Becboc
houseplant hoarder
Burning amber eyes remained upon the body, face down in a pool of red in front of her, but the feelings that Essa expected to hit her... never did. Instead she felt... nothing. No fear, no horror, no guilt. Instead, her mind and heart were silent, empty. As though what she had just done had taken something from her.
A small furrow began on her brow, born out of confusion, and she was so focussed upon this that she didn't hear Hayden approaching so started slightly when he pressed a warm hand to her shoulder. Surprise filled her then as she turned to see him looking at her, his face unreadable, yet Essa felt a glimmer of something within her chest at the consideration that Hayden approved of what she had done. He wasn't spitting at her in disgust so that had to count for something, right?
For once, she allowed him to guide her away and relinquished control to someone other than herself, the warmth of his hand remaining upon her skin even once it had been removed. Jade and Jay were an unwelcome sight in amongst the chaos and Essa remained quiet, dispondent until Hayden spoke again to her, his tone unfamiliar. She glanced at him, that same crease upon her brow because was that... almost a compliment? Was it a compliment? Surely she had misheard, surely... But it wasn't long before she caught herself and became quietly dismayed that she was more bothered about what Hayden thought of her than the girl she had just murdered who still lay bleeding out a few feet away from them. Dismayed but also quietly... pleased?
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The gong came not a moment too soon.
Essa traipsed through the rest of the challenge in a far away daze. She was focussed and yet unfeeling. Her eyes were glazed, her thoughts somewhere that nobody but her could reach and by the end of it all, it appeared that she wasn't the only one. The group of wannabe Chosens regathered with suspicion marring their features; it was as though everyone had realised that each person here was their enemy and what the reality of that entailed. It didn't matter if they weren't competing for the same spot, they could wind up on an opposing teams and that's all it would take. To end a life. To change something forever because it was kill or be killed; what other choice did they have?
As the contestants seemed to huddle , Essa flinched upon hearing the happy, sing song boom of the MC once more. It felt out of place in amongst the blood and the dirt; if there had ever been a correct place for it here at all. Amber eyes shone with something close to fury, to hatred at the messenger's joke about something that had killed numerous people. Her stomach churned slightly and without fully realising it, she stepped a little closer into Hayden's side, seeking... warmth, seeking comfort. Not that she'd ever have readily realised such a want within herself. Everything else about her however was rigid, focussed. Had this all been for nothing?
A silence followed the MC's suggestion and he tutted lightly, yet remained unphased by his steely audience. "So without further ado!" Lights flashed and cameras were suddenly thrust upon the stage while Hermes's Chosen welcomed the audience at home. Essa cringed in the brightness, as introductions were made and summaries given, wishing she could beg, no demand that they just get this over with. Only did her ears retune into the words being boomed into a mic once the MC prepared for his announcement.
"But in amongst the vicious battle there was but one clear winner and I... well, I doubt this is going to come as much of a surprise given one particular contestant's track record but please, ladies and gentleman, join me in welcoming to the stage the winners of today's challenge... Group 4 consisting of Hayden Kaneko, Jade Bullen, Jay Singh and Essa... Hariki!"
Applause sounded but it wasn't from around them as spotlights searched the groups for their targets. The contestants turned this way and that, and when they found those responsible for the deaths of their teammates they stepped aside with scowls, parting to allow a way forwards to the stage. Essa smacked her lips and started to lead the way, part jubilant, part.... numb.
The journey seemed endless as their party shuffled forwards and when they finally stood in front of the MC, bloodied, dirtied and bruised, especially in comparison to his vibrant attire, the hostility emanating from the crowds was palpable.
"Well my dears, here you are." The MC held out his arms. "And Miss Hariki, for a second time, no less."
Essa said nothing. Did nothing.
"Congratulations to each and every one of you. Now it goes without saying that we have quite the prize lined up for you this evening. Would you like to hear what it is?"
A small furrow began on her brow, born out of confusion, and she was so focussed upon this that she didn't hear Hayden approaching so started slightly when he pressed a warm hand to her shoulder. Surprise filled her then as she turned to see him looking at her, his face unreadable, yet Essa felt a glimmer of something within her chest at the consideration that Hayden approved of what she had done. He wasn't spitting at her in disgust so that had to count for something, right?
For once, she allowed him to guide her away and relinquished control to someone other than herself, the warmth of his hand remaining upon her skin even once it had been removed. Jade and Jay were an unwelcome sight in amongst the chaos and Essa remained quiet, dispondent until Hayden spoke again to her, his tone unfamiliar. She glanced at him, that same crease upon her brow because was that... almost a compliment? Was it a compliment? Surely she had misheard, surely... But it wasn't long before she caught herself and became quietly dismayed that she was more bothered about what Hayden thought of her than the girl she had just murdered who still lay bleeding out a few feet away from them. Dismayed but also quietly... pleased?
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The gong came not a moment too soon.
Essa traipsed through the rest of the challenge in a far away daze. She was focussed and yet unfeeling. Her eyes were glazed, her thoughts somewhere that nobody but her could reach and by the end of it all, it appeared that she wasn't the only one. The group of wannabe Chosens regathered with suspicion marring their features; it was as though everyone had realised that each person here was their enemy and what the reality of that entailed. It didn't matter if they weren't competing for the same spot, they could wind up on an opposing teams and that's all it would take. To end a life. To change something forever because it was kill or be killed; what other choice did they have?
As the contestants seemed to huddle , Essa flinched upon hearing the happy, sing song boom of the MC once more. It felt out of place in amongst the blood and the dirt; if there had ever been a correct place for it here at all. Amber eyes shone with something close to fury, to hatred at the messenger's joke about something that had killed numerous people. Her stomach churned slightly and without fully realising it, she stepped a little closer into Hayden's side, seeking... warmth, seeking comfort. Not that she'd ever have readily realised such a want within herself. Everything else about her however was rigid, focussed. Had this all been for nothing?
A silence followed the MC's suggestion and he tutted lightly, yet remained unphased by his steely audience. "So without further ado!" Lights flashed and cameras were suddenly thrust upon the stage while Hermes's Chosen welcomed the audience at home. Essa cringed in the brightness, as introductions were made and summaries given, wishing she could beg, no demand that they just get this over with. Only did her ears retune into the words being boomed into a mic once the MC prepared for his announcement.
"But in amongst the vicious battle there was but one clear winner and I... well, I doubt this is going to come as much of a surprise given one particular contestant's track record but please, ladies and gentleman, join me in welcoming to the stage the winners of today's challenge... Group 4 consisting of Hayden Kaneko, Jade Bullen, Jay Singh and Essa... Hariki!"
Applause sounded but it wasn't from around them as spotlights searched the groups for their targets. The contestants turned this way and that, and when they found those responsible for the deaths of their teammates they stepped aside with scowls, parting to allow a way forwards to the stage. Essa smacked her lips and started to lead the way, part jubilant, part.... numb.
The journey seemed endless as their party shuffled forwards and when they finally stood in front of the MC, bloodied, dirtied and bruised, especially in comparison to his vibrant attire, the hostility emanating from the crowds was palpable.
"Well my dears, here you are." The MC held out his arms. "And Miss Hariki, for a second time, no less."
Essa said nothing. Did nothing.
"Congratulations to each and every one of you. Now it goes without saying that we have quite the prize lined up for you this evening. Would you like to hear what it is?"