Our Secrets ((GxG))

[Zotohxan]

Jess is the first to answer, pulling away from me and standing at my side so that all three of us could see one another, then she shrugs nonchalantly, "I mean, you're both hot as hell... I'm totally in, but only if you're both cool with it. I don't want either of you to feel forced, or to regret it." She quirks an eyebrow, her words about regret directed mostly toward me. She knows that- consensually- Teag is the only person I've ever been with.


I swallow hard and glance between the two, "I-I... I don't.. Really.. I'm not against it... It sounds interesting..." I bite my bottom lip, lowering my head again as the blush covering my whole face deepens. "As long as we stop if it gets to be too much... I mean..." I take in a deep breath, "Sure..."

 

[Memster101]

I swallowed some, feeling like I was more or less okay with it but it wasn't a dead yes. If it was something Mir was interested in though, I supposed it would be okay. Clearing my throat some, I pushed off the car and found my keys that were hidden in the depths of my pockets. "Well...I guess are we going to my house?" I asked, head cocking to the side some. I wasn't sure how I felt about Jess kissing my Mir. Sure it would be extremely...well, hot, but I had really only been the one to ever touch her like that.


Snuffing my cigarette out, I pulled my lip between my teeth and looked between the two other girls.

 

[Zotohxan]

I nod slowly, and Jess smiles encouragingly at me. She reaches out to take my hand and squeezes it, "It'll be okay. If it gets too scary just tell us and we'll stop, okay?" I swallow hard and nod, then walk to Teag and peck her lips once before climbing into the back seat, the blush still prominent on my face as I keep my eyes down. I don't know why I agreed to this... I don't know if I'll actually be able to go through with it all the way, but.. I'll try. I've got to do something to help my curiosity..


Once I'm in the car Jess turns to Teag with a smile, "You're sure you're good with this?" She asks, quirking an eyebrow, "It means I'll be touching both of you... And you'll both be touching me, and each other of course, but.. you know what I mean."

 

[Memster101]

I followed suit when the others piled into my car, figuring this was some type of step in a positive direction to reaffirming Mir and Jess' relationship. Starting the engine, I headed towards my house, not feeling much different than I had while driving to the park. I blinked some at Jess' question and looked over at her, chewing at my lip some. "I'm not 100 percent on the idea, but I figure things might change a little when things start going down," I mused, smiling some. I glanced back in the mirror to make sure Mir was doing alright before turning the radio on some, mulling over the somewhat awkward sexual tension that was building between the three of us.


What seemed like a while later we were pulling into the empty driveway of my house and heading inside. "Do you guys want any water or anything?" I asked, rocking back on my heels some as I looked between them.

 

[Zotohxan]

I can't help but chuckle a bit as we all walk into Teag's otherwise empty house and she offers us something to drink. "I think this is the most awkward lead-up to sex I've ever had... Even worse than the time I pulled you away from a fight and you pushed me into a dumpster." I shake my head in amusement, remembering the day fondly. Teag had almost gotten in a fight with some random guy who'd cat called me. She started cussing him out and I pulled her away, but she hadn't realized it was me, and ended up elbowing me in the gut which pushed me off the little balcony we were on at the cafe we were eating at, and I fell down into the dumpster below... She rushed down to help me and we went home, then ended up having sex in the shower...


Jess quirks an eyebrow and snorts out a laugh, "I don't even wanna know..." She then turns to Teag and shrugs, "Might as well take up a couple bottles.. Who knows if we'll need it after."

 

[Memster101]

I had a light blush on my cheeks but was smiling fondly at the memory. There had certainly been a number of times like that, if not much worse. Looking down at my feet shyly, I shifted some before hurrying off to grab a few water bottles. If it wasn't pretty spontaneous, I had always been really awkward about sex and today was going to be no different. When I came back, I offered a water bottle to each girl and lead them up to my room. "Uhm...how do we want to do this?" I asked, sheepishly, once again rocking on my feet.

 

[Zotohxan]

I shrug a bit and glance over at Jess, "She's the one who's done it before..." Jess just chuckles, "Okay, okay. Follow my lead." She walks over and grabs Teag's hand and mine, then leads us to the bed. We sit in a sort of triangle and she leans over, kissing Teag deeply while her hand moves to rest under my shirt, gently pulling me over. She breaks their kiss for a moment to look at me ,"Kiss on her neck, touch me or her, or.. Whatever you want." She then goes back to kissing my girlfriend and I blush deeply, but do as she says, leaning in and tangling one hand in Teag's hair as I start kissing her neck and nipping at the skin.


((I don't know what I'm doooiinnngg xD ))

 

[Memster101]

(( I don't either xD Are they going to go all the way, do you think??))


