Realistic or Modern through the veil ! (creation)

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  through the veil !

  
  

  a deeply haunted roleplay.

  
  
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  welcome.

  
  
  

  the auditorium is completely empty. rows and rows of seats, going back almost infinitely are unoccupied. you take a seat in the middle of the third row, too unsure of what is going on to brave sitting in the front row. it’s funny. everyone picks that spot. a projector blinks to life, illuminating the white screen set up on the stage. as you settle in your seat, what seems like one of those cheesy informational videos they used to play in school begins. the people talking in it look entirely familiar but you know you have never seen them before in your entire life. it’s unsettling. but, you decide to watch. you don’t quite remember why you are here or even how you got here. the last thing you remember was you just going about your life. so, you push the worries to the back of your mind and pay attention to what’s before you.
  
  we all die. it’s one of the few guarantees in life, though it is never clear when, where, or how it would be. from the moment we are born, we are on a timer. while death is certain, it is shrouded in mystery. what does it feel like? what happens after? some very good questions, of course, but nobody seems to ask what happens when your time is cut short. not everyone lives a long, fulfilling life. accidents, illnesses, a murder most foul- there are many examples of something that may cut your time on earth short. so, what happens then? unfortunately, you have just found this out. but, don’t worry! we know this is something that requires time to process. welcome to greystone.
  
  you will stay here until it is time for you to move on. when will that be? that is up to you. you will know when you are ready. however, things are a bit tricky. because it is so jarring to have your life cut short, we decided that it would be best for you to ease into it. so, you will have no memory of the event. that will come through time. having that sense of lost time is uncomfortable, but it’s to ensure a smooth transition from that phase of your life into the next. don’t worry- your death, and key events surrounding it, are the only things we hide. so, yes, that embarrassing incident from seventh grade did happen. and no, we won’t get rid of it. it builds character.
  
  what now? well, take the time to reflect with others on what your life had been, what you’ve accomplished, what you wanted to accomplish, and figure out what it is going to take for you to move on. what is greystone? that’s a tough question. it’s nowhere and everywhere really. but, it is a place you will be staying while you get ready to move on. technically, you could say you are a ghost. what goes better with ghosts than a sprawling, albeit a little creepy, mansion?
  
  you won’t be alone! people die every day. there will be several others living at greystone with you. some have been there longer than others. everyone has their own pace and will be at different stages of their transition. you won’t ever be lonely. when people move on, there will be new ones waiting to take their place. it’s how this industry works.
  
  you will not be here forever. eventually, you will move on. to where? we don’t have the answer for that. not our department. but, we do focus on making the process as smooth and quick as possible. you can take all the time you need, but you should know, there will be situations set up that are intended to help guide you through this journey. that’s about all the time we have for this orientation. unfortunately, you will not be able to contact us once you move into greystone, so please, make final arrangements now. any last words?
  
  the video stops, the projector cuts off, and the lights come back on in the auditorium. weird. you never remembered them going out. there is nobody there for you to ask questions. in fact, you are still the only one in the auditorium. as you look around, wondering what to do next, your eyes fall upon what seems to be the only door in the room. the exit sign glows brightly above it.
  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  
  

  
  
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  cs requirements.

  
  

  
  **plz include trigger warnings where appropriate**
  
  basics
  name:
  nickname:
  age: (18-25)
  date of birth:
  date of death:
  gender:
  sexuality:
  nationality:
  ethnicity:
  role:
  
  looks
  height:
  hair:
  eyes:
  body type:
  distinguishing features:
  scars:
  body mods:
  faceclaim:
  
  persona
  vices: 3+ w/ description
  virtues: 3+ w/ description
  likes:
  dislikes:
  fears:
  habits/quirks:
  
  background
  important relationships:
  history:
  how did they die?:
  is there anything that would keep them from moving on?:
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  
  

  
  
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  roles.

  
  

  —BEEN THERE TOO LONG. this spirit has been at greystone the longest. they have gone through all the steps, have remembered everything, but they are not ready to move on. there is something keeping them there, and they will not move on until it is resolved. (taken)
  
  

  —THE EXPERIENCED. they have been at greystone for quite some time, though not as long as BEEN THERE TOO LONG. they feel as if they are nearing the end of their journey, but they aren't quite there yet. (open)
  
  

  —THE REGULARS. they've been around long enough to know the deal, but they still have a way to go. they've just begun uncovering the memories of what happened to them. (undetermined amount of open spots)
  
  

  —THE NEWBIES. they are freshly dead and have recently arrived at greystone. they are still a bit confused and they have little to no memory of what happened to them. any memory they do have is very hazy. (three open spots)
  
  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  
  

  
  
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  rest in peace !

  
  

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ONE.

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FOUR.

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  my roommate was just cuddling some guy friend she had over

  
  
  

  doesn't she have a boyfriend??

  
  
  

  yeah, but she insists this guy is just a friend

  
  
  

  i'm her friend and she's never cuddled me =(

  
  
  

  
  
  

  
  

  name.

  teagan vera bell
  

  nickname.

  teag
  

  age.

  22
  

  dob.

  january 12, 1976
  

  dod.

  july 23, 1998
  

  gender.

  female
  

  sexuality.

  bisexual
  

  nationality.

  american
  

  ethnicity.

  chinese-european
  

  role.

  been here too long
  

  
  
  
  
  
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  it is constantly dumb bitch hours in here.

  
  
  

  i cast this chaotic gemini energy out!!!!!

  
  
  

  
  
  

  
  

  height.

  5'8
  

  hair.

  brunette
  

  eyes.

  brown
  

  body type.

  tall and lean
  

  distinguishing features.

  her resting bitch face
  

  scars.

  her knee's are pretty beat up from the time she tried skateboarding for the first time
  

  body mods.

  standard ear piercings
  

  faceclaim.

  lauren tsai
  

  
  
  
  
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  why the fuck did you take his bag?????

  
  
  

  he was hiding something from me and i needed to know what it was!!

  
  
  

  u are so fucking dead when he finds out

  
  
  

  who says he will?

