Realistic or Modern Falling. Fading Away

[decadent-rider]

She frowned and shook her head “look at me. She’s not going to lose us. And even if by some crazy statistic it happened… she has a bunch of uncles who would take her in without question. She has family that adore her even outside of us.” She promised him, kissing his head. “Come here…. Just be a big spoon for me alright? She’s not gonna be up for another hour I hope and if you don’t want to sleep then at least cuddle cause it’s gonna be a long while before we get a chance.” She pointed out.

He frowned and kissed her head. “It’s done. I finished it last night while you were asleep.” He told her quietly. “I love you. Very very much.” He murmured, “We gotta pick up some ginger tablets at the airport…. You gonna be okay doing this stint without Carmen joining the bad omens lot?” He asked her, smiling a little. “Stuck with a bunch of us manly men? … and Justin.” He laughed a little, trying to cheer hee up.

 

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Noah took a deep breath and gave a small nod before cuddling her in close to him just relaxing a bit as he took in her scent to get himself back into a calm state.

Max gave a small nod and gave a small laugh "Yeah I'll be fine, this will be nice for us." She murmured as she played with his fingers biting her lip as she noticed the heart tattoo on his thumb. She knew it was one he got with his Ex and while she didn't care, it was still a mystery to her how they had ended.

 

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She got a good 45 minutes before Eden was up and crying, getting up to go get her and feed her. “You wanna do her bottle this morning?” She asked him knowing he wouldn’t get a chance for a few weeks now.

He nodded and kissed her head. “Talk to me. I know that face.” He murmured, frowning when Ryan walked through the bunk area and gave her a glare, sighing a little. “Ignore him.”

 

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Max shot a glare back at Ryan and sighed softly "Do I um...do I need to schedule an appointment if I am pregnant?" She asked quietly turning over to look at him.

Noah nodded and gave a small nod "Yeah I'd love to." He said before getting up to go get a bottle warmed up for her.

 

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He frowned and lllked at her a little confused. “Well yeah. That’s not even a question is it?” He muttered. “Let me know when it would be as well and I’ll go with you.” He told hee.

Carmen nodded, taking her to the changing table and sighed. “We gotta be brave girls for a few weeks baby. Daddy’s gotta go and work.” She pouted, getting her dressed for the day in her bad omens outfit Folio had got her, taking her downstairs and handed her over.

 

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Max frowned deeply and gave a small nod "Right...okay." she whispered before sighing heavily. She was upset at how lax he was about the whole situation, it made her feel like he wasn't even thinking about how she was feeling.

Noah smiled widely when he saw the little onesie Eden was in "Oh look at you. Looking so cute wearing Daddy's band merch." He murmured happily before kissing her forehead "Bottle is almost ready I promise."

 

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Carmen smiled as she squealed up at him, waving her arms around. “I know she loves me but she is the biggest daddy’s girl.” She smiled, taking a couple photos of the two of them, going to get herself a tea made. “What time do I need to take you to the airport?” She asked him, sighing a little.

He smiled and kissed her head, “you want a drink? Im gonna grab a coke.” He told her as the bus pulled up to a gas station.

 

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Noah smiled and made some funny faces at her before giving her the bottle as it cooled "I gotta be there by noon, flight is at 3." He said softly

Max nodded some "Yeah, I'll grab a test too. They should have some." She murmured as she got up and stretched a bit.

 

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He nodded and reached for her hand. “Come on then. Quick before we get left behind.” He smiled.

Carmen nodded, watching him. “What if, hear me out, I tied you to a chair in the basement and didn’t let you leave. Just told the guys that you ran away?” She smiled as he rolled his eyes. “It was worth a shot… I’m gonna go shower.” She smiled, leaving him to have a bit of quiet with Eden alone.

 

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Max followed him out and sighed softly as she got into the gas station store. She went to the medical area and picked up a few tests glancing over at Ricky as he came over "They aren't the best....but its what we got. I can try to get one at the airport too."

Noah rolled his eyes and gave a small laugh at her "Nice try." He murmured before going to sit with Eden while she ate and sang to her quietly.

 

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He nodded and kissed her cheek. “Alright. We can do it when we get on the boat.” He murmured, going to pau for it all then got back on with her.

She continued to stare up at him with his eyes, spending the whole morning in her dads arms until they had to leave and Carmen held his hand the whole drive to the airport, sighing quietly. “You got your seasickness tablets?” She asked him, getting a little nervous about being on her own with Eden for that long.

 

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Noah nodded and gave a small smile "Yeah I did, you gonna be okay? You know I'll have shit service for the next few days." He said softly giving her hand a squeeze "I know you'll do great with her."

Max sat in the bathroom of their room on the boat hours later taking deep breaths. She didn't want to look at the sticks, she was worried about how Ricky would take it. She bit her lip when the timer went off and soon stepped out of the room looking at Ricky "Well, looks like that appointment won't be necessary. Just late I guess." She muttered

 

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He nodded to her and got up, walking out of the room and going for a smoke out on the deck.

Vinnie frowned as he stepped out onto his balcony heading max crying and looking over to see her on the one next door. “I almost hate to ask but what happened?” He muttered. He had been the only one to warm back up to her aside from Justin and he didn’t want to see them end again, not sure he could handle the drama of it all.

