely remembered the night he and J.J. had first gotten together. He was that drunk and Jordan never drank to stupor. Jordan had only opted to continued afterwards because he was fueled by a curiosity into how the whole f.w.b. thing worked, and well, Juliette was stunning. It was hard to say no even after he'd started to rethink things, mainly because she'd started to hint at them being more than just a casual fling. Jordan felt they were a secret for a reason-- an affair born in secret, and one that should stay that way. It was evident how correct he was in Gen's reaction to the whole thing.

He didn't do good with girlfriends, Adriane was a prime example of him not meeting the bar, and he didn't see the need in letting Juliette down. Especially now with Gen at his throat about it. Shit, he did really need to see her.

"Jules! Thank G- you're not Juliette." Jordan pointed out to himself. It often took his brain an extra second to absorb and react to things unlike the rest of his body, in this case, his mouth. He looked the skinny, gray old man up and down, and felt the room grow increasingly hotter. He'd been caught. In a panic, Jordan reverted to a lesson taught to him by his father. He slowly brought his hand down to his pocket, still eye to eye with the janitor, and extended a $20 bill towards him. The man clasped his hand tight around the bill and passed the mop in his hand onto Jordan before shutting the door and disappearing without a word.

"Whew." He brushed beads of sweat off of his forehead, and tossed the mop over to the closet corner. Jordan slouched down onto the floor, his Jordan shoes screeching against the floor as he did so, before he landed flat with a thud. "Jules..." He whispered to himself as he wallowed in his own self-pity. He'd only been back to school a day and it felt like there was already so much weight over his shoulders.


code by low fidelity.


Jordan rolled his eyes at Will's words concerning Sophia. "I don't have a good rep on remembering shit. You of all people should know that, dude." While he didn't necessarily need it, Jordan clasped his hand in Will's at the offer, and stood up from his place on the arm rest.

Sophia's words over to William were nothing short of bold. It was evident in her tone and how she carried herself that she wasn't someone to be messed with. In some ways she reminded him of Gen, J.J. and Adriane. Jordan couldn't help but smirk at the familiarity, Helluva' coincidence, he thought to himself as he settled his bag over his shoulders. It was when he turned around to face Sophie and Will that Jordan was met with a set of evidently well-taken care of hands. Jordan nodded, and took Sophia's hand in loosely. He didn't clasp his hand down much past her fingers, and snapped at his thumb once his hands were nearly closed. Jordan had dapped her up, they were bound by blood now. Or at least it marked a newfound friendship, that alternative was so much lamer.

"Big deal? It's a lot of big deals at our school y'know?" Jordan let out a short laugh. "But hey, I'll do my homework on 'ya, Mirage."

At word of Halloween, Jordan's lips instictively twisted in thought. What the hell was he going to be costumed as this year? Would he be doing a joint costume with his roommates? Juliette? Gen and Elias? Maggie?! It felt like the world had suddenly zoomed out focus for Jordan, everything suddenly so blurred and in the air. He hated how indecisive he was, and deciding on who to do a group costume with didn't make things much easier. WILL? His brain exploded once more at the glance over to the friend on his right.

The feeling of someone-- Sophie's hand around his neck snapped him awake from his trance though. She'd said something about boys being pretty, and to fill the silence Jordan had responded with a chuckle of his own. Nothing too loud or too quiet he made sure. Just right.

Jordan fell victim to an onslaught of messages on his phone during the short walk from the lobby to the cafe. He wasn't sure how evident it was, but his face had stayed glued to his phone throughout their venture for food, and he'd thanked God multiple times that Sophie was conveniently leading him with her arm around his shoulder.

"Dogs. Will, can you remind me about dogs?" Jordan chimed without looking up from his phone screen.

It was only a matter of time before the attention spent on his phone messages surpassed that of Jordan's basic cognitive function. With Gen upset at him, it sort of made every other DM feel like a weight to his already impending doom with her. His phone clattered loudly against the floor as he'd basically walked right into another student. Jordan let out a sigh mixed both wist anger, and exhaustion as he bent down to find the phone. "My bad." Odd for Jordan, he was an avid apologizer and found himself apologizing for his apologies themselves most of the time. But right now, his head just wasn't where it needed to be.

"Just... Ugh, go on without me." Jordan dismissed Sophie and Will but it immediately hit him how mean that must've sounded. "And uh... tell everybody I said hi?" He added quickly before continuing his wild search for the phone, the skate board protruding his backpack serving as a pike to back everyone away. Eventually he'd found the phone, and a message from J.J. She wanted to talk, and Jordan wasn't sure he wanted to be more of a nuisance to his friends at lunch anyways. He found himself wandering away with his phone instead of joining in the cafeteria, and in spite of Gen's warnings, Jordan saw meeting up with J.J. as a way of truly getting back into the groove of things. He hated to think he was using her either... but in how drastically his morning had turned sour, he definitely needed to see her.

It didn't take long for Jordan to find the janitor's closet, and he'd taken equal focus on not being followed as he did on getting there quickly. He leaned onto the deepermost wall, breathing deep, and heavy breaths caused both by stress he so desperately wanted to avoid, and just how little air cycled through the janitor's closet.

Jordan hadn't seen J.J. for weeks since his suspension and his mind filled itself with thoughts of what their first experience with him back would be like. He vaguely remembered the night he and J.J. had first gotten together. He was that drunk and Jordan never drank to stupor. Jordan had only opted to continued afterwards because he was fueled by a curiosity into how the whole f.w.b. thing worked, and well, Juliette was stunning. It was hard to say no even after he'd started to rethink things, mainly because she'd started to hint at them being more than just a casual fling. Jordan felt they were a secret for a reason-- an affair born in secret, and one that should stay that way. It was evident how correct he was in Gen's reaction to the whole thing.

He didn't do good with girlfriends, Adriane was a prime example of him not meeting the bar, and he didn't see the need in letting Juliette down. Especially now with Gen at his throat about it. Shit, he did really need to see her.

"Jules! Thank G- you're not Juliette." Jordan pointed out to himself. It often took his brain an extra second to absorb and react to things unlike the rest of his body, in this case, his mouth. He looked the skinny, gray old man up and down, and felt the room grow increasingly hotter. He'd been caught. In a panic, Jordan reverted to a lesson taught to him by his father. He slowly brought his hand down to his pocket, still eye to eye with the janitor, and extended a $20 bill towards him. The man clasped his hand tight around the bill and passed the mop in his hand onto Jordan before shutting the door and disappearing without a word.

"Whew." He brushed beads of sweat off of his forehead, and tossed the mop over to the closet corner. Jordan slouched down onto the floor, his Jordan shoes screeching against the floor as he did so, before he landed flat with a thud. "Jules..." He whispered to himself as he wallowed in his own self-pity. He'd only been back to school a day and it felt like there was already so much weight over his shoulders.
 
MOOD: annoyed

OUTFIT: here

LOCATION: Cafeteria
basics
MENTIONS: elaaraa elaaraa Winona Winona fin fin


INT: Mara, Adriane, Jordan
tags
TL;DR JJ was excited to meet Jordan in the janitor's closet to welcome him back to school, but that changed rather quickly after learning he told about their secret 'relationship.'
tl;dr
Juliette
I see it, I like it, I want it, I got it.

Juliette's pout faded instantly when Adriane brought up her topic once again, at least she wasn't being ignored. That was truly the only reason why JJ didn't like company in the first place, being ignored was the worst feeling in the world. Especially when you're trying to tell a story! Come on. "Nickie told me that she didn't need my help for the routines. I'm sorry, who's department is dance? Look, I'm just saying if she's cheer captain, she should know who's the best at what. And she should stick to picking the music." The younger girl shrugged, soon after getting an alert on her phone she was immediately distracted, messing with the tips of her long nails and waited for a reply from Jordan.

It was wrong, she knew that.

Juliette was a vapid bitch. She didn't care about anyone or anybody, really. Truly. But girl code was something that she hated being broken and the fact that it went on this long actually brought up guilt. JJ? Having guilt? It was like something straight out of a movie. "She's my cousin but she's..." Finally, she had gotten a reply from Jordan and JJ was already up from her seat. "I... have to attend to something, enjoy your lunch girls." She smiled at Adriane and it faded when she glanced over at Mara, subconsciously going with an eye-roll instead. Juliette didn't know what it was about Mara, she just got a weird vibe from her.