  
  
  

  plus, i'm already dead.

  
  
  

  
  
  

  vices.

  
  aggressive: teag is not afraid of confrontation. she will argue until she's blue in the face and the only thing keeping her from physically fighting others is the fact that it's practically useless. she picks fights when she is in a bad mood, which is often.
  vengeful: revenge is her goal and motivator. she holds grudges until the day she dies. oh, wait. regardless, her vindictive nature makes her unforgiving and holds her back.
  nosy: teag can't mind her own business even if she tried. she likes knowing things. she will pry and snoop (though she has her limits. but, if you leave your door open...). she doesn't do anything with the information she gathers; it's just for her own curiosity.
  

  virtues.

  
  empathetic: despite her anger, teag is quite empathetic towards others. she is very in tune with others emotions, which she does often take advantage of when she is picking fights. however, she can be surprisingly kind and understanding if someone is particularly down or upset.
  creative: before she died, teag went to art school. she's always full of interesting ideas and unique thoughts. she has quite the imagination and feels compelled to express her thoughts and feelings through photographs, drawings, paintings, etc.
  adventurous: in life, teagan was all about trying new things and going to new places. she loved the feeling of a new experience. even though that feeling eventually contributed to her death, it is not something that has gone away. though she can't physically leave the grounds of the estate, she has explored every inch of it and finds ways to have her own fun.
  

  likes.

  art, lily of the valley, trying new things, astrology, movies, plants, checking in on her family
  

  dislikes.

  dumb people, loud noises, not being able to talk to her family, pigeons, country music, the woods, velvety fabrics
  

  fears.

  her family never getting closure, ryan doing it again, and honestly, pigeons
  

  habits/quirks.

  cracks her knuckles, furrows her brows when concentrating
  

  
  
  
  
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  i just want to go home in the woods

  
  
  

  *hile

  
  
  

  H I K E

  
  
  

  i mean...... u do look like u belong in the woods

  
  
  

  
  
  

  relationships.

  
  peter bell: father, alive
  linda bell: mother, alive
  renee bell: older sister, alive
  ryan walker: former friend, alive
  

  history.

  teagan doesn't know much about her birth or how she came into the world. she was adopted shortly after she was born. all she knows that she was half chinese and half white and that her biological mother was a teenager. she never really cared to find out much more than that. and to be honest, her parents and sister were the only family she needed. peter and linda bell felt that their family wasn't complete with just one child, so they decided to adopt instead having another child. and that is how teagan came along.
  
  her childhood was relatively normal. she often spent her days running around with the neighborhood children getting into trouble. nothing serious, just normal kid mischief. she was often the one with new ideas for games and where they should explore next. her creativity was something she had throughout her entire life. she was never anything above average academically, but her drawings and art projects were always hung up and used as examples in her classes.
  
  this love grew in high school when she started really delving into her art and took all the art electives she could. she definitely became one of those typical art kids. usually quiet and slightly outcasted, though she wasn't a total nobody. she just did her own thing and stuck to her few good friends. funnily enough, none of them were into art. most of them were on sport teams, like her friend, ryan walker. ryan was on the basketball team.
  
  even after she went to school at the pratt institute in brooklyn, and he went to texas a&m university, they still kept in contact. while she fell out of contact with most of her high school friend, her and ryan would continue on like they never left off. once they had graduated from college, they planned a road trip with friends. but, life got in the way and teag and ryan were the only two able to actually go on the road trip. teag was just eager to explore the country, so she didn't mind. maybe she should have reconsidered because she would not be returning home from that road trip.
  
  since she ended up at greystone, teagan completely changed as a person. she went from a chill, laid back person, to an angry mess set on revenge. she wants out of greystone and to do what she has to do. unfortunately, greystone does not work like that. so, she's been stuck there ever since. she's been there for quite some time. although she's been dead for about 22 years, she's been at greystone far longer because time works differently there. the longer she waits, the more she is set on getting justice and, more importantly, revenge.
  

  how did she die?

  tw: physical assault, murder "i was murdered by someone who i thought was my friend. ryan walker. that sick fuck planned an entire trip revolving around the idea of killing me. i can't believe that shit worked, but we decided on going on a road trip from connecticut to san diego. it wasn't supposed to be just us, you know. we had other friends going that ended up bailing for some reason or another. ryan probably had something to do with it all, i'm sure. there were several planned stops along the way. we were in who-knows-where, wyoming. we'd been driving for hours and stopped at some dingy motel to rest. i passed out in my clothes, i was so tired. next thing i know, i'm being beat over the head with this thing. then, he dismembers my body in the bathtub, dumps my body in some wooded area off the highway, and continues on. he purposely disappeared for a while and reappeared to say that he was doing his own thing and i was supposed to come home early. before either of us had cell phones or any good way to keep in contact with my family. they still haven't found my body, so officially, i am still missing. meanwhile, somehow, ryan just gets to live out the rest of his life while my bones are now scattered in the woods. the most fucked up thing is he has kids now and he's living a totally normal life. well, as normal as it can get for a murderer. because, i have no doubt i'm the only one he's done this to."
  

  what is keeping her?

  "sweet, sweet revenge. that asshole can continue on with his life like nothing happened when i miss out on everything? absolutely not. i'm not moving on until my body is found and that asshole pays for what he did. i don't know when or even how, but i want to personally get my revenge. aren't ghosts supposed to haunt people? why can't i do that?"
  
  
  
  
  
  

 

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Jamie Page
He's a regular
accidental overdose.

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[u k i y o]

tristan

hold on to your heart

basics

FULLNAME.

tristan beaumont.​

NICKNAME.

tris.​

AGE.

18.​

D.O.B.

may 10th, 1986.​

D.O.D.

august 8th, 2004.​

GENDER.

male.​

SEXUALITY.

asexual.​

NATIONALITY.

french-american.​

ETHNICITY.

caucasian.​

ROLE.

regular.​

looks

HEIGHT.

164 cm.​

WEIGHT.