Carmen nodded slowly and frowned. “I know… I just don’t like having to be away from you like this. Cause all the girls are going as well so the only socialising I’m gonna have is with other moms and it’s… no. It’s fine.” She sighed. “I’m overthinking again. Have fun on this please. Go enjoy yourself just not too much without us.” She smiled, getting out when they arrived and hugged him tightly for a minute until Eden fussed in the back and she let him go say goodbye to her, taking his bags out the trunk.

 

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Max rushed to the balcony in tears when he just left her there. She looked at Vinny and took a shaky breath "We had a pregnancy scare...I know Ricky isn't for kids, but fucking hell he didn't even hesitate to tell me to get an appointment at a clinic and when I told him the test was negative he just walked out without a word." She explained to him already in tears again.

Noah frowned softly and hugged her tightly "I can call sick if you want...I don't want you alone if you don't feel ready." He said softly as he looked at her

 

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She shook her head and sighed. “Out of the question. Now give your very demanding daughter some cuddles before she hulks it out that car seat.” She smiled, wiping her eyes a little. They always knew it was gonna be a difficult one with his first tour away.

He frowned and sighed some. “Give him a few minutes…. You know what he’s like. He’ll come back and you’ll talk it out.” He reminded her, leaving her to it.

 

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Noah laughed softly seeing Eden struggling to get out "Oh now now calm down its okay." He cooed as he got her out of her carseat "Oh I am going to miss you little girl, so very much." He muttered

Max nodded softly and made her way inside wiping her eyes just as Ricky was coming in as well. She stayed silent and tried to make her way past him so she could clean herself up hoping he wouldn't comment about her crying.

 

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Carmen smiled a little watching them and let him have a few minutes with her before he had to go and she kissed him one last time. “Text me when you’re on the boat please.” She reminded him, waving with Eden until he was out of sight.

Hours later when they finally got on the boat Nick headed to the room he was sharing with Noah and chuckled seeing him pulling out his phone. “You’re not gonna wait til we’re settled?” He asked. “Noah the family man who would’ve guessed.” He teased.

Ricky frowned and shook his head, stopping hed. “Hey hey…. What’s wrong?” He asked her gently, completely clueless as to why she was crying. “You feeling sick again?” He asked quietly.

 

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Noah chuckled some and gave a shrug "Gotta make sure she's as stress free about me as she can be." He said smiling a bit before texting Carmen to let her know they were safe on the boat.

Max shook her head and took a deep breath "Did....if I had been pregnant would you really want me to get an abortion?" She asked quietly before letting out a small sob as she looked at the floor.

 

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Carmen called him the moment the text came through and sat there chewing on her lip. “Hey… so… don’t be mad at me.” She told him slowly. “But… there may or may not be a little surprise when you get home.” She told him, looking down at the two fluffy cats she had managed to acquire in the, only, eight hours since he’d been gone.

He frowned and watched her for a moment confused. “Huh? Where did you get…. Oh…. Oh babe no… I think there’s been some miscommunication… did you think I meant you had to make an appointment to get rid of it? Cause I meant you would need to make an appointment with your doctor.” He told her, smiling as he wiped her tears with his thumb.

 

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Noah raised an eyebrow and frowned a bit "Huh? What did you get?" He asked a little worried about what she might have done.

Max looked at him shocked before smiling "You....you would have been okay with it? You seemed so upset when you walked out." She said quietly just keeping her eyes on him.

 

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He frowned and shook his head. “I needed a cigarette…. That was all.” He assured her. “Listen I’ve had a lot time rotting in bed tl think about what it would be like to have a kid. And no I don’t want kids in general but to have kids with you… I’d be more than fine with that.” He told her quietly.

She bit down on her lip when they both started meowing at her to feed them. “Uh… surprise? I was driving home and I got a text from Jas that this cat she’s been fostering had kittens and now they’re old enough to leave their mom and they’re so cute Noah you’re gonna love them.” She told him quickly. “And I won’t get rid of them. I love them too much already”

 

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Max smiled widely at him and gave a small nod before kissing him lovingly. He kept close to him for a second biting her lip gently "What happened? With your ex?" She asked softly "Fans have been bringing her up a lot lately, and this just got me thinking about it all." She explained softly.

Noah gave a heavy sigh but couldn't help but let out a small laugh "Of course....well just be careful with them alright? Remember what the doctor said about their litter boxes and the baby." He said softly

 

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She rolled her eyes at that but nodded. “Yeah, I know… right I better go, I got dinner to make but I love you and I’ll talk to you tomorrow.” She smiled, hanging up.

He frowned a little and sat down on the edge of the bed, “you really wanna know? She was cheating on me. I got home early once and caught hee in our bed… but it turned out she was sleeping around every chance she got.” He muttered

 

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Noah smiled some and gave a nod "Alright love, send me some photos too." He said before hanging up with her. He looked over at Nick and shook his head some "She went and got not one but two kittens."

Max frowned deeply and nodded softly "Oh...I see." She said quietly before sitting beside him and leaning on him some "I'm so sorry...I'm no better than her huh?"

 

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He shook his head and chuckled. “Well it was pretty different circumstances…. And hers were definitely sober.” He muttered, getting up with her to start heading for dinner.

Nick grinned and nodded. “Oh yeah…. I may have sent her the woman’s information. It’s where I got Jerry from.” He told him. “You ready to grab dinner?” He asked, rolling his eyes as he watched him grab a ski mask and sunglasses, about to make a joke when he saw a flash of panic in Noah’s eyes and he shut his mouth, frowning some. “Let’s head out there.”