Fandom Gamestuck (A Homestuck AU RP)

[ShadowHuntress]

JF: Ha, think I haven't tried? Last time I did, I was treated like the bad guy by everyone! Yeah, sorry I don't want to get that hate party started again.


JF: They trust Ken too much, and he trusts Aura too much. She almost killed our healer for god's sake. Not to mention how many times she's rampaged because she felt she 'wasn't important' or 'nobody likes her'. It pisses me off.


JF: So, I won't say anything else, but I won't be playing nice with her or him either. Thank you so much for your concern, but I know what I'm doing. I've lived through a worse hell than this sad excuse of a game and I'm still standing. These kids who were loved when they grew up can suck it.





@electroShogun

 

[electroShogun]

CA: okay you knoww wwhat


CA: if you really hate them so much


CA: then you should just leavve


CA: go do your thing on your owwn


CA: and maybe


CA: just maybe


CA: learn to get the wwhole story before judging someone





@ShadowHuntress

 

[ShadowHuntress]

JF: .....haha......hahahahaha....what story? And go on my own? I would've done that too, but I have no where to go. My home, as crappy as it was, was the only place I could go back to.





@electroShogun


Amanda: Look At Messages


Amanda sighed as she looked through her and Eridan's messages. God, did she really sound so mean? Well, she had been bottling this up for who knows how long, and, despite more than likely making him mad, venting on Eridan was helping a bit. She'd have to apologize later....man she had a bunch of apologizes to give out, huh? And all to trolls. What was happening to her?


Amanda: Laugh


She chuckled under her breath, unable to find it anything other than amusing. She was turning into her mother, always yelling and looking down on people. She needed help....but who would actually listen without defending anyone else? No one she knew, that's for sure.

 

[electroShogun]

CA: aura is the wwitch of rage


CA: she is anger incarnate amanda


CA: of course shes going to rampage


CA: you should be glad that she has ken to keep her calm


CA: if ken didnt spend so much time looking after her


CA: youd havve been dead long ago


CA: you havve to look at the bigger picture amanda





@ShadowHuntress

 

[ShadowHuntress]

"Would've been better." She muttered as she looked at her holoscreen.





JF: .........yeah..........


JF: ..........sorry........I guess I let myself get to lax in my emotion handling......


JF: I didn't mean to snap at you.....





@electroShogun

 

[electroShogun]

CA: amanda


CA: i knoww you dont wwant to hear this


CA: but you need to make a big change


CA: open up to people more


CA: tell them howw you feel


CA: stop closing yourself off





@ShadowHuntress

 

[electroShogun]

Ken: Call meeting


Looks like everyone's resting. Let's not call the meeting just yet. Instead, you look over at Aura.


"Hey, uh... I'm gonna head back to my house to grab some stuff for alchemizing... Wanna come?"





@MoltenLightning

 

[ShadowHuntress]

JF: ....how do I do that? I...I've never done it before....





God, she felt so useless. Closing people off was how she survived. She didn't know how to do anything else...


@electroShogun

 

[electroShogun]

CA: talk to them


CA: dont hide your feelings


CA: try it wwith charlotte


CA: shell probably listen





@ShadowHuntress

 

[ShadowHuntress]

Amanda: Glance At Charlotte


Amanda looked over her holoscreen to look at Charlotte. She could pretend to be happy like she usually did, but not only could she see through that, she might get chewed out later by Eridan. Ugh, being honest was hard....


@electroShogun

 

[electroShogun]

CA: do it amanda


CA: trust me


CA: youll feel better





@ShadowHuntress


Eridan: Sit back


You sit back and rub your eyes. God, what's gotten into you? Caring for and befriending a land-dweller... And a human, at that!


...You really aren't that different from her. And you're both changing.


...You guess change can be good.


You look over at Sollux.


"Hey, Sol."


"Not now, E.D. I'm still recovering from our last round."


"I don't wwant to fight you, dumbass. I wwant to talk."


"You want to talk? With me? You been hitting the sopor, E.D.?"


"Oh, shut up and come wwith me."





