laceanddoodles
Your run of the mill Victorian lady
"Well, I can't even imagine. Even just Charleston to here, it's like finding yourself on a whole different planet-- I've never been outside the south, let alone the country. I'm sure it's one hell of an adjustment." She laughed, just a little, tucking the three little stuffies into her bag, managing not to wake Elouise in the process. "Thank you, Peggy."
There was a weight, behind those words. Layers of gratitude with shifted meanings and contexts as you went deeper. Thank you for the stuffies, thank you for not asking questions, for not shouting, for not minding too much her reactions to things. All the things Kirsten wanted to say and yet, couldn't. Not yet, anyway. Darrell was in her head. He was there behind her eyes-- she heard the echo of his voice in the buzz of the crowd, saw his face, or just the angle of his cheek hitting the sun, every time she let herself pause. It was laborious to keep smiling, to keep up small talk and not think about him. Like moving through quicksand, she was just so weary. Still, Peggy was asking about what to do next, and she let her smile brighten a bit. She was just about to respond, when--
She glanced over her shoulder to see Ryan. He was a welcome face-- he'd never really done anything to really put her on edge. Kirsten was still wary around him, of course. He was big and strong looking-- larger than Darrell had been. It was always better to be cautious.
"Hiya, Ryan-- Yes, it's... very nice. Elouise's slept through practically the whole thing, which is prob'ly for the best."
He spoke to Peggy a little, and then led her to one side.
Kirsten listened to what he had to say, her nerves rising a little with every word he said, but she forced them back down. He was coming to her with this because she was his last resort, he clearly didn't have any malicious intent. She took a deep breath and nodded a little. "I'll-- I'll try and get somebody to watch her the extra two hours. I'll let you know as soon as I can-- Thursday at the latest, okay? So you still have a little time?"
There was a weight, behind those words. Layers of gratitude with shifted meanings and contexts as you went deeper. Thank you for the stuffies, thank you for not asking questions, for not shouting, for not minding too much her reactions to things. All the things Kirsten wanted to say and yet, couldn't. Not yet, anyway. Darrell was in her head. He was there behind her eyes-- she heard the echo of his voice in the buzz of the crowd, saw his face, or just the angle of his cheek hitting the sun, every time she let herself pause. It was laborious to keep smiling, to keep up small talk and not think about him. Like moving through quicksand, she was just so weary. Still, Peggy was asking about what to do next, and she let her smile brighten a bit. She was just about to respond, when--
"Something to eat would be nice"
She glanced over her shoulder to see Ryan. He was a welcome face-- he'd never really done anything to really put her on edge. Kirsten was still wary around him, of course. He was big and strong looking-- larger than Darrell had been. It was always better to be cautious.
"Hiya, Ryan-- Yes, it's... very nice. Elouise's slept through practically the whole thing, which is prob'ly for the best."
He spoke to Peggy a little, and then led her to one side.
Kirsten listened to what he had to say, her nerves rising a little with every word he said, but she forced them back down. He was coming to her with this because she was his last resort, he clearly didn't have any malicious intent. She took a deep breath and nodded a little. "I'll-- I'll try and get somebody to watch her the extra two hours. I'll let you know as soon as I can-- Thursday at the latest, okay? So you still have a little time?"