I jumped lightly when Jess started to kiss me, tangling one of my hands in Jess' short hair. My other hand rested on Mir's thigh, lightly rubbing at her skin. My cheeks blushed brightly and let out a soft moan at Mir's kisses at my neck. My hand slid up higher on Mir's thigh and I kissed Jess a little deeper. I kept an ear out though for Mir, checking for any discomfort that may have been able to have been heard.

 

[Zotohxan]

((I'm fine with that.. Miranda may freak out after, but she's in the mindset now to just get it over with, sort of xD ))


My breath catches in my throat as Teag's hand moves up my thigh, and Jess' moves toward my chest, causing me to suck on Teag's skin and start leaving marks. One of my hands reaches out to rest on Jess' thigh and squeeze gently, and I hear a short moan from her while my other massages through Teag's hair.


((This all sounds so awkward! xD ))

 

[Memster101]

(( Oh my god I don't know if I can write this xD Can we time skip >> I'm such a spazz xD ))

 

[Zotohxan]

(( xD Please! I was going to be asking soon... ;w; ))

 

[Memster101]

(( Oh thank god xD ))


I laid on the bed between Mir and Jess, breathing fairly heavily still from how intense it all had been. Mir had started to have somewhat of an attack but had assured us to keep going, just to give her a little bit of a break for a few minutes. But aside from that...well it had been great. I wouldn't mind to do this again but honestly preferred it to be just Mir and I. There was too much going on and too many people to worry about for my taste. Draping my arms over my eyes, I focused on trying to calm myself for a few moments. "How are you guys, uhm...doing?"

 

[Zotohxan]

After everything was over I'd sort of moved as far to the edge of the bed as I could. Not necessarily that I was having an attack or wanted to be away from the other two, but I was burning up. And I was more embarrassed than I think I've ever been. "G-Good..." I squeak out, my face flushing as I refuse to look at the two beside me.


Jess, on the other hand, seemed completely used to this. She laughs and shakes her head in amusement at both of us, "Well, that was crazy good... I think one of the best I've ever had, so.. Thanks." She then moves to sit against the headboard of the bed, not caring that she was completely exposed from the waist up. "Now I get why you two have, like.. Constant sex." She looks between us, her face totally serious, "You both know super well what you're doing."


((Good god,Jess! xD ))

 

[Memster101]

((Oh my god xD Yusssss. ))


I had tucked myself under the blankets despite how hot I was feeling, my usual anxiety about being unclothed taking over. "Uhm, well...thank you?" I said in a half question. "I mean,technically we learned from you," I mused. I looked up at the ceiling, almost as humiliated as Mir, but it was mostly from the way Jess was presenting herself. "Jess...do you mind? Your boobs are great, but I'm not sure I can handle them right now." My cheeks grew redder and I sunk down more into the sheets.

 

[Zotohxan]

Jess busts out laughing and I look over in shock, squeaking in surprise and trying to move away more, which ends up with me falling off the side of the bed. I let out a shout of surprise when I fall then a groan of pain after the thud, and Jess leans over as if she's going to help me, then just looks my body up and down. "Seriously... I think you're still gonna look fucking smoking even when your stomach grows from the baby." It's not until after she says that that she gets off the bed and stands next to me, helping my horribly flushed self up before my eyes go wide, "Holy crap!" I shout, "I just had sex with my baby's aunt!" I whimper in embarrassment and dive under the covers like Teag, curling up and pulling them over my head.

 

[Memster101]

I just about died laughing, turning over onto my stomach to turn my face into the pillows to muffle it some. "Oh my god!" I gasped between the laughter. "This is fucking rich!" I started to snort some from how hard I was laughing and wrapped my arms around my own stomach. Peaking at Mir, I attempted to apologize around it. "I-I-I'm sorry, love. This is just so weird."

 

[Zotohxan]

"It is weird!" I shout, but it's clear I'm just embarrassed rather than angry. "I had sex with my girlfriend and the girl she smokes pot with! At the same time! And the girl she smokes pot with also has sex with my girlfriend! And she's also my baby's aunt!" I whimper again, covering my face. "Why did I agree to this!?" I jump when I feel Jess reach under the covers and wrap her arm around my waist, ghosting along the skin there and heading upward, making me blush even more. "Because I have fucking magic fingers~" She coos, pulling down the covers to kiss my head then leans over to kiss Teag's cheek. "And because it felt fucking awesome." I just groan and swat away her hand, pouting up at both of them, "I blame you two... I don't know why, but... I do."

