Faith Eliza Cord
Four Thousand Club
But as it turned out, Sheena did not have to look very hard to find Evangeline. As is Evangeline’s usual way, she appeared seemingly from the shadows, coming up behind Sheena and enveloping her in an embrace that was warm in nature, though her skin was cold to the touch.
“Hey sis,” she said, her mouth tilted up towards Sheena’s ear, though not quite able to reach, and she tugged on the ends of Sheena’s hair playfully, smiling. “Guess who?”
Well, it definitely wasn’t Faith or Liza, so that left exactly one sister for Sheena to guess. Turning, Sheena smiled at her, genuine, but guilty, turning to hug her back.
“Hey Lina. You don’t have class?”
“I’m in no hurry, what is academics when compared to time with my sister?” Evangeline said dismissively, wrapping her arm around Sheena’s waist and leaning her head comfortably into her side. There was a slight edge to her tone as she added, “You took long enough to finish eating, sis.”
Sheena swallowed, then briefly caught her lower lip between her teeth as she slowly slid her arm around Evangeline’s waist in return, her expression shifting slightly to show her growing guilt. How was she supposed to explain this to her…how was she supposed to break a promise so soon after they had finally been reunited? How was she supposed to explain something she wasn’t allowed to explain at all?
And what if Macal was wrong…what if Evangeline wasn’t in love with her sire at all? Surely she wouldn’t be…wouldn’t she have said something when she explained to Sheena, if it were true? Surely not every vampire was, Sheena hadn’t been in love with hers, had she? She hadn’t cared at all…and Evangeline was her sister, she must be more like Sheena than unlike her. So why would she love her sire?
“Sorry, Lina,” she said quietly, before turning, breaking in part from Evangeline’s embrace as she looked her in the eye, taking in a slow breath before plunging ahead. “Lina, I’m sorry, but we can’t hang out right now. I have class, and I can’t really skip it, you know?”
Evangeline frowned, and Sheena could feel the way her body suddenly grew tense and still against hers, the way she furrowed her brow, hurt.
“You can’t miss class even once, even to hang out with your long lost, long DEAD sister?” she asked, and the edge in her tone was clear. “I didn’t think you were such the scholar, Sheena.”
Sheena cringed slightly, reaching for Evangeline’s hand as she tried to make her understand…but even as she tried, she was beginning to think that Evangeline was right. Couldn’t she have even one day off without people making a big thing out of it? Especially when they were going to have her go to South America for so long…
As though reading her mind, Evangeline adds casually, “I bet if your guardian’s sister came back from the dead, she’d take a day off too. Who wouldn’t? It’s kind of harsh not to let you have that day off too.”
The way Evangeline had said “guardian” for Faith rather than “sister” or “older sister” vaguely bothered Sheena, but her words bothered her more, and she didn’t bother to correct her. Sheena thought about this…it did seem right. If Faith had Buffy come back from the dead, yet again, Sheena knew she would be immediately spending as much time with her as she could. And Buffy had already been dead and alive four times…this was Evangeline’s only time. Hopefully her last time too.
Maybe it wouldn’t be a big deal just once…
“Maybe…I’m going to be late anyway,” she decided, but then, remembering that there was a part two to their encounter, she sighed. “Lina…I’m about to leave the school for a while, though, really soon. Probably tonight or tomorrow. I’m going on a…mission…with Alex…and I might be a while before I get back. So…I won’t be able to see you…I’m so sorry. I promise, when we get back we can have all the time you want, I promise I’ll make it up to you. I just…I have to do this.”
She reached for Evangeline’s hand, but her sister pulled it back, staring at her with such stiff hurt in her gaze that Sheena looked away, biting her lip. The blonde’s words came out controlled, but hard in tone.
“You’re leaving…where are you going? What kind of mission?”
“I can’t…I’m sorry, Lina, I’m not allowed to say,” Sheena said quietly, and this only further provoked her.
“You can’t say…what, you don’t trust me? Is that it?”
