Elf_Ruler
Senior Member
Lemon Pierce
Lemon could barely walk straight as she pushed through the crowd of people, as she felt her shoulder connect hard with another and she kept pushing past. She didn’t even care to try and apologize they needed to move, and she needed escape. She needed to get away from Max, people, herself, her thoughts. She needed to escape, and she couldn’t. She couldn’t escape the thoughts, the memories, the words, nothing and it brought her back to when things went wrong. All she had to do was be the perfect Lemon, the perfect daughter, the perfect friend, and the perfect student and nothing would be going wrong. She had screwed up again. She was always the screw up, the one who made mistakes, everything was her fault. Added to that her hand was throbbing in pain from punching Max, why couldn’t things go better? Why couldn’t she be good at anything for anyone? The wrong words always came out, she didn’t deserve her friends, she didn’t deserve anything but the anger that so many seemed to have directed at her.
She didn’t even realize who had caught up with her, when her face looked into his eyes. No words could be said as tears kept rolling down her cheeks. She couldn’t even protest as he directed her towards his car. All she could do was constantly wipe away tears as they fell try and keep the snot from falling from her nose. She felt like a mess and probably looked like one too. Why was Reid even helping? He wanted her out of his life and now here he was taking her to his car. She looked over to him and his jaw was tight. Of course, he was still angry with her, she shouldn’t have expected anything less.
As she climbed into the passenger seat, she turned her body away from the driver’s side. She continued to let the tears fall even as Reid entered the car. The lump still stuck in her throat as she tried to tell him what happened. He would probably agree. Each breath she took to calm herself only seemed to make her feel worse, “He called me a slut.” She finally got out; the last word higher than all the others before more tears came out. All she felt was shame about her words she said to Reid years back, the threats, the lies, everything, she could feel herself spiraling more and more. Her body still not facing Reid as she slowly tried to move her fingers, the movement painful but not impossible. Never had Lemon thought she’d punch someone put now her hand hurt, probably less than her heart and she couldn’t bear to even look at Reid.
The hatred that she knew would be in his eyes for her was too much to handle. They had been friends and to know that it was entirely her fault that he wanted her completely out of his life, looking at him would just make it worse. Instead she rested her head, still wiping and sniffling as he drove her to wherever. She didn’t even care at this point. Anywhere was better than Hartfield.
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