She was excited.

And she hated that she was excited.

They haven't talked in a little over two weeks? Was it? JJ wasn't sure. The only thing she knew, is that she wanted to see him. Especially if he wanted to hang out with his dumb friends or something later on, it was his first day back. He needed-- Another ding from her phone and it set Juliette in a state of rage.

'Hey, Gen's sort of on the fence about us. I told her, is that okay?'


No! Of course that wasn't okay. Adriane and Gen did not get along, and just because Juliette saw Gen as a 'mutual' or whatever, doesn't mean that she trusted her with any type of information. She was a down-to-earth bitch.

The brunette gripped the phone harder and stormed into the janitor's closet, her words already as loud as her heels clicking onto the tile. "I can't believe that--" JJ's words died and her fiery gaze died as soon as she noticed Jordan on the floor.

"What's wrong?" She asked, her voice suddenly softer.
code by valen t.
 
Genevieve Johannes
Twitter had grown dull as the little boys scampered off to their respective hidey holes, leaving Gen both sufficiently satisfied and thoroughly bored. Sure, it was fun to chase away spineless pricks and, although it may have seemed almost evil, Gen prided herself on a good bitchy job well done. But there was still another fifteen minutes before class was due to begin and she was left without entertainment.

Mindlessly scrolling through her phone led her down a rabbit hole of fashion threads and makeup trends, subconsciously judging as she went along. That neckline was tacky, that one had too much ruching, too monotone, too colourful. That model needed to straighten up, the next needed to work her eyes more. Gen and Evie could do so much better than those chumps and Gen knew it. The two were an unstoppable power duo. They had bright futures ahead of them so long as Gen didn’t get herself thrown in jail for harassment and Evie could stop simping over assholes for five minutes.

Toni approaching her brought her from her trance as she carefully placed her phone down beside her, looking up as he walked over. If Gen was being honest, she forgot Toni existed half the time. The two ran in very different circles, leading them to rarely cross paths. But the few interactions Gen had with Toni over the years were pleasant enough. He wasn’t an asshole nor did he act like she was some queen he needed to bow down before. He seemed like a genuine person and Gen could get behind that.

“Of course, we’ll have to go grab them though.” Gen agreed with a smile, standing up and tucking her phone in the waistband of her black skirt. “No need to worry about the condition, though I would like them back. Take some photos or a photocopy so you can keep them.”

Gen walked down the hall to her locker, carefully twisting open the lock. Pulling her math notebook from her meticulously kept locker, she handed it to Toni and carefully swung the door shut.

“There you are. Everything from first class until now. Should be good enough.” Gen said, leaning back against her locker. “I’ll grab them from you tomorrow morning, I’m probably going to be running around at lunch.”

The bell signalling that class was about to begin rang overhead, tired students groaning in response. Gen couldn’t help but laugh slightly at their disgruntled expressions as she clutched her textbook and binder to her chest.

“I should be off. Good luck in math!” Gen said sweetly with a nod before leaving Toni and making her way to her class.

✩══════════════════✩​

The morning went by painfully slow, like a dull knife through cold butter. So, when the lunch bell finally made its stunning appearance, Gen was the first person out of class. She needed a break from school and bullshit and, most importantly, she needed to talk to Evie. She was tired of fighting with her best friend, exhausted from the back and forth over Twitter DMs. Gen needed a real, concrete conversation without screens and character limits.

As she was carefully putting her things away, a figure approaching her caught the corner of her eye. Gen’s jaw clenched tightly as she silently hoped the King of the Manwhores would simply pass along by her and not say a word. There was nothing she had left to say to Kordei Grant besides several clever ways of asking him politely to fuck off.

For a moment, her wish had come true. Kordei passed her without so much as a word. The breath escaped Gen’s carefully glossed lips as she watched him walk. She wanted to punch that forever lasting smirk clean off his face, take that swagger right out of his step. Gen knew she’d never like Kordei and she hoped that he had gotten the message after she publicly pulled him apart.

And then he was turning around and walking back towards her, Gen’s eyes habitually rolling beneath fluffy lashes. Maybe he just forgot something or was looking for someone or took a wrong turn. Maybe he wasn’t going to talk to her and just walk on by again.

"Gen."

Fuck.

“Kordei.” Gen huffed, the door of her locker blocking the boy from view. She could feel the blood in her veins boiling, body heating up to the point where she was surprised that there wasn’t steam pouring from her ears.

Ah yes, the ‘Twitter thing’. Very eloquently said, Kordei. Gen paid him no mind as she rifled through her bag, pulling free the tube of lipgloss she had applied earlier that morning. Every word that fell from Kordei’s lips drilled into her mind. Did he seriously expect her not to be mad? He played her best friend, insulted the other, and then dragged her brother to filth for trying to protect everyone. What was Gen supposed to do? Bow down and kiss his feet?

Absolutely not. If anyone was bowing, they’d be bowing to her. Instead, she pulled the applicator free from the tube and began to touch up her lip gloss, the door of her locker still blocking Kordei’s face from view. If she was going to make the boy look like a fool, she was going to look fire doing it.

“Kordei, sweetheart, I do agree that we’ve gotten off on the wrong foot.” Gen said smoothly, fixing the hat propped on the back of her head before adjusting a few stray pieces of hair. “See, Twitter can be a beautiful place. I personally enjoy talking with people there, especially people I have a difficult time seeing during the day due to my rather busy schedule. I’m not one for the drama. Personally, I think we all have better things to do with our time than pussy out behind a screen. So let me make one thing very clear...”

SLAM!

Gen’s manicured hand smashed the locker door shut, a grin plastered across her face as she glared daggers into Kordei.

“I personally think you’re a good for nothing piece of shit with a chip on his shoulder that would put a Pringles factory to shame.” Gen began, her voice sickeningly sweet. “Twitter? That shit doesn’t bother me. I’ve got better things to do than be hurt by a low life like you insulting me. However, you put my brother’s name in your mouth and that made things personal. Truly a mistake on your behalf, Grant.”

The smile dropped from Gen’s lips, the glowing fire of rage still ignited in her deep brown eyes. Gen didn’t need a screen to be fierce. In fact, some of her best words came when she was face to face with the beast she had ‘dared’ to insult online. If they wanted an angry Johannes, they got her.

“So allow me to give you a few words of advice, little boy.” Gen continued, her face stark and angry. “Never, ever mention my brother’s name again. If you do, it will be the last word you ever say. And do me a solid and grow the fuck up. The whole ‘I’m a tough fuckboy’ attitude neither pleases nor impresses anyone. If you were half the tough guy you say you are, you wouldn’t be runnin’ around this school like a lost little puppy with its tail between its legs. You’re not fooling anyone. You may run your mouth, homewrecker, but you are not nor will you ever be anything more than a little bitch boy with an active Twitter profile and an ego bigger than his tiny dick.”

Gen harshly jabbed her finger into Dei’s chest, pushing him backwards against the locker.

“You would be wise to remind yourself that the school doesn’t like cheating playboys in their ranks. Bad for publicity, you know?” Gen taunted, the devious smirk returning once again as her nail pressed further into Dei’s chest. “So it would be a shame if the school caught wind of you sleeping around and cheating on the junior year sweetheart of Hollywood Arts. Bad publicity means expulsion and I would hate to see your ugly ass outta here before you can release a scrap of good music. I’m sure you’ll get there though. I’ve heard street busking has been on the increase these days. Just another poor, talentless fuck who ruined himself by pretending to be cool.”

Gen pushed back harder, one finger turning into a fist in the centre of his chest. She knew she could get away with such a bold move. No one would bat an eye if she lost her cool and got him right in the face. But Gen knew better than to really hurt him.

“So keep out of my way. Keep my friends and family’s names out of your mouth. I don’t want to ‘understand you’ because I already do. You’re just a filthy little prick with a lack of love and a sex addiction.” Gen laughed, almost malevolently, as she pushed into his chest harder. “So thank you for the lunch offer, but you can shove it right up your ass. I don’t keep the company of low life bastard cuckolds. But do have a lovely rest of your day.”