47 kg.​

HAIR.

wavy. ear length. dyed black on one side and pink on the other.​

EYES.

blue.​

BODY TYPE.

thin and lithe.​

DISTINGUISHING FEATURES.

his dyed hair. vibrant eyes. nose piercing.​

SCARS.

various little scars dotting his body from broken glass and the like.​

BODY MODS.

septum piercing.​

FACECLAIM.

@satanroman.​

persona

VIRTUES.

caring: tristan's always been a caring person, and it was probably a result of having to care for his mother. because of this, it sometimes feels weird for him if he's not taking care of someone else and making sure they're okay, which results in him sometimes seeming like a mother hen.​

energetic: tristan always had endless amounts of energy, even when he should have been too tired to stand. this allows him to get a lot of things done that otherwise would have been impossible given how tired he should have been. it also means that whilst everyone else was tired, he was not. however, now that he's dead, he finds that it doesn't really matter anymore, since he doesn't have to sleep.​

hardworking: tristan works hard at everything he does, even if he doesn't necessarily like it. he feels like nothing will come easy to him, and that hard work is the only way to get something. this typically leads to him overworking himself, so how much of a virtue this is considered is debatable. ​

quick witted: he's good at thinking on his feet, creating solutions to his problems almost effortlessly. it probably came from a lot of highly stressful situations in which he needed to think fast or end up injured.​

reliable: tristan tends to get everything done. he's efficient and doesn't like leaving things halfway. typically when his mother asked something of him, tristan would stop everything he was doing, and wouldn't pick it back up again until she didn't need him anymore.​

forgiving: tristan will probably forgive anyone for anything. no matter what they do to him, a simple apology is the only thing needed to make it okay in his books, sometimes not even that. this could easily lead to someone taking advantage of him.​

VICES.

untrusting: tristan finds it hard to trust anyone, since there was never anyone there for him when he was a child. the only one who ever was, ended up being the one to kill him. because of this, tristan fears that the next person who he trusts will end up doing something worse.​

stubborn: he's firm in his beliefs, and it will taking nothing short of a miracle to get tristan to change his ways. sometimes it's a blessing, but more oftenly it's a curse. especially because he firmly believes that his mother didn't kill him.​

restless: if there's anything tristan does, it's fidget. he always has to be doing something with his hands, or moving in some type of way. it's as though he can't just sit down.​

blunt: tristan doesn't sugarcoat things, even when it's probably best that he does. he doesn't intend to, but it can sometimes come off as rude. he just was never raised to hold back when it came to saying something.​

temperamental: tristan gets mad at any mention of his mom. he doesn't talk about her, and he doesn't like other people talking about her either. quite a few times he's been known to become emotionally overwhelmed and break something, although he's never hurt anyone and hasn't even come close to it. its truly the walls that should fear for their safety from the amount of times tristan has broken something upon them.​

self deprecating: sometimes it's funny, sometimes it's not. tristan has never really liked himself, and he knows that he never really accomplished much of anything whilst he was still alive. because of this he feels rather useless, and as though his time would have probably been better spent on someone else.​

LIKES.

photography.​

spicy foods.​

sweets.​

horror movies.​

animals.​

dyeing his hair.​

DISLIKES.

loud noises.​

things that remind him of how he died.​

making mistakes.​

the cold.​

small spaces.​

swimming (but only because he can't).​

FEARS.

heights.​

needles (juvenile he knows).​

ghosts (ironic he knows, but he means the actual scary stuff like bloody mary and candyman) .​

HABITS/QUIRKS.

he's fidgeting with something. always.​

he looks to the left when lying.​

he speaks french when he starts getting overwhelmed.​

background

*tw for mentions of bullying, domestic violence, and improper diagnoses and handling of mental illnesses*
tristan was born in toulouse, france, but when he was seven, he and his mom moved to maine. his mom— adelaide had a large number of unchecked mental illnesses, ones that affected both her and him when he was growing up. for the mental illnesses that were known of, she was medically diagnosed (whether they were correct or not is still up to speculation) to take medication every day, in order to lessen her symptoms and "prevent any emotional outbursts". actually, this wasn't the case, as it was the medication that eventually led to her emotional outbursts. the only way that tristan would know whether she was taking her meds was if she became violent and paranoid, usually leading to her forgetting who he was and attacking him. because of this, tristan grew up in a frequently violent home, and often had to sleep with one eye open. people tended to shy away from him in both france and america, because surely someone who's mom had so many mental problems would share them with her, right? being bullied and avoided were the least of his problems though.

if tristan wasn't at school, most of his time was spent taking care of his mom, and making sure she had everything she needed. if his mother was having an "outburst" and he wasn't able to safely be near her, he'd traverse the neighborhood to occupy himself. tristan had to grow up, and fast. caring for a mentally unfit parent took it's toll on him, and by the time he was twelve, he was already world weary. he had no friends, and as such, his mother was the only constant person in his life. he loved her dearly, and he knew that adelaide loved him as well, but it was hard to remember that when she spent half her time attacking him because she didn't remember him and thought he was an intruder.

somehow, between both simultaneously taking care of his mom and protecting himself from her, tristan discovered his love of photography. his passion slowly grew, and eventually it became something he could look forward to after a long day and an even longer night. when he was fourteen, tristan got a part-time job over the summer. it was hell, and he overworked himself to the bone, but when the school year came around, tristan had gotten himself a camera. it was one of the only things he could genuinely like without feeling obligated to do it. when he was seventeen, tristan began looking at colleges, his grades more than good enough to go to college on scholarship. sadly, he wasn't even able to attend his first class.
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extra

IMPORTANT RELATIONSHIPS.

adelaide beaumont - mother, alive.​

HOW DID THEY DIE.

