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Ray
When it came to the discussion about the missing supplies, Ray had not wanted to weigh in too heavily, for he had largely left it up to Brooke to decide what to do for that situation. After all, Brooke was typically the one to go out on runs while Ray stayed behind. He had a feeling that was partly why people seemed to gravitate toward himself instead of Brooke, for he was the leader they saw more often. He was definitely more of a people person than Brooke was. When they were first dating, they quickly realized that Ray was the more outgoing of the two of them, as it made Brooke's skin crawl to even step foot into anything like a huge party.
Ray watched as Brooke nodded along with Binna's points about whoever stealing their supplies probably being worse off than they were. Brooke would know better about what was out there, though even Ray couldn't imagine they had somehow missed a large group of people in the last year they had been here.
"Obviously we'll monitor the situation," Ray said. "It's all we can really do for now. Setting up traps might further complicate our situation." There was a sudden flurry of conversation as Billie attempted to make his point for their being a larger group out there after all. It fell by the wayside quickly as others shot it down and was replaced suddenly by an angry bout of leadership talk. Ray locked eyes with Billie momentarily, communicating that they would talk when this was all over.
It was Conrad first who brought up his concerns about the leadership. Brooke and Ray exchanged concerned glances, as this had been something they had discussed earlier in the week. Brooke had been so irate about how he had put himself in danger, especially considering the fact he wasn't as trained as she was at combatting the undead. Ray was at a loss for words at first, though Brooke quickly had something to say.
"Well, perhaps now that we have so many new people, it only makes sense to expand..."
Brooke looked cool, calm, and collected even as Billie stormed out of the meeting. Aside from trying to shoot Ray worried glances, nothing said so far seemed to ruffle Brooke's feathers. Of course, that only lasted until Carmen politely stood up and began to rattle off her many points about how unfit Brooke was as a leader. It felt like something was clutching Ray by the stomach as he heard her and Joe describe Brooke in such unflattering terms. He wanted to lash out in anger or go to Brooke's side, but it might not have reflected well on them to suddenly embrace.
As Ray expected, Brooke's brow had furrowed and she could not hide the frustration that was now plain on her face. "I'm sorry," she said, though it seemed an effort for her to speak at an even tone. "Is this really an appropriate venue to air grievances with me as a person? I'm not hearing exactly what makes me unfit to lead beyond arguments we've had in the past."
"I understand that everyone, from time to time, will feel they are not being heard," Ray said, finding his voice. "But everything Brooke and I do is for the good of us all. Joe, the dispute you had with Brooke was an unfortunate one, and I don't deny that calmer heads could have prevailed, but I don't think you realized that someone like Elyse is not always comfortable saying what's on her
"Why the hell are you just cutting Brooke out?" Danny said, having stood up. "Most of you probably have no idea what it's like out there. Brooke's a runner. She's out there as much as me or Sean or even Derek. Isn't that right, Derek?"
Derek couldn't help but shoot a glance toward his fiancé but eventually he nodded. "Yeah."
Danny shrugged his shoulders. "Yeah. And doesn't that mean something as a leader? I don't really care who doesn't like Brooke as a person, as long as she can get shit done."
Elliot tapped on Danny's shoulder to sign to him. Nodding, Danny translated and said, "Brooke's the one who made all the runners learn ASL for Elliot too. That meant a lot to us."
"Brooke helped me figure out the places where I could get Jemma's medicine," Paul added. His voice was quiet, making him hard to hear for everybody. He didn't want to speak up, though evidently still wanted to support Brooke.
"Again, I'm sorry," Brooke said, looking at Carmen and Joe. Ray watched as she let out a long, deep breath. "But I'd like to keep leading you all. Perhaps we should take a step back and think about this council idea. Conrad is right that it was dangerous for Ray and I to go out together."
"Besides, we already have a system like this anyway," Ray added. "We have a security lead for a reason. Derek's opinion matters, as does Ben's and Elyse's. But yes, with new people, means maybe we need more people standing here with us."
Some of the tension in Ray's shoulders lessened, though he knew emotions would still running high, no matter where the conversation led now. After all the mudslinging, some people would just need some time to cool off. He was grateful for those that chose to spoke up for Brooke. He was not sure what he would have said if the community had turned entirely on Brooke. Ray was not sure he had it in him to be unbiased when it came to the woman he loved. Being leaders of Faith had both brought them closer together and strained their relationship in equal parts. No matter what though, he needed her at his side.
