Into the Stars

[Ricia]

"Yes. And when that time comes... then you can tell her."Buba told Kasu. "There will eventually be a right time, but now it is not."

 

[InsaneTruth]

he let out a deep sigh and just kept silent. Usak felt like he really wasn't even supposed to exist and it was frankly a hard thing to think.

 

[Ricia]

Buba's hand touched the top of his head and run down his back, "Is there something more bothering you?"

 

[InsaneTruth]

"Not anything really," he said though it was a lie. He let her pet him but really he wanted to just run surly somewhere would be better then trapped into hiding all the time.

 

[Ricia]

"What things were you thinking Usak?" Buba asked him, still holding him close.

 

[InsaneTruth]

he looked at her "if it was better not die then to live forever.. always loosing people," he told her

 

[Ricia]

"If you die... then Leo will remain here forever. Because even when you pass on to the next realm, there will be no way for Leo to do the same." Buba told Usak softly.

 

[InsaneTruth]

"we will always be loosing people Issa... Emma KAishiro the other fairy they will all die one day," Usak said

 

[Ricia]

"I know Usak. But it is the way of life. I will even far succeed the demon under my care. But you will have Leo and I. Mika as well." Buba told Usak.

 

[InsaneTruth]

"Mika is an android... what if people and techhnologi find her obsolete one day? then I'll even loose her," Usak said "madame... you are human... why do you not age?"

 

[Ricia]

"Because I own billions of years of life." Buba told Usak. "Contracted to me from people desperate to want somthing."

 

[InsaneTruth]

"... will that run out?" Usak asked

 

[Ricia]

"In billions of years. But i'll not let it run out. I would go get more. There will always be a desperate soul somewhere in the world." Buba said seamlessly.

 

[InsaneTruth]

Usak nodded and held onto her "you should be sleeping you know? you are still recovering,"

 

[Ricia]

"I'm beyond simple worry for you Usak." Buba told him.

 

[InsaneTruth]

"your worried about me? " he asked her :why? I;m not hurt,"

 

[Ricia]

"You are very hurt." Buba told Usak. She poke him in the forehead and then the chest, "Here... and here." She told him.

 

[InsaneTruth]

He looked at her she was right, "i don;t know what to do,"

 

[Ricia]

"What is it you are confused about?" Buba asked him.

 

[InsaneTruth]

"Everything... there are times I wish... i never came to be," Usak said "I;m just an annoyance to the fairy something to be hidden by Kasu,"

 

[Ricia]

"You surely did take everyone by surprise.. but going as far as an annoyance." Buba said. "I know I can atleast say Leo cares... and even then I don't think any of the other fairy actually know you.. Besides Les... but you both meet at a bad time."

 

[InsaneTruth]

Usak cloosed his eyes. "i am not sure they want to know me they don;t even know Kasu well..."

 

[Ricia]

"These things take time Usak." Buba assured him. "It can take years to get to know people. Tell me... how much of Victoria or Taji do you know?" She paused a bit, "How much of Leo do you know?" She paused again, "How much of I, do you know?"

 

[InsaneTruth]

"Nothing because nobody wants me, I am wild and i scare Victoria and Taji doesn't even like KAsu," Usak said "Leo is too busy trying to be the peacekeeper."

 

[Ricia]

"Taji does like Kasu. They don't always get along... but they do care." Buba said, "Victoria has a fear of vampire, you must be patient and show her kindness." Buba actually tapped his head in a painful manner, "And what am I? I want you. Leo named you because he wants you. Kaishiro wants you and so does Mika and Luicfer... Max and even Rick, and I am sure when Issa becomes aware... she will want you too."