With one final push, Gen dropped her fist from Kordei’s chest and offered him a playful wink as she turned tail and made her way calmly through the doors and out of sight.

location

the foyer of the school

mood

fuck off pls ♥

outfit

bad bitch contest, she's in first place

tags

toni Kitsune2202 Kitsune2202
kordei fin fin
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Nate
INTERACTIONS

Trevor

MENTIONS

Evie




Nate hadn't expected any kind of answer. To be perfectly honest, Nate hadn't even expected himself to spill like he had -- but it had been like turning on a faucet and after he started, he couldn't stop. The words hung heavy in the air, at least for him, because until now, they hadn't existed. They hadn't existed until he had come out here for a simple smoke and instead, ended up spilling his guts to some guy that smelled like the back of the school bus back in Lecompton.

But hey, the guy was here and Nate didn't really have anyone else to talk to. Gus was pissed off about something. Him and Saint and Toni weren't close like that. Nate didn't do close, so the guy whose name he could barely remember would just have to do. Kind of pitiful, really, that he was finding comfort in a complete stranger.

One eyebrow twitched up as Trevor started talking -- more words than he was pretty sure he had ever heard the kid utter. He took the joint from Trevor and looked away, back out over the parking lot, but he was still listening as he brought the joint to his lips and took in a deep drag. Nate held it in his lungs for a moment and then exhaled with a laugh.

"Yeah, that's stupid." He agreed. Imagine that -- not getting laid for a couple months. Nate could never. The longest he'd gone without sex had been... uhh... two days, maybe. Something like that. Nate may have discovered feelings for Evie, but at least he wasn't trading his lifestyle of hooking up with random people for it.

Of course, he had definitely ruined any chance of hooking up with Gus again because of her...

"Alright, you win for being more of an idiot. At least I'm still getting laid." He joked as he brought the joint back to his mouth again, breathing in deeply before exhaling again and now, Nate turned his attention back to the guy. And to think, people said that weed was a problem when here it was, bringing two guys together.

“I think…I think you ’n me are a lot alike: we both run from our problems, we both have feelin’s we can’t talk about because we don’t have feelin’s, we both come out here to smoke to forget about them… And, in the end, we both end up worse than we were before, huh?”

Nate blinked at him for a moment, wordlessly, before he passed the joint back.

He had not come out here to relate to a stick man driving a soccer mom van and yet here he was.

And Trevor was fucking right.

"Fuck." He cursed under his breath, his jaw tightening for a moment as he looked away from Trevor towards the pavement. There were a couple loose rocks and Nate kicked at one of them with the tip of his shoe. It skipped and rolled across the pavement and after it had stopped moving, his gaze once again shifted to the guy by him.

"You're right." He admitted. "For the most part. Can't say I'm necessarily worse off, because I'm kinda stuck between a rock and a hard place. I can't tell Evie shit because she'll end our hooking up, or tell Dei and he'll have another reason to beat my ass..." Nate trailed off. Was he coming up with excuses to avoid the truth? To continue to try and deny his feelings to himself? Maybe.

Plus, there was the whole drug addict and criminal thing and possibly being expelled from the school shit to deal with.

"So smoking weed and avoiding shit it is." Nate decided and held his hand out for the joint. "What about you? What are you hiding from?"


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... trevor callaghan ...
MOOD

feewings

LOCATION

rachel, middle seats

TAGS

nate Winona Winona (ash and evie mentioned)



Trevor went quiet for a long moment, holding the joint out for Nate. What are you hiding from? He breathed deeply through his nose. He examined the question from every angle. What was he hiding from?

Trevor ran his hand through his hair again, sighing softly and looking up at the ceiling of his van.

“I wonder that, too,” he said thoughtfully, and he grew quiet again.

Nate had spoken to him...about his problems...so why couldn’t he say his?

His brows furrowed.

“I don’t mean to seem...secretive,” he sighed softly. “I jus’...dunno, really. What I’m hiding from...” He ran a hand through his hair again. “It’s like...well, one time, I kicked my toe and broke it.”

He snickered softly. “I walked into a wall and feckin’ broke my toe. ‘N the whole day, I went about walkin’ on my toe ‘cuz I didn’t want to admit that it was buggin’ me, but I couldn’t stop thinking about it. ‘N people noticed how I walked and asked if I was fine, ‘n I said that I was dandy ‘n grand ‘cuz I didn’t want to cause any trouble....‘n by the time I got home, the damn thing was so swollen and purple and beat up that I couldn’t do nothin’ but cry out in pain every time I walked on it.”

Trevor sighed softly, growing quiet again and studying the ceiling of his van, even though there was nothing on it. After a long moment, he sighed again. “It’s like that, but...”

He closed his eyes and laid his back against the seat. “But there’s this girl...,” he said in a much quieter voice. “There’s this girl who I can’t stop thinkin’ about— and not just in that way...” He snickered quietly. “‘N I can’t tell her nothin’, ‘cuz even if my thoughts are buggin’ me, tellin’ her will fuck things up— hell, I might have already fucked things up for us. That remains to be seen. But...yeah, and when I look back at it all, I see how much tryin’ to avoid it had hurt me, but I can’t just stop ‘cuz if I stop now, I’ll just hurt us more...it’s like a feckin’ toe.”

Trevor opened his eyes, breathing in deeply. “I’m...” He exhaled. “...not cut out for relationships. I‘ve too much trouble lettin’ go. Even now, even when I can’t touch her for fear of ruinin’ whatever we’ve got goin’, I get furiously jealous when I see her chattin’ with other guys. It’s ridiculous. Feckin’ ridiculous.” He folded his hands. “But I dunno...” He closed his eyes again. “I...made out with her...Friday night...and got cockblocked by my grandmother callin’.” He laughed softly. “But the thing is, had she not, I think...we would have gone further...so I’m glad she called...”

Trevor opened his eyes once more, looking to Nate, and he went very quiet.

He’d just spilled his guts to a virtual stranger, hadn’t he...? Even if he smoked with Nate often, they had never really said more than a few sentences to each other, but here they were, spilling there guts.

It felt...weirdly good, but mostly just weird.

Trevor leaned his head against the headrest, and his eyes trailed to the front of his van. He could see the right corner of his face in the rearview mirror, and he stared into his eyes, trying to peer into his soul so he could get a closer look at what the hell was going on.

It didn’t really work.

Trevor sighed quietly. “I...guess we’re both runnin’ from girls,” he said after a very long moment of pause. “Evie, Ash...”

He hadn’t said her name this whole time, almost because he was afraid to, and now that he had, he sat back in the seat with a deep sigh and grew quiet for a long bit.

“Pitiful, innit?” he said thoughtfully. “What’s the point in even caring for other people? I wish that I just had enough sense to keep to myself.“


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bend over backwards

Rome wiped at his eyes frantically as Jace sat beside him, trying to stop the tears. He knew that Jace barely even wanted to be there, let alone deal with Rome's sobbing. He sniffed and shook his head, and if he noticed that way that Jace stuttered or seemed nervous, he didn't show it. "No," he said... and then proceeded to talk about it.

"It is just... Is my relationship, yes? Is my... business. And now everybody know and..." He shook his head, his bottom lip quivering as tears threatened to escape once again. He took a moment to control himself, then sighed, closing his eyes and resting his head back against the wall. "I know is weird. I know... people are judge. But is mine. Is not right for... for everyone say something." It was times like these when Rome really hated the language barrier. He knew he didn't speak 100% perfect English, but people understood him, and it wasn't an issue in his every day life. But when he was upset or passionate about something, it was so hard to express his feelings without sounding like he didn't know what he was saying. "And now everyone is talk about me, and call police, and I... I don't know what to do," he admitted softly.
romir
MOOD: big sad

LOCATION: school

OUTFIT: prolly sweatpants and a crop top

INTERACTIONS: Winona Winona

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MOOD: it's lit

OUTFIT: clothes

LOCATION: lit classroom
basics
MENTIONS:
too much work

INT:
LowkeyLovingLoki LowkeyLovingLoki (Seb)
Soap Soap (Alex)
elaaraa elaaraa (Chanel)
tags
TL;DR no
tl;dr
Chas Marino
Chas' smirk faded into an intensely serious expression. "I know you wouldn't. I just have to say it." It wasn't as if Chas was keen on keeping the whole thing under wraps. No one but Chas could make such a spectacle out of a new relationship, after all. But, alas, he'd have to swallow his pride and settle for not rubbing in everyone's faces that he was romantically involved for someone, for real this time. Not whatever momentary thing he had with Mimi.

