BrokenRemedy

BrokenRemedy

A Disproportionately Dysfunctional Disappointment From Hell
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  • BrokenRemedy
    So I played a song that I wrote for one of my friends today and he broke down crying. 


    I told him the song was personal. But he couldn't possibly believe that I was so broken inside. 


    Proof that no matter what social stance, background, or life you have, it is still possible to suffer at the hands of depression.
    BrokenRemedy
    I really feel like jumping off a bridge.. but I'm so lazy.. and the nearest bridge is just so.. far away...


    ~Literally me in any situation ever~
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    spookie
    spookie
    that is what counts! i forget to eat anything other than candy sometimes and don't notice until someone points it out, so i can relate. it'll be my room that gets me though, and i'll probably be declared missing for at least a year until they can clear the whole thing out. 
    BrokenRemedy
    BrokenRemedy
    Sounds like an apocalyptic wasteland.... THAT IS AWESOME!! I wanna die like that!!
    spookie
    spookie
    it really is an apocalyptic wasteland... that's not even sarcasm XD you can have one of your own, too! just don't clean anything for a couple of years, throw band merch all over the place randomly, leave plenty of junk food wrappers and dead earbuds (seriously those things hate me, i go through them like water ;-;) eventually, like me, you'll get lost and give the search and rescue team some pre-zombie training to boot!
    BrokenRemedy
    "Maybe I'm better off dead.


    If I was would it finally be enough


    to shut out all these voices in my head?


    This is not where I belong


    you're gonna miss me when I'm gone."
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    spookie
    spookie
    awh, okay, okay, it's yours *sad puppy eyes* though i think it's an emo theme song in general.
    BrokenRemedy
    BrokenRemedy
    Very true. Very, very true.
    spookie
    spookie
    not quite as well known as some of the classics, but probably one of the most fitting for us emo kids ;-;
    BrokenRemedy
    Yesterday was the first official rehearsal of my rock band. We're still working on a band name, but we already have some great music prepared!!
    DuskSchneeRose
    DuskSchneeRose
    I can't wait to hear it! Maybe you could come up with a name through things you all like?
    BrokenRemedy
    I'm sorry to anyone I've roleplayed with and then vanished. Things have gotten really hard lately and I'm not sure if I can keep going. 
    spookie
    spookie
    life will always come before roleplay, and you have more than enough reason to need a break. try not to feel too guilty, people here are very understanding. i'm here if you need a friend  <x3  
    BrokenRemedy
    My luck: My Chemical Romance's "Dead!" (my ringtone) going off in the middle of my grandfather's funeral.


    ;-;
    Sugary_Paragraphs
    Sugary_Paragraphs
    Man. They'll be some blood tonight. And they never go easy on the Teenagers. Oh, Well. Guess you'll just have to carry on To the end.


    ...Please help me. 
    Windsock
    Windsock
    Fucking rekt.
    spookie
    spookie
    oh, ouch... that's like, a bad sitcom moment. 
    BrokenRemedy
    I lived. Barely. The surgery lasted several hours, and they even had to cut me open, and remove the entire Adrenal gland from me- which will increase anxiety and depression. Gonna be in the hospital all weekend, maybe longer. In lots and lots of pain. Yay me. 
    FTR
    FTR
    Glad your still alive, stranger  :)
    BrokenRemedy
    Just in case I die tomorrow, this is goodbye.
    AThiefOfSpades
    AThiefOfSpades
    Huh? What's wrong? 
    spookie
    spookie
    you won't die tomorrow... i've been there before, and i'm not dead. this isn't your goodbye, at least not forever. this is you, living, and not you, dying. lots of love from your friend <3  
    DuskSchneeRose
    DuskSchneeRose
    Never say goodbye. Goodbyes are bad. You will live. Love from me! <3
    BrokenRemedy
    So let me hug you one last time as I leave this world of mine. 
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    spookie
    spookie
    they sound like every other jerk, honestly... they could've turned you down politely without slapping you! 
    BrokenRemedy
    BrokenRemedy
    Yeah, I know. The worst thing is, they said they would give me a hug, but when I went to them, they slapped me. It sucked.
    spookie
    spookie
    okay, that's just evil. there's no reason whatsoever to act like that, wow... no offense, but what an immature idiot. i'm so sorry you went through something like that, it breaks my heart. i'd hug you a thousand times if i could, try not to let them get to you... i know it's hard, but they don't deserve to.
    BrokenRemedy
    Explain to me what you would look like if all of your emotional pain became physical scars. Answer: You'd look the same, because even scars can be hidden from plain view.
    spookie
    spookie
    that's very sad, but also very deep... 
    BrokenRemedy
    BrokenRemedy
    Good. I was unsure how I felt about it. 
    BrokenRemedy
    Guess who has to have surgery Friday?
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    spookie
    spookie
    i'm so sorry. *hugs* i'll be here whenever you need me.
    BrokenRemedy
    BrokenRemedy
    Thanks guys. My weekend will consist of laying in a hospital bed and staring at a ceiling so that will be great.
    spookie
    spookie
    that totally sucks, ugh... if you're online at all, i will do whatever i can to help. you'll be in my thoughts all day <3  
    BrokenRemedy
    These guys. How have I never heard of them before. They're like.. like.. I can't describe them! Just listen. This is my favorite song, mainly because it perfectly describes me trying to fix my parent's relatonship! 
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    spookie
    spookie
    I LOVE YOU TOO, YOU BEAUTIFUL ANGSTY SOUL