*tw for assault, murder*
it was three weeks before tristan's first semester at college. he still hadn't found a dormitory, and hadn't told his mom yet that he was off to college. he seriously procrastinated, knowing his mom wouldn't take the news well. he had always been there to take care of her, and for him to suddenly leave would definitely come as a shock. eventually, the night came, and tristan sat his mom down to explain he was going to college. she immediately began freaking out, saying that she needed him and that he couldn't just abandon her. they got into an argument, if one could call it that. adelaide got up and began throwing things at him, shouting whatever nonsense she could to try and get him to stay. eventually, tristan stood up, and that was when things escalated. adelaide grabbed tristan's own camera and swung it at him, breaking it upon contact. it connected with the back of his head, and he fell, dazed. the next thing he knew, adelaide was on top of him, squeezing the life out of him. in the end, he was choked to death by the only person who ever loved him.​

WHAT WOULD KEEP THEM FROM MOVING ON.

denial. no matter how much he sees, and how many facts are presented to him, he refuses to believe his mom killed him. it's not possible, because she loved him. he knows he's dead, but he doesn't think it was his own mom.​

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• bae ryu
  what have i done?
  

  a newbie
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  Tuesday 14 July

  
  

  
  

  listen before i go

  
  

  Billie Eillish
  When We All Fall Asleep, Where Do We Go?

  
  

  Calender Reminder!
  It's Bae Ji-Sung's birthday tomorrow! Remember to send a Happy Birthday message to him!

  
  
  

  name

  
  Bae Ryu (배류)
  
  

  nickname

  
  Ryu-ryu
  
  

  age

  
  Twenty
  
  

  date of birth

  
  10th January 2000
  
  

  date of death

  
  13th of July 2020
  
  

  gender

  
  Male
  
  

  sexuality

  
  Demisexual
  
  

  nationality

  
  Korean
  
  

  ethnicity

  
  Korean
  
  

  place of birth

  
  Daegu, South Korea
  
  

  languages

  
  Korean
  
  

  role

  
  Newbie
  
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  height

  
  1.78 m
  
  

  hair

  
  Naturally black soft hair cut to a medium length with a middle parting.
  
  

  eyes

  
  Black monolid almond shaped eyes
  
  

  body type

  
  Ectomorph: Lean and long, with difficulty building muscle - however has forming muscles from hiking every weekend.
  
  

  distinguishing features

  
  Dimples on his cheeks which form when he smiles.
  
  

  scars

  
  Scars on his knees primarily from falling over a lot on his hiking trails.
  
  

  body mods

  
  None
  
  

  faceclaim

  
  Kim Jun Kyu
  
  
• personality type

  
  ISTP – T – Viruoso - Virtuosos love to explore with their hands and their eyes, touching and examining the world around them with cool rationalism and spirited cusiosity. People with this personality type are natural Makers, moving from project to project, building the useful and the superfluous for the fun of it, and learning from their environment as they go.
  
  

  virtues

  
  Spontaneous - Ryu takes a logical approach to life. He can look at situations, calculate best practices, and then create plans which can be implemented to generate results. Because of this focus, he also likes to create variety in his life sometimes by being spontaneous. This trait allows him to flip his mindset in the middle of a situation without any effort. This makes him versatile and flexible in any situation.
  
  Practical approach to creativity - He loves to engage his imagination. You won’t find him pursuing goals that are unrealistic, however, because he prefers to take a practical approach to life. He loves to use his hands to create things.
  
  Offers a calming influence - He handles a crisis situation very well. Ryu will see a situation through a practical and creative approach. This allows him to make decisions quickly and to stay calm under pressure. He also likes to prevent crisis situations proactively by rolling up their sleeves to work with others. Whatever a problematic situation calls for, he will find a way to provide the necessary resources, so that a positive conclusion can be reached.
  
  Very organized - Ryu will organize his daily to-do lists in a way that prioritizes his most important tasks. You’ll find him using lists all the time, from the grocery store to their job duties. He uses calendars, messaging apps, and anything else that will help him stay organized.
  
  

  vices

  
  Perceived as being arrogant - Ryu’s focus is on a logical process which will guide him towards each decision which he makes. He tries to set aside emotions to focus on the processes that are needed to get the work done. However, what he sees as logical, is what others may see as impersonal or arrogant.
  
  Stubborn - On an average day, Ryu tends to be a “live and let live” type of person. There are many times when he’ll just let himself flow with whatever situation happens to be near. However, there are also times where he will blow up the status quo because he would rather prefer a different course of action. He rarely apologizes and can be stubborn, not caring how others think or feel. When confronted with his stubbornness, it only reinforces how he think or feel. You’re going to hear about it is Ryu is irritated with you
  
  Will try to avoid long-term commitments - He would rather prefer to take situations moment-by-moment. This approach applies to crisis situations, personal relationships, and even his employment opportunities. If there is one thing that he hates, it’s being forced into a long-term contract of situation. He wants to feel the freedom of choice so he can avoid situations where it feels like he is being locked up into a commitment. From a romantical standpoint, it can be very difficult to find love from his point of view.
  
  Personal privacy - It can be virtually impossible to get to know Ryu sometimes due to his introverted nature. He prefers to keep his personal matters to himself. Small talk is something that he absolutely hates, as he would prefer silence to meaningless conversation. He has no problem being left alone to his own devices, even if that means being alone for an extended time period. In his perspective, if you want to get to know him, then it’s up to you to make the first effort, not him.
  
  

  likes

  
  Nature, hiking, exploring, moon-gazing, going to Busan to go swimming at the beach, Summer, sleeping in.
  
  

  dislikes

  
  fighting, being tired, the smell of grass, songs that annoy him, pointless texts, jealousy, when his friends and family are upset, the cold/snow, lies
  
  

  fears

  
  Absolutely petrified of heights despite going for hikes up rather large mountains. He's more scared of the concept of not being in control of his height (like taking an aeroplane)
  
  

  habits/quirks

  
  Whenever he's stressed out or nervous, Ryu tends to have a habit of rubbing his neck or picking at the small hairs under his chin.
  
