Emperor Of Embers
The Red Kaiser of Flame
After listening to Cassie's speech, he decided to jump in. "Connor.... Look. We all love you man, and I honestly think you are worth a lot more than you think you do." He said as he stood next to connor. "But then again.... I have done things that probably beat Cassie, but that is for another time. Point is.... YOU ARE FAMILY. You hear?" Azazel said as he put his arm around connor. "Don't give us the COLD SHOULDER just because you have some problems. Talk to us... Let us know so we can help you." He said with genuine concern.sitanomoto said:Cassie took his hands. "I can help rebuild you, Connor." She pulled him into a hug. "I love you, Con. 'Kay? Don't forget that. I love you for who you are." She looked him in the eyes and wiped away the tears that were beginning to form on his face. "Put all of your pain into me. I can take it. You want to be angry? Take it out on me. You want to be guilty? Take it out on me. But don't you dare for one second think that you aren't good enough, that you'll never be good enough. Thats my problem. You say you almost killed Aedan? I did kill someone. I killed Massacre. You're afraid?" She looked at him seriously. "You don't have nightmares every night that you'll turn on your friends. You don't have dreams that haunt you, make you afraid to sleep because they feel like some sort of demented prophecy of what you might become. I had a dream that I killed all of you, Finn, you, Terry, Dimitri, my parents, all of the ones that I loved. You want to know what I was doing while I drove shrapnel into your heart and skull, Connor?" She was deadly serious. "I was laughing. Laughing, Connor." She sniffed. "And the whole time... The whole time you were looking at me with these eyes that just had betrayal written all over them." She took a deep, shaky breath. "Don't you think for one second that you can walk out the door without effecting everyone on this team, without hurting several hearts." She got very quiet and sat down on the stool next to him, staring at the counter. "Look. I can't stop you. I can't make you do something that doesn't feel right to you. But I can be your safe place when you want to go somewhere, remember that. If you want to go, you can, but my door is always open, even more so for you.
She stood and looked at her hot chocolate. "Dammit, it went cold." She muttered and then put it in the microwave without saying another word.
"Connor..... Look..... I freaking love you.... In a brotherly way of course. But still. You are one of the best people I know. So you better turn that frown upside down, or I will do it for you." He said in a joking manner. "You two may continue now. I just had to say my piece." He said as he went back into the kitchen to wash his mug out, after finishing his coffee. @sitanomoto @Crono