Our Secrets ((GxG))

[Memster101]

A soft laugh bubbled up from me at Mir's comment, sort of looking forward to being able to tease her about her cravings. Maybe I would get gutsy enough to even try a few. Hopefully I could avoid upsetting her too much with things like that. She usually didn't appreciate comments of those likes when she was on her period and I had a feeling this was going to be a lot worse. It would definitely be an interesting next almost-year. A faint blush crossed my face at Mir's request, knowing that she knew I wasn't huge on PDA outside of hugging and hand holding. But I nodded some and leaned down, touching our lips together momentarily.


Lori grinned, chuckling some as she glanced at Rosaline, remembering back to when they had been as young as these two. Things certainly had been different back then.After a moment, she cleared her throat and adjusted herself in the seat. "Do you two need some time alone?" She half mused, raising a slight brow in an honest question.

 

[Zotohxan]

I blush deeply at Lori's comment as I pull back from Teag. In truth it would be nice to be alone with her, as he hadn't been alone in over three weeks. So I slowly nod, keeping my head down to hide the blush on my cheeks. "Please..." Rosaline nods, grabbing Lori's hand and heading back to the back rooms. "Just remember our rules and everything will be fine." She winks, then disappears behind a couple doors with her wife. I blush even worse, burying my face against Teag's shoulder. Their rules for me living here had been pretty simple...

1. 11 O'clock curfew on weeknights, 12 O'clock on weekends.
   
2. The adults need to know where Miranda is at all times.
   
3. Miranda always has to have her cell phone on her in case of emergencies.
   
4. Eat at least three meals a day.
   
5. No sex on any furniture but Miranda's bed.
   
6. No parties.
   
7. No drugs or alcohol.
   
8. Miranda is to contact one of the adults if she starts feeling overwhelmed, or has any bad urges of any kind.
   

Teag and I were both able to quickly agree to these, as they truly all were for my benefit.. Except number five, the one Rosaline was talking about when they left... I think that one was just to embarrass me. Once I feel like the blush is mostly gone I risk glancing up at Teag again, "Sorry, I just.. I've missed being alone with you."

 

[Memster101]

A shy but amused grin came to my face at Lori and Rosaline's comments as they hurried out of the room. At least they were realistic about teenage activities. Though, they had probably figured they wouldn't have to worry about the sex issue for a small while. But who knew...My arms wrapped around Mir and I pulled her close, a soft laugh leading me. "No, don't worry about it. I've been missing you too," I murmured, kissing her temple. Gently I helped her up, leading her back into the makeshift bedroom the two had created for Mir. I had her take a seat on the bed and shut the door before joining her there, not necessarily planning on doing anything but wanting the privacy all the same.


After a moment or two I laid down on the bed, taking Mir's hand and with a light tug, motioned for her to come lay with me. "Come here?" I asked softly, pulling my lip between my teeth for a shy moment.

 

[Zotohxan]

I smile at Teag's shyness, something I haven't seen in countless months... It's cute. I lay down next to her, moving my body to be flush against hers, and just staring into her eyes. "I know there's a lot going on..." I start, just figuring I needed to say this, "But I do love you. You're my first love, Teag, and I always will, no matter where life leads us. And I know things are hard, and neither of us are really making anything easy for the other, but... I still want to fight for us. I want there to be an us forever. These next nine months will probably be the hardest for us, but.. I believe that we can get through it. We just have to talk and be honest with each other, like we were when we first got together..." I move to start running my fingers through her hair, "But, I don't want everything to go back to being the way it was in the beginning..." I blush deeply, hoping she understood what I meant without me having to say it.

 

[Memster101]

My eyes searched Mir's own as well as her face as she spoke,nodding some. "I know... I love you too...And I want the same..." I murmured, chewing at my lip. I had assumed she was referring to the sex issues with Jess...Honestly I had no urge to return to that as long as I could be close with Mir again... Both Jess and I were in such bad places, the both of us had little time to think about things of that nature. Of course,with Mir and Jess possibly striking up a new found friendship with the news of the baby...Maybe we wouldn't have to worry about that anymore. I wasn't sure if I could say the same for the drugs, right now it was the healthiest coping mechanism I had...But I would try and stay away from it.


My head tilted into her hand some as she stroked my hair, eyes fluttering half closed for a few seconds. I had always been a sucker for people playing with my hair. Softly, I nuzzled at Mir's wrist and turned my gaze to her once more, a ghost of my smile for her playing on my lips.