  

  love language

  
  Physical touch - This language isn’t all about the bedroom. A person whose primary language is Physical Touch is, not surprisingly, very touchy. Hugs, pats on the back, holding hands, and thoughtful touches on the arm, shoulder, or face – they can all be ways to show excitement, concern, care, and love. Physical presence and accessibility are crucial, while neglect or abuse can be unforgivable and destructive. Physical touch fosters a sense of security and belonging in any relationship.
  
  

  intelligence

  
  Bodily-Kinesthetic Intelligence - Having keen awareness for perceptible changes in our body momentum, balance, position and stationary presence. He excels in sports, swimming, and any other physical activities where he has to move around or demands action. He follows his gut feelings and instincts, hates staying still for long, loves being outdoors, and evaluating how things work.
  
  

  history

  
  Bae Ryu was born into an okay living situation.
  
  They weren’t extremely poor, but they also weren’t extremely rich. He went to an okay school, had okay meals and wore okay clothes. As I said, they weren’t poor, but they also weren’t rich. They basically had enough money to just get through life comfortably. Maybe they had the odd one or two times where they would have to try and squeeze every penny. Ryu was an okay student and got okay marks. Outdoor physical activity, however, was where he excelled the most in school.
  
  When he was ten years old, his parents discovered that they would be expecting another child. Ji-Sung was brought into the world and all the sudden, that’s when the struggle came. They had to move from their apartment into a house in a rather poorer location. All the sudden, they weren’t okay anymore. Their school wasn’t okay, nor were the meals or clothes they wore. Eventually, his parents had to seek loan sharks to start making payments because even with two working adults in the household, they weren’t making enough money for the bills.
  
  Ryu would babysit Ji-Sung during the night so both of his parents could work two full-time jobs. He helped around the house and took pride and responsibility. Instead of going to university once he finished school, Ryu decided that it was the best to join the workforce to help his parents. He became a deliveryman and would ride around Daegu on his bike delivery food and parcels to people. But even with that, it didn’t seem like enough. The debt was overpowering their small little family and there didn’t seem to be any light at the end of the tunnel.
  
  

  important relationships

  
  - Bae Hyun (Appa/Father, 62) + Kim Eun-Kyung (Umma/Mother, 58) - both deceased
  
  - Bae Jisung (Brother, 10) - deceased
  
  

  how did they die?

  
  One day, Ryu returned home from work to find his parents discussing with each other in the kitchen about what was going on. As soon as their eldest son came into the room, they decided that it was time for him to know just how badly in debt they were. It seemed that no matter which move they made, there was to way out of all the financial burden that was brought onto the family. And therefore, there was only one out.
  
  Ryu wanted to scream and shout, and to fight against his parents. To tell them that they were being stupid and that they could do something else. But he had been raised under the influence of a Confucius concept and that idea stated that spouse and child exist as single-fate destiny around father; the financial crisis faced by father will be recognized as the crisis of the whole family leading to a thought that there is no other choice than death to sustain their lives. And through the same idea claim, children are property of parents. Ryu wanted to respect his parents and didn’t want the family name to be tainted. And so, he eventually agreed to help. That tonight he would help them to murder his brother, commit suicide and, also, commit suicide himself.
  
  He didn’t want to do it. The whole time they were sealing off the house with alfoil and ensuring that it there was no gap for any air to enter, Ryu just quietly cried to himself. He only wanted to make his parents proud but there were so much in life that he had wanted to do. He had wanted to get married and have children, to try and provide for his parents so they would never have to work a day in their life. He wanted to teach his younger brother all about dating and what to do on his first date. But all of that would never come.
  
  Ryu managed to convince his parents to grind down strong sleeping tablets into Ji-Sung’s dinner that night. The last thing he wanted was for his brother to survive, wake up in the middle of the night and witness everyone dead. So, after dinner, Ji-Sung and Ryu went to bed. The family normally slept together in the same room as their house only had the one room to sleep in. So, Ryu went in with his brother to make sure he fell asleep. Once he was and showed no sign of being woken up, Ryu went out to his parents and told them that it was time.
  
  His parents organized the charcoal grill in the room and Ryu made sure that the room was completely sealed off. Once they had the fire going, the family laid down together and said their final good nights; knowing that tomorrow morning, none of them would be waking up. Ryu turned over to his younger brother and gave him a tight hug before quietly crying himself to sleep. And then, thanks to the fumes of the burning charcoal in the sealed tight room, Bae Ryu and the rest of the Bae family never woke up ever again.
  
  

  is there anything that would keep them from moving on?

  
  The extreme guilt of knowing that he helped to participate in the murder of his younger brother.
  
  

coded by weldherwings.

 

[weldherwings]

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• bae jisung
  my dreams are wild
  

  a newbie
• 1:43
  Tuesday 14 July

  
  

  
  

  you were good to me

  
  

  Jeremy Zucker, Chelsea Cutler
  Brent EP

  
  

  Calender Reminder!
  It's your birthday tomorrow! We want to wish you a very early Happy Birthday!

  
  
  

  name

  
  Bae Ji-Sung (배지성)
  
  

  nickname

  
  Ji-Sungie, Ji-Ji
  
  

  age

  
  Ten years old
  
  

  date of birth

  
  15th of July 2009
  
  

  date of death

  
  13th of July 2020
  
  

  gender

  
  Male
  
  

  sexuality

  
  Demisexual
  
  

  nationality

  
  Korean
  
  

  ethnicity

  
  Korean
  
  

  place of birth

  
  Daegu, South Korea
  
  

  languages

  
  Korean, English and French
  
  

  role

  
  Newbie
  
  
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  height

  
  138.4 cms
  
  

  hair

  
  Naturally black soft hair cut to a medium length with a fringe
  
  

  eyes

  
  Black monolid almond shaped eyes
  
  

  body type

  
  Ectomorph: Lean and small but is averaging the perfect BMI range for his age
  
  

  distinguishing features

  
  A singular freckle on his cheek which his parents used to tell him an angel came and kissed his cheek at night and left the mark behind.
  