“No,” Sheena said quickly, immediately shaking her head, and stepping towards her, reaching to take her arm. “No, Lina, it’s not that…it’s just…it’s a mission, and we aren’t allowed to talk about them with anyone. It’s just-“
“I’m not just anyone, Sheena, I’m your SISTER,” Evangeline interrupted with a vicious edge, and she snatched her arm back as though Sheena’s touch had burned her. “You tell Faith, I bet. And Faith isn’t your BLOOD. I’m your sister, you haven’t seen me for years, and not only are you ditching me the first chance you get, you’re not even trusting me enough to tell me why.”
“Lina, no…it’s not like that. If I could tell you, I would…if I could take you-“ Sheena started, but Evangeline shook her head, her tone final.
“No…if you could, you would. And if you did, you would. That’s all there is to it.”
When Sheena tried again to reach for her, Evangeline stepped back, and she too now was biting her lip, her shoulders hunched, tears standing in her eyes. It made Sheena’s throat choke with guilt and despair as she watched her, knowing that she could not make her understand.
“No, you go, sis….I’ll just wait here, and hope that your Slayer sister sees fit to have me in one piece when you return. You ever think that maybe she’s sending you away just so she can kill me? Wait until you’re out of her hair and then bam, no more me…she’s very jealous of you, you know. She wants you all to herself. I would be wary of anything SHE tells you.”
Sheena blinked, looking at Evangeline with some incredulity at this ominous phrasing. “Faith…no, Lina, you don’t understand. Faith wouldn’t do that. You just don’t know her…she…”
“She’s a Slayer,” Evangeline shook her head, her words final. “Slayers hate vampires, even ones like me, who have been trying as hard as they can to better ourselves and be more than what we are…all I want is to be able to be with my big sister again. That’s all I ever could want…but if you are going to just blindly take your guardian’s word and go off and leave me alone, all over again, I guess that’s your decision. Maybe I’ll still be here and alive when you get back, maybe not. I guess you’ll just have to trust your SISTER and her word that she wouldn’t do that…obviously you trust hers more than you trust me.”
With that she stalked away, leaving Sheena standing there, fighting back the guilt, shame, and doubt rising inside her.
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“Hey sis,” she said, her mouth tilted up towards Sheena’s ear, though not quite able to reach, and she tugged on the ends of Sheena’s hair playfully, smiling. “Guess who?”
Well, it definitely wasn’t Faith or Liza, so that left exactly one sister for Sheena to guess. Turning, Sheena smiled at her, genuine, but guilty, turning to hug her back.
“Hey Lina. You don’t have class?”
“I’m in no hurry, what is academics when compared to time with my sister?” Evangeline said dismissively, wrapping her arm around Sheena’s waist and leaning her head comfortably into her side. There was a slight edge to her tone as she added, “You took long enough to finish eating, sis.”
Sheena swallowed, then briefly caught her lower lip between her teeth as she slowly slid her arm around Evangeline’s waist in return, her expression shifting slightly to show her growing guilt. How was she supposed to explain this to her…how was she supposed to break a promise so soon after they had finally been reunited? How was she supposed to explain something she wasn’t allowed to explain at all?
And what if Macal was wrong…what if Evangeline wasn’t in love with her sire at all? Surely she wouldn’t be…wouldn’t she have said something when she explained to Sheena, if it were true? Surely not every vampire was, Sheena hadn’t been in love with hers, had she? She hadn’t cared at all…and Evangeline was her sister, she must be more like Sheena than unlike her. So why would she love her sire?
“Sorry, Lina,” she said quietly, before turning, breaking in part from Evangeline’s embrace as she looked her in the eye, taking in a slow breath before plunging ahead. “Lina, I’m sorry, but we can’t hang out right now. I have class, and I can’t really skip it, you know?”
Evangeline frowned, and Sheena could feel the way her body suddenly grew tense and still against hers, the way she furrowed her brow, hurt.
“You can’t miss class even once, even to hang out with your long lost, long DEAD sister?” she asked, and the edge in her tone was clear. “I didn’t think you were such the scholar, Sheena.”
