Lioness075
Everyone's fighting some battle of their own.
When Beth asked him what he was sorry for, Manjano furrowed his brows, as he knew he couldn't just say something on whim here. He needed to think this through.
What exactly was he sorry for? For leaving her alone in the kitchens when she left him startled and confused after his words had somehow hurt her? For never trying to approach her over the past three weeks and mend things? He knew now how big of a mistake that had been to avoid her, but he was good at avoiding people and even better at avoiding people who may be able to help him. It was a weird feeling to want to be helped, but to not want any help at the same time.
Sighing, Manjano decided to make a little list of things he was sorry for instead of just one thing.
"I'm sorry for storming off when I upset you. I'm sorry for upsetting you, though I still don't understand what I did or said to upset you. I'm also sorry for avoiding you for the past three weeks."
Unsure of what else to apologize for, Manjano became quiet again, as he now absentmindedly rubbed at the table with his finger while he kept his head propped up on his other hand.
Why was this so difficult? Maybe it was because this reminded Manjano of times before when he'd unknowingly upset someone he cared about and was chastised for something while he remained confused about what he'd done wrong to begin with.
That, or this moment reminded him harshly of the last time he tried to be in a relationship with someone and how it had ended similarly with Manjano unknowingly upsetting the other person and then not being there for them when they needed him.
Or better yet, the fact that his last relationship had been with a guy, not a girl, and he felt absolutely baffled by the fact that he was so drawn to Beth. Perhaps it was some similarities between the two of them, but Manjano felt as confused as ever.
@Flutterby
What exactly was he sorry for? For leaving her alone in the kitchens when she left him startled and confused after his words had somehow hurt her? For never trying to approach her over the past three weeks and mend things? He knew now how big of a mistake that had been to avoid her, but he was good at avoiding people and even better at avoiding people who may be able to help him. It was a weird feeling to want to be helped, but to not want any help at the same time.
Sighing, Manjano decided to make a little list of things he was sorry for instead of just one thing.
"I'm sorry for storming off when I upset you. I'm sorry for upsetting you, though I still don't understand what I did or said to upset you. I'm also sorry for avoiding you for the past three weeks."
Unsure of what else to apologize for, Manjano became quiet again, as he now absentmindedly rubbed at the table with his finger while he kept his head propped up on his other hand.
Why was this so difficult? Maybe it was because this reminded Manjano of times before when he'd unknowingly upset someone he cared about and was chastised for something while he remained confused about what he'd done wrong to begin with.
That, or this moment reminded him harshly of the last time he tried to be in a relationship with someone and how it had ended similarly with Manjano unknowingly upsetting the other person and then not being there for them when they needed him.
Or better yet, the fact that his last relationship had been with a guy, not a girl, and he felt absolutely baffled by the fact that he was so drawn to Beth. Perhaps it was some similarities between the two of them, but Manjano felt as confused as ever.
@Flutterby