Realistic or Modern Just Breathe

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He nodded. “Yeah I know I just.... I wanna be there.” He sighed a little and took the water she passed him, going to sit down with her and pulled her feet up to his lap rubbing them some. “Do you ever wear matching socks?” He teased her as even when she’d stumbled into his apartment in Atlanta he’d noticed her different socks.

Carmen smiled having the kids close to her while they watched the movie, lettinf clay clean up while she put the kids to bed, tucking the little ones in and went to sit with Giulia. “You doing okay mija?” She asked her, sitting on the edge of her bed and leaned over, kissing her head.

 

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Max gave a small smile and nodded softly giggling as he mentioned her socks "If they have designs yes, but if its just solid colors I like to mismatch." She said giving a small shrug "Makes things fun in the outfit." She said softly

Giulia looked at her mom and sighed heavily as she layed down "Dad told me about the baby....I'm sorry momma.." she whispered before letting a few tears fall "I was actually kinda excited to have a baby in the house again." She said quietly

 

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Carmen nodded frowning some and nodded. “I know honey me too.... they’re gonna have me go in to have her soon... if you want to be there to meet her after for a minute you can.... but only if you really want to... you can decide later okay? I love you. Get some sleep okay?” She murmured and left her to it, going to their room and just sat down carefully on the couch they had in there.

He smiled and continued to massage her feet for her. “So besides photography what do you like doing?” He asked her as he watched her.

 

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Max gave a small shrug as she thought about it "I like to watch my favorite shows, they're kinda my escape...I make up plots in my head and everything...oh jeez now that I've admitted that out loud I sound like a nut case." She said shaking her head a bit and hiding her face

Clay walked out of their restroom with a towel around his waist having taken a quick shower. He sighed heavily as he made his way to their dresser and pulled out some boxers "That medicine helping you any?"

 

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He smiled some shaking his head. “As long as you’re not out there writing fanfic about my characters.... I think we’re good.” He chuckled and leaned back, stretching out.

carmen shook her head. “Still hurts. It’s like really bad cramps. Bjt they’re not braxton hicks or anything... they’re awful cramps.” She mumbled. “If I was in a better mood and not carrying a dead baby I’d ask you to fuck me good right now.” She muttered, frowning some.

 

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Max laughed shaking her head a bit "I'm not thirteen." She said before smiling a bit at him "I also enjoy music a lot. I prefer metal and rock but I'm good with just about anything, except whatever this new rap stuff is...I can't stand that."

Clay chuckled very lightly before he slipped on his boxers and made his way over to her "You want a massage?" He asked softly as he sat with her placing her feet on his lap.

 

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Carmen frowned shaking her head. “No... no I want to feel our daughter kicking and moving.” She mumbled, starting to cry again

Jon smiled and nodded. “So you’re saying if I came back from my trip with face tattoos and a soy cloud you’d dump me?” He grinned.

 

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Max laughed a bit "Mmm I might make an exception for you." She said leaning forward and pecking his cheek gently "What would you like for dinner? We can get doordash."

Clay gave a heavy sigh and nodded softly moving to hold her to him "I knoe my love I know.." he whispered

 

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She frowned and sniffles, holding onto him. “I’m sorry.... it’s not your fault. It’s just shit.... it’s complete shit.” She muttered. He’d already had the vasectomy a couple months ago so there was no going back now. No trying again.

Jon smiled and nodded. “Sounds good to me. What do you fancy?” He asked her. “I chose for us yesterday. Your turn now.” He smiled.

 

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Clayton gave a heavy sigh and nodded softly "I know, I'm just as pissed off at the world as you are." He said quietly

Max smiled happily at him giving a nod "Papa John's cheesy bread sounds great." She said happily before she moved to sit between his legs and cuddle up close to him

 

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She sighed a little and frowned, leaning back into him. “I think we just gotta do one day at a time until we’re doing okay again.” She mumbled, starting to fall asleep curled up to him.

Jon nodded and put the order in for them, keeping her against his chest while they watched the movie and waited on their food.

 

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Clay gave her a small nod and kissed the top of her head gently "Come on, lets get to bed." He murmurrd softly picking her up and carried her to bed.