"And gee, for the love of god, don't make it a whole thing. I'm just saying it's probably inconvenient for you, whether it bothers you or not. I don't give a shit, theoretically, if people think I'm gay or bi or whatever. From a logical standpoint, it's just best to keep it all from my family." His eyes drifted to the side as he began to lose his nerve. He had to at least say something nice to make Seb listen to him for sure. "I think you're great. It's just that, on the surface level, I don't know if my family would say the same."

It was all getting to be too much. This was far too much personal conversation, especially for such a public setting. He could feel passerby students' eyes on his back. "I'll talk to you later, alright? We'll set a date for the tailor today." With that, he brushed past Seb's shoulder and headed down the hall to the lit classroom. He was days later than he said he'd get Alex's manuscript returned to her after proofreading it, but who would expect anything else from Chas Marino? He was a busy guy with many responsibilities. He justified his lateness and lack of professionality in his head with the fact that he was being generous even touching the model girl's work. She already had a career set with the plastics anyway. What was the point in splitting her attention between disciplines?

He walked into the room and groaned upon sighting Alex already in conversation. Chas didn't do waiting. His plan was to return the document with his notes and briefly berate her writing skills so he could head to maybe getting ten minutes of lunch if he was lucky. Life is cruel, though, and so was Chanel, taking up all of Alex's attention.

"Did someone say Italian?" Chas queried, approaching the two with a cheeky grin plastered onto his face, "Our food is great. Too bad I didn't learn how to make any of it, hired cooks and all." He let out a painfully artificial laugh and cut it abruptly short, then looked down at his Rolex. Great, let's speed up the pace of this exchange. Chas would already have to skip lunch again at this rate. "Take a hike, Frenchie, would ya? I've got some notes for Bürgermeister here." He flicked his head toward the door. "Unless you're into literature, but you don't seem the type. Most of the actors I've worked with can barely read beyond the scripts I hand them."

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broken machine

Wolfgang already hated it here.

Okay, maybe that was a little dramatic. There were pros and cons. Being far away from his parents? A pro. Getting to do music? A pro. Having to be around people? Major, major con. Having to be shown around by some kid who'd been there a few weeks? Also a con. The only thing motivating him to actually attend his first school day was that he knew he wouldn't hear the end of it if he didn't. His parents would be so disappointed, and they 'wanted the best for him', and blah blah blah.

He figured it was only a year, and he could just keep his head down the whole time. Once he graduated... Well, he'd figure that out when he came to it. For now, his plan was to play music and not interact with anybody. His father insisted on driving him to school - definitely just because it would make him look like a dedicated parent to the general public - but once there were on school grounds, Wolfgang jumped out of the car without looking back. When he'd gone to the office and they'd... told him to get a Twitter account (what was that all about?), his little tour buddy, Lucky, apparently wasn't there yet, so he was supposed to wait at his locker.

It gave him time to get himself situated, although all he really had was a few exercise books and, like, three pens. As he was putting his things away, Lucky had come over ad they'd introduced themselves. As it turned out, Lucky wasn't a totally awful human being. He was pretty tolerable, actually. He talked enough that Wolfgang didn't have to speak, but not so much that he was annoying. The first few classes, Wolfgang thought were fine. As long as he stayed understanding the material so he could pass, that was all he cared about. He wouldn't have minded sitting alone, either, but it wasn't bad to have Lucky there with him.

*****

After fourth period, which he and Lucky hadn't had together, Wolfgang headed to the cafeteria. He wasn't sure if Lucky was actually going to meet him there or not, but he figured he'd go either way. He was fortunate enough to find a spot fairly isolated and away from most big groups and cliques, and sure enough, soon Lucky was joining him. Wolfgang shook his head at the apology. "It's fine," he assured the other boy, taking a bite of his apple. "It was alright. The same as the others." He wasn't trying to be anti-social, or... uninteresting, but he didn't have the most positive outlook. "It's different here than where I used to go." He offered, trying to properly contribute to the conversation at least a little.
wolfgang
MOOD: zero mood. zero feelings.

LOCATION: school

OUTFIT: x

INTERACTIONS: gh0stwriter gh0stwriter

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MOOD: angered, but also humoured

OUTFIT: chanel's outfit

LOCATION: hollywood arts classroom, hollywood arts hallway
basics
MENTIONS:
Alejandra ( Soap Soap ), Chas ( hery hery ), Sebastian ( LowkeyLovingLoki LowkeyLovingLoki )

INT:
Alejandra ( Soap Soap ), Chas ( hery hery ), Sebastian ( LowkeyLovingLoki LowkeyLovingLoki )
tags
TL;DR chanel has finally given chas the guillotine after conflict about alejandra's writing, but is now comforting seb.
tl;dr
Chanel Du Maurier
whoever said money can't solve your problems
must not have had enough money to solve 'em

Chanel looked at the boy in front of her. Yes, boy not man. No one would consider Chas a man, especially Chanel. Her deadpan expression soon relented into a soft smile as she walked and walked and walked until she was face to face with him. They would be touching chests if Chanel had come any closer to him. “You’re funny, really you are.” She said with fake glee, blue eyes full of storms as she looked at Chas. It would have to over her dead body - the day that Chas Marino won in a fight of wit between himself and Chanel that is. “You going to add some of these jokes into her work?” She asked in fake curiosity with her head slightly nodding into Alex’s direction.

But I don’t know toothless. Let’s compare, shall we?” She said, probably pointing out an obvious sore spot. A nickname in exchange for his nickname. Eye for an eye, right? This was a no holds barred match, and Chanel would be damned if she let this little Pepé Le Pew one up her. Besides, if she had to play dirty to make a point then so she would. “I’ve done plays based on Camus, Molière, Hugo, Sartre, amongst others. I’ve read the scripts of Nobel Prize winners, Peers, Laureates. And you have the gall to ask about literature?” She said, eyebrow raised as she began to inspect her perfectly manicured nails. Before looking back at Chas, kissing her teeth in disgust whilst she did so. Idiot. Here he stood in front of Chanel, a mule looking male covered in designer wrapping to make himself look somewhat important. What a shit facade. Chanel could see right through it. As if all those extravagant pieces of clothing and designer products would raise his importance in anyway. It just made him look like what he was. A mule in designer clothing.

Don’t act like what you write can compare in anyway. Don’t call the cesspool of your cannon of works ‘literature’. All the forefathers of literature would be turning in their graves.” She said whilst jabbing a finger into his chest. She looked up and down, condescendingly as she did so. Before continuing, “the only thing you’ll ever amount to is a Michael Bay feature. I mean, throwing money at flaming piles of shit are all you two are good for, right?” She asked, feigning innocence in the question to disguise itself as sincerity. It’s not that she wasn’t sure if that’s what he’d amount to. She knew that it’s what he’d only be able to amount to. This boy standing in front of her, all the money in the world but it still couldn’t make up for the lack of talent he had. She’d read some of his works upon arriving here, they were dull and uninspiring. Cheap knockoff and imitations of the tutors that taught him. Funny for someone who only sticks to original designers.

She turned to Alex one last time, “my offer still stands. An offer free of consequence.” She stopped, decided on what she would say next before continuing. “And if it’s literature you’re looking for, I still have all the scripts, manuscripts, classics and interpretations. It’ll all take you a lot further than what Mr. Celebrity Rehab can promise here.” She laughed, this time in glee at the mention of celebrity rehab. She didn’t watch that dog shit of a show, but she knew enough about it at least. She couldn’t even believe that he was out here questioning her like this. This celebrity wannabe leach. Whilst he was out here using his parent’s money to buy him features and approvals, she was out here with millions of adoring fans both in France and internationally.

And oh!” She said turning right back to Chas. “Most actors don’t need to worry about that - their talents in acting more than make up for a slight impairment in reading ability. Talent, a word you wouldn’t understand nor comprehend since you’ve never experienced it.” She quickly opened her Hermès her bag, before filling a small note and passing it to Alex with a smile. “If you want a meaningful opinion on your work, don’t be afraid to call my number.

She then proceeded to lift her things before giving Chas a once over in disgust. “Va te faire foutre” she said as she began to head towards the door, muttering a small “salaud.” She swung the door open and walked out, this time with her manuscript in hand. If that stupid boy really thought that he was going to one up Chanel Du Maurier - he was gravely mistaken. He needed to check himself before he checked her.

