Willow Pillow
Three Thousand Club
Breathe, Aidan, breathe. You can do this. Just close your eyes and all the monsters and the colors go away. It's back to normal. Your normal.
He closed his eyes feeling his heart racing in his chest. Heroes were not scared, and if they were....they faced their fears anyways. They stood their ground in the face of danger. They got ready to defend like Lexi and Leon. Whatever was going on with Rachel, the two of them were not attacking her but waiting for her to go first. And here he was, having a panick attack up against the lockers unknowingly covered in her blood. The trench coat was dripping.
He started to side step closer to the beast, his hands pressing hard on the aluminum hollow metal of the lockers.
He felt Lexi flicker infront of him placing her hand on his chest protectively. "Don't."
"I c-can do this," he faultered. He couldn't. But this was an ordinary girl. There wasn't anger or rage or any monster qualities in her. Just fear. "Lexi please...let me try."
"You literally-"
He stopped her squeezing her hand. "This isn't Lou-Louise. I saw this girl earlier...she's scared. The very second that th-thing swings you can jump in. I know you move faster than anything recordable."
"No. I'm not-"
"We're both scared....if I don't do this....with a friend...then how are we ever going to move past what happened?"
Lexi bit her lip, her foot rapidly tapping as she stared at the huge monster, it was twitching. "Fine. But I'm not letting you go. Do what you want to, but I'm not letting you go, alright?"
He nodded trying to coax himself to take a step off the locker wall. He could do this. But his body was sweating, his skin white as sheets. He barely saw Rachel's grey aura....but he took his first step, then the second. He knelt, Lexi having her hand on his shoulder, ready to flicker him away the moment it lunged. It was all going to be ok. There was no reason he should be scared.
He placed his hand on the beast. "R-rachel...if you can hear me...you can fight this. I know you're str-stronger." Friends supported friends, that's what they did. And no matter how scared he was, he didn't want anyone to change who he fundamentally was...and that included looking at people and trying to see the best in them.
He closed his eyes feeling his heart racing in his chest. Heroes were not scared, and if they were....they faced their fears anyways. They stood their ground in the face of danger. They got ready to defend like Lexi and Leon. Whatever was going on with Rachel, the two of them were not attacking her but waiting for her to go first. And here he was, having a panick attack up against the lockers unknowingly covered in her blood. The trench coat was dripping.
He started to side step closer to the beast, his hands pressing hard on the aluminum hollow metal of the lockers.
He felt Lexi flicker infront of him placing her hand on his chest protectively. "Don't."
"I c-can do this," he faultered. He couldn't. But this was an ordinary girl. There wasn't anger or rage or any monster qualities in her. Just fear. "Lexi please...let me try."
"You literally-"
He stopped her squeezing her hand. "This isn't Lou-Louise. I saw this girl earlier...she's scared. The very second that th-thing swings you can jump in. I know you move faster than anything recordable."
"No. I'm not-"
"We're both scared....if I don't do this....with a friend...then how are we ever going to move past what happened?"
Lexi bit her lip, her foot rapidly tapping as she stared at the huge monster, it was twitching. "Fine. But I'm not letting you go. Do what you want to, but I'm not letting you go, alright?"
He nodded trying to coax himself to take a step off the locker wall. He could do this. But his body was sweating, his skin white as sheets. He barely saw Rachel's grey aura....but he took his first step, then the second. He knelt, Lexi having her hand on his shoulder, ready to flicker him away the moment it lunged. It was all going to be ok. There was no reason he should be scared.
He placed his hand on the beast. "R-rachel...if you can hear me...you can fight this. I know you're str-stronger." Friends supported friends, that's what they did. And no matter how scared he was, he didn't want anyone to change who he fundamentally was...and that included looking at people and trying to see the best in them.