Our Secrets ((GxG))

[Zotohxan]

((Oh wow O.o Good job!


My freaking prescription changes every year, fairly drastically, so I have to get new ones... It's really annoying. x.x))


Jess snickers before putting the bra on and laughing evilly, "The Boob Goddess came to me one night and said, 'Jessica, you are such a sweet, perfect, smart, selfless girl... Let me give you these rockin' knockers to make the girls go crazy!' And, see.. I thought it was just a dream. But then I woke up the next morning, and voila!" She grabs her boobs and squeezes them, "These babies came to be." She winks, then turns to me as I just continue to stare open-mouthed at Teag, obvious disbelief written on my features.


"Are you... You're.." I bite my bottom lip before reaching up to run a hand through my hair, then both of them come down to rest over my stomach. "So.. You agree. I'm going to be fat." I shrug, "Okay..." I force tears to come to my eyes, deciding to fuck with her a bit. "If I'm going to be so fucking fat," I scream, tears falling down my face as I glare at my girlfriend, "Then just fuck Jess for all I care! I'm going to be some fat, disgusting creature... You don't have to worry about your wardrobe getting fat too, just don't look at me if that's how you feel!" I honestly didn't mind the teasing... I'd found it funny. But I kinda wanted to try freaking Teag out with making her think I was already pregnancy hormonal or something. Plus, it's the way we used to joke around... And I wanna get back to that.

 

[Memster101]

(( xD I've had the same frames but I've had to update my prescription a few times. I need to do that soon, my lenses are so scratched xD And sorry! I'm watching a show with my dad so I can't pause it to reply really well >< ))


I laughed as Jess went on her little rant and covered my smaller boobs. My laughter died off though as Mir started to tear up and my eyes widened some. I kind of just gawked at her as she spoke, not really sure how to respond. "U-U-uhm..." I murmured, looking between Mir and Jess. "I-I-I'm sorry/ I didn't mean to...Uhm..." I sort of just stared between Jess and Mir, looking absolutely hopeless and overwhelmed. "Don't be upset..." My voice had started to take on a whining quality and I held myself some.

 

[Zotohxan]

((No, you're fine. -w-


I'm currently reading on wattpad and trying to stay awake, so... My replies may also be delayed. ;w; (And my tiredness is proven by the fact it took me two tries before I didn't type "My delays are delayed."...)))


I couldn't help myself... When Teag started whining, I wanted to continue my act, but... I just busted out laughing. After several seconds I was in legitimate tears from how hard I was laughing, and I stumble slightly up to my girlfriend, wrapping my arms around her neck and stroking her hair. "Oh, babe.. I"m sorry..." I say once I start to calm down, only the occasional chuckle now. "I just.. I had to." I pull back a bit, snorting out another laugh before patting the top of her head, "But... It's good to know you'll handle my mood swings well once they come." I tease, laughing again.


Jess has her face buried into the pillow, muffled laughs coming from her direction as her body shakes.

 

[Memster101]

((Oh dear >< Why not sleep?? ))


I relaxed greatly when Mir turned out to be screwing with me- Honestly I'd much rather be screwed than screwed with-, but I supposed we both had to have our share of fun. "You're mean," I sulked, leaning back against the bed some after letting Mir finish her patting. "I'm never that mean to you! And shut up oh Bountiful One," I shot back at Jess, flicking her foot some. "You two are just going to start picking on me more and more as the pregnancy gets more developed. It's no fair!" Of course, who knew when the actual hormonal periods would start up? What if I started to tease Mir and she wasn't actually faking it? My lip was once again held hostage between my teeth and I squirmed some, pushing a hand through my hair.

 

[Zotohxan]

((<.< I may or may not be utterly obsessed with this book..))


Jess just continues laughing, shaking her head in amusement. "All you gotta do is hug her and say she's beautiful. Maybe squeeze her boobs or fuck her good..." She shrugs, "No matter what you did to piss her off, I guarantee that'll help." She winks, and I just huff shaking my head in disbelief. "I'm not a slut~" I tease, sticking my tongue out at Jess who gasps in fake offense, "Whatever you say, prude!" I chuckle again, then walk over and wrap my arms around Teag. "I really am sorry, babe... I didn't mean to freak you out, I just wanted to play around a bit.. But I get if that's a bit too close to home right now..." I turn my head to kiss her cheek, "I promise I won't fake that again, okay?"

 

[Memster101]

(( Ohh xD I hate when that happens!!))


