starboob
lover / leaver
Juno’s been in and out of consciousness since the ordeal. She catches glimpses of Marjorie skirting about her bedroom, beckoning the captain to go back to bed. (The pirate cannot be sure if she dreamed this part or not, but the skeleton may have even swatted her on more than one occasion.) It’s not really like she has a choice or say in the matter as her body betrays her and listens to Marjorie. (She’s pretty sure she has a dream where Marjorie tells her she’ll heal faster if she just stays asleep instead of fighting through the process. That must have enticed her because after that? The pirate’s memories and thoughts all turn to black and become nothingness.)
(Well, except for the dream that plays over and over again through her head when she sinks deep enough into slumber. It’s hard for her to distinguish whether it’s dream or memory, because it all seems to blend together into a complicated mush, but it’s pleasant and convinces her to stay asleep. She doesn’t know where this dream is supposed to take place, because she’s never seen fields so green before––well, not up until recently––and she certainly never ran through them with James. But it’s so pleasant and taps into how the pirate used to feel around him (wild and carefree) that she doesn’t break her immersion. She runs alongside her friend, thirteen again. Thirteen and ready to take on the world. Each time this dream or memory plays itself, James runs ahead of Juno and she cannot make out his face. She tries to speed up so she can catch a glimpse, but he always remains just out of her view. This happens every time.
During the last playback of the dream or memory, the plot thickens when ground beneath them falls through and the two kids find themselves at the bottom of the Shrike’s pile of bones. Fear surges through Juno and she searches for James, but by the time she spots James, she is the pirate and James is nowhere. The Shrike’s cave has been turned into the lair and Juno is now inside of that dark tomb that seems to swallow light and hope. She can make out the entrance of the tomb and starts to walk towards it, but someone calls to her from behind. “Juju!” the familiar voice beckons and when Juno turns around, Olette lays crushed under that piece of ceiling. As she is starting to head towards the faerie, another familiar voice calls to her, “This is your last chance, Juno. Who is it going to be?” This voice belongs to the Duchess and as the pirate looks between the Duchess and the faerie, the entrance to the tomb starts to move further and further away from her, because her heart's already made this decision even if her body hasn't. The Duchess scoffs and snaps her fingers, “So be it. No one has your back now.” The door to the tomb rolls closed and––)
Her stormy eyes crack open and she’s somehow able to keep them open for longer than a few seconds or even minutes. Slumber doesn’t seem to be calling out to her or trying to chain her down, like it has all those times before. She attempts to sit up and has to slump back down again. Her stupidly buff arms, while still stupidly buff, are sore and aching along with the rest of her body. The room around her spins, forcing her eyes closed as she tries to collect herself. (She tries not to think about what led her to this state, but her last memory lingers in the back of her mind like cigarette smoke even after months of sobriety. ‘Did it even work?’ she wonders to herself.) With a hefty sigh, she braces herself to try again, this time with the knowledge that she’s not at her peak. She’s able to sit herself up, but doesn’t dare do more than that as the room starts to spin again and she has to play catch up with it before she can even attempt to get herself actually out of bed. ‘How long’s it been?’ That question invites a flurry more into her mind and before she knows it, she’s gingerly scooting closer to the edge of the bed so that she can get out and take care of her ship. (Maybe she wants to see if that wing actually healed. She’s fairly certain she managed to pull it off, but she’s not one hundred percent sure since she, you know, fainted right after.)
“Ah, so you’re up,” none other than Marjorie says, observing the pirate from the entryway. She sighs and offers her skeleton (since she has no body) to Juno for support and, for once (and by some miracle), she accepts. “You really should be resting, you know. This wouldn’t be so taxing if you just let us handle things for a bit. I could understand your concern with the hits the Duchess put on your heads, but it’s actually not even been that big a deal. Abigail has it all under control.” The pirate’s face reflects her confusion, but Marjorie pretends to not notice and continues prattling on as she helps the pirate into the bathroom. “I do wish you would just rest, captain, and since I know you well enough to know that you won’t, please don’t expend energy searching for Ms. Olette. I suspect she’s in the engine room––she’s been working tirelessly since she recovered from her own injuries. Ugh, I’ve even had to send her to bed. You really are a terrible influence…”
Whatever else Marjorie has to say is wrapped in cotton as Juno thinks of Olette. Olette and her wing. Olette and her white eyes. Olette and those cries of pain as she healed her. Olette and her wit. Olette, Olette, Olette. She thinks of her as she showers. She thinks of her as she stares into her wardrobe. She thinks of her as she follows the shortest path to the engine room. She thinks of her when she has to stop for breaks. She thinks of her when (headless) Abigail hands her a ‘Thermos’ and claims it’s a gift from ‘the Maestro.’ She thinks of straight up turning on her heel to leave when she finds herself in the doorway to the engine room, staring at her back.
