SirNateUnknown
Master Of Boredom
Hearing the very words that continued to profess their allegiance to him, it only burrowed deeper the very sense of guilt in his mind. Though he will not linger upon the topic as the very questions they prompted to him once more had only invited the grin to resurface and twists the corner of his lips. "Well, couldn't possibly have you tire of me once you have an anwer to it. It's too fun to tease you after all." Ulf expressed, tapping his index finger upon the tip of Agnar's nose.
"But.. I guess i could at least tell you that much, especially not with how much trouble i caused you these days.. well, it's a mark of betrayal. My own flesh and blood seeks my demise, they almost succeeded as it was practically a mortal wound but i didn't want to let them win so i fought hard to survive. Now that I'm still alive and kicking, i was thinking of returning the favor." Heavy and bitter the very words he uttered had left a bad taste on the tip of his tongue and yet, he shared what little he could without possibly ruining any plans he may have.
For a moment he paused and reached down to hold the calloused hand that was tracing the messy lines of his old wound, holding them gingerly within his palm with his thumb lightly trace their knuckles. "I could still remember the pain as if it was yesterday, the betrayal that I felt and the sheer hopelessness as there was no one to turn to. I knew sooner or later it will came to fruition and yet perhaps i wanted to believe even if it was delusional that the one whom i looked up to had also plotted my downfall. Fear soon filled my heart and I could feel darkness strangling my soul, but I was saved." Each words painted the haunting nightmares that strangled him so, his motivation to move forward regardless of what's to come.
"That is why I'm eternally grateful of our great Jarl. Without him, I would have joined the mountains of skeletons waiting for me in the deep river. I wouldn't have been able to meet you if it had never came to be, such an irony don't you think? I could only imagine how tangled up my fate must be within the tapestry." He chuckled softly, lightly patting the back of Agnar's hand.
"But.. I guess i could at least tell you that much, especially not with how much trouble i caused you these days.. well, it's a mark of betrayal. My own flesh and blood seeks my demise, they almost succeeded as it was practically a mortal wound but i didn't want to let them win so i fought hard to survive. Now that I'm still alive and kicking, i was thinking of returning the favor." Heavy and bitter the very words he uttered had left a bad taste on the tip of his tongue and yet, he shared what little he could without possibly ruining any plans he may have.
For a moment he paused and reached down to hold the calloused hand that was tracing the messy lines of his old wound, holding them gingerly within his palm with his thumb lightly trace their knuckles. "I could still remember the pain as if it was yesterday, the betrayal that I felt and the sheer hopelessness as there was no one to turn to. I knew sooner or later it will came to fruition and yet perhaps i wanted to believe even if it was delusional that the one whom i looked up to had also plotted my downfall. Fear soon filled my heart and I could feel darkness strangling my soul, but I was saved." Each words painted the haunting nightmares that strangled him so, his motivation to move forward regardless of what's to come.
"That is why I'm eternally grateful of our great Jarl. Without him, I would have joined the mountains of skeletons waiting for me in the deep river. I wouldn't have been able to meet you if it had never came to be, such an irony don't you think? I could only imagine how tangled up my fate must be within the tapestry." He chuckled softly, lightly patting the back of Agnar's hand.