You and Sollux head to your room to finally have a good heart-to-heart.

 

[ShadowHuntress]

Amanda: Call Her Over


Amanda, after taking several deep breaths and trying to find any reason to not do this, she called out to Charlotte. "U-um....Charlotte? C-can I talk to you?" She asked, flinching at how her voice sounded.





@electroShogun

 

[electroShogun]

Charlotte: Respond


You look over at Amanda.


"Sure. What's up?"





@ShadowHuntress

 

[ShadowHuntress]

"U-um.....can I...um....shit...." She looked away, uncomfortable. How did normal people do this?


@electroShogun

 

[electroShogun]

You walk over to Amanda.


"You wanna talk?"





@ShadowHuntress

 

[ShadowHuntress]

She nodded, feeling a blush of embarrassment rush up to her cheeks. "Y-yeah....if th-that is alright...."





@electroShogun

 

[electroShogun]

"Okay. Let's go find a good place, okay?"





@ShadowHuntress

 

[ShadowHuntress]

She nodded and stood up. She kept a hold of her arms, scared of what she was doing. Being honest terrified her....would she do this right? Ah man...what if she screwed up?


@electroShogun

 

[MoltenLightning]

Aura: Feel


There it was again! That Rage... What even was that? It sent chills down your spine! Suddenly, Ken grabbed your attention.


"Oh yeah... Sure."


You say this as if half of your attention was drawn elsewhere. But, you quickly shake yourself out of your state.


"Oh wait! Sophie!"


You look down at the little sleeping duck in your hands. You look around, then tap her lightly. She blinks her eyes, then you whisper.


"I'm gonna go for a bit. Don't get into trouble, k?"


She nods. You set her down, and she stumbles to her feet. She waddles around on the ground as you face Ken again.


"Alright, I'm ready. She'll be fine!"

 

[electroShogun]

Charlotte: Lead


You and Amanda go to a secluded room deep in the lab.


"There we go. Privacy. Now, what did you want to talk about?"





@ShadowHuntress


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Ken: Teleport


You take Aura's hand and teleport back to your house. Man, it's been a while since you've been here.


"Home, sweet home."


@MoltenLightning

 

[ShadowHuntress]

"Um....Eridan suggested that I be....more honest with everyone....and to start with you....though....I'm not exactly sure where to start...." She said with a frown.


@electroShogun

 

[electroShogun]

Charlotte: Sit


You sit down and gesture for Amanda to do the same.


"Start from the beginning, I guess."





@ShadowHuntress

 

[ShadowHuntress]

Amanda: Sit


She sit across from Charlotte and brought her legs to her chest so she could put her chin on her knees. "Depends on which beginning you want. I can give you my whole life story, or I can start at the beginning of the game. Where do you want to start?"





@electroShogun

 

[electroShogun]

"Whichever you'd feel more comfortable telling me."





@ShadowHuntress

 

[ShadowHuntress]

"Life story it is then. Easier than trying to tell you everything from the middle." She said with a sigh. "Um...let's see. I was born into a rather well off family, as you saw, and was well treated until I was about five or six. Then, things got...bad. My mother and father began fighting whenever there weren't any guests and I did my best to avoid their anger by appeasing them and doing whatever they wanted. This, however, was a temporary fix. When my mother broke, she was my mental abuser. When my father broke, he was my physical abuser. They went on like that, beating me until I was both mentally and physically drained and then turned on each other. They fed off of my emotions and used it as fuel to attack me longer and harder, so when I was about seven or eight, I learned how to hide what I was feeling and it lessened, not by much, but it lessened. I learned not to trust others and despise those who complain about their 'hardships' when they've been living easy and almost carefree lives." She said with a frown. This...this felt nice. She didn't know that all of this was holding her down. "That's why I can't stand Aura and, I'm sorry, I know you love him, Ken. Aura is always complaining about feeling worthless and not liked, but she doesn't even consider how others might feel when she says that. And I know no one can save everyone, which is why I can't stand Ken. And you....it hurt when you called me selfish...." She added, her voice lowering as she brought her legs closer.


@electroShogun