Into the Stars

[InsaneTruth]

The boy nodded "Yeah... sorry ... I haven't been out... in a while..." he told her

 

[Ricia]

"Why not?" Buba asked Usak, she patted the couch again next to her.

 

[InsaneTruth]

"Because I didn;t want to..." Usak said "Leo forced me out... and I hurt him, I'm not... stable I don;t wanna be out,"

 

[Ricia]

Buba didn't persist when Usak still refused to come to her. "Leo cares about you a lot, though I worry about his mentality if he goes as far as slitting his throat. I need to sit down and have a talk with Luicfer." Buba said.

 

[InsaneTruth]

Usak sat in the floor opposed to the couch he kept a distance. "Leo is going to get hurt.... he is gonna make himself into a meat sheild and it scares us...."

 

[Ricia]

"Leo is Leo... he will jump regardless of invulnerability or not.... but this isn't why I wished to have talk to you...." Buba said softly.

 

[InsaneTruth]

"Can't we.... not talk about me?" Usak asked

 

[Ricia]

"Usak..." Buba said soothingly.

 

[InsaneTruth]

He looked at her he didn't really want to talk about himself.

 

[Ricia]

Buba got up and walked over to him before kneeling on the ground in front of him.

 

[InsaneTruth]

He didn;t bolt but he wa sready to "Madame..." he said softly

 

[Ricia]

"Stay still." She told him before reaching out to him then pulled him too her chest to hold him. He was such a pathetic sight to her right now... a scare child. Les had one thing right.. Usak was only a child. Just like the rest of the fairy. "There."

 

[InsaneTruth]

Usak didn't move but when she pulled him to her he latched onto her she wasn't mad, he wasn't in trouble or in threat of it. Or she was trying to make him think that his thoughts were borderline paranoid.

 

[Ricia]

"Now talk to me. What has you so spooked Usak?" She asked him, sitting into a more comfortable postion. She remembered Usak was very physical... so being physical with him would get her more answers quicker. Not that she minded holding the boy.

 

[InsaneTruth]

"you are not going to like me... I don;t want you upset please dont be I'm sorry," Usak said he was starting to panic though outwardly he was just clinging to Buba

 

[Ricia]

"Usak... there is nothing you can do that will cause me to not like you." Buba said trying to calm the panicking vampire. "You need to calm.. My fairy." Buba was trying to think the things Luicfer says to Usak, though he said Childe.. she is not a sire. But he was her fairy, vampire or not.

 

[InsaneTruth]

"You can not say that surely, I almost starved us... I didn't do it on purpose... " Usak hid his face in her shoulder "I almost kiled Leo... I thought about things i should't,"

 

[Ricia]

Buba pet the top of his head, "I can say that I won't hate you. You did almost kill me once... and did I hate you then?" Buba asked Usak. "Leo is immortal... and made a poor decision by the sounds of it.. and Luicfer would never let you starve. He loves you far too much." Buba let Usak think about her words a moment, "Everyone thinks things when they are faced with grief..."

 

[InsaneTruth]

"Even you?" Usak asked her snuggling into her

 

[Ricia]

"Perhaps yes." Buba said softly.

 

[InsaneTruth]

"you ... don't know? have you ever greived madame?" Usak asked her

 

[Ricia]

"Of course I have." Buba said trying not to snap."I grieved my first familiar a very long time ago.... but I found a new purpose... and turned a new leaf... I was not a good person in my youth... that was why you were attacked by that bastard..."

 

[InsaneTruth]

"Why doesn't Issa know I;m a vampire Madame? Why do we hide it from her? I like being a vampire," Usak said

 

[Ricia]

"This whole world is blink Usak." Buba told him. "Blind little sheepy. I'm sure she can find out later, but for now you should keep her young mind blind."

 

[InsaneTruth]

"Wont she see I'm not aging... or people at school... " Usak really didn;t like this whole hiding thing.