Crono @The Dapper Mog Gears Charles Babel @wowie @R U S T @MapletheLeafEater @Peacemaker .45 @The_OverWatcher Selee-01 @Dr. E Bloodlust @Ghost_Candy Josh Doctor Voidsman Patience FellowKnight
When it came to the discussion about the missing supplies, Ray had not wanted to weigh in too heavily, for he had largely left it up to Brooke to decide what to do for that situation. After all, Brooke was typically the one to go out on runs while Ray stayed behind. He had a feeling that was partly why people seemed to gravitate toward himself instead of Brooke, for he was the leader they saw more often. He was definitely more of a people person than Brooke was. When they were first dating, they quickly realized that Ray was the more outgoing of the two of them, as it made Brooke's skin crawl to even step foot into anything like a huge party.
Ray watched as Brooke nodded along with Binna's points about whoever stealing their supplies probably being worse off than they were. Brooke would know better about what was out there, though even Ray couldn't imagine they had somehow missed a large group of people in the last year they had been here.
"Obviously we'll monitor the situation," Ray said. "It's all we can really do for now. Setting up traps might further complicate our situation." There was a sudden flurry of conversation as Billie attempted to make his point for their being a larger group out there after all. It fell by the wayside quickly as others shot it down and was replaced suddenly by an angry bout of leadership talk. Ray locked eyes with Billie momentarily, communicating that they would talk when this was all over.
It was Conrad first who brought up his concerns about the leadership. Brooke and Ray exchanged concerned glances, as this had been something they had discussed earlier in the week. Brooke had been so irate about how he had put himself in danger, especially considering the fact he wasn't as trained as she was at combatting the undead. Ray was at a loss for words at first, though Brooke quickly had something to say.
"Well, perhaps now that we have so many new people, it only makes sense to expand..."
Brooke looked cool, calm, and collected even as Billie stormed out of the meeting. Aside from trying to shoot Ray worried glances, nothing said so far seemed to ruffle Brooke's feathers. Of course, that only lasted until Carmen politely stood up and began to rattle off her many points about how unfit Brooke was as a leader. It felt like something was clutching Ray by the stomach as he heard her and Joe describe Brooke in such unflattering terms. He wanted to lash out in anger or go to Brooke's side, but it might not have reflected well on them to suddenly embrace.
As Ray expected, Brooke's brow had furrowed and she could not hide the frustration that was now plain on her face. "I'm sorry," she said, though it seemed an effort for her to speak at an even tone. "Is this really an appropriate venue to air grievances with me as a person? I'm not hearing exactly what makes me unfit to lead beyond arguments we've had in the past."
"I understand that everyone, from time to time, will feel they are not being heard," Ray said, finding his voice. "But everything Brooke and I do is for the good of us all. Joe, the dispute you had with Brooke was an unfortunate one, and I don't deny that calmer heads could have prevailed, but I don't think you realized that someone like Elyse is not always comfortable saying what's on her
"Why the hell are you just cutting Brooke out?" Danny said, having stood up. "Most of you probably have no idea what it's like out there. Brooke's a runner. She's out there as much as me or Sean or even Derek. Isn't that right, Derek?"
Derek couldn't help but shoot a glance toward his fiancé but eventually he nodded. "Yeah."
Danny shrugged his shoulders. "Yeah. And doesn't that mean something as a leader? I don't really care who doesn't like Brooke as a person, as long as she can get shit done."
Elliot tapped on Danny's shoulder to sign to him. Nodding, Danny translated and said, "Brooke's the one who made all the runners learn ASL for Elliot too. That meant a lot to us."
"Brooke helped me figure out the places where I could get Jemma's medicine," Paul added. His voice was quiet, making him hard to hear for everybody. He didn't want to speak up, though evidently still wanted to support Brooke.
"Again, I'm sorry," Brooke said, looking at Carmen and Joe. Ray watched as she let out a long, deep breath. "But I'd like to keep leading you all. Perhaps we should take a step back and think about this council idea. Conrad is right that it was dangerous for Ray and I to go out together."
"Besides, we already have a system like this anyway," Ray added. "We have a security lead for a reason. Derek's opinion matters, as does Ben's and Elyse's. But yes, with new people, means maybe we need more people standing here with us."
Some of the tension in Ray's shoulders lessened, though he knew emotions would still running high, no matter where the conversation led now. After all the mudslinging, some people would just need some time to cool off. He was grateful for those that chose to spoke up for Brooke. He was not sure what he would have said if the community had turned entirely on Brooke. Ray was not sure he had it in him to be unbiased when it came to the woman he loved. Being leaders of Faith had both brought them closer together and strained their relationship in equal parts. No matter what though, he needed her at his side.
Crono @The Dapper Mog Gears Charles Babel @wowie @R U S T @MapletheLeafEater @Peacemaker .45 @The_OverWatcher Selee-01 @Dr. E Bloodlust @Ghost_Candy Josh Doctor Voidsman Patience FellowKnight