Ammy
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Augustus silently listened to the two begin to express their concern for one another, his fear over their past very quickly turning to annoyance at their present. Instinctively biting his lip as Mardek spoke, he resisted the urge to speak up against what he was saying.
'If he ever gets angry, don't try to calm him down?' He repeated Mardek's words in his mind.
No. If there was such a threat then it fell to him to keep himself hidden. It's his responsibility alone to stop himself from causing harm to anyone. Was he mistaken in believing this? Maybe he was just cold after keeping to himself for so long.
'But even then, I've never really been alone. There's Lydia, and...' The list fell dramatically short of what he was initially hoping for as he checked off the people in his head. Everyone else he had either willingly chosen to put distance between or was someone not welcome in his life.
"In any case..." Augustus spoke up, lightly pushing his tray forward, attempting his best to hide the traces of regret and melancholy from his voice. "...you're here now, right? I guess if someone can still move then there's a chance to make things better. Karma works both ways if you believe in that. So I think letting things like that bother you isn't really worth it." Finishing his explanation with a rather cheesy thumbs up, he tried his best to exude confidence in this belief. Both for Hotaru and himself.
'If he ever gets angry, don't try to calm him down?' He repeated Mardek's words in his mind.
No. If there was such a threat then it fell to him to keep himself hidden. It's his responsibility alone to stop himself from causing harm to anyone. Was he mistaken in believing this? Maybe he was just cold after keeping to himself for so long.
'But even then, I've never really been alone. There's Lydia, and...' The list fell dramatically short of what he was initially hoping for as he checked off the people in his head. Everyone else he had either willingly chosen to put distance between or was someone not welcome in his life.
"In any case..." Augustus spoke up, lightly pushing his tray forward, attempting his best to hide the traces of regret and melancholy from his voice. "...you're here now, right? I guess if someone can still move then there's a chance to make things better. Karma works both ways if you believe in that. So I think letting things like that bother you isn't really worth it." Finishing his explanation with a rather cheesy thumbs up, he tried his best to exude confidence in this belief. Both for Hotaru and himself.