Olette catches her before she can, however. Crap. What does she even say now? (What does she think she'll say to that? Everything has changed, unequivocally.) The pirate sighs and leans against the doorframe, trying to keep her exhaustion under wraps but her hollow cheeks and dark eyes might give it away.
"Just makin' sure you're not blowing up my engine,” she tries to hide her state behind a joke, but it comes out winded and it’s obvious she’s not creeping further into the room because she can’t. She pretends this is normal and just continues on. “And Marjorie told me you’d be here. She wouldn’t fucking shut up about you.”
Even though she’s definitely not ready to be moving again, she starts shuffling into the room. She just doesn’t want the faerie knowing anything is up. She doesn’t want her pity or her worry. She’s captain fucking Juno and she’s fine. This is fine. This happens. Her steps are heavier than usual, though, and by the time she’s close enough to the faerie that she can actually get a look of the wing on her back, she’s sliding down one of the walls to sit on the floor. This is normal. “Why do you care if ‘m in bed or not?” she doesn’t mean to say that out loud, but it is true that she is curious. They don’t care about each other (despite the fact that all recent events indicate that they very much do). “I’m feeling fuckin’ fine. I’m awake, so might as well make sure everything’s in order.”
The pirate looks at the ‘Thermos’ she had been handed earlier. She can tell it’s full of some kind of liquid and decides to investigate. A puff of steam hits her face and, as far as she can tell, it’s just some broth. She finds that the lid has two cups and pours herself and Olette both a portion of the liquid. (It just feels weird to keep this to herself. It’s no secret that the food is fucking crap on Desdemonia and this at least smells like it has flavor.) “You good, though? That, uh… Your wing looked pretty bad. Felt bad, too.”
“Have you tested ‘em out?” Personally, Juno would advise against trying out the wings too soon (as if she’s one to talk), but seeing as she’s been out of commission for the last few days, she hadn’t been able to offer her sage advice. She's curious whether or not the wing is functional; if her healing is more than just cosmetic. She runs a hand through her hair, effectively slicking it back since its still wet from her (cold) shower and looks away from the faerie, finding it difficult to look at her for too long. For some reason. “If, uh, they don't work I can take another look at 'em––in case I fucked up."
(Well, except for the dream that plays over and over again through her head when she sinks deep enough into slumber. It’s hard for her to distinguish whether it’s dream or memory, because it all seems to blend together into a complicated mush, but it’s pleasant and convinces her to stay asleep. She doesn’t know where this dream is supposed to take place, because she’s never seen fields so green before––well, not up until recently––and she certainly never ran through them with James. But it’s so pleasant and taps into how the pirate used to feel around him (wild and carefree) that she doesn’t break her immersion. She runs alongside her friend, thirteen again. Thirteen and ready to take on the world. Each time this dream or memory plays itself, James runs ahead of Juno and she cannot make out his face. She tries to speed up so she can catch a glimpse, but he always remains just out of her view. This happens every time.
During the last playback of the dream or memory, the plot thickens when ground beneath them falls through and the two kids find themselves at the bottom of the Shrike’s pile of bones. Fear surges through Juno and she searches for James, but by the time she spots James, she is the pirate and James is nowhere. The Shrike’s cave has been turned into the lair and Juno is now inside of that dark tomb that seems to swallow light and hope. She can make out the entrance of the tomb and starts to walk towards it, but someone calls to her from behind. “Juju!” the familiar voice beckons and when Juno turns around, Olette lays crushed under that piece of ceiling. As she is starting to head towards the faerie, another familiar voice calls to her, “This is your last chance, Juno. Who is it going to be?” This voice belongs to the Duchess and as the pirate looks between the Duchess and the faerie, the entrance to the tomb starts to move further and further away from her, because her heart's already made this decision even if her body hasn't. The Duchess scoffs and snaps her fingers, “So be it. No one has your back now.” The door to the tomb rolls closed and––)
Her stormy eyes crack open and she’s somehow able to keep them open for longer than a few seconds or even minutes. Slumber doesn’t seem to be calling out to her or trying to chain her down, like it has all those times before. She attempts to sit up and has to slump back down again. Her stupidly buff arms, while still stupidly buff, are sore and aching along with the rest of her body. The room around her spins, forcing her eyes closed as she tries to collect herself. (She tries not to think about what led her to this state, but her last memory lingers in the back of her mind like cigarette smoke even after months of sobriety. ‘Did it even work?’ she wonders to herself.) With a hefty sigh, she braces herself to try again, this time with the knowledge that she’s not at her peak. She’s able to sit herself up, but doesn’t dare do more than that as the room starts to spin again and she has to play catch up with it before she can even attempt to get herself actually out of bed. ‘How long’s it been?’ That question invites a flurry more into her mind and before she knows it, she’s gingerly scooting closer to the edge of the bed so that she can get out and take care of her ship. (Maybe she wants to see if that wing actually healed. She’s fairly certain she managed to pull it off, but she’s not one hundred percent sure since she, you know, fainted right after.)