 

[Zotohxan]

I smile back at Teag, then I move my hand from brushing through her hair to caressing her cheek. After a moment's hesitation I lean forward, closing my eyes and kissing her softly. Though I leave my lips there, just wanting her contact, missing it more than anything else... I slowly tangle my legs with hers, bringing our bodies even closer. I wasn't sure really how far I wanted to go with Teag right now, or how far I'd be able to go, but... I know I wanted to do something. I wanted to feel close again with the girl I love, and though I know sex isn't the only way to feel close, it's been the way we've reaffirmed our relationship since we first slept together...

 

[Memster101]

Again I started some at the sudden closeness from Mir, the unexpectedness of it, but kept close to her. I gently kissed her back, wrapping my arms around her tightly as well as tangling our legs together. I made sure to keep her in more or less in the lead, not wanting to set off any attack or anything. It was very nice to feel so close to Mir again...To be comfortable with her like this again. Softly, I smoothed a hand into her hair to tangle there gently. Every few moments or I would peer from behind my lashes, checking to make sure she was doing alright.

 

[Zotohxan]

After a minute or two I roll so that I was actually on top of Teag, my legs on either side of hers as my tongue brushes against her bottom lip for entrance. One of my hands was down at her waist, rubbing over her skin softly, as the other still caressed her cheek. It was strange... I'd never really been the one quite so in charge of our make outs- or anything. I'd never really been the one to initiate such an intimate position, but... I feel like I like it. I feel for some reason that it would make Teag happy with me, that somehow it'd make us closer. I don't know if that's even possible for it to make us react that way, but.. It's what I feel.

 

[Memster101]

My heart started some as Mir straddled me but I arched up some to meet her hands and lips. It definitely wasn't something I was use to...but I definitely didn't mind it. The hand that wasn't tangled in Mir's hair drifted down to her waist, rubbing gently at the skin that had been exposed when her shirt had risen up. I parted my lips when her tongue brushed against my lip and shyly I propped myself up some to get a better advantage in the kiss.

 

[Zotohxan]

I tilt my head to the side, already feeling myself drowning in Teag, and I could never wish for anything better... I break our kiss for breath, opening my eyes I look down at my beautiful girlfriend and I can't help the smile that comes to my face. I then lean down again, but this time I start kissing along her neck, licking and nipping at the skin as I make my way to her collar bone. I put most of my weight and balance on my knees as my hands both come under her shirt, fingers dancing along the bare skin as I slowly lift it more and more.

 

[Memster101]

My eyes widened shyly when I saw Mir looking down at me, the expression on her face. It took my breath away. And then she was kissing lower and lower, in places that had been void of her touch for so long. Again my started to trail up along her back,holding her closer to me. It was good to do this with her..with someone so familiar. "Mir," I sighed softly, eyes falling closed once more in bliss.

 

[Zotohxan]

I moan lightly against Teag's skin when she says my name, my hands still trailing along her flesh. When I get to the collar of her shirt I break my lips away from her skin and move to pull the shirt over her head, and my eyes trail over her. The familiar warmth and comfort I always feel with Teag fills me to the brim, along with the lust and passion I feel for her in this moment. "I love you, Teagan." I say softly, moving my lips down further and gripping her now bare waist.

 

[Memster101]

"I love you, Miranda," I breathed back, for once throwing up no quams to being stripped of my shirt. The room was darker than my own, thus leaving more to the imagination to sooth my nerves. The feeling of being completely safe, completely in love with the girl kissing me, threatened to suffocate me. I wanted to ask if she was okay but the selfish part won over, knowing she would stop if she had to. I now gently tugged off her shirt when she pulled back momentarily, wanting to feel her skin against my own.

 

[Zotohxan]

Once my shirt is off I lower myself so that I'm laying flush against Teag, and the feeling of her skin scorches me to my core, but I can't find it within myself to pull away. The burning is what I've missed, what I've craved. Even though we'd been together for that one day when she found me, it was nothing like it'd used to be... This time it is, it's just us. "Teagan..." I practically moan out, just before connecting our lips again, my finger tips bluntly pressing against the skin of her bare hips.

 

[Memster101]

(( Were they going to go all the way or??))

 

[Zotohxan]

((I figured so, unless you'd rather they didn't. :3 ))

 

[Memster101]

(( They can :3 I was just wondering if I was going to time skip or not~Also, sorry. I'm a little brain dead from that poem >< ))


A sigh tired, but over all pleased sigh left me as Mir and I laid together on her bed, hands laced together but at the moment needing to be apart. We had worked up quite the heat during our little...exercise. "How are you doing?" I asked her softly, turning my head so I could face her. During it all, she had seemed fine, no different than usual other than a little more pent-up frustration but...that wasn't necessarily a bad thing. I turned on my side so I could look at her better, drawing her hand closer to my so I could play with her finger tips.