 

[Memster101]

I smiled lightly at the kiss on my cheek,teasingly rubbing at it some as if to wipe it off. "What? Why are you blaming me?" I asked, giving her an innocent, wide-eyed look. "I have no idea what you're talking about. You and Jess took the lead!" I pushed some hair back from Mir's face, tapping her nose some. "It honestly did though...really good." I flushed lightly but smiled some, pushing my own hair back from my face. "Well...it happened and I guess we're just going to have to reminisce about it in the future."

 

[Zotohxan]

I scrunch up my nose and shake my head, "No matter how good it felt, we're not reminiscing... And the baby is never to know about this!" Jess gasps, once more feigning offence as she puts a hand on her chest, "But... This was going to be its first bedtime story! And... A-And.. I was gonna tell the story at their birthdays, and its wedding... I mean, I got to have sex with their Mommy and their other Mommy!" She pauses, looking between us, "That's gonna get confusing as fuck... I hope you have some way to tell the difference between you two."

 

[Memster101]

I snorted at the idea, shaking my head in amusement. "Oh my lord, Jess. That'll be the last thing you do!" Sitting up some, I brought the blankets up so that my chest was still covered. "And I guess Mommy and Mama. Or Mama Teagan and Mama Mir?" I suggested, shrugging some. "What are you thinking?" I looked towards Mir, head cocking to the side some. I pulled my lip between my teeth, wondering just how we were going to go about all of this.

 

[Zotohxan]

My expression had contorted into one of horror at Jess' 'suggestions', then I turn to Teag, trying to calm myself down. I slowly sit, covering myself with the sheet as well and doing my best to make the redness in my face go down. "Um.. I like Mama Teag and Mama Mir..." I smile a bit, glancing at Teag through my lashes, "I think it sounds sweet.. And hopefully the baby won't feel too old to call us that when they grow up, like they might with just Mommy and Mama..." I bite my bottom lip, my hand moving down to rest on my stomach. "It's weird to think there's a baby in here..."


Jess smiles warmly, an expression not usually worn on her face as she looks between Teag and I, "You two are gonna be great Moms..." She then reaches down and rubs my stomach a bit, "And I'm gonna be a fucking awesome Auntie Jess." She grins widely, obviously not wanting to get into the mushy/serious talk and feelings she was almost showing.

 

[Memster101]

A smile much like the one that graced Jess' lips touched my own. "Well thank you," I replied, laughing softly. I wrapped my arm around Mir's shoulders, drawing her into my side. My other hand rested on her stomach over her own, lacing our fingers together. "It'll be great. And Rosaline and Lori will be grandmas...." I smiled and shook my head, laughing softly once again. Mir would be a great mother, but I wasn't sure about me. Maybe once I got myself more clean things might be a little bit better but... A soft sigh left me and I pulled Mir closer to me to snuggle, leaning back against Jess some. "We're never telling them about this," I informed the elder girl, grinning over at her.

 

[Zotohxan]

Jess lets out a deep sigh and nods, "Fiiiiiiine." She rolls her eyes playfully then wraps an arm around Teag's waist, contentedly joining us in a small group cuddle. I smile softly, feeling a bit tired now. "You know... Even though we just had sex, and we're all naked, and Jess is a huge perv... Just sitting here with you two makes me feel really safe, and really happy." I cuddle back against Teag some, "I like it... I think we should do this more." I glance back at Jess with a half-playful glare when I hear her excited intake of breath and sternly say, "Not the sex. The cuddling. If the sex does ever happen again, it'll be awhile from now..." I blush deeply and turn my face away from both of them once more, unable to face them after admitting that I'd do it again."

 

[Memster101]

My eyes went wide at what Mir seemed to be suggesting at first, my flesh turning bright red. When she clarified, I relaxed some and let out a nervous laugh. "Well, I can agree with that...This is pretty nice. And it really warm. And you two are really soft," I teased, drawing Mir in closer to me before pressing back against Jess. A yawn escaped me, feeling myself growing tired. It made me glad to know that Mir felt safe, intern making me feel likewise. "I love you guys."

 

[Zotohxan]

I smile at Teag's words, "I love you too." I turn and kiss her jaw softly, then just nuzzle against her neck, slowly closing my eyes. I hear Jess mutter a "love you too." Before I slowly start to fall asleep, perfectly content and happy with where I am in this moment.


Jess chuckles a bit when she notices I've fallen asleep, then the warm smile reappears. "This actually is nice.." She admits, leaning her head back against the headboard of the bed. "I never thought I'd be up for the whole 'cuddle after fucking' thing, except with you, obviously. But I guess it's not so bad when your girlfriend's in on it too." She turns her head and kisses the top of Teag's, "I feel like that helped us.. I know that sounds stupid, but... I think it helped all of us."