Realistic or Modern Weight of the World

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Carmen went to get them both a drink, coming back and sitting with him again, playing with his hand a little. “I might have to work tomorrow but only for a couple hours.” She explained to him, resting her head on his shoulder.

 

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JD walked in with her and smiled some when he saw all the people. He was a little anxious but Carmen had been assuring him the whole time about everything and he felt safe knowing she was there. He waved when she introduced him and shook hands with all her brother before she took him to sit down. He smiled softly at her and kissed her cheek as she handed him a drink "Why? I thought we could lie in and stay naked in bed all day." He murmured to her

Frank frowned as he listened to him shaking his head some "You want to be with my daughter that bad? You prove it to me that you'll flip, you take the fall, I'll get you protection inside and a reduced sentence, but you're mine, I will own you." He said seriously to him

Max scoffed at the two of them and shook her head some "I'm not a fucking bargaining chip!" She yelled before she walked off away from the two of them definitely needing the fresh air

 

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She grumbled a little and poured at him. “As wonderful as that sounds.... I have been asked to do an emergency appointment first thing in the morning.... after that, I’m all yours.” She told him smiling some and gave his hand a squeeze, watching the kids running round. “You ever thought about having kids?” She asked him curiously.

Jon frowned and watched him, even after max had walked away just nodding. “Sir I would do anything to be able to be with her. She means more to me than anything else in this world.” He told him seriously before leaving them to it and seeing max out front. “Hey.... I’m sorry I never told you I have a kid... but his safety is more important than leaving out a few details with you.... I love you and I’m trying my best to come back to you... honestly I don’t quite know why you’re so upset with me but I want to fix this with you.” He told her sincerely, sighing heavily when she completely ignored him andjust quickly pecked her cheek before walking away

 

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JD looked at the kids as they played and smiled happily "Oh yeah, I always wanted kids. I just wanted to find the right woman to be the mother." He explained smiling some kissing the top of her head gently

Max frowned saying nothing to him as he spoke to her. She shook her head some and let a few tears fall as he left her there

 

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She smiled some, getting up to go give them a hand in the kitchen for a couple minutes, leaving him to fend for himself with her family. 'So Jorge, what do you do for a living?' Raúl asked him, staring him down a little.

Jon made it back to his place, his actual residence this time not the fake apartment he'd been living in and went to sit on the couch, finishing up his report with as much falsifying as he could before sending it in and just wandered into the bedroom and went to lay on the empty bed that he never bothered putting sheets on because he was very rarely there.

 

[Forever6A7X]

JD took a deep breath as she left him with her family and remembered everything she had told him and his exercises from therapy "I'm a cop, moved from LA early this year." He explained hoping they wouldn't want all the details.

Max ended up going back to her father's house and sitting down frowning as she saw Danny come near her "What do you want Murrillo?" She muttered

 

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He raised an eyebrow at him and smirked "Oh yeah? A cop huh? She really dropped her standards huh.... Not that you don't seem like a nice guy.... But a cop?" He just shook his head some and crossed his arms "What kind of cop? Like... homicide? Major crimes? What's your division?" He asked him, still prying a little while she was out of the room.

He smirked, sitting down next to her "I would like my fiancée back... I think you've had enough fun playing with the nark... Time to grow up and settle now... Wouldn't you agree?" He asked her, not waiting for a response, just placed a gift in her lap and walked away. He didn't care abou her much but with him she would never have to worry about money ever again in her life. She'd have every material thing she'd ever wanted and more

 

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JD frowned some and got a bit defensive at his comments "Undercover Detective and Homicide Gang Task Force." He said proudly "I start back full time after the holidays." He explained some trying to prove he was good enough for Carmen.

Max frowned some and shook her head a bit. She took a deep breath looking at the present in her lap. She opened it quietly and look at the diamond necklace in awe. She frowned softly and clutched the small cheap necklace Jon had given her and took a deep breath. Maybe Danny was right...she knew her father would never let them be and she was scared that even if he did flip, her father would have him dead on the inside

 

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He just snorted "Sounds like a fancy word for nark." He chuckled, shaking his head some when she finally came back in the room. "Really? You chose a cop?"

Carmen just glared at her brother and shook her head "Stop it. We haven't talked about that yet... Plus, you're not technically working now are you?" she mumbled, looking over at JD, going to sit with him again, taking his hand and giving it a tight squeeze.

It was a week later that they showed up at Jon's place, while he was still technically on leave, and arrested him over the false report, holding him on the grounds of conspiring to cover up organised crime. He called Frank once he was given the chance and let him know that it was finally happening, completely unaware that Max had completely left him now.

 

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JD glared at him a bit looking at Carmen as she came back in giving a heavy sigh "I need a minute.." he said quietly as he stood up and made his way outside to get some fresh air and calm his nerves not realizing he was shaking a bit. He hadn't been spoken to like that since his accident being called a nark had triggered him a bit and he was just trying his best to stay calm.

