Into the Stars

[InsaneTruth]

"I'm not sure," Usak said rubbing his head. Even with her telling him all this. "I'm just not sure," he teared up.

 

[Ricia]

"It's ok not to be sure." Buba told Usak, she held him even tighter, her hand caressing his cheek lightly. "There there... You have a place here Usak. I think it will take you a bit to find it... but I'm sure you will. But I assure you, you are here for a reason, you just have to find it. I promise you will."

 

[InsaneTruth]

he held her and took comfort in her loving touches. "I want to have a place." he told her "I;d like that alot,"

 

[Ricia]

"Right now, your place is here with Luicfer and I." Buba told Usak, "with the fairy. Your need to protection, I feel as if you don't feel that pull anymore. Even Leo's doll hood."

 

[InsaneTruth]

"I didn't... I did when we were in the cell... I did when we fought to get home but... now I don't feel much of anything," Usak said

 

[Ricia]

"It means you are growing." Buba told him, her thumb came across his eye to take away his tears. "You will soon develop likes and dislikes of your own... You may soon grow to like some people Kasu may not... vise versa." Buba told him. "I'm sure soon you and Kasu will become more intune with each other and be able to switch more abily."

 

[InsaneTruth]

"will that be a good thing?" Usak asked her

 

[Ricia]

"I think it will be." Buba said, "You were born by the need to express your vampirism... For a long time we just called you Vampire... till Leo named you and insisted you were a different person and not just the beast side... because you are not. You are sitting here with me.. having a conversation about the deeper meaning of life. You are searching for it. That is only proof you are becoming more." Buba smiled at Usak, "Belive in yourself."

 

[InsaneTruth]

Usak looked at her "Thank you... I've got alot to think about still..." he told her "Kasu was always more rational then me,"

 

[Ricia]

Buba smiled at Usak before leaning forward and kissing his forehead softly.

 

[InsaneTruth]

Breifly Buba could see another Lyr, one that wasn't Kasu's it had a slightly purple sheen to it. It was Usaks first wish as his own person.

 

[Ricia]

Buba reached to touch it while Usak snuggles to her.

 

[InsaneTruth]

It was a wish to find who he was, and to become something more then just the vampire side,

 

[Ricia]

Buba smiled and pet the top of his head. A wish she couldn't grand for him, but she was sure she could help him. She'll need to talk to Leo as he will help best. "Do you think you can rest easier now, Usak?" Buba asked him. "Or do you need to climb into bed with me again?"

 

[InsaneTruth]

"I can rest... it's Kasu whos up thinking to much, but we;ll be ok now," Usak said

 

[Ricia]

"Alright then. I'm sure if you texted Leo he would talk with you more." Buba told Usak. "After all... it is your responsibility to get to know people more.. as it is for them to get to know you. And know if you do want to talk, i'm always open for you to come to me. Even if it is for something as simple as the weather."

 

[InsaneTruth]

Usak smiled lightly "Ok, I'll remember,"

 

[Ricia]

Buba nodded before patting his head, "Now... I can't go rest unless you let me go.." She told him softly, the vampire was still firmly clung to her.

 

[InsaneTruth]

he flushed and let go of her "Sorry," he told her "Night,"

 

[Ricia]

"Good night Usak, Kasu." Buba said before standing to go to her room, returning to Justice's arms.

 

[InsaneTruth]

The knight was half awake waiting for her.

 

[Ricia]

Buba climbed into bed, it had took her an hour, if not a bit more. "Sorry... there were two upset vampires that need counseling.." She said a bit exhausted. "Usak is more developed than I could have imagined..."

 

[InsaneTruth]

"Rest, I'll let you tell me everything in the morning," Justice smiled "when we are both in good spirits,"

 

[Ricia]

Buba nodded, though she thought about it... before texting Luicfer they needed to talk about Kasu.. and Usak in the morning. With that... she hugged Justice tightly, Shougen stretched and yawned before rolling over and going back to sleep. The usual night cat had been catching up on his rest as well.

 

[InsaneTruth]

Justice held her when she was finished texting Lucifer and he closed his eyes