Aura
One Thousand Club
Ava felt at a loss as everything she had ever known seemed to collapse around her. "Am I the only person who realized that someone just DIED? A little boy. What the **** are we doing arguing amongst ourselves?!" she hissed angrily throwing her hands up in the air frustrated with the drama that had unfolded. "I don't CARE about your problems. I don't. I care about the fact that some kid that I don't even know the name of was killed as easily as someone squishing a grape. I care about living. After watching that we should be happy that we're alive and we should work together. I don't want us divided when we could wind up like that poor kid!" she howled furiously feeling herself becoming angry and volatile. She was frustrated with everyone right now, that boy's death would be an image that she would never be able to unsee and that if she returned to her normal life then she would never stop seeing the boy's face and the monster Cin's sunken face.
"My name is Ava." she replied to Lily's request for names although her voice came out harshly. The anger she felt for these people was so palpable that she had difficulty keeping herself from storming away but only a cold unfeeling voice in her head telling her that she would die kept her rooted to the spot. Despite her anger she wasn't sure if she wanted Heather in this group. Abdel seemed to be a little rough around the edges but she didn't seem to be a raging psychopath like she suspected of Heather. But after her plea for unity she couldn't exactly ostracize Heather. She wasn't that furious yet.
Jake shook his head disagreeing with Ava vehemently however and unlike her, he was unafraid to speak uninhibited, "Send the crazy one off on her own. I'm going with these guys. We can't have a loose cannon like her with us... she'd stab one of us in the back to use our corpse as a ladder." he nodded at Ria and Jase and he immediately moved towards them. While he couldn't blame Heather for losing her mind after the experience with Cin in the other room, he didn't trust her. She seemed so volatile and strangely vulnerable. Her moodswings were giving him whiplash and unfortunately he was frightened that he actually felt sympathy for the girl. Maybe she was struggling to figure out how to act right now because she was as damaged as he was. But again... he wasn't going to let himself think about that awful black thought brimming in the back of his mind.
Reluctantly he added, "Apology accepted." hoping that it would convey that while he was unwilling to risk being in her vicinity that he did feel strongly sympathetic towards her. It was a confusing state of mind for Jake to attempt to understand so he slowly moved placing his back against a wall to wait and see if anyone (especially Heather) would have any response to say to his words and essentially his request that they alienate Heather.
"My name is Ava." she replied to Lily's request for names although her voice came out harshly. The anger she felt for these people was so palpable that she had difficulty keeping herself from storming away but only a cold unfeeling voice in her head telling her that she would die kept her rooted to the spot. Despite her anger she wasn't sure if she wanted Heather in this group. Abdel seemed to be a little rough around the edges but she didn't seem to be a raging psychopath like she suspected of Heather. But after her plea for unity she couldn't exactly ostracize Heather. She wasn't that furious yet.
Jake shook his head disagreeing with Ava vehemently however and unlike her, he was unafraid to speak uninhibited, "Send the crazy one off on her own. I'm going with these guys. We can't have a loose cannon like her with us... she'd stab one of us in the back to use our corpse as a ladder." he nodded at Ria and Jase and he immediately moved towards them. While he couldn't blame Heather for losing her mind after the experience with Cin in the other room, he didn't trust her. She seemed so volatile and strangely vulnerable. Her moodswings were giving him whiplash and unfortunately he was frightened that he actually felt sympathy for the girl. Maybe she was struggling to figure out how to act right now because she was as damaged as he was. But again... he wasn't going to let himself think about that awful black thought brimming in the back of his mind.
Reluctantly he added, "Apology accepted." hoping that it would convey that while he was unwilling to risk being in her vicinity that he did feel strongly sympathetic towards her. It was a confusing state of mind for Jake to attempt to understand so he slowly moved placing his back against a wall to wait and see if anyone (especially Heather) would have any response to say to his words and essentially his request that they alienate Heather.