Max stood at her apartment watching as the movers took her things out of there. It had been one long week but after much thought she decided she would try to make things work with Danny. She would live with him to try and make everything work between the two of them but she only hoped this would end well

 

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Carmen frowned and watched him go, just shaking her head at her brothers, "Nice job." She muttered, sitting in there with them for ten minutes then went out to check on him, sitting next to him on the porch and took his hands in hers "Sorry... Sometimes I forget they're assholes." She mumbled, kissing his cheek. "He uh... He hasn't always had the best interactions with the police... Some on his part, a lot on theirs... He gets funny about it." She kept talking when he didn't answer.

Frank headed on over to check up on his daughter after having not heard from her in a while and frowned eeing what was happening and just shook his head "Are you going to tell him?" He asked her seriously. Although he hadn't been happy about hearing Jon's original intentions infiltrating their family, he'd seen that Jon truly cared for and loved his daughter and he had a great respect for him. "After what he has done for you? You know if your mother had done this to me when I first went inside I would have put a hit on her... You need to go tell him. He's being held at the precinct." He told her.

 

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JD took a deep breath and gave a small nod "I know....I understand just...that word..." he said quietly holding her close to him "I want them to know I'm good enough, and that I would never hurt you intentionally." He said quietly

Max frowned some as she looked over seeing her father "He lied to us....to me....he'll realize I'm not worth all this and leave." She said quietly trying not to cry infront of him. She wanted to be with Jon, but she knew this was no life he needed to be in, not with a son and not with some one like her.

 

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Frank frowned over at her, "He's going to prison for you." He corrected. "You owe him at least an explanation." He told her. "I won't be the one to tell him. Either you do it now or you let him spend the next few years thinking he has you waiting here for him." He muttered and left her to it again, getting his driver to take him home.

Carmen shook her head some, kissing his cheek. "I know papí... They don't need to know that though... Cause I know you're good enough... More than good enough." She told him gently. "Come on, food is almost ready." She murmured, taking his hand and getting up to go back inside with him.

 

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Max gave a heavy sigh and nodded a bit "Yeah...alright." she muttered before she watched the rest of the movers get out. She sighed and sent them off with her guards before she got her driver to take her down to the prison

JD gave a small smile and nodded some "I love you..." he said softly to her for the first time pulling her close to him. He had been meaning to say it to her for a while bit right now felt right.

 

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She paused but turned around smiling at him, slipping her arms around his neck happily, kissing his nose. “I love you too.” She murmured, “come on, I’m hungry.” She giggled, taking him back in and got sat down with him, going to make him a drink herself knowing he still wouldn’t take one from anyone else if he couldn’t watch them making it

Jon looked up when he was told he had a visitor, looking over and seeing max happily, standing up to greet her. “Hey... I know that.... well, this isn’t exactly ideal and it’s not what we talked about but this is what I can do to make this work for us. And before you know it I’ll be out of here and we can start building our life.” Hetold her excitedly

 

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Max looked at him with heartbroken eyes and shook her head some "Jon....I...I can't, this can't work anymore. You have a son, you have to think of him. Being apart of this life...its not one you deserve to live. You deserve someone better." She said softly squeezing his hand some barely able to look at him

JD gave a smile and sat down with her watching everyone. Even though it was a little odd this was the best Christmas he had, had in a long time. He took the drink from Carmen and sipped at it while she chatted with her sister-in-law.

 

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Carmen was seeming relaxed through most of the day until they were getting ready to leave and by the time she got in the car with him to let him drive them back to the city she was pissed. “When the hell were you gonna tell me about you going back to work in the new year? Raúl said you told him you’re going back to full time after the holidays? Like back on assignment full time.... and you didn’t think to tell me first?” She muttered frowning.

Jon frowned watching her and grit his teeth. “Don’t fucking tell me I’m hearing this right now... are you serious?! You don’t get to comment on my relationship with my son... ever... and I’m about to go do hard time... just to prove to your father that I mean it when I say I love you and I want to be with you and now you tell me, after they’ve thrown me in jail, that youre not going to do this?!” He snapped at her.

 

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Max let a few tears fall and flinched as he snapped at her "Jon you deserve something better! You're going down for hard time because of me! I can't let you ruin more of your life by staying with me once you get out. I'll talk with my father, get him to let you go once you're out." She explained before she turned to leave

JD got in the car with her and smiled some as he started to drive. He frowned though when she snapped at him and gave a heavy sigh "I had planned on telling you next week once I got my schedule locked down...I only told your brother when he was interrogating me because I wanted to show him I'm working for us to make sure we have a good life together...I'm sorry."