She proceeded to walk down the school hallway. Her hair flowing as she slowly undid the top bun she was wearing. The feeling was a bit too tight, so she was going to let her scalp free for now. The feeling was good. It felt nice to finally relieve herself of some tension. She was going to go head out to the Italian place, Alex in tow or not. She strutted her way down the school hallways before bumping into someone who looked rather... dejected? Like he’d just been rejected from his dream university. Hell, maybe he had. She didn’t really know. But still, the look of sadness on his face was enough for her to a feel sympathy. Even if it was a little bit.

Mon coeur, are you okay?” She asked with an eyebrow raised. “You look like you have the cockroach?”. Okay, so maybe translating a French based idiom wasn’t the best course of action. But she wasn’t sure of the exact meaning in English at the time. Avoir le cafard - when someone is sad or depressed. All she knew was that he looked upset. And in her line of work there were only two reasons someone would look like that. Missed opportunity and stupid boys.

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Adriane
INTERACTIONS

Mara

MENTIONS

N/A




Per what felt all too familiar these days, Adriane watched as Gus got up and excused himself from the table and she offered him a familiar, faint smile and a little nod in his direction. A "it's okay, I'll see you later," despite it, clearly, not being okay to her. Even if they were in the same department, Adriane still looked forward to generally eating lunch with him -- but it was alright. Her wanting him there was just... childish, anyway. Asking her "best friend" to stay would be whiny and annoying.

So she kept that cold look plastered on her face, not letting her disappointment in Gus leaving show. It was alright because that showed what kind of friend he truly was, at least in her eyes.

JJ had been rambling along about who knows what really. Who really cared about her petty arguments with Nickie, after all. Nickie was an annoying, simping bitch that followed Chas around like the lovestruck bitch she was. Until Hunter or any other guy walked by, and then she was trailing after them. Honestly, it was disgusting.

And then, JJ was excusing herself, too. Adriane offered the same smile she had given Gus and bid her young roommate a goodbye.

It seemed everyone abandoned her for others these days. Not that she could necessarily blame the vast majority of people -- it was no secret that Adriane wasn't liked by many -- but by her own so-called friends? Pitiful, really, and rather embarrassing to find herself sitting at a table, alone, with Mara who was probably also on the verge of getting up to find someone more interesting.

Well, Adriane Holloway did not settle for being the last to walk away. It would be rather embarrassing if she ended up being the last person at this table, after all, and she couldn't handle that kind of hit to her reputation.

"If you'll excuse me, I have better things to do than sit here and pretend to play nice." Again, that faint, cold smile -- one that barely creased any parts of her face because, you know, ewww wrinkles.

Adriane stood up from the table, pushing her chair in, and headed for the cafeteria doors. Alas, she'd forgotten to even get her lunch, but it was too late now as she walked out of the cafeteria to...

Find somewhere to sit alone, but sit alone in secret.


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Jace
INTERACTIONS

Rome

MENTIONS

N/A




It wasn't a relationship.

Jace may not have been the sharpest knife in the drawer, but even he could tell -- from what little he knew -- just how fucked up of a relationship Rome was so passionately defending. It was a grown man taking advantage of a child, using power and authority over him to get what he wanted, and it was fecked up and Jace wished that Rome could see that. But the wool had been pulled over his eyes by years of manipulation.

"The police..." he trailed off. The longer they sat here, the more he calmed down and the less he stuttered. "T-they should... we should... you should call them." He admitted and his words hung out in front of them, heavy in the air, and Jace's heart pounded a little more rapidly. He'd bluffed about calling the police (they wouldn't have been able to understand him over the stuttering, anyway) in order to try and convince Rome to do it himself. But if Rome didn't do it then, well.

Jace would have to suck it up and stutter his way through a phone call with the police.

Or get Ash to do it. Yeah. She didn't stutter. Trying to decipher past a barrage of "umms" was significantly easier than a consistent "h-h-he d-d-did."

"I-it was... Nickie shouldn't've..." he paused, trying to get his words figured out and pieced together so they could fall off his tongue correctly. "I-it was w-wrong... p-putting it on... on public... for e-everyone. But s-she... worried. S-she worried about... about you. Everyone will forget by like... like... this evening, anyway." Or so he hoped.


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Zephyr
INTERACTIONS

Mike

MENTIONS

N/A




What kind of fucking dumbass took pride in the fact that everyone thought they were an asshole? It made so little sense to Zephyr, and it just aided in souring his opinion for the guy in front of him. But, at the same time, this realization managed to keep Zeph from doing anything that might set the dude off -- because, if he was being completely honest, it just wasn't worth it.

No amount of insults. No amount of fighting. No amount of arguing.... None of that coming from Zeph would ever, ever, be able to make any kind of impact on Mike because the guy's self-loathing attitude took him down more than anyone else ever could.

The punches to the arm could stop, though, and then some girl pushed through them and to be honest, the brief break in their standoff was probably a good thing. It kept Zephyr from returning the same gesture to Mike, but not in his arm.

And now here Mike was, rambling away about this and that. Things that Zeph knew was supposed to get under his skin, but that instead just served as an obvious reminder of how little this guy -- or probably anyone, really -- knew about him. Implying he was the simp's simp. Implying he was a virgin and always would be. It just served to make Zeph roll his eyes again and again, but none of it got under his skin in the way he was sure Mike intended.

"Right, right, okay." Zeph took a step back from Mike so he could give an extravagant bow to the man before him that had about as much bite (and height) as a fucking Chihuahua. "Thank you, so much, for being such a massive fucking prick that it just drove Ronnie right into my arms. How could I ever repay you for such an amazing favor?"

His voice was dripping with more venom, more sarcasm, than Zephyr had ever thought he was capable of.

He straightened back up and closed that distance between himself and Mike again, but this time getting close enough that he could glare down at Mike. "You're a fucking joke. All bark, no bite, so why don't you just piss off now, yeah?"


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... michael reid ...
MOOD

fight. maybe.

LOCATION

bathroom near caf

TAGS

zeph Winona Winona



With Zephyr’s last line, the kid had gone past the point of no return, and Michael had, officially, lost his shit. Who was this little fucker that made him think that he could talk to him like that? Joke— who was a fucking joke?

Nothing he said was a lie, and that was the worst of it.

“Fucking joke,” Mike repeated, glaring up into Zeph’s eyes, a half-grin-half-snarl on his face. “Fucking joke?” He scoffed. “Fucking joke— fucking joke!”

Hardly thinking, Mike’s hands gripped the front of Zeph’s shirt, and he yanked the boy down to be eye level with him. “Who the fuck are you calling a joke, fuckhead? What in the hell makes you think that you can just say that kind of shit— what makes you think that you can get away with that shit, huh?” Mike gave the boy a hard shake, balling up the shirt in his hand for a better grip. “You think that you’re so morally fucking superior, huh? You think that I’m just some kind of fucking rat, just a nuisance without any feelings or any conscience or any real capability to do anything because I’m so tiny and insignificant, huh? Is that what you think, little bitch?”

Mike moved backwards as he ranted more, moving towards the alcove of the bathroom. “Aw, Michael Reid— just some poor little fuck who’s only here because the school felt sorry for him. He doesn’t feel sorry for anything he does— he’s just some cruel beast who rears his head and bites off the heads of others for some reason. Some misogynistic jackass who runs over people who get in his way. That’s what you think, huh?” They were well behind the wall to the bathroom. They could not be seen by the outside now, and as he continued to speak, he moved towards the sink. “Hey, listen, Nancy Drew, I fucking get it— I don’t belong here. I don’t belong fucking anywhere— I’m scum of the earth better off dead. But you know what— there’s one thing that I’m not.”

With that, Mike yanked Zeph’s shirt as hard as he could, forcing the other boy’s head into the sink’s counter before releasing his shirt and rushing behind him to put the other boy in a headlock.

“I’m not a joke,” he growled into Zeph’s ear, gripping the top of his head and yanking it up so that he was forced to look in the mirror. “I’m not a fucking. Joke.” He met Zeph’s eyes in the reflection, and he grinned wordlessly, unlocking Zeph’s head and stepping away from the boy. He turned his back to him, taking some steps closer to the entrance, where he could be easily seen if he were attacked.