I managed a smile at Jess' and Mir's bantering and chuckled lightly. At least they could banter now and not be trying to strangle each other after whatever words were passed. "It's okay," I told Mir, hugging her back. I pressed a light kiss to her cheek before letting her step back and glanced at the time. "Do you know when Rosaline and Lori are suppose to be here?" I asked, head cocking to the side some. I wasn't really worried about being late to school, we already would be no matter how fast the officers got here.

 

[Zotohxan]

((Holy shit xD You need to read Confessions of a Teenage Stripper on Wattpad... It's wonderful. owo))


I shake my head, biting my lip at Teag's question, "No.. They just said before you two left for school." I wave my hand dismissively, "But you can go whenever, it's no problem for me to just sit on your porch and wait." I smile, then walk over to the bed and retrieve my phone, wondering if the officers had possibly tried contacting me- They hadn't. "Just get dressed and go, guys.. I don't want you to be late because of me." I pull my brows together as I look between them.


Jess instantly shakes her head, finally dressed in her proper clothes- though admittedly, there was still a fairly indecent amount of skin showing- she walks over and ruffles my hair. "No can do, kiddo,-" I cut her off my quirking an eyebrow, "Okay. Don't call me that, because it makes it really creepy that you had sex with me, if you're considering me a kid." A look of horror crosses Jess' face and she nods, "Aah, right..." She shakes her head, "Anyway... Adult-o...." She shakes her head, "No matter how good of a neighborhood this is, I'm not letting you sit outside all by yourself."


She'd stopped speaking, but I could hear the words she left unspoken. "You were picked up off this street in this 'good neighborhood' before, what's to stop someone from doing it again?"

 

[Memster101]

(( I'll try and check it out!! The title sounds hilarious! xD ))


I looked between the two and chewed some at my lip. Even I got the hidden message that Jess was implying. I swallowed and nodded in agreement, knowing that we wouldn't be leaving anytime soon. Not that I was thrilled to get hurrying back to school. "I'm going to go make some breakfast...Hope you guys like eggs and frozen pancakes." I managed to grin some and shrugged, knowing my cooking skills were sub-par at best. A quick kiss was placed on Mir's cheek and I teasingly smacked Jess' butt before hurrying downstairs.


Over the past few weeks I had managed to get somewhat better with my eating, considering the fact Jess and I had been high so much and we'd gone crazy with munchies. I rummaged through the freezer until I found the frozen pancakes I'd mentioned and shoved them into the microwave, guessing on a good amount of time. That started, I then had to rummage through the drawer that held all of the pans and pulled out one. Softly, I sung under my breath and put it onto ((I can't think of the name for it >> but the part with the heating thingies on it >> )). Taking the eggs from the fridge, cracking them into the frying pan.

 

[Zotohxan]

((It's not hilarious per se.. It's about a 17 year old girl forced to work 3 jobs, stripping being one of them, to support her three younger brothers and drunk mother. It's a secret from everyone except for her only friend... I mean, there's definitely funny part to it, but the book is actually fairly realistic to what it'd be like for someone in such a situation. I read it last night and just.. Yes. It's wonderful x3


Also- Stove. And the heating parts are burners. -w-


\\Thank gosh I'm not the only one who forgets words ;-; ))


Jess and I share a look before laughing after Teag. Despite the fairly sour mood we'd been in previously, I didn't want it to stay that way. And I think Jess felt the same, considering she laughed along with me before she pocketed her own phone and we both head downstairs, smiling when we hear Teag's singing.


I sneak into the kitchen and wind up behind my girlfriend, thankfully. I wait until she's not expressly doing anything- not wanting to make her accidentally throw egg everywhere or anything- and start to mercilessly tickle her sides. "Mwahaha!" I laugh evilly, stopping the tickles just as it was really starting to get to her, and deciding to just wrap my arms around her waist, kiss the spot just below her ear, and rest my head on her shoulder. "This actually smells good, babe." I tease lightly, "When'd ya learn to cook?"

 

[Memster101]

(( Oooh :3 That sounds really cool! I've gotten more ideas of poems to write and I'm not sure which to do what with and ahhhh D: Also, good xD It was making me so angry because I'd just made eggs this morning and had to use the stove and ugh >< I sat there for like five minutes trying to remember the word xD ))


I had been shifting the eggs around with a spatula when suddenly, Mir was tickling me. A squeal left me and turned into giggles as I tried to squirm away from her, careful not to bump up against the hot pan. "M-Mir!" I gasped, trying to push her hands away. I managed to relax when she just started to hug me and sighed in relief. "Oh shut up," I mused lightly at her teasing, bumping my hips back against hers. "I've always been able to cook eggs!" When the white had started to solidify, I moved the pan off the burner and with Mir in tow, waddled over to the cabinet to grab some plates.


