Into the Stars

[Ricia]

When morning came, they had a rather good breakfast. Buba of course told Issa Kasu ate before they had gotten up, it would proububly happen all the time now since Kasu is having jet lag. Mimi asked to help Emma out happily, usually taking care of Annie because she enjoyed it. Buba promised Annie they would go do things today together... but she needed to first talk with her friend Luicfer about their shared Childe.


When Luicfer was done with feeding Kasu, Buba asked him to step outside with her for a small walk. Justice and Shougen we welcome as well... and Annie if she really wanted, but she wasn't going to stop and explain anything to her.

 

[InsaneTruth]

Annie waved Buba off at her invite she would rather not know that way she couldn't blurt anything important.


Justice trusted Lucifer enough to stay away for a bit.


Lucifer however was a bit unsure if this meeting would be bad or not. "What is it we need to discuss?" he asked

 

[Ricia]

Shougen came, sitting on Buba's shoulder mostly. "Usak has developed his own wish." Buba told Luicfer.

 

[InsaneTruth]

"Usak... but aren't he and Kasu the same person?" Lucifer asked a bit shocked

 

[Ricia]

"Not anymore Luicfer." Buba said, "Usak is developing far more than I thought possible... I think Leo is already far intune with that concept then we ever were. Thats why he had named Usak.. that is why he has always referred to Usak as a separate being... unlike us who just refer to him as a vampiric side." Buba paused in thought, "Usak is more than that now. He is a separate being.. who wants to know his place in the world. He is a scared child... a scared child who is feeling rejected and alone."

 

[InsaneTruth]

"I... am not sure how to help someone who ... is only out sparatically... a scared child..." Lucifer said in thought "how did this even escilate to this point?"

 

[Ricia]

"I couldn't tell you Luicfer... I'm not psychologist..." Buba told him, "I think he is very aware of the things that happen when Kasu is awake... I think with time, Kasu will develop where he is aware when Usak is awake." Buba let out a soft sigh, "Usak's wish... is to be something more than what he is now."

 

[InsaneTruth]

"I can see how anyone would want that... I simply thought he was Kasu's repressed nature... SO he is aware of Kasu even when he is not the one making the decisions... is there a possibility they will refuse together?"

 

[Ricia]

Buba let out a hefty shrug, "I don't wish to discourage Usak... infact I wish to encourage him." Buba told Luicfer. "I want Usak to thrive with Kasu." Buba nodded her head. "I want Usak to be accepted and happy, just as Kasu has been."

 

[InsaneTruth]

"You have grown attatched to both of them it seems," Lucifer said he probably seemed cold right now but he didn't understand like humans did these feelings of attachment there was his Childe Kasu, Usak was just Kasu with a different need,

 

[Ricia]

"Lucifer." Buba told him. There was seemingly a small hint of warning. No threat she could make could she even carry out right now. She was as weak as a defenseless kitten right now. Shougen seem to turn to pay more attention, he had been zoned out till now, "Lets try and treat Usak as his own.. that is what his deepish wish is. He no longer feels the need to be territorial. So much so... I think Rick will be just fine to be around the fairy now. Usak even feels like Leo's doll ship isn't all that important to him. He didn't feel it anymore, that feeling of aggression. When they were in danger, he did, but that is all."

 

[InsaneTruth]

"I see... thats not right in a childe of his age..." Lucifer sighed "Theres alot I just don;'t understand right now, I'll learn I'm sure, but right now... I don't understand,"

 

[Ricia]

"One thing i've learned... while Kasu is more distant... Usak is more physical. When talking.. Kasu, you must be smart with your words to get him to talk to you... with Usak you must hold him to get him to talk to you. When Kasu acts more human.. he is Kasu. Usak still acts out on his vampiric skills. It is then he is out. Please try and be mindful to using the proper names. I see no harm in asking when in doubt. Maybe when you've actually spoken to Usak a few times on your own... you will come to understand." Buba told him. Though she reached out and put her hand on his shoulder, "You are a very good man. I know you will do your best. I will try and help the best I can."

 

[InsaneTruth]

Lucifer looked at Buba she was human so of course all this made more sence to her he struggling because vampires naturaly have one way thought patterns as a way to illiminate distraction he would try to see his childe as two childes. Both the fairy Kasu and the vampire Usak. "I will do my best." he assured her and was greatful for her offer to help.

 

[Ricia]

Buba smiled and nodded, "A good way to start... is by asking no matter who is out... how both are doing. They are both aware of how each is feeling... as I said.. Usak of Kasu, more than Kasu of Usak... I need to speak to Leo later. I heard he slit his throat open to force Kasu and Usak to feed."

 

[InsaneTruth]

"yes... the attack was a very bad one Kasu even ripped me open... Leo worse because the wound was on the neck," Lucifer said

 

[Ricia]

"Kasu seemed a lot less upset over it then Usak... who was in absolute tears over it." Buba said with a sigh.

 

[InsaneTruth]

"Because Kasu is rarely awake when Usak takes over he never seems to remember what happens its like he just... falls asleep, I assumed it was due to instinkt... now you pose this new possibility...." Lucifer told her. "and I think Kasu knows if he gets openly upset Leo will just push against him,"

 

[Ricia]

"I see then... I'm worried for Leo's mental stability." Buba told Luicfer.

 

[InsaneTruth]

"As am I, his irrational behavior is more dangerous to himself and others then he knows... but his heart is in the right place."

 

[Ricia]

Buba nodded, "I will see what I can do..." Buba told Luicfer.

 

[InsaneTruth]

Lucifer nodded "If you think him learning more about Kasu and vampires needs will help him stop some of his more irrational thoughts on feeding himself to Kasu direct him to me,"

 

[Ricia]

Buba nodded, before they knew it, their walk lead them home. Shougen has been quite through the whole talk. "Thank you Luicfer for watching the fairy in my absence." Buba told him. "You and everyone are welcome to the christmas party the fairy and Emma have been planing. I'm sure she already extended the invitation to you."

 

[InsaneTruth]

Lucifer nodded "She has, Max is exited to share a christmas with others... he says I can be a real... humbug when it comes to holidays," he chuckled lightly

 

[Ricia]

"I love the holidays. It is the perfect time to prey on human wishes... both fairy and non fairy related." Buba said with quite the mischievous smirk.


Shougen chuckled.