    awwwwwww, my face is childish, girly and too pale, but whatever you say <3  i suppose it is emo, at least... the eyeliner is a good clue there XD and you have one of my favorite faces too ^^
    BrokenRemedy
    BrokenRemedy
    Those are the best emo faces! My face is ugly, man. There is no way that my face could be one of your favorites. It's so.. criiiinge.
    spookie
    spookie
    is looking pale, girly and forever 16 a good thing? XD and nope, you're the farthest thing from ugly or cringy and i smile every time i see a picture of you ^^ you definitely have one of my favorite faces.
    BrokenRemedy
    I know my depression has gotten worse, solely because I find myself hoping, no, praying that the tumor on top of my kidney is cancerous. 
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    spookie
    spookie
    no no, i meant i didn't want to share health issues! not the information that i have them. don't worry about it.
    BrokenRemedy
    BrokenRemedy
    Um, okay.
    spookie
    spookie
    yeah, sorry... i meant that it was one aspect i never wanted to share with my universe twin. maybe i didn't type it right, i didn't read it over like my longer messages... sorry.
    Achiived
    "But we're exchange students."


    "Doesn't matter."


    "Man, this weather is crazy, right?" 


    "Move out of the way"


    "Your boobs look great today."


    "Cinder pls."


    ..... XDDD YES
    BrokenRemedy
    Tempted to write a fanfiction based off of the TV show Blindspot where Patterson finds true love and doesn't get tortured by her significant others. 
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    spookie
    spookie
    wow, sounds pretty cool... i've never even heard of it before, but i'll check it out sometime if you recommend it.
    BrokenRemedy
    BrokenRemedy
    I watch it on Hulu, but it's mostly shown on NBC.
    spookie
    spookie
    sounds good, i don't have a tv, but i'll see if i can watch it somehow anyway. if you like it, it must be pretty neat. 
    BrokenRemedy
    Hah, so that one cut in my liver, turns out to be two cuts in my liver- better yet, they could both be TUMORS instead of cuts. We literally don't know, other than the fact that they're there! 
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    spookie
    spookie
    i'd be scared too... i am scared, actually. i don't want to upset you with my panicky nature, though... so i'll just offer hugs instead <3


    and hah, yeah, i know that wouldn't actually work. if you really needed a transplant, i would befriend/pay a surgeon to make sure it went to you, then arrange a tragic little accident for me, and boom, done. highly illegal and rather devious, but that's what friends are for!


    aww, i can't help worrying, but i really hope you'll be fine. 
    BrokenRemedy
    BrokenRemedy
    It means a lot actually. Not that many people would be willing to help me out like that, so thanks. I'm really not that afraid of what will happen to me, it's moreso what will happen to those around me, y'know? I just worry for them because I don't like it when they worry for me. I should be okay. Best case scenario, they're just some small cuts that can be fixed without surgery or simply left alone. I'll find out soon, I hope. 
    spookie
    spookie
    i really would do that for you, without a doubt. and yeah, i get that completely. it's exactly the same with my heart condition... i worry about others worrying, and what might happen to them if something did go wrong. and since i know how it feels, i'll try not to worry too much and focus on thinking positively... although i truly do think you'll be okay, and i'll be sending you all my love and good wishes. 
    BrokenRemedy
    I hate the world. I literally hate the world. Listen, people of the internet. It is not entertaining, or humane to share a video of a twelve year old committing suicide all over the world. The police want you to take down the video. The family of the girl wants you to take down the video. JUST TAKE DOWN THE FREAKING VIDEO YOU SORRY EXCUSE FOR A PERSON. 
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    BrokenRemedy
    BrokenRemedy
    I just wish people had the decency to follow the wish of her parents. Losing someone to suicide- or losing someone in general is enough- grief as it is. With the added publicity of the whole world sharing the video it's not okay.


    The worst part is, the video is on at least one website called bestgore.net or something like that, which is just wrong. Dammit, I'm just so enraged over seeing this.
    Moonie
    Moonie
    If its on bestgore then chances are it's in about fifty other gore sites. Things like this get shared all over, its like 

    Daisies destruction

    PS. Don't open the spoiler if you're sensitive to other videos that contain child abuse. There's not a link. Just a name 
    BrokenRemedy
    BrokenRemedy
    Ugh. It's just so frustrating.
    BrokenRemedy
    I found another song that was practically written for me!
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    spookie
    spookie
    ooh yeah, it is pretty :3


    and nah, it's not really pop... if that was pop, music would be a thousand times better! 
    BrokenRemedy
    BrokenRemedy
    Then what is it? Cause it's not their usual rock... but it's not today's pop music. I CAN'T CLASSIFY THE GENRE IT'S KILLING ME.
    spookie
    spookie
    hmm... soft rock? pop as it was meant to be?
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