BrokenRemedy

About to be stuck in the middle of no where with just me, my thoughts, and a knife... pray that I have self control, please. ;-;

I should have eaten lunch today. Regretting not doing so. ;-;

Teach me how to ignore my emotions, so that I can stop feeling... So I can no longer be trapped within my head.

Officially done with life. 

"You say I'm movin' to fast then tell me why I'm falling behind. You said this love would surely last then tell me why I'm losing my mind. You said you'd always have my back but tell me why I feel so alone? This love's an eternal heart attack but tell my why I feel so I at home? You only wanted me to be your fucking remedy.. You were the one who saw what I was hiding. You could see the agony inside me. You told me everything would finally be alright. Then how come whenever I look at you all I feel is wasted time? This blade on my skin could never symbolize the pain that I feel when I look into your eyes. This gun in my hand could never make you stay and I'm ready to pull the trigger on the day that you finally walk away." A song that I wrote that sucks.  

One day @spookie spookis going to reference a song that I don't know, and mark my words, that will be the day that I finally die inside. 

I wish someone would love me as much as I love food. Then things would finally be right in the world.

Probably going to make this thing where I post a picture of myself everyday looking equally shitty and bitchy, leave it up until I hate myself, and then delete it. I'll call it: BlawnD DumbE. (Blawdy, dumby, get it, it's a pun? A really shitty one.. just like me~!)

Achieving a social life has officially become hopeless. Getting new friends has become hopeless. Getting my happiness back is hopeless. I'm hopeless. 

Fingers crossed that I can get enough money to go to the Five Finger Death Punch and Shinedown Concert next month. 

"I swear to God I did what I could. I practically begged you, I pretended everything was fine. A soul sacrifice, an American nightmare. I'd rather be dead." -Pierce the Veil, The Boy Who Could Fly

Pretty sure I just found my soul mate... but I'm also pretty sure that I'm a thirty year old trapped in a teenager's body, so.... xD

What am I?

I need rps..... ;-;

I'm back! Not like anyone cares but I'm back!

Dammit, dammit, dammit, dammit! I should have known! I should have known from the start! If someone says they love you, and you don't even know what love is, usually it means that about a month later he'll decide to torture you by friendzoning you and then talking about his girlfriend who's way better than you. And he'll make sure to do this right after you've written an anti-depression song about him about how much you need him and love him and then suddenly that anti-depression song becomes your life's theme song and the next thing you know, you're- not continuing this sentence for reasons.


Life sucks. I'm emotionally drained. Probably going to sleep my life away now.

My Account is under construction considering I can no longer watch RWBY or anything that has to do with it, and the thought of any character from the show makes my heart hurt. I'll still reply to any roleplays I'm in, because I'm not a total asshole.


Thanks.

You told me to never say goodbye


You told me that you didn't want me to cry


I tried to hold on to our love that was true


But in the end, I still lost you.


Everything was perfect, the two of us


But I had to ruin it when I put up a fuss


The loss was neutral and calm as could be


But my heart is in pain, trifled with grief.


As per request, we're now just friends


But I fear this will soon all reach a dead end


It happened so fast, the tears felled from my eyes


And you ended the moment by saying Goodbye.


"If this is my final goodbye, then I could say at least you tried. To hold on to the one you loved, but now I fly into the above." -Final Goodbye, Kate R.

Hm. I guess dating and depression don't mix well. Who knew that even when ya find someone who loves you, Depression looks at you with an evil grin and says, "You're the worst person alive, no one has time for you."


Man, life is great... ...

*Gasps*. 


IT'S YANG LONG!!!

Make a pun for me

Hey, do you still wanna play the RWBY rp that i was talking about? I understand if you don't. We have two more spots left.

Foreeeeeveeeeeer aloooooooooooneeeeeeeee. 

thanks for the follow.


P.S- I love your icon- Yang is my favorite

I... I think I should sleep now... Midnight came way too early.