"How many do you guys want?" I asked both Mir and Jess, glancing somewhat over my shoulder at the two of them. I reached back and squeezed Mir's sides affectionately, smoothing my thumbs over her stomach. "And you've got to start eating for two, babe, so go big or go home."

 

[Zotohxan]

((Oh no ;w; Well.. Maybe just sit and write out what you can of each, and decide which you like the most? ;w;


Ugh, I've done that a million times x'D It suuuuuucks ;w; ))


I don't even realize when I sigh contentedly at Teag running her thumbs over my stomach. I don't know why it makes me feel so good, but it does... It calms me, even though I should be freaking out over the fact that I'm pregnant, like I was when I first found out. But I'm not... And it's weird. "Two pancakes and probably, like.. Three eggs?" I offer, shrugging. "I don't know who much pregnant chicks are supposed to eat." I say with a chuckle, unwrapping my arms from around my girlfriend to finally allow her to move properly again.


"I guess I'll have to talk to the doctor about that, right?" I ask no one in particular, biting my bottom lip. I then look to Teag, "Oh, and Rosaline and Lori made my appointment for tomorrow after school, assuming you still want to go? You don't have to, of course." I put my hand on my stomach as I lean back against the counter, and I hear Jess gasp from behind me. "Can I go?" She asks, her eyes showing a bit of nervousness and uncertainty. Not that I blame her... Up until the day I found out it was her brother who hurt me, we could never even talk to each other without her trying to make me jealous, or me wanting to rip her hair out... We weren't exactly friends, but we tolerated each other.


...Then we had sex. And I don't really know where that puts us... Are we friends now? Probably. I snap out of my thoughts when she seems to take my extended silence as an automatic no and frowns a bit before walking away. I quickly turn and grab her arm, smiling softly as I nod, "Yeah, of course... It's your niece or nephew, after all."

 

[Memster101]

(( Maybe >< It requires so much work D: I'm too not dedicated to be a writer xD ))


I scooped the eggs that I had going onto a plate for Mir and started up a few more, glancing between the two as Mir announced the doctors appointment. I let them finish what they had to say, setting the pancakes onto Mir's plate. Grabbing a few more pancakes, I popped those back into the microwave to heat up while the eggs finished cooking. I was surprised by Mir's lack of an answer at first honestly, figuring she would have jumped on the opportunity to invite Jess, seeing as it had been the case recently. Both Jess and I seemed to relax a great deal though when Mir decided to have the aunt of our unborn child join us and checked on the eggs for a few moments to let the two girls have their moment.


"Of course I'll come, Mir. I need to know these things too if we're going to do all of this." I knew next to nothing about pregnancy and since Mir was really planning on going through with this...Well, it was time to hit the books. "Should Jess and I just meet you at the hospital?" The last of the eggs now finished cooking, I set a plate for Jess, guessing on what she would want since she hadn't ever answered me, and a small plate for myself.

 

[Zotohxan]

((Lol, I understand! x3))


Jess smiles brightly and wraps her arms around me tight, causing me to laugh and hug her back. "Thank you!" She shouts, and I just shake my head in amusement. "Of course!" I pull back and ruffle Jess' hair, "You're our baby's aunt..." I say softly, walking back to wrap my arm around Teag's waist once she's done moving around and I rest my head on her shoulder. "Which means you're our family too." I put my free hand on my stomach again, "And every member of my family is more than welcome to be involved in this baby's life. From now until forever."


Jess actually tears up, smiling at Teag and I. "Well that's fucking awesome." She says happily, pumping her fist into the air above her head, obviously trying to not get into a serious moment again. She then walks over and snatches the plate off the counter she assumes to be hers- and she assumes correctly- then starts tearing the pancake apart to eat it. "Frozen pancakes are the best pancakes." She says happily before I chuckle and turn again to Teag to answer her question, "Yeah, that sounds good... That way you're not just leaving your car anywhere... The appointment's at 4, and it's in the maternity ward at the hospital.. I didn't think I'd be heading there quiet yet, but.." I shug,, chuckling slightly.

