Peacemaker .45
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Upon hearing this, Jennifer smiled, and got a little teary eyed.Crono said:"That deputy of yours would want you to fight the good fight. So you push through this and keep his memory going that much longer."
"I'll do it for the deputy. I'll make sure he is remembered for longer. After what he went through, and how he died, I think I can handle this. If he could've handled the way he died, I can sure as hell do this. The pain he endured must've been a thousand times worse. That kid, or deputy, was a hell of a fighter who didn't complain. I'm going to do the same, for him. And live, for him, so that he isn't forgotten."
This whole story about her brother, and things about the past, were a nice reminder to Jennifer, and presumably, the rest of the people there that there was a life before this, one were people didn't have to fight to survive, fear the dead rising up again. Instead, that life was consumed by the things going on in your life, world news, politics, etc. It may have had its fair share of issues, but its a world Jennifer would gladly take over this one. And ever since this "new world" happened, she had almost forgotten about the people in her past life. Remembering her brother made her want to fight until her very last breath to keep his memory alive. Though she had felt earlier that there was nothing to live for, now, she didn't. She felt as if she had one thing to keep her going. It was motivation, something she hasn't had very much of. The more she had to live and fight for, the more motivation she had to stay alive for as long as she could. But even then, she still wanted more motivation, more things to have to fight for. Maybe if everyone sticks together, she can get said motivation from them, for them.
Once Austin had taken the rag and given it to her, she took it, told everyone she was ready, put in her mouth and closed her eyes and took a deep breath. She was going to fight through the pain as best as she could. She was not going to complain, or try not to, at least. She was going to put "big girl pants," and get this done with. She eased herself and the shaking went away. She was calm, she was relaxed, and she was ready to get this over with.
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