  

  scars

  
  Nothing but a couple of scrapes and bruises from being a normal kid
  
  

  body mods

  
  None
  
  

  faceclaim

  
  Moon Woo-Jin
  
  
• personality type

  
  ENFP – A - Campaigner - Campaigners are true free spirits. They are often the life of the party but are less interested in the sheer excitement and pleasure of the moment than they are in enjoying the social and emotional connections they make with others. Ji-Sung is charming, independent, energetic and compassionate. He brings an energy the oftentimes thrusts him into the spotlight despite not always wanting to be there.
  
  

  virtues

  
  Curious - Ji-Sung doesn’t hesitate to step out of his comfort zone so he can go out and experience things. He has a very busy imagination and is open-minded, seeing all things as part of a big, mysterious puzzle called life.
  
  Observant - He believes that everything happens for a reason. That, in life, there are no irrelevant actions. Every shift in sentiment, every move and every idea is part of something bigger. To satisfy his curiosity, Ji-Sung tries to notice all of these things and to never miss a moment.
  
  Energetic and Enthusiastic - As he forms new connections and ideas from observing, Ji-Sung doesn’t hold his tongue – he’s excited about all his findings, and will share them to everyone and anyone who’ll listen. His enthusiasm can be infectious and helps with social prompts, giving him a new source of information and experience as they fit their new friend’s opinions into his existing ideas.
  
  Excellent Communicator - Thankfully, Ji-Sung has very strong people skills, otherwise, he’d never express his thoughts and ideas. He enjoys having small talk and deep, meaningful conversations, which are just two sides of the same coin for him. He steers conversations towards desired subjects in a way that feels completely natural and unforced.
  
  Very popular and friendship - In combination with his adaptability and spontaneity, Ji-Sung is a person who is approachable, interesting and exciting, with a co-operative and altruistic spirit and friendly, empathetic disposition. He gets along with pretty much everyone, and his circle of friends stretches far and wide.
  
  

  vices

  
  Poor Practical Skills - When it comes to conceiving ideas and starting projects, especially involving other people, Ji-Sung has exceptional talent. Unfortunately his skill with upkeep, administration, and follow-through on those projects struggles. Without more hands-on people to help push day-to-day things alone, his ideas are likely to remain just that – ideas.
  
  Finds it difficult to focus - He is a natural explorer of interpersonal connections and philosophy, but this backfires when what needs to be done is that homework that is right in front of him. It’s hard for him to maintain interest as tasks drift towards routine, administrative matters, and away from broader concepts.
  
  Overthinker - Ji-Sung doesn't take things at face value – he looks for underlying motives in even the simplest things. It’s not uncommon for him to lose a bit of sleep asking himself why someone did what they did, what it might mean, and what to do about it.
  
  Highly emotional - While emotional expression is healthy and natural, with Ji-Sung even viewing it as a core part of his identity, it can come out strongly enough to cause problems for him. Particularly when under stress, criticism or conflict, he can experience emotional bursts that are counter-productive at best.
  
  Personal privacy - He loathes being micromanaged and restrained by heavy-handed rules. Ji-Sung wants to be seen as a highly independent master of his own fate, even a possessor of an altruistic wisdom that goes beyond draconian law. The challenge for him is that he lives in a world of checks and balances, a pill he is not happy to swallow.
  
  

  likes

  
  Listening to soft, instrumental music, studying, learning English and French, reading with Ryu at night, potato twists, making new friends.
  
  

  dislikes

  
  People who are lazy or complain, people who bully, when you're stuck on a study problem for too long, getting called a crybaby.
  
  

  fears

  
  Scared of thunder and lightning
  
  

  habits/quirks

  
  Doesn’t think before he speaks which can lead him to blurt out secrets he’s meant to be keeping
  
  

  love language

  
  Words of Affirmation - Actions don’t always speak louder than words. If this is your love language, unsolicited compliments mean the world to you. Hearing the words, “I love you,” are important – hearing the reasons behind that love sends your spirits skyward. Insults can leave you shattered and are not easily forgotten. Kind, encouraging, and positive words are truly life-giving
  
  

  intelligence

  
  Logical-Mathematical Intelligence - People with Logical intelligence process information through logic and reason. They are attracted to investigation by means of the scientific method. They do well with quantitative methods that rely on the researcher’s ability to observe and reach a verifiable conclusion. They dislike nebulous assumptions and subjective analysis. Instead, they trust hard facts and numerical data. They seek accuracy and precision in their learning and work. Their mind is complex and works like a computer. Logical Intelligence thrives on mathematical models, measurements, abstractions and complex calculations.
  
  

  history

  
  Since the day he was born, the life the Bae family lived was the only life Ji-Sung ever knew. He learnt how to be resourceful with his stuff as he knew that his parents couldn’t afford that much. He knew that he had to make do with the food he was received and the clothing that he was offered. It didn’t stop the children at school from bullying him for being poor, but he managed to power on.
  
  He wanted to make his parents proud and so one day, he could get a good job and care for them. Therefore, he spent so much time studying even when he wasn’t meant to. He excelled in all his classes and was always the top student. He would study when at school during breaks and once he was home, and his older brother rushed around the house, he would study in the bedroom. And it wasn’t like he hated it either. Ji-Sung loved learning about new things. He wanted to learn everything he could so he could become a doctor and research into diseases. Anything to make his parents proud.
  
  

  important relationships

  
  - Bae Hyun (Appa/Father, 62) + Kim Eun-Kyung (Umma/Mother, 58) - both deceased
  
  - Bae Ryu (Brother, 20) - deceased
  
  

  how did they die?

  
  In all honesty, Ji-Sung doesn’t know he’s dead.
  
  He can remember coming home to a beautiful family meal. It was two days before his birthday and as he ate dinner, he could remember telling his parents that he would love to go to the park with everyone for his birthday. That he would like to invite his friends from school. His parents promised with wide smiles and said that they were excited for it. Ji-Sung had planned on studying after dinner but for some reason, he felt extra sleepy.
  