 

[Zotohxan]

((No, you're fine. -w- I'm also a bit rushed at the moment so I'm sorry if my replies aren't exactly up to par ;w; ))


I turn on my side as well at Teag's question, a slight blush leaves my lips as I just stare at the girl I love. "I'm good... It.." I take in a deep breath, "That first night we spent together after.. Everything. I still liked everything and I didn't fear you, but... It was still different. But this.." I bite my bottom lip, blushing a bit deeper, "It was perfect... You were perfect, you are perfect." I bring her hand toward me, kissing her knuckles gently. "Thank you... For everything. And... For still being with me and loving me most of all..." I chuckle a bit breathlessly, "If I weren't hotter than hell right now I'd be hugging you... Or showing you all over again how much I love you..."

 

[Memster101]

((You're all good! I can get behind feeling like that >< ))


I relaxed heavily against the bed, my fingers splaying out to trace along her lips. The pleasant, shy but happy feeling rose again at her words, spreading over my chest like a cracked egg. I didn't have any words that could really explain how I was feeling, but I hoped Mir would know I felt the same as well. Squeezing her hand gently, I gave my own little breathy laugh. "I know...I know. I don't need you over heating or anything. Do you want me to open the window some?" It may have still been only February, but the coolness of the winter night sounded a lot better than the heat we were starting to suffocate in.

 

[Zotohxan]

I nod slowly, moving to lay on my back again, shifting around a bit to try and get comfortable in the bed. It's strange how just a couple hours ago I was sobbing and panicking over being pregnant, and now... Well, now I'd just had some of the best sex I've ever had with my girlfriend, I'm fairly cool with being pregnant, and the only thing I'm worried about is hoping Rosaline and Lori didn't hear us... "Babe..." I say softly, sitting up then standing and walking over to the window. There were trees and fences separating the officers' home from the others on the block, so I don't much care about being in front of an open window with nothing on. After pushing up the frame I walk back to the bed, laying on my side to look at my beautiful Teag. I reach out to gently grasp her hand, then pull it toward me, resting it on my stomach with mine overtop hers. "I know this is scary... Hell, I'm terrified. But.. It'll mean the world to me if you'll be here for me, and for my baby... I want it to grow knowing you and I as its mothers. Jess as its aunt. I want this baby to be happy, even if it'll be difficult. I want to be happy with you."

 

[Memster101]

I blinked some when it was Mir who got up and opened the window, considering I had offered to do it myself, and watched her curiously. I took the time to admire her as she went about the simple task, about how much I loved her. A slight smile touched my lips and I quickly wiped it off by the time Mir turned back around and had climbed back into the bed. I swallowed thickly when she brought my hand to her stomach but I didn't remove it, splaying my fingers across the skin there for the moment. My eyes found hers as she spoke and I nodded slightly, leaning forward to kiss her forehead. "I know... and I'm going to try to be here, I really am," I promised. "I'll try and love it as much as I love you."

 

[Zotohxan]

At Teag's words I can't help but smile faintly with tears in my eyes, "Thank you.." I swallow hard, moving a bit closer as the cool breeze now flowing in helped to cool us off already. "I love you so much, Teag... And I know I'm difficult, but thank you so much for staying with me despite that." I smile softly, tears in my eyes as I bring my hand up to gently trace the contours of my girlfriend's face. "I just want things to be okay again... I miss being happy."

 

[Memster101]

My skin had broken into goosebumps by now but I was still too warm to feel the affects of the chilled air, though I moved closer in turn to Mir. "I know... I do too," I admitted, a slight smile coming to my lips. I hadn't exactly been Miss Sunshine back before all of this but things had definitely been better. I leaned into her hands as she traced the lines of my face, eyes closing some happily. "Hopefully things will get better..."

 

[Zotohxan]

I nod, "They will..." I turn my hand and hold Teag's, "Hopefully soon, but.. .Whenever it is, I know it'll happen." I move closer yet, again tangling my legs with teag's. Though my body was still hot the air was starting to help, and I knew soon enough the two of us would start getting cold. "Because with you, I can never stay unhappy for long..." I lean forward and gently peck her lips, "I sometimes wish I could stay angry or upset with you, but.. In the end you just make me happy again."

 

[Memster101]

I blinked some at Mir's words, though knew the truth behind them. It made for little improvement on my mood. It honestly would be better if she could get really mad about certain things and hold onto it...sometimes I felt like I walked over her. Gently, I kissed her lips back and moved closer to her to rest our foreheads together. "When do you think you'll start coming back to school?" I asked, somewhat warily. There again was that wish for her to continue her studies at home....God kids could be so mean. Would she be able to handle the taunts that came her way when she started to show?