“Don’t try to fight me,” Mike said, stopping before the exit. “If you do, then you won’t come out of here alive.” He stood there for a long moment, his shoulders heaving up and down. If Zeph was talking to him, he didn’t hear it.

His ears rang, and he felt as if he were going to vomit. What the fuck had he just done?

Shit. Shit. Shit. He just ruined everything. He might have just ruined everything.

He hadn’t meant to do this. He hadn’t meant to destroy.

He always fucking did this. He always tore and broke and shattered and ruined fucking everything

The angry tears that had come up in his eyes threatened to spill over his lower lids, and he looked up with a soft sigh. He looked back at Zeph with a grin on his face, eyes teary and vein in his forehead popping. “Stay away from me, Evermore. For now, for always,” he whispered, his voice refusing to come from his mouth. "Unless you want to get hurt."

He walked out of the bathroom, head ducked, without another word.


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Nate
INTERACTIONS

Trevor

MENTIONS

Evie, Amy




Listening to Trevor was like listening to his own conscious talk. The things he said, Nate actually got. If you looked at their two issues, they didn't seem to be the same at all -- but on the surface level, it was virtually identical. Girl problems. A fear of admitting feelings, for fear of ruining everything. Fuck. How was it that every time Nate thought he no longer let fear rule his life, something like this happened to remind him?

Fear... fear had ruined things with Amy, and now he was going to let it ruin things with Evie.

He glanced over at Trevor when he finally mentioned a name. "Haven't talked to Ash since her breakup with Nico." Nate mumbled. A ridiculous breakup, in his opinion, and just a sore reminder of what happened when other people got involved in someone's relationship.

That was the issue, Nate decided. Relationships were typically simple and easy until others started sticking their noses in where it didn't belong. That's what was ruining the situation with Evie, after all. People pushing and planting these thoughts in his head and in her head. That there was something more to their relationship than just sex.

People sucked.

Nate was supposed to say something here, right? But he didn't really know what to say. The words had poured out of him but now the faucet had been turned off and he wasn't sure he could turn it back on. It was his turn to offer some kind of advice, right?

Nate leaned his head back against the van, a heavy sigh escaping him. "I don't know. It'd be a lot easier if we could just turn it off and not let anyone in, you know?" He lifted his head back from the van, eyes moving to Trevor once again.

"I get what you're saying." He admitted. "Guys like you and me, we're not cut out for relationships. I made that really fucking clear when I hurt Amy." His whole relationship had just been an example of why Nate was better off on his own. Every person he dated, he ruined. And the fear of doing the exact same thing to Evie, especially when she was still so obviously broken and hurt from her relationship with Dei.

"Unfortunately, feels like no matter how much you try to run from people and keep yourself from caring, there's some people you can't run from." Did that make any sense? Nate didn't know anymore. "Like your weird ass foot story. You can keep trying to ignore it, keep trying to act like you don't give a flying fuck, but at the end, you gotta face it at some point. Otherwise, you're just gonna hurt yourself and the people you care about even more."

That's where he was at with Evie, right? He'd reached the end of the road and there was nowhere to go but forward, but forward involved admitting to her how he felt -- or at least, how Nate thought he felt.

And that...

That was something he wasn't strong enough to do.


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... Morrigan Raine ...
MOOD

curious

LOCATION

cafe




The first half of the day passed in a blur, and Morrigan was glad of it. Now, it was lunch, and apparently Mari had something to tell her. She wouldn’t bother to try and guess what it was about. Her roommate had a tendency to completely shock her with some bit of news or ideas, things that Mor would have never seen coming. One of the many reasons she loved her friend. Now, as she pushed open the heavy doors to the cafeteria, Mor scanned the room for Mari, frowning as she saw her and Willow sitting with Oliver James.

Sure Morgie didn’t have anything against him, but he certainly wasn’t the kind of person they hung out with. He had a piss poor attitude, and had some vendetta against Kane, which didn’t bode well with her. Like seriously, who didn’t like Kane? He was a human puppy dog.
Smirking, Mor walked over to where they were sitting, bracing her arms on the desk between them. She shot Oliver a sickly sweet smile, before speaking.

“I’m so sorry to interrupt, but I’m going to have to steal my best friends back from you, so if you don’t mind we’re going to take our leave,” she told him, her smile dropping off of her face with every word. Then she shrugged, smirking. “Well, actually, we’re leaving even if you do mind, so goodbye Oliver,” she added, before turning to Mari.

“You ready, babes? You said you have something to tell me, right Mari?” Mor asked her friend, a genuine smile on her face this time around. Morrigan straightened before offering her hand first to Mari, and then her other one to Willow. And brownies, she remembered, glancing down at the pan next to Mariana.

“I feel like we haven’t talked at all today, Willow! How are you?” she asked her friend, smiling over at her as they walked towards their usual table. Mor felt bad, sometimes, for leaving Willow out without meaning it. Willow was one of her best friends! It was just that Mari loved with Mor, so they saw each other more often. Yeah. That was it.

 
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... trevor callaghan ...
MOOD

ugh

LOCATION

rachel, middle seats

TAGS

nate Winona Winona (ash and evie mentioned)



The air between the two boys went silent for a moment as Trevor turned Nate’s words over and over in his head. Gotta face it at some point… That was right, wasn’t it…? He smiled ever so slightly. He couldn’t run from everything. He couldn’t throw his money at things and walk away like it didn’t matter. He couldn’t ignore it until it went away. That was right— he had to face it at some point. His feelings and all of that bullshite…he’d have to look them in the eyes and accept what they were.

He still knew, though that he couldn’t take the bull by the horns without getting gouged. He wasn’t…strong enough for that kind of shit.

“Yeah,” Trevor said after a long moment. “Yeah, I get that…and the thing is, I know what I should do. I just…can’t…do it.”

He ruffled his hair with his hands and sighed softly. “See…I’m a writer, ya know…’n I just sometimes wish that I had half of the tact I had in writin’ to do things.” He sighed again. “’n the thing is, I’m…it’s stupid. I know it’s stupid. I know it’s only goin’ ta end in me gettin’ hurt. So I can’t talk to her. I can’t talk about this to anyone. I just…the words don’t come…” He paused a moment. “I guess that you know now…actually…but…”

Trevor closed his eyes once more. “I just wish that I could forget it all. I wish that I could go back to the day that this whole chain reaction started and knee myself in the ‘nads. Then I wouldn’t have these damn feelin’s, then I wouldn’t have to be sittin’ out here smokin’ to escape, then I wouldn’t have to humiliate myself by being at her mercy— ‘cuz that’s what I am, really. ‘Cuz I can’t say nut’tin’ around her without getting tongue-tied or overthinking my actions or worryin’ that I might say something that fucks up our thing we got goin’. It’s…stupid. It’s feckin’ stupid. That’s what it is…”

He looked over at Nate again. “Looks like you ’n me win dumbasses over the year— actually, make that dumbass simps of the year…though I think I might just take the crown for it. At least Evie sleeps with you. That’s some interest. Ash ’n I…just…made out drunk…” He paused. “Yeah…I guess that’s all we did…”

He went quiet for a long moment. “But…this mornin’…,” he continued in a near-mutter, “we nearly kissed again. Fully sober…and…she…just— I’m…kind of afraid that she feels something back.” He closed his eyes and put a hand on his forehead. “’n if she feels things back, then that makes everything so, so much worse…”


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Zephyr
INTERACTIONS

Mike

MENTIONS

Kai




He was not all bark, no bite.

NOPE NOPE NOPE.

Zephyr had fucked up. Zephyr had fucked up big time because there was no way that he could actually take on Mike, no matter what his brief moment of confidence had said, and they both knew that. Mike grabbed him and Zeph's thoughts were just a frantic, repeated message of ohshitshitshitshit as he realized there was a very good chance he'd end up bleeding to death on the bathroom floor of the bathroom at Hollywood Arts.

Well, at least he didn't have to say goodbye to his mom for long.

Mike's words hardly registered with Zephyr as everything seemed to happen in rapid succession. Dragged into the bathroom, his shirt was grabbed, and then his face was being smashed into the counter and while the pain was still trying to register in his head, Mike pulled him into a headlock and was snapping at him. Something about staying away.

Didn't have to ask Zeph twice.

