Alexina
One Thousand Club
Xander of course let her tend staying tense the whole time, almost as if keeping his guard up. When she gave her reason he merely shook his head. “Understandable, acceptable even, but not foolish, never foolish for that.” He would actually move his free hand to run through his hair. “I have seen it happen many times before, but it is the way of society.” He said calmly once more not willing to catch her face or reactions. “Working with me you will see it many times as well, and you are to do nothing but stand by.”
When she spoke of being truthful, he actually managed to look back at her some. Only to give a small smirk when she spoke of her rebel side, and managing a small laugh. “No really? I couldn’t tell when you ran around not listening.” Of course he let her continue and as she did his smile faded. That coldness once more filling his face and he would move to stand and pull away from her.
“If you want to leave then go, no one is stopping you.” He was, hurt or upset? Whatever it was her words stirred a strong sense of emotions in him. “Don’t stay around fiddling your thumbs trying to decide what you’re going to do.” He would move to try to walk out of the bathroom, the space in there seeming too confined suddenly to share with her. Figures, he would pick out a female serf and it would be one that would want to flee. Were all females flighty like this? “There will be no pain here to stop you, and if you go I refuse to look for you afterwards. I’m sure I can last till a debonding.”
Now who seemed to be jumping to conclusions without thinking . . . or was he thinking and if so was that worse? It was almost like any progress she had made was loss and he was now even worse than ever around her. Made sense to him though, any women who he might share a bond with, in anyway, wished to leave him. He KNEW he should have picked a male. So what if rumors already started that he was gay and picking a male would have made it worse. Why did he have to be so stupid, so foolish, of course she would tell him after knowing how important she might be to him surviving.
The once perfectly calm man would pick up the glass jug of water he usually kept by his bed. In a fit of pain or rage he would throw it busting it against the opposite wall. HE wasn’t going to hurt her, but that didn’t mean he didn’t have emotions he needed to get out somehow. Slowly he moved to sit on the floor next to his bed, leaning his head back against it to look at the ceiling. He was trying his best just to stay strong “That Owner probably did it to mock me . . . probably found it amusing that my first serf to run away after the insult to my family name would be my very own bonded one.” Utter defeat, that’s what he felt at the moment . . . he knew he would have to bounce back later, but at that time . . . he just felt so worn out. With that he would move to pull up his legs and rest his head on them looking away from the direction she might still have been in.
When she spoke of being truthful, he actually managed to look back at her some. Only to give a small smirk when she spoke of her rebel side, and managing a small laugh. “No really? I couldn’t tell when you ran around not listening.” Of course he let her continue and as she did his smile faded. That coldness once more filling his face and he would move to stand and pull away from her.
“If you want to leave then go, no one is stopping you.” He was, hurt or upset? Whatever it was her words stirred a strong sense of emotions in him. “Don’t stay around fiddling your thumbs trying to decide what you’re going to do.” He would move to try to walk out of the bathroom, the space in there seeming too confined suddenly to share with her. Figures, he would pick out a female serf and it would be one that would want to flee. Were all females flighty like this? “There will be no pain here to stop you, and if you go I refuse to look for you afterwards. I’m sure I can last till a debonding.”
Now who seemed to be jumping to conclusions without thinking . . . or was he thinking and if so was that worse? It was almost like any progress she had made was loss and he was now even worse than ever around her. Made sense to him though, any women who he might share a bond with, in anyway, wished to leave him. He KNEW he should have picked a male. So what if rumors already started that he was gay and picking a male would have made it worse. Why did he have to be so stupid, so foolish, of course she would tell him after knowing how important she might be to him surviving.
The once perfectly calm man would pick up the glass jug of water he usually kept by his bed. In a fit of pain or rage he would throw it busting it against the opposite wall. HE wasn’t going to hurt her, but that didn’t mean he didn’t have emotions he needed to get out somehow. Slowly he moved to sit on the floor next to his bed, leaning his head back against it to look at the ceiling. He was trying his best just to stay strong “That Owner probably did it to mock me . . . probably found it amusing that my first serf to run away after the insult to my family name would be my very own bonded one.” Utter defeat, that’s what he felt at the moment . . . he knew he would have to bounce back later, but at that time . . . he just felt so worn out. With that he would move to pull up his legs and rest his head on them looking away from the direction she might still have been in.