“Ah, so you’re up,” none other than Marjorie says, observing the pirate from the entryway. She sighs and offers her skeleton (since she has no body) to Juno for support and, for once (and by some miracle), she accepts. “You really should be resting, you know. This wouldn’t be so taxing if you just let us handle things for a bit. I could understand your concern with the hits the Duchess put on your heads, but it’s actually not even been that big a deal. Abigail has it all under control.” The pirate’s face reflects her confusion, but Marjorie pretends to not notice and continues prattling on as she helps the pirate into the bathroom. “I do wish you would just rest, captain, and since I know you well enough to know that you won’t, please don’t expend energy searching for Ms. Olette. I suspect she’s in the engine room––she’s been working tirelessly since she recovered from her own injuries. Ugh, I’ve even had to send her to bed. You really are a terrible influence…”
Whatever else Marjorie has to say is wrapped in cotton as Juno thinks of Olette. Olette and her wing. Olette and her white eyes. Olette and those cries of pain as she healed her. Olette and her wit. Olette, Olette, Olette. She thinks of her as she showers. She thinks of her as she stares into her wardrobe. She thinks of her as she follows the shortest path to the engine room. She thinks of her when she has to stop for breaks. She thinks of her when (headless) Abigail hands her a ‘Thermos’ and claims it’s a gift from ‘the Maestro.’ She thinks of straight up turning on her heel to leave when she finds herself in the doorway to the engine room, staring at her back.
Olette catches her before she can, however. Crap. What does she even say now? (What does she think she'll say to that? Everything has changed, unequivocally.) The pirate sighs and leans against the doorframe, trying to keep her exhaustion under wraps but her hollow cheeks and dark eyes might give it away.
"Just makin' sure you're not blowing up my engine,” she tries to hide her state behind a joke, but it comes out winded and it’s obvious she’s not creeping further into the room because she can’t. She pretends this is normal and just continues on. “And Marjorie told me you’d be here. She wouldn’t fucking shut up about you.”
Even though she’s definitely not ready to be moving again, she starts shuffling into the room. She just doesn’t want the faerie knowing anything is up. She doesn’t want her pity or her worry. She’s captain fucking Juno and she’s fine. This is fine. This happens. Her steps are heavier than usual, though, and by the time she’s close enough to the faerie that she can actually get a look of the wing on her back, she’s sliding down one of the walls to sit on the floor. This is normal. “Why do you care if ‘m in bed or not?” she doesn’t mean to say that out loud, but it is true that she is curious. They don’t care about each other (despite the fact that all recent events indicate that they very much do). “I’m feeling fuckin’ fine. I’m awake, so might as well make sure everything’s in order.”
The pirate looks at the ‘Thermos’ she had been handed earlier. She can tell it’s full of some kind of liquid and decides to investigate. A puff of steam hits her face and, as far as she can tell, it’s just some broth. She finds that the lid has two cups and pours herself and Olette both a portion of the liquid. (It just feels weird to keep this to herself. It’s no secret that the food is fucking crap on Desdemonia and this at least smells like it has flavor.) “You good, though? That, uh… Your wing looked pretty bad. Felt bad, too.”
“Have you tested ‘em out?” Personally, Juno would advise against trying out the wings too soon (as if she’s one to talk), but seeing as she’s been out of commission for the last few days, she hadn’t been able to offer her sage advice. She's curious whether or not the wing is functional; if her healing is more than just cosmetic. She runs a hand through her hair, effectively slicking it back since its still wet from her (cold) shower and looks away from the faerie, finding it difficult to look at her for too long. For some reason. “If, uh, they don't work I can take another look at 'em––in case I fucked up."