  Ryu told him that he’d come with him to the bedroom and they could read the book they had been reading together before bed. The last thing he could remember was the sound of Ryu reading their book The Moon and The Sun. The sister, Dalsun, had just become the moon but was so young and scared of the dark. So, her older brother, Haesik (who was the sun), decided to swap places with her. This allowed Dalsun to become the sun and for Haesik to be the moon, rising in the darkness.
  
  

  is there anything that would keep them from moving on?

  
  Ji-Sung doesn't understand that he's actually dead. He thinks that he's in some bizarre dream and he's just struggling to wake up.
  
  

coded by weldherwings.

 

[social]

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regular | suicide pact with his friend but rlly didn't want to do it

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[rakshasa]

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victim of a tragic accident a day before her wedding​

 

[MoxxyMoxx]

why am I here

Spoiler: 😶

basics
name: Sanghoon Pavel Yu
nickname: Sang,
age: 18
date of birth: June 3rd 1931
date of death: August 18th 1949
gender: Cisgender Male
sexuality: HELLA Closeted Gay
nationality: Uzbekistani
ethnicity: Korean
role: Newbie

looks
height: 5'5
hair: Black
eyes: Dark Brown
body type: Thin but Strong
distinguishing features:
scars: All over his body from where he was killed, previous from fights with neighbourhood kids and some particularly harsh ones from where he was bullied.
body mods: None
faceclaim: Do Kyungsoo

persona
vices: Naive - He may be smart but Pavel is very foolish, naive and gullible. This used to protect him when he was younger from being too hurt by what others said but now it has just become a nuisance that others take advantage of. After all it was one of the reasons his murder was so easy to perform. Apathetic - Once he reached his teen years, Pavel gained a sense of apathy. He stopped caring as much as he used to and that really was due to the strain on his mental health. He couldn't deal with all the bullying anymore. Once he met Oleska that went away for a while but now he is dead that large piece of his personality is sure to rise up again. Anxious - If you were to put his personality down to one negative trait it would be fearful. Pavel is so afraid of being hurt and disappointing those he loves and being the black sheep as he always is that he feels as if there is nothing to his life for the most part. Sure he loves farming, he loves helping others but with no one that really likes him it's stressful and he really wishes he could have a normal stable life.
virtues: Booksmart - Pavel was highly educated by his father, he can read write and speak in three different languages and is a big reader. This lead to him being miles ahead of his classmates but also meant he was bullied frequently. He says he grew numb to the bullying but that was a lie. Loyal - When Sang found someone he liked who resiprocated his friendship, he grew very attached. He'd die for that person and be willing to kill for that person. He never expected that to bite him in the ass. Generous - Being the son of farmers, everything you do goes towards helping others and that mindset stick with him for a long time. To Sanghoon helping others was the thing he loved the most. To brighten someone's day was great. Its a shame others didn't see his kindness and innocence as a good thing.
likes: Korean Food, Winter, Tchaikovsky,
dislikes: Late Nights, Sports, Soviet Russia
fears: Being Outed as Gay,
habits/quirks: Biting his nails, Tapping his feet,

background
important relationships:
Youngchul Yu (father), a farmer, rights activist and freedom fighter, highly educated, (born 1908), descendant of Stalin's relocated Siberian Koreans who resided in Kazakhstan before moving to a Uzbekistan town, met and married Sookja,
Sookja Park (mother), a farmer and homemaker, (born 1910), descendant of Stalin's relocated Siberian Koreans who resided in an Uzbekistan town, met and married Youngchul,
Oleska Sukinov (born 1930), a Russian boy, son of a soldier who was stationed in Uzbekistan, they enjoyed each others company despite the slight language barrier every now and again, he was prone to violence, had quite the temper and lashed out at others, they considered each other brothers and best friends and the other Koryo Sarams (Soviet Koreans) were wary of the Russian presence in their small Uzbek city, Pavel still liked him even whilst he was killed by him.
history: tw - rough childhoods, bullying, homophobia, vicious murder,
Yu Sanghoon was a Soviet Korean born in a small Uzbek town surrounded by fellow Koryo Sarams, Uzbekis and Russians. He was the son of farmers and was educated by the local school and his father who happened to be fluent in three languages (English, Korean and Russian). Pavel could have lived a very stable and happy life if he wasn't the odd child in town. Smarter than the other kids his age and a sketchy father that was barely around made him an easy target for bullying. Any friend he did make growing up would normally turn on him as he was seen as the weird kid who no one liked. It took him until he was 15 before he made a real friend. Oleska was a Russian kid from out of town who moved here to be closer to an Uzbekistan military base where his father was based. For some reason, Oleska gravitated towards the only other outcast kid in town which happened to be Pavel. They got along well and Oleska was like the big brother Pavel always wanted. Pavel actually grew to like the boy so much he developed a crush on him. The Korean couldn't go through with anything however as it would mean losing his only friend and be killed for homosexual activity. He was content with the friendship they had formed. However this wasn't to last. When Sanghoon was 18 his father let it slip to him that he was a freedom fighter helping smuggle supplies to war torn nations that were hurting under the Soviet regime. It was crazy. Pavel had to tell someone but didn't know who. He accidentally let it slip to Oleska that his father had been aiding the DeStalinisation of Kazakhstan which Oleska knew his prostalin father would not be happy with. He told him and General Sukinov wasn't happy. No one else could know about the resistance so he ordered his son Oleska to kill his best friend for the glory of the Soviet Union. It took some convincing but Oleska agreed. If he was to make an impact in history starting his military career with the death of just one civilian wouldn't hurt. He invited Pavel on a trip to the Lake so they could have some time away from the town before Oleska brutally murdered Pavel by stabbing him 36 times in the chest. He dumped him into the lake and joined his father at his military base in Uzbekistan and he began his training to become a soldier.
how did they die?: He was killed by his best friend who was like a brother for glory.
is there anything that would keep them from moving on?: He had a hard time accepting himself. He was a bastard child that no one wanted, he knew he preferred men to women which only made him more of an abomination. He was killed by the one person he trusted and he had nothing. He just wants a normal life. Also murdered ghosts tend to suck at moving on. He's just a bit apathetic, stubborn and hateful at the moment. He'd need to find peace within himself to move on.