 

[Memster101]

I smiled some to myself as I watched Jess rip the pancake apart, grabbing a fork for all of us to eat the eggs with at least. I managed to pick some at my own pancake I'd made for myself, wrapping a free arm around Mir. "That sounds fine. Gives Jess and I enough time to get home and settle down for an hour or so..."A yawn escaped me and I shook my head quickly in an attempt to wake myself. Jess' reactions to being accepted into our little family amused me. I knew she was trying to keep from letting her emotions get too serious, something both her and I tended to try and do.


Giving Mir a light squeeze, I took my arm from around her to better eat with, glancing at the clock. Hopefully we'd have time to finish eating before Lori and Rosaline came. I didn't want Jess or Mir to go hungry. "Have you heard anything from Rosaline or Lori?" I asked my girlfriend, stretching some before sticking another piece of pancake in my mouth.

 

[Zotohxan]

I pull my phone out of my pocket and furrow my brows, frowning as I shake my head. "No...I'm a bit worried.." I stuff some egg into my mouth, chewing and swallowing before pushing some on the screen, "I'm going to call them.. Maybe they slept in or something?" I bite my bottom lip, hitting to connect to Lori's cell phone.


Back at the house Rosaline and Lori are freaking out over a call they'd received early in the morning. They were under inspection for past behaviors recently brought to their attention. They're suspended from duty until the claims of them partaking in highly illegal activities and using illegal substances have been thoroughly investigated. They'd completely lost track of the time, and when Lori's phone goes off Rosaline actually screams in fear from where they'd been curled up on the couch, trying to figure out if there was any way they could make their haunting, traumatizing past go away.

 

[Memster101]

I watched as Mir called Lori curiously, mulling over the pancake that was in my mouth. For the moment, I didn't want to spit it out. Maybe things were actually looking up? Or so I thought until I heard Lori's voice when she answered the phone. I swallowed and eyed Mir curiously as the conversation began.


"Mir?" Lori asked, her voice hoarse from the yelling the two of them had been doing as well as the crying. "What's go-" She paused and swore, slapping her hand to her forehead. "I'm so sorry, we completely forgot we were suppose to come and get you." She sunk back against the sofa her and her wife were on, rubbing at the bridge of her nose. "Some stuff came up at the station and Rosaline and I have been trying to deal with it...We're actually still trying to. Do you think you could hang out with Teagan and Jess until the appointment?"

 

[Zotohxan]

"Aah, yeah..." I say immediately, not wanting them to have to worry over me. I glance between the girls, biting my bottom lip and suddenly glad they hadn't taken me up on the offer to just leave me on the porch. I guess they get a day off..?


Rosaline's voice is heard in the background as she looks through her phone, "Shit, Lori!" She shrieks, sounding close to tears already, slapping her forehead as she shows her wife the phone. She'd simply looked up their names and the first year they were in college, and there were countless pictures, videos, audio recordings...


((I'm so sorry x.x My Mom and I have to drain our water heater and it's taking forever ;-; ))

 

[Memster101]

Lori almost dropped the phone when Rosaline shrieked at her, jumping some. A glance at the phone showed her what her wife had screamed about and let out an angry sigh, holding back the curses at least until she got Mir off the phone. "Thanks, Mir...We'll see you then. Tell Teagan and Jess 'hi' for us." With that she promptly hung up the phone, not wanting to let the adopted daughter hear anymore of the commotion.


My eyes went wide at the scream and I looked to Mir, setting my plate down. "What was that? Is everyone okay...?" I asked, chewing at my lip. From Mir's expression though, she didn't have much of a clue either. Smoothing a hand through my hair, I glanced at Jess for a moment before looking back at Mir.


((You're all good! I'm just watching tv and such >< ))

 

[Zotohxan]

I shake my head, "I have... No clue what's happening. She said some stuff happened this morning at the station, and they were still dealing with it... She asked if I could stay with you two until my appointment tonight, and I told her that was fine..." I bite my bottom lip, "So.. Either I'm starting back to school a bit early, or you two are taking a day off. Because I know I'm not ready to be alone for so long."


Jess looks between Teag and I curiously, "I wonder what could've gotten them so upset..." She takes another bite of pancake, "I heard Rosaline scream... She sounded really upset."

 

[Memster101]

(( I hate this getting dark super early b.s. It's really messing with me >< ))


I sighed some, mostly in confusion, about the lack of information. "Actually, I'm fine with not going to school today. I'm not sure I'm ready to deal with everyone and the whole pregnancy deal." I shrugged some and finished the pancake off. "We could go to the mall and start looking at baby stuff? Or getting you some maternity things?" Most of my stuff was baggy enough-shirt wise at least- that Mir could probably get away with wearing them for a while. "Or do you want to just wait until you start...gaining weight?"