And then Mike was leaving and Zephyr was left alone in the bathroom. His face throbbed with pain. Did this count as his first fight? Zeph wasn't sure but if this was what fighting was, he wanted no more of that. Nope. Zee was good with sticking to politely talking things out over a nice brunch if it meant not having his nose smashed against counters.

Speaking of...

He reached up and touched his nose and couldn't help but wince in pain. Zeph stepped close to the mirror to peer at his face. Well, his nose didn't look broken, but it sure as fuck hurt. Plus it was starting to bleed. At first, just a couple droplets, but then it started dripping significantly and Zeph started to panic. He grabbed some paper towels and press it against his nose to try and quell the flow of blood.

With one hand holding the paper towels, he used his other hand to message the public Twitter and ask about bloody noses. Although most people answered and went on their merry way, Kai didn't and after a quick exchange, Zeph told his roommate what had happened (woops) and then he was agreeing to head to the school nurse.

And so, rather embarrassed by the whole turn of events and with paper towel still held against his nose, Zephyr walked out of the bathroom and headed towards the nurse's office.


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kordei




MOOD: emotional, excited.
LOCATION: auditorium.
OUTFIT: xoxo
TAGS: evie jasmyn jasmyn , gen geminiy geminiy , alamara elaaraa elaaraa
In hind sight Kordei certainly shouldn't have expected the confrontation to unfold any more differently than it actually did. Gen had started slow and steady, an obvious ploy to put Dei at ease before she went full bitch-crazy. It was after she'd basically called him a pussy that Gen slammed her locker door shut. You had to muster up sounds much more explosive to shock Kordei Grant though-- Chicago made you like that. Instead, Dei let out a heavy sigh, biting at his inner lip as he met Gen's nefarious gaze.

It was then and there that he'd realized he made a huge mistake. That was saying something coming from him.

To say Gen silenced him would have been so far from the truth. His silence stemmed from tendencies harbored from during his upbringing. He was the one who'd came after Gen in the first place, the least he could do was hear her out. Even if she was saying absolute shit. Low life? Kordei had escaped way too much to ever be considered something like that.

Just when he figured Gen might be done there was always something else she wanted to add. He hated the feeling she must've been experiencing right now. The adrenaline rush that came with challenging the alpha. The finger to the chest showed just how comfortable Gen was becoming with him. Like she'd contributed stark shit to the school. If she took one left to the lobby, in the glass trophy case, it was his name engraved on the CIF MVP trophy, his team that'd won the championship less than a week ago, and his voice that'd got him out of the trenches in the first place. There was nothing little about Kordei Grant or his dick.

"Ask 'ya bitch, Evie." Kordei wanted to say. He was getting riled up now and he'd seen the Twitter messages between Gen and his ex. Evelyn was just as much community pussy as he was community dick. He should've swung the shit out of her there and then, showed the bitch who she was fucking with. She'd got Kordei Grant all riled up, but the key word remained: she. For his sister, and mother, he'd never lay a finger on even the most tiresome of bitches.

"You got some real damn nerve..." Dei muttered through clenched teeth. It was one thing to spit his apology right back at him, but another to threaten his scholarship because he was more than proficient with the ladies. He should've smirked then, retorted with some sort of witty comeback, but Gen had pushed all his damn buttons right there and then. Her final wink was such a Kordei Grant thing to do. She'd left both with a push and the final say. More than anything Kordei wanted to be upset, to boil with anger, chase her down and give her a piece of himself. But instead he just stood there, laughing to himself following that interaction.

It finally hit him, and it really should have hit him earlier. "I'm fucking Kordei Grant." He chuckled to himself, and leaned onto the lockers once more. Why did he give a fuck about what Evie and Nate were doing? Evie was Evie, and he was him. They'd never worked before, why the hell would they work now? His problem was caring, and it was obvious he'd done far too much of that recently. Eliminating care would've allowed him to knock the shit out of Nate when he'd had the chance. Would've stopped him from getting his dick in a twist because Evie couldn't choose the obvious answer between himself and Nate... And it sure as hell would've stopped him from apologizing to Gen's bitch ass.

With everything suddenly clicking, Dei shook the sting away from his wrists, setting his headphones loosely over his ears, and allowing the 'PSD' label on his underwear to peak from the space under his sagging jeans.

"I'ma be what I set out to be, without a doubt, undoubtably." Eminem was definitely correct, Dei decided as he hummed along to the song playing from his headphones. He had needed a wake up call and he'd gotten one from Gen. His pedestal was far too high following the football game, but even when it fell back to normal, it was sure as hell higher than anybody else in this shit-eating school.

****
"yo mara. ur just gonna brush my shoulders like that and dip?"

"im at the stage, u could come thru n look pretty for me ;)"


Kordei's relationship with Alamara was an unorthodox one. Kordei saw Mara in some ways as a reflection of himself, and that was something coming from him. She was blunt and honest with him, which had kept him out of trouble plenty of times. Not only was she a good friend to him, she was even better when things were skin to skin. If he was really going to purge his caring for Evie, he had to see her and defile the fuck out of the school. Gen's words weren't going to bite him on that.

Kordei found himself alone in the Hollywood Arts auditorium, a second home to him. He spent so much time on that stage, and many key milestones in both his career and life had unfolded there. At the end of the day it was some place good for him to unwind especially when he wanted to focus, and right now he was oozing with inspiration. Self-realization or whateva'.

Dei didn't need a technical crew to set anything up for him, and so while alone, he had no problem manipulating the lights (he'd left them dim, and red), and setting up the sound for himself. He'd tossed his bag somewhere behind the curtains, clasping his ring-adorned fingers over the microphone as he stared forwards into an imaginary crowd. If Alamara chose to join him, she'd be one of the few privy to an exclusive Kordei Grant show. And if not, he'd enjoy his own melody, and channel himself towards his newfound goal.

With that, Dei's eyes slowly slipped shut, his lips parted into a soft hum. The sound reflected against the auditorium walls, and into the headphones hanging over his braided ponytail.

Serenity.


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Nate
INTERACTIONS

Trevor

MENTIONS

N/A




Wow.

And to think, Nate had thought his shit with Evie was bad. But at the end of the day, he wasn't sitting in the back of a van refusing to talk to the girl because of fear. Look, look, look, at least Nate and Evie were more than just friends -- even if that's what they spit all over on Twitter or to anyone that bothered asking, Nate knew that you couldn't be just friends with a hookup. You could be friendly with a hookup, but being actual friends was off the table the moment your friendship went from just hanging out to sleeping with them.

Plus, it was still different for Nate. He was competing with Kordei for Evie's affections and Nate knew that -- and Nate knew that, no matter what, he would always come second to an old flame. Because whatever Dei and Evie had had before their breakup... it had to of been something good for them to keep being drawn back together.

Trevor was just being an idiot, at least from what Nate could tell.

"I don't know why you'd be scared of her feeling something back." Nate looked away from Trevor to lay his head back against the van and look up at the blue sky. "That's the hardest part -- falling for someone that doesn't feel the same way. I'd give anything for Evie to forget about Dei and return... whatever it is I'm feeling, anyway. Yeah, dating... putting yourself out there... it's scary and you're probably gonna get hurt because relationships don't last. But sometimes, I guess... sometimes it's worth it."

"Alright, look," he took in a deep breath before he started talking. "When I was real little and I lived back home, my mom used to always ask us the exact same thing whenever we'd have to make a decision or something. Like when I was six or something, I thought about doing soccer but I was really scared because I didn't wanna go out there and make a fool of myself, you know? Anyway, so she asked me 'are you going to regret not trying?' And I was six so I didn't know what the fuck regret was, so it didn't really help and I ended up not doing it -- but I did regret it and wished I'd done soccer 'cause all my cousins and friends ended up signing up."

"Anyway, look, point of the story or whatever the hell my mom was trying to get across is..." Nate hesitated and looked back down at the boy again. "Are you gonna regret not saying anything? 'Cause the way I see it, you can either take that chance and risk getting hurt by telling her and not have any regrets. Or, you can keep your feelings bottled up and wait until she forgets about you and moves on, but risk regretting never saying anything."

"Either way, you're gonna get hurt. Just gotta decide how you wanna get hurt, I guess."