Sheena cringed slightly, reaching for Evangeline’s hand as she tried to make her understand…but even as she tried, she was beginning to think that Evangeline was right. Couldn’t she have even one day off without people making a big thing out of it? Especially when they were going to have her go to South America for so long…
As though reading her mind, Evangeline adds casually, “I bet if your guardian’s sister came back from the dead, she’d take a day off too. Who wouldn’t? It’s kind of harsh not to let you have that day off too.”
The way Evangeline had said “guardian” for Faith rather than “sister” or “older sister” vaguely bothered Sheena, but her words bothered her more, and she didn’t bother to correct her. Sheena thought about this…it did seem right. If Faith had Buffy come back from the dead, yet again, Sheena knew she would be immediately spending as much time with her as she could. And Buffy had already been dead and alive four times…this was Evangeline’s only time. Hopefully her last time too.
Maybe it wouldn’t be a big deal just once…
“Maybe…I’m going to be late anyway,” she decided, but then, remembering that there was a part two to their encounter, she sighed. “Lina…I’m about to leave the school for a while, though, really soon. Probably tonight or tomorrow. I’m going on a…mission…with Alex…and I might be a while before I get back. So…I won’t be able to see you…I’m so sorry. I promise, when we get back we can have all the time you want, I promise I’ll make it up to you. I just…I have to do this.”
She reached for Evangeline’s hand, but her sister pulled it back, staring at her with such stiff hurt in her gaze that Sheena looked away, biting her lip. The blonde’s words came out controlled, but hard in tone.
“You’re leaving…where are you going? What kind of mission?”
“I can’t…I’m sorry, Lina, I’m not allowed to say,” Sheena said quietly, and this only further provoked her.
“You can’t say…what, you don’t trust me? Is that it?”
“No,” Sheena said quickly, immediately shaking her head, and stepping towards her, reaching to take her arm. “No, Lina, it’s not that…it’s just…it’s a mission, and we aren’t allowed to talk about them with anyone. It’s just-“
“I’m not just anyone, Sheena, I’m your SISTER,” Evangeline interrupted with a vicious edge, and she snatched her arm back as though Sheena’s touch had burned her. “You tell Faith, I bet. And Faith isn’t your BLOOD. I’m your sister, you haven’t seen me for years, and not only are you ditching me the first chance you get, you’re not even trusting me enough to tell me why.”
“Lina, no…it’s not like that. If I could tell you, I would…if I could take you-“ Sheena started, but Evangeline shook her head, her tone final.
“No…if you could, you would. And if you did, you would. That’s all there is to it.”
When Sheena tried again to reach for her, Evangeline stepped back, and she too now was biting her lip, her shoulders hunched, tears standing in her eyes. It made Sheena’s throat choke with guilt and despair as she watched her, knowing that she could not make her understand.
“No, you go, sis….I’ll just wait here, and hope that your Slayer sister sees fit to have me in one piece when you return. You ever think that maybe she’s sending you away just so she can kill me? Wait until you’re out of her hair and then bam, no more me…she’s very jealous of you, you know. She wants you all to herself. I would be wary of anything SHE tells you.”
Sheena blinked, looking at Evangeline with some incredulity at this ominous phrasing. “Faith…no, Lina, you don’t understand. Faith wouldn’t do that. You just don’t know her…she…”
“She’s a Slayer,” Evangeline shook her head, her words final. “Slayers hate vampires, even ones like me, who have been trying as hard as they can to better ourselves and be more than what we are…all I want is to be able to be with my big sister again. That’s all I ever could want…but if you are going to just blindly take your guardian’s word and go off and leave me alone, all over again, I guess that’s your decision. Maybe I’ll still be here and alive when you get back, maybe not. I guess you’ll just have to trust your SISTER and her word that she wouldn’t do that…obviously you trust hers more than you trust me.”
With that she stalked away, leaving Sheena standing there, fighting back the guilt, shame, and doubt rising inside her.
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