I flushed some at the words, rubbing at the back of my neck subconsciously."Hey, maybe I'll gain some sympathy weight? I pray it's all in my boobs." The idea of me gaining weight still terrified the fuck out of me but it was getting easier to joke about now.

 

[Zotohxan]

((Aah, I know what you mean. x.x I was outside with my Mom and came in to do something on the water heater, and I checked the time.. She just kinda said, "It's so dark all of a sudden!?" And I replied with, "Well, duh. It's 5:03 at night. What do you expect?"


And all I could do was cringe.))


I smile faintly to Teag, leaning over to peck her lips before smiling a bit, "We can go baby shopping... Not for clothes and stuff yet, but for toys, maybe... And I'd rather wait to buy maternity clothes..." I bite my bottom lip and look down at my stomach, resting my hand over it, "I want to make sure they'll fit properly... For now you have some baggier clothes, so.." I smile a bit, "That should work." I then reach over and pinch her sides lightly, "And you could do with gaining a bit of weight back, love..." I frown only slightly, "I like that you're eating again, but..You went so long without. I didn't like that..."


Jess looks between us then smiles a bit sadly before grabbing her now-empty plate(as she's not nearly got the problems with eating Teag has, she inhales the stuff.) and putting it in the sink. "I'm going to go watch some TV. Come out when you two are ready to go?" She offers, already heading to the next room.The conversation was starting to get a bit too serious for her liking, plus, she thought we'd do better with a bit of privacy.

 

[Memster101]

(( It's so awful D: I already get so tired easily and it being so dark so early >< Ughh. And stupid tv distracting me >< ))


I smiled some and kissed Mir's lip back after a moment. Wincing some at her comment and the gentle pinching, I pushed another half smile and rubbed at her hands lightly. Helplessly, I watched Jess leave the room and had to resist begging her to stay This was definitely not a conversation I wanted to have. Swallowing, I leaned back against the counter, looking Mir over. "When are you thinking that you want to go to the mall?" A sigh left me and I started to clean up the empty plates.

 

[Zotohxan]

((Aah, stupid time change. ;w; ))


I shrug to Teag, biting my bottom lip at her rather blatant subject change. Of course I don't want her uncomfortable, but... At the same time, I know it's something we need to talk about. It's not really a good thing to just have lingering around the air. But not right now.. We'd had such a good night, and morning so far- aside from the suddenly panicking Rosaline and Lori- and I don't want to ruin it. "I dunno..." I start, standing and walking over to my girlfriend. "I was thinking maybe around noon or so? We can all go rest up some more, or we could go to the park, or just.. I don't know..." I shrug again.

 

[Memster101]

After I'd finished moving all the dishes from the sink into the dishwasher, I turned to look at Mir once again. "Hm, that sounds fun enough?" I could see she wanted to talk more about the whole eating thing but I was fairly glad she decided to drop it. No doubt it would make its unholy return when her and I decided to start going to couples' therapy. Yawning lightly, I tipped my head side to side. "Do you want to do anything in particular or do you want me to go ask Jess? I'm pretty much game for anything." Shrugging some, I pushed some hair back from her face when Mir got close enough. As long as I was doing it with her, anything was good with me.


It was great to know that I was getting back into that mind set again. Where I wanted to spend all the time I could doing things with Mir and to actually look forward to doing them. It showed me there was hope for us, for this. I just hoped that we continued to feel that way as the next nine months started to take place. I didn't want to go down that road again.

 

[Zotohxan]

I smile and lean forward, pecking Teag's lips. "I'm fine with whatever.. So I guess we can ask Jess." I reach out and entwine our fingers, basking in my girlfriend's warmth and more than loving the fact we seem to be getting back to where we were. It's going to be difficult during this pregnancy, though... Hell, it's going to be difficult for the rest of our lives. We're going to have a child. A little, tiny being that will look at us as if we've hung the moon and the stars every night. An innocent in this cruel world, who it's our job to protect, to shield from this world's harshness until such a time they can handle it.


I let out a small sigh, pushing past my thoughts as I don't want to get into the darker ones right now... Instead, I just squeeze Teag's hand and start toward the living room, choking back a laugh as I see Jess on the couch, excitedly watching some cartoon show as if it's the center of her universe.