littleberry
Always giving Free Hugs
Snow
Snow looked at Sera as she hugged her, gasping softly as she hugged her back, burrowing into her for comfort and warmth. “I’m trying so hard to fight it.” She gasped, not making any sense of course. But Snow knew that she needed to fight this urge… the bloods call. “I’m sorry. I’m sorry I’m crying.” She gulped out, the lump in her throat stinging. She sniffed, her nose and eyes both wet. Snow needed to calm down, to get a hold of herself. But her chest wouldn’t stop clenching, her breath just out of reach as the sobs rack through her.
“I… Sera I’m a monster! Y-you don’t… I can’t explain… but, b-but I did so m-many things. I’m trying. I’m t-trying to have control but I… I bonded so s-soon and I… It w-wants it so much. Fighting it is s-so hard Sera.” whimpering she pulled away, hiding her head in her hands as she sunk to her knees, crouching on the balls of her feet.
“I told him to stay away. I TOLD Patrick and he… h-he j-just… he didn’t. And Lucas hates m-me, thinks… he won’t even talk t-to me. Why w-would he when I can’t even remember him most of the time and I took away h-his will the FIRST time we m-met. And Kore hates me. She knew… she knew what I was… that I wasn’t... I w-wanted to hear it again. The song. I needed it so b-bad… how horrible is that?! How horrible a-am I?” She screamed, pulling at her hair as she cried. Her stuttering bad since her tongue was heavy with guilt.
“Ryu saved my life and… a-and my blood wanted to use him! Every p-person Sera!” She looked up at her, her eyes bright red and hair pure white, her thorns slowly poking out. “Every p-person I meet who has any power… I h-hear it. I hear the song of their blood and I want it. I want to share it with them a-and bond with them… I can’t look at p-people without my a-abnorm-mality wanting to take something fr-from them. I’m… I’m horrible!!”
She cried again, barely noticing Lucas as he walked up to them quickly, quite alarmed. Snow flinched away from him, in her mind she felt the air trying to suffocate her on how uncomfortable it was being around him. He hated her… well… she thought he hated her anyways. Someone was hurt? Snow looked panicked at Sera. “Go. Go I’ll get help. The guys in the bar can help far better than I can.”
She looked at Lucas, her eyes so sad for a friendship she never got to have with him. “They should have heard you but… I’ll make sure.” She whispered, not daring to look at Sera since she had basically unloaded on her all of Snow’s issues. She turned, running towards the bar when another pair of eyes caught her’s… Ryu’s.
“Ryu…” She whispered softly, taking one step towards him but… how would she even get to him? She stared, hoping he was well enough to help Lucas and Sera… but Snow couldn’t be around him. Not after what she had almost done to him.
She ran into the tavern, looking at everyone before calling out loudly... no screaming, and for one of the very few times, not stuttering.
“Help!! Lucas and Sera need help! Girl under the rubble!! Outside!!”
She let out a breath and ran back out knowing she would be followed soon. Sera and Lucas were still visible for them… Snow wasn’t needed… and after her speech she didn’t even want to see Sera. So I’ll do what I do best… Snow thought bitterly, one more glance up at Ryu…
She ran away from it all.
Interacts Outside:
revior
Syphe
Kiroshiven
Speaks too In Bar:
Iamthemanfish
Clockwork Syringe
FrostFire
Isolde
Hetrix
Noodle Time
@anyoneelseinthebarSnow looked at Sera as she hugged her, gasping softly as she hugged her back, burrowing into her for comfort and warmth. “I’m trying so hard to fight it.” She gasped, not making any sense of course. But Snow knew that she needed to fight this urge… the bloods call. “I’m sorry. I’m sorry I’m crying.” She gulped out, the lump in her throat stinging. She sniffed, her nose and eyes both wet. Snow needed to calm down, to get a hold of herself. But her chest wouldn’t stop clenching, her breath just out of reach as the sobs rack through her.
“I… Sera I’m a monster! Y-you don’t… I can’t explain… but, b-but I did so m-many things. I’m trying. I’m t-trying to have control but I… I bonded so s-soon and I… It w-wants it so much. Fighting it is s-so hard Sera.” whimpering she pulled away, hiding her head in her hands as she sunk to her knees, crouching on the balls of her feet.
“I told him to stay away. I TOLD Patrick and he… h-he j-just… he didn’t. And Lucas hates m-me, thinks… he won’t even talk t-to me. Why w-would he when I can’t even remember him most of the time and I took away h-his will the FIRST time we m-met. And Kore hates me. She knew… she knew what I was… that I wasn’t... I w-wanted to hear it again. The song. I needed it so b-bad… how horrible is that?! How horrible a-am I?” She screamed, pulling at her hair as she cried. Her stuttering bad since her tongue was heavy with guilt.
“Ryu saved my life and… a-and my blood wanted to use him! Every p-person Sera!” She looked up at her, her eyes bright red and hair pure white, her thorns slowly poking out. “Every p-person I meet who has any power… I h-hear it. I hear the song of their blood and I want it. I want to share it with them a-and bond with them… I can’t look at p-people without my a-abnorm-mality wanting to take something fr-from them. I’m… I’m horrible!!”
She cried again, barely noticing Lucas as he walked up to them quickly, quite alarmed. Snow flinched away from him, in her mind she felt the air trying to suffocate her on how uncomfortable it was being around him. He hated her… well… she thought he hated her anyways. Someone was hurt? Snow looked panicked at Sera. “Go. Go I’ll get help. The guys in the bar can help far better than I can.”
She looked at Lucas, her eyes so sad for a friendship she never got to have with him. “They should have heard you but… I’ll make sure.” She whispered, not daring to look at Sera since she had basically unloaded on her all of Snow’s issues. She turned, running towards the bar when another pair of eyes caught her’s… Ryu’s.
“Ryu…” She whispered softly, taking one step towards him but… how would she even get to him? She stared, hoping he was well enough to help Lucas and Sera… but Snow couldn’t be around him. Not after what she had almost done to him.
She ran into the tavern, looking at everyone before calling out loudly... no screaming, and for one of the very few times, not stuttering.
“Help!! Lucas and Sera need help! Girl under the rubble!! Outside!!”
She let out a breath and ran back out knowing she would be followed soon. Sera and Lucas were still visible for them… Snow wasn’t needed… and after her speech she didn’t even want to see Sera. So I’ll do what I do best… Snow thought bitterly, one more glance up at Ryu…
She ran away from it all.