Paranoia
K0mori
Servant Supreme
Option 1: 6 Votes (67% - Range: 1-67)
Option 2: 3 Votes (33% - Range: 68-100)
Fae Roll: 60
"What are you talking about?" Embryx asks, calming herself as you do the same. "Agranne, you just woke up. Did you have a nightmare or something?"
A nightmare? You shake your head emphatically - "I've told you about my dreams before. You know that my dreams are more than just fantasy," you plead with her, but a moment passes in silence in which you realize that she might not have ever placed as much stock in your dreams as you have. You turn away, your blood turning hot as her lack of faith wounds your ego. "...At least I thought you knew."
"Hey!" she says. "That's not fair; I'm trying my best to keep up with each new thing that happens in your life, Agranne, but I'm just a witch, alright? An ordinary mortal. Forgive me if I thought we were safe while we were sleeping."
You scowl at her. "So you didn't believe me when I said I spoke to Ika?"
"I..." she begins to say before pausing nervously. Eventually, she sighs and summons up the courage to confront you. "...You know, I knew Ika for years before we met, Agranne. You said she talked to you about Syrith, and what she does to our souls. Ika..." she continues, turning a bit misty eyed as if she meant to talk to you about this earlier, but the opportunity never arose. "She never cared about that stuff. She joined the coven because she could, and because Corrinth was paying her levies so she could have a roof over her head. She was the least complicated person I've ever met - sitting and talking with her made time feel like it was standing still, sometimes."
"So what!?" you snap. "She's had two years of sobriety in death, don't you think she'd have time to think about what her decisions got her?"
You've seen Embryx angry plenty of times, and a handful of those times have been your fault. But this time, you've struck a nerve like never before, and she doesn't hesitate to snatch her boots off the ground and shove her feet into them as if to leave. You try to back down and apologize for your comment, but she doesn't want to hear it. "I warned you - I swore to you - if you started acting like Corrinth I would-"
"-I'm not-" you try to interrupt, but she shouts over you.
"Her body wasn't even cold before Corrinth tried to blame her for what happened in Tashlaan - and that's how she always was!" she yells, snatching her mace off the floor. "No respect for anyone who didn't fit into her plans and act the ways she wanted them to act... She was my friend, Agranne. You barely knew her. She was more than just a drunk."
She's crying. You can't fix this right now. It's time to stop talking.
Although she's ready to storm out into the night, she hesitates a moment, gathering herself up. This time, you don't try to speak; she'll do the talking when she's ready. "...I've dreamed about her, too," she finally says. "I've gone fishing with her, and we've sat in the tavern and played cards, and just talked about things... I miss her so much..."
You hang your head and rub your sleepless eyes. You remember the ride away from Tashlaan; Embryx didn't seem rattled by any of it - only in the moment Corrinth explained her mother and Ika were dead do you recall the drow reacting with shock and dismay. Maybe she was in denial? Or more likely - she was keeping everything bottled up, like everyone else. All of you had experienced trauma, but you had to work together to get through it. In the years since, however, you keep learning a bit more, here and there, about how happy Embryx was to have a friend that didn't care about the struggle of the coven or anything like that.
Lifting your head, you're relieved to see she hasn't started for the exit. "...I'm sorry," you try again, gently. "Maybe it was just a dream. I just... I don't have those kinds of dreams like you do - not with people I've lost. People keep suffering when I see them in my dreams, and I want to believe that there's a reason why I'm there to witness it."
"What the hell was it, then? What did you see this time?" Embryx asks.
You hang your head. "...I was like a spirit, and I was being guided into someone's home. I could see the presence of dark magic all around me, and it seemed excited wherever I stood. That place... It was a lot like where I grew up, but it was a family of drow who lived there. There was this girl, and she had that book - the one we found in the library in Mardenaal that Corrinth lost. She had it and she was trying to talk to Syrith. She couldn't see me, and so I got close to her and tried to give her a nudge, but I passed right through. And then, I felt like I had to..."
You motion the closing of your hand into a fist.
"You killed her?" Embryx asks.
You shake your head. "No. I took hold of her soul, and when I did, dark magic entered it and changed it, and I realized she had become like me. I branded her soul, just like Syrith did to us, and when I was done, she threatened to kill her mother and father." Recounting the story does little to convince Embryx or any of your other spectators that what you experienced was real, per se, but the emotion with which you explained it at least lends credence to the vividness of what you experienced. "I... I remember her name. It was Sharyx."
Embryx walks toward the brazier in the middle of the room and warms herself over it. "...So you think she's a real person, and Syrith somehow possessed you to induct her into the coven? Is that it?"
You nod. It sounds insane, but it's the only story you have. "...I don't know what happens to our souls when we sleep, Embryx. You might not believe me, but I believe mine travels wherever the Eldest sees fit. Outsiders keep calling me an avatar of 'the Dark One,' and I'm starting to fear it might be true - or at least it will be in the future. That one day, I might be compelled to give myself over completely to Her will." You swallow hard, thinking about the ways you've lost control of your violent tendencies in the past few days. You think about what might happen, and who you might lose, if you can't slow down and think more clearly.
"...I'm afraid," you confide.
Embryx stares into the fire. "...Me too," she says. "Either you're wrong, and your mind is cracking under the pressure of moving mountains, or you're right, and we're completely fucked." You walk up