---GALLERY---

 

[indicasworld]

αpplication for: newbie!

Spoiler: ♡

𝐤𝐞𝐲𝐬? 𝐈 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐩𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫.

nαme: Nαdiα Mayim
αge: 19
DOB: 2/29/1972
DOD: 5/2/1990
gender: femαle
sexuαlity: pαnsexuαl
nαtionαlity: Egyptian
ethnicity: αfricαn-αmericαn and jαpαnese

𝐩𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞𝐬

 

[sleepingonneptune]

Gwen Agnelli

basics

name : gwendolyn agnelli
nickname : gwen (preferred)
age : 18 years
DOB : february 19th, 2001
DOD : march 1st, 2019
gender : female (she/her)
sexuality : pansexual
nationality : american
ethnicity : italian
role : newbie

looks

height : 5'1"
hair : blonde (naturally dark brown)
eyes : russet
body type : pear
distinguishing features :

• white medical patch over her left eye.
• light freckles on her face and shoulders.

scars : She’s got quite a few scattered across her arms and legs, along with some fresh injuries covered by bandaids. The most prominent of all, though, is the long reddish line that runs vertically through her left eyebrow to the top of her cheek. It’s visible even beneath the patch that covers her eye.
body mods :

• ear piercings, one on each side.
• a small black-and-white tattoo of angel wings on her right shoulder.

face claim : Kiernan Shipka

persona

- vices :
naive : She’s no optimist, but she can be pretty ignorant to what’s happening around her at times. Realizing that people she trusts have betrayed her is a long and difficult process, and she’s often incredibly stubborn about the way she sees the world.
forgetful : Though this has arguably been amplified by the brutal treatment she suffered at the hands of Il Mascherato, Gwen has never had the best memory. She’s got a talent for losing things, has trouble keeping track of time, and sometimes zones out in the middle of conversations.
passive : It takes a lot for her to stand up for herself. She prefers to take things as they are, always keeping quiet or apologizing unnecessarily. Without the encouragement of another person she easily spirals into a dangerous sort of fatalism, averse to action because of her own fears or misgivings.
- virtues :
adaptable : Gwen is a reactionary individual. She comes up with plans when dealing with issues, as most do, but she’s also amazingly quick to bounce back when things don’t go her way. This is amplified by her out-of-the-box thinking and kind nature.
selfless : She has never been a priority in her own mind. This has slightly self-hating connotations at times, but for the most part, it manifests in her being willing to sacrifice time and space for others.
creative : Despite being less academically proficient than her elder sister, Gwen is more intelligent than people presume her to be at first glance. She’s slightly sporadic in her thought processes, preferring quantity over quality, but will often be the person to point out an obvious solution where others had been overthinking the problem.
- likes : ballet, astronomy/outer space, sci-fi, electro music, the moon, sleeping, being with her family.
- dislikes : big crowds, alcohol, warm weather, pity, bright colors, arguing.
- fears : knives (duh), her nonna/sister meeting the same fate she did, getting left behind, and spiders.
- habits/quirks :

• Bounces her leg a lot.
• Tilts her head when confused, which is 99% of the time.
• Wears oversized clothing.
• Falls asleep easily.

history

relations :
Emelyn “Em” Agnelli [ALIVE]: her sister, older by about four years.
Josephine Agnelli [DEAD]: her mom.
Angelica Agnelli [ALIVE]: her grandmother, whom she calls nonna.

history :
Gwen grew up in a hard-working but ultimately unlucky household. Her mother and maternal grandmother immigrated to New York City from their home in the commune of Caltanissetta, Sicily in the late 1980s. Josephine took whatever work she could, disregarding her own safety at times due to their financial desperation, which eventually lead to her accepting a job with the growing organized crime group Il Mascherato. Two years later, her first child was born.

By the time Gwen and Em had grown past infancy, they had fallen into a pleasant rhythm of life. They were never rich, but their mother and grandmother always made them aware of the privileges they did have in life. Their family’s work as a gang member, unbeknownst to them, kept them in a stable financial position for their childhood.

On December 5th, their mom never returned from a job in the city’s outskirts. There was barely a police investigation into the matter. The family was completely devastated by the loss, with the elderly Agnelli forced to step into the criminal job to keep the girls in school until they graduated. Four years passed in a blur of late-night grieving and broken promises, and by the time Gwen was 17, she was as prepared as she could be for senior year. Her sister was an excellent student, after all— and she was determined to prove herself.

But fate, as per usual, shattered that idea before it could begin. One dark January morning in 2019, Gwen was drugged and kidnapped on her way to school. She would never return, and the police would report her eventual death 3 long months later as accidental.

cause of death :
(TW: torture, eye trauma)
Gwen was captured by a group of men wearing poker-face masks at age 17. They were members of Il Mascherato, an organized crime group that her mother, grandmother, and sister had all worked for and consequently betrayed in the past few decades. The group was notoriously ruthless to those it held a grudge against, and the Agnelli family checked all the boxes for an attack on a family member.

She was kept in their hideout for about 3 months, tortured and interrogated intermittently about the whereabouts of her grandmother and sister. Gwen had never been a brave person, but the threat against her family steeled her resolve enough not to break— even when one of the men took out her eye with a knife and promised her that he wouldn’t be so kind next time around. The queenpin of Il Mascherato eventually grew tired of her stubbornness. Ten days after her 18th birthday, Gwen was beaten and killed. The police were later bribed to inform the public that she died in a car crash.

what's keeping them here :
“I can’t really… remember what happened. And that’s kinda weird. Sorry, I just- I don’t know why I died, I don’t know how I died, all I can think of is the way the violets would wilt outside my window and the way my momma was crying the last time I saw her. It didn’t happen all at once either. It hurt, it hurt a lot and I wanna know why. I don’t even know how I lost my eye. I just kinda woke up here, bleeding into the dirt and aching on the inside and the outside because I never wanted to leave them behind.”

coded by incandescent