I have given in to such an aweful addiction. And I hate myself even more for it.
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I really want a MxF romance rp right about now...
Woke up with the overwhelming feeling of wanting to die. Cool. So good morning to whoever it may be morning to...
OH MY GOD I JUST REALIZED HOW TRULY CRINGE-WORTHY I AM.
I FEEL SO ANGSTY AND TRASHY AS WELL AS FAKE RIGHT NOW IT'S GREAT.
"I will not leave a letter, nothing at all
I'm sure you won't notice that I'm even gone." -Crossfade
"I'm too depressed to go on
You'll be sorry when I'm gone." -Blink 182
"I swear to God I did what I could
I practically begged you, I pretended everything was fine
A soul sacrifice, an American nightmare I'd rather be dead!" -Pierce The Veil
"And wouldn't it be great if we were dead?" -My Chemical Romance
"Nothing you can say can stop me going home." -My Chemical Romance
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But "the hardest part of this is leaving you." -My Chemical Romance
I want to die.
Current state of mind: Emotional blob who can't decide whether I want to cry or scream or cheer... but for once I don't want to throw myself out of a window so.... I guess this is happiness???
My mother, talking to my father about me, in a proud tone. "She is the way she is because of us!" Yeah, Mom. I'm deey depressed, suicidal, and lonely. Oh, you were referring to me being basically perfect and well mannered? Oops...
I got my English teacher (who swore that she would always hate fanfiction) interested in it because I wrote one on The Lord of The Flies... I feel proud of my writing skills to say the least.
I love your new nickname, it's really cool!
It has been done.
Yo everyone, I'm gonna change my profile name soon. So don't forget about good 'Ol BlawnD when I metamorphose into something else.
Wore my new Peirce The Veil shirt today and I got TWO whole compliments! At least two other people in my school has a good taste in music.
I cried when I first heard this song, yet now I cry even harder, considering I frequently think about what is explained in this song...
My friend sat his stuff down in the seat of my crush, assuming he wasn't coming back... So the second he did come back (which I knew he would, to talk to the girl he's probably in love with... AKA not me) I panicked and threw my friend's bags and notebooks and everything to the floor so that he could have his seat back... He probably thinks I'm weird..
Calling all emo/depressed people. I need a dark new profile name that relates to the useless blob of flesh known as me... any suggestions?
I ruin everything. I push everyone away. I'm a whiny little bitch who throws a fit when she doesn't get what she wants. And you know it. You don't want to accept it but you know it's true.
"My love for you was bulletproof but you're the one who shot me."
But if someone wants to physically shoot me and put me out of my misery that would be great, thanks.
"Empty and perfect, shattered and worthless
Show me what's left, show me what's left
Dragging me further, forget to remember
Show me what's left, show me what's left
Take the colors from your eyes
I bleed for you, I bleed for you
Bring the broken back to life
We'll make it through, we'll make it through" -Never Again, Breaking Benjamin.
The best advice Pokemon jas ever given me: "...but no one can make up for what they've done if they're gone." -Plumeria, Team Skull Admin, Pokemon Moon. This hit me at such an emotional level, and I've never even lost someone. Maybe it's motivation enough to go on.
I learned this a while ago, yet my heart continues to remind me... people always want who and what they can't have. Maybe that is why the world is filled with bitterness and hate, because people give up on their hopes and dreams and begin to resent what they once loved.. and soon their heart is filled with nothing but an empty blackness. I'm ready to give up, but a stupid part of me keeps holding on to false hope. Why? Why can't I just let go of my optimism and become like the world around me? -
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