BrokenRemedy

So I'm being friend zoning someone while being friend zoned by my crush, who's being friend zoned by their ex, who currently is in a relationship. 


Yeah, my love life is seriously fucked up. 

Go into the doctor with a fever and a stomach ache, come out of the doctor finding out that I have a tear in my liver.


...Yay...

Gonna be silent for a while. Parents just found out about my habit. 

I feel like the female version of Gerard Way.

If you know me, you know I hate country music. If you're close to me, you know what my family is going through. I feel that this song was made specifically for me by the artist- whom I'm actually good friends with (even though this was released before my family started falling apart). It brought me to tears how accurate it was. My parents have been married for fifteen years and are starting to head their separate ways. This song isn't angsty or rock music, but the lyrics hit me close to home.








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"She sits up high, surrounded by the sun


One million branches and she loves everyone


'Mom and Dad, did you search for me?


I've been up here so long, I'm going crazy!'"


-Hold On Till May, Pierce The Veil, a song describing me. 

Living in the south problems:


When the forecast says you're going to get 0.8 inches of snow and suddenly every grocery store is out of milk and bread. ;-; 

"I think of life without you and I start to cry." -Pierce The Veil


(@spookie spook)

"So baby stay away from my friends, cause I need them to carry me when it's over I'll count back from ten and you can listen to glass heart's shattering.." -Pierce The Veil. 

Can't get my hair dyed until after April when my Aunt get's married, because I have to be in her wedding. Lucky me..

My life is falling apart. 

How do I stop myself from saying goodbye?

When your life is a semicolon;


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Farewell


The new year has dawned upon us


Yet my heart cannot feel this hope...


My vision blurs and breathing stills...


But the past will be forgotten,


And time will heal all wounds


With each year that passes


We ignore the pleas and cries...


With each year that passes


Our world just slowly dies


The year of anguish has closed


Peace and love will consume who's left


Yet my heart cannot feel this hope...


You ignored my pleas and cries...


Time couldn't heal my wounds...


My vision blurs and breathing stills...


And with my last breath I say unto you,


Out with the old and in with the new


It's time for me to leave you too


Let the past be forgotten, so that I may rest in peace.


---This cringey piece of shit is original---

You know what they say about the new year.


Out with the old and in with the new,


so maybe it's time to get rid of me too.

Craving a High School Rp. Craving a band rp. Craving one of those road trip rps. Craving basically anything realistic/modern teen. 


Help. Me. 

Who else doesn't have any New Years Eve plans and wants to do an rp all night? Anyone?


Oh God, please don't tell me I'm alone.

I almost died tonight. 


But then I realized that 2016 has taken away so many amazing people, I couldn't let take one more life.

New favorite song: 

Yay, no more Christmas profile pictures! I'm back to my usual level of angst.

Been clean for a week and two days, not sure how much longer that will last...

"I'll pour my heart out to stop you from leaving." -The Amity Affliction.

BrokenRemedy is currently: Drowning in her anxiety and wondering how much longer she has left until she falls apart and all hell breaks loose.


On other words, four more days until Christmas, to all of you happy folks~!

Holiday-Themed profile picture? Check. 

I need more followers. What can I do to make you all love me?