Max smiled happily and stayed comfortable against him "So what are your interests? Other than acting." She asked sweetly

 

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He smiled. “I’ve always done boxing. Hanging out with my dogs.... mostly things to clear my head. It’s a tiring job and it’s nice to get hone and just relax.” He smiled at her.

Carmen nodded, going to bed with him for the night and curled up as much as she could, holding his hand tightly.

 

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Max gave a small nod and smiled softly "Are you a method actor?" She asked softly while tracing patterns on his chest

Clay woke up the next morning and sighed heavily when he heard Carmen crying in the restroom. He got up and knocked on the door gently hoping she was okay "Carmen? You okay?"

 

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He snorted a little. “It sounds really freakin pretentious when you say it out loud... but I guess I am. I find it really hard to just switch it on and off... at least the way some people can.” He mumbled.

carmen was leaned up against the bathtub next to the toilet and front her best to settle her stomach. She’d been throwing up for the better part of an hour now and hadn’t been able to wake Clay up in time.

 

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Max laughed softly and gave a small nod "Well thats not so bad, I mean it shows your dedication." She said happily before pecking his lips as the doorbell rang "Pizza!" She said happily before getting up and going to pay the man at the door.

Clay walked in whem he got no response and frowned seeing her against the tub "Shit....Carmen baby?" He asked quietly feeling her head seeing she was burning up "Shit."

 

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She frowned and watched him some. “I’ve been sick for maybe... maybe forty five minutes?” She mumbled. “I feel awful.” She mumbled, closing her eyes and humming quietly to herself to stop from throwing up again.

Jon smiled and helped her open the boxes, digging in with her. “So did we say yes to finding out the gender?” He asked her, having forgotten already

 

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Max nodded happily as she ate her cheese bread and laughed lightly "Yes we'll find out at the next sonogram." She said softly before taking a sip of water.

Clay frowned and pulled her hair back giving a heavy sigh "Do you need to go to the hospital?" He asked softly

 

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Carmen frowned, not saying anything and just kept leaning against the tub, going super quiet as the cramps got worse, still weren't contractions but all she could do was sit there and make groans of pain, her eyes half shut.

Jon smiled and kissed her cheek, "Good, I can't wait." He smiled, "I would bet money it's a boy.... My family is overrun by them. I have ten nieces and nephews.... That being nine nephews and one niece." He chuckled

 

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Max laughed some and nodded "Really? I think its a girl, but who knows." She said happily

Clay frowned more as she got paler and quickly went to find his phone to call the hospital and see what they should do.

 

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Right after he was put on hold to wait for the correct department she went limp against him, breathing fast and shallow.

He smiled some "I don't mind either way though." He told her, getting up to clear plates for them and kissed her cheek, coming back to sit with ehr again and just kept her close.

 

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Clay went wide eyed when he felt her go limp against him. Thankfully he wasn't on hold for long "Hello?! I need an ambulance NOW." Hr said before quickly explaining the situation

Max smiled softly and gave a small nod thanking him when he put their plates away. She sighed softly as the night progressed and it started to get late "Its getting late...I don't want you having to drive so far in the dark."

 

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Jon smiled tiredly at her, "I've driven six hours at night.... I'll be fine." He promised, "I'll text you when I get back." He assured her, pecking her lips.

Carmen was in and out for the next few hours, eventually coming around in a hospital room with the kids playing in the corner on the tablets and Clay sitting by her bed, frowning some, looking over at him.

 

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Max pecked his lips back and gave a small nod "Alright." She murmured before walking him to the door "Let me know when you land tomorrow....I just want to make sure you make it safely."

Clay frowned softly when he saw Carmen start to wake up "Hey baby.." he said quietly squeezing her hand a bit "I had to rush everyone out...I know you didn't want them here but I had no choice. My mom is on her way now."

 

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She frowned and looked over at him. “Is she.... did they already...” she couldn’t bring herself to say it in front of the little if, just watching him and holding his hand tight.

Jon smiled and nodded. “Promise. I’ll see you soon as I can alright? I can’t wait to see the little bean at the sonogram.” He smiled and kissed her softly.