Nate shrugged his shoulders. Should he be taking some of his advice? Most definitely, and maybe a little part of him was starting to question his own decisions in his feelings with Evie. Er... if they were considered feelings? Nate was still unsure.


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... trevor callaghan ...
MOOD

...

LOCATION

rachel, middle seats

TAGS

nate Winona Winona (ash and evie mentioned)



Trevor did not know what to think, much less what to say. Nate’s words wiggled about his head like some of those weird worms Crack Kid always talked about eating. “You...”

What? Was he going to say that he was wrong? He knew that he wasn’t. He knew that every word that Nate was saying was right.

And that was the worst of it.

“Nate...mate...,” Trevor sighed, “I—...you...ya...” He held out his hand. “Just pass me the weed...”

He took the joint from the other boy, and he took a long drag of it, letting it fully seep into his lungs and fill them.

For a moment, in the wordlessness of the atmosphere, Trevor felt his mind vacate as his breath stirred in his chest before he slowly released the smoke in a long chain. He watched it snake from his mouth, and his mind grew cloudy with thought as the air around him grew cloudy with smoke.

“Ash.” The word escaped Trevor’s lips before he could stop it, and he let out a soft snicker. “I...I know what’s better for us both.” His eyes went to Nate. “In the end, I don’t...I don’t care if I get hurt. It’s her I’m worried about. If I tell her, then she’s just gonna get hurt more in the long run.”

He looked at the thing burning between his fingers, growing silent for a long moment. His brows furrowed.

That was right. He knew that was right.

“Like you said, guys like you ‘n me? We aren’t cut out for relationships.” He chuckled pensively. “‘N...’n Ash has been hurt too much already. That damn Nico fella...he hurt her enough. ‘N if she wants to get with me, then she’ll just be disappointed. I’m...puny. Unimpressive. Charming, but not around her. I...care too much about other people’s business. I’m...just...not a good guy, and I’m not a good guy for her.” He ran his free hand through his hair. “I...if I pick ‘this way’ of gettin’ hurt...I’m the only one hurtin’. If she has feelin’s for me, I don’t count me not tellin’ her as her gettin’ hurt, even if it hurts her in the short term. In the long run, she’ll find someone else who tickles her fancy more than Bean Man Supreme, Certified Fuck Boy Stoner Dumbass.” He sighed softly. “‘N then we’ll all be better off...”

He took another drag from the thing in-between his finger, and then released it slowly. “I...see...the thing is, I don’t not want to be in a relationship with her. I just...I’ve never been in a relationship. And I know how it will end. I’m already so...on edge around her. Any boys who speak to her...I just...” He let out a frustrated puff of air. “I just— I know how it will end. So it’s better to just deny myself and let it be.”

He looked at Nate. “Have you figured the same thing?” he asked the other boy. “You wanna go out there and fuck up things for Evie, too, or just yourself? You wanna go through the short-lived pleasure of a relationship before it all crashes and burns with both of you in it, or you wanna just walk away from the scene with a bomb strapped to yer leg?” He chuckled softly. “I can’t decide which decision is dumber, really. I just know which one I’m pickin’ ‘n why. It’s not smarter that I pick the latter; it’s just...better for her.” He paused, holding out the joint. “So what about you?”


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MOOD: Slightly ticked off.

OUTFIT: here

LOCATION: Literature Classroom
basics
MENTIONS: Chanel


INT:
Chas, hery hery elaaraa elaaraa
tags
TL;DR Now that Chas finally returned her manuscript, Alex is offended at the many edits he'd requested she'd make.
tl;dr
Alejandra
I mean I could but why would I want to?

It wasn't long until someone had came into the room.

There goes her personal time.

Alex placed down her food and dusted off her hands before replying with a sigh. "Listen, I don't care what you say. It's delicious. Food is food." She defended her fast food with a passion. Okay, granted that homecooked or restaurant style food tasted way better but sometimes you just needed to eat something trashy.

It was like a craving that could only be filled with oily French fries. It wasn't that she didn't want to join Chanel, but there was only so much free time she had left before she had to continue school, most likely head to a fitting-- ever since she joined HA, most of her sleep was cut short simply because she wanted to write and didn't have the time to. "Uh... Chanel, I greatly appreciate it, but..." Yet someone else had decided to show and Alex was by far from annoyed at his appearance.

That meant that at least something got done. The professor had asked Chas to overlook her manuscript, something about how the class should bond? Something like that. Alex usually pays attention but that day was not one of them. She watched the two go back and forth until Chanel had supposedly ended him and walked away. Talk about a power move but little frenchie had balls, that was for sure. Alex simply shook her head at the scene before turning her attention to Chas. "What a pleasant surprise. Only took you about a week." She held her hand out for the stack of paper, and flipped through the pages.

"You know, I was beginning to think you bailed on me. Most would probably take the F instead of spending time with little ol' me." Alex mockingly lowered her tone in an attempt to sound sad, throwing a pout on her face before it disappeared when she noticed all the red marker on the pages. Really? Alejandra knew it needed some work, but definitely not that much. And a huge part of her believed that Chas had just done it to mess with her in the first place.

"You were just supposed to proof read, not paint the paper red."
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OUTFIT: xoxo
basics

gen geminiy geminiy
dei fin fin
nate Winona Winona


mentions
interactions
Evelyn Sinclaire
evie ~ eighteen ~ senior ~ plastics; fashion
Evelyn could help but laugh when Kai smiled and replied after she mentioned his hatred for Kordei Grant. Kai was no exception when it came to her friends disliking Dei. Of course, it wasn't like she got along with many of his friends either to be fair. It was honestly a wonder that they'd even managed to make it work when they dated. Then it hit her. They hadn't made dating work. In truth, they would never work. Right? That's why Gen's messages had hit her so hard. Deep down she knew that what her best friend was telling her made sense even if she didn't want it to. Did that take away from her feelings for Dei? No. Was she really trying to get over him though or trying to avoid other shit or make him jealous? What the hell was she doing at this point?

After Gen had gotten Evie to confess to the feelings she'd been trying so hard to avoid, she'd hit it right on the head and even Evelyn couldn't deny it. You're not just going back to Dei because you miss him. You're going back because you're afraid what happened with you and Dei will happen to Nate. She wasn't wrong, not completely. While Evie did miss Kordei and what they had in the past, she was afraid. Relationships never last. They are never worth it. People always got hurt, usually one more than the other. Watching Dei jump out of love with her and into whatever the fuck he had tried to pretend he had with Amy hurt. Reading the message that he wants to just hook up with no strings hurt. Knowing that the two of them would never fucking work even if they wanted to hurt.

So maybe she was avoiding that or preserving her friendship with Nate. She could take the bullshit with Dei. It was easier because she already knew him and had been in that territory with him. She knew what she was getting herself into with Kordei Grant. That wasn't the case with Nate so finding out what was down that path just didn't seem like a good idea. Of course, it wasn't. Evelyn Sinclaire had feelings outside of sexual pleasure, so what? It didn't mean anything. They were weird feelings that were going to eventually go away. Why ruin what they had for something that would never last? Relationships never last. They are never worth it. She repeated it in her mind again, like she was trying to convince herself. Fuck.

Kai's voice pulled her from her thoughts and his question made her feel like he was reading her mind for a second. She snapped back to reality and shook her head. Was she okay? No. She was a mess but for what? Why was she even stressing any of this? "I'm great. This place is just full of drama as usual but you know me, I don't break easy," she winked as if she had not one care in the world. Evie was fairly good at pretending. Somedays. To some people. "I should get to class. I have to meet Gen for lunch to talk some shit out but we have to catch up more later. I'm glad you're back. HA isn't the same when you're gone, luv. We will make plans soon," she said with a smile before offering him a hug and then walking into her class.

XXXXX

Soon enough, lunch came around and she found herself walking into the cafeteria. Her eyes scanned the area for any sign of Gen but it didn't seem that her best friend had gotten there yet so she found an empty table and put her purse on the surface. Evie wasted no time in pulling her sketchbook and a granola bar out, might as well work on one of her designs while she waited right? Trying to draw something up was no use due to the stupid thoughts that still invaded her brain causing her to drop the pencil out of frustration. This was beginning to be even more annoying than she had anticipated. At least before she'd told Gen in those messages, she could pretend it was in her head. Now it was out there to someone else and it just felt too real. Evelyn. Feelings. It just didn't go together.
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