 

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She frowned as she watched him. “How long are you gonna be gone for?” She asked him, chewing on her lip some and pulling her sweater around her tighter. She wasn’t ready for him to be gone.

He glared at her as she left, sitting down on the bed in there and rubbing his face, worrying now about what was going to happen, furious that this was all going to be for nothing.

 

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Max arrived that night to Danny's place frowning some as she walked in "Where are my things?" She asked as she walked trying to find her room in the house. She refused to share a bed with him at the moment

JD gave a small sigh and held her hand as he drove "Two weeks, they want to start me off small. Got a small case, should be easy to get through." He explained to her squeezing her hand some "I promise to call and facetime when I can."

 

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She nodded a little and leaned back “Alright.” She mumbled, yawning a big and falling asleep for most of the way back.

-3 years-
Danny headed over to JD once he spotted him in the office and grinned clapping him on the back. “Congratulations! I hear you got one of the biggest busts this precincts ever seen.” He chuckled. “How’s Carmen been handling the past couple months without you?” He asked him, sitting on the edge of his friends desk. Once JD had started back full time, having known Carmen since she started working for them and treating their officers when needed, he'd grown close to her, promising her when she asked that he would keep an eye out for JD and soon enough the two of them had also grown really close.

Jon was finally walking out of the prison gates, back in his own clothes and carrying his stuff in his hands and got out of the gates to find a car waiting for him to take him over to Frank's place, getting in and leaning back smiling to himself some. He was finally free. He was keeping his promise though and going to work for Frank as it was his only option now really and there, he'd earn the money to keep his son looked after better than he could ever have afforded before. Him and Sarah had also reached an agreement that he was allowed to see Jack on the weekends supervised to begin with and then when things were more normal for Jack, he could start to see him a little more and actually get to just be a father again.

 

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JD sat at his desk finishing up some papers just trying to get home to see Carmen. He had finally busted open the city's biggest drug ring after 6 months of work and it was time tk go home. He looked at Danny and smiled wider as he mentioned Carmen "Thanks man, I'm just glad everything worked out. She has been alright, we missed eachother like crazy but you know Carmen, strongest woman I know." He said happily before he reached into his jacket and pulled out a small box "Just picked this up at lunch, I want to take her to a nice dinner tonight and give it to her. You think she'll like it?" He asked beyond nervous to pop the question to her. These past three years had been great for him though, with Carmen by his side he had hardly had any panic attacks these days and his paranoia had died down quite a bit.

Max sat at her father's house looking over Bridal catalogs while Danny had a meeting. She was finally giving in and starting to plan this marriage. Ever since Jon had gone down Danny had been threatening his life and his son's if she went to him. Its why she left him in the first place, to protect him. She knew Danny was a mad man these days and wouldn't dare dry to cross him in any way, shape, or form. She got up as she heard a knock at the door and quickly answered going wide eyed when she was met face to face with Jon.

 

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Danny nodded some, watching him, "Use your time off now to chill... Oh shit... Yeah she'll like it, I think she'll like what it means even more though." He pointed out, glancing over at the radio on his own desk as a call went through requesting units down to 332 East 15th Street for a hostage situation, suspect is armed. "Oh jeez... I better go get on that." He told him, getting up and going to get geared up "Jorge? You alright? Look like you seen a ghost." He muttered while he was grabbing his last pieces and headed down to get to the squad cars.

Jon smirked some, looking her up and down some before walking straight in "What's the matter? Thought you weren't gonna have to see me again? Or did you forget I was getting out today?" He muttered, brushing past her and looked around "Where's your Dad?" He asked her, taking his sunglasses off and looking over at her again "You still with that asshole?" He muttered

 

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JD chuckled and gave a small nod before he out the ring away while the radio went off. He heard the address and froze in his place "Thats....Thats where Carmen works.." he said slowly before he finally snapped into it and grabbed his things "Take me with you, I gotta be there." He explained

Max took a deep breath and stepped aside looking him over as he walked in "He is in his office, meeting with the asshole." She muttered sighing some "Yes I am.."

 

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He smirked some, leaning against the wall. “Glad to know it was worth it then.” He muttered shaking his head some and went to wait in the lounge for frank to be done, ignoring max.

Danny agreed quickly. “Come on.” He muttered taking him in his cruiser, getting there at the same time as the news crews. “Snipers in position but they can’t get a clear shot. Says there’s some redhead in the way.” He muttered once he got back over to JD to let him know what was happening.

Carmen was in the reception area trying to calm the guy down. He was a patient of hers and he’d been doing really well but clearly that had changed because he’d rushed in demanding that they get the voices to stop and after shooting the receptionist in the shoulder they’d managed to call emergency services to try to help. “Geoff... hey listen to me.... I need you to try and calm down... we need to get this woman help. She’s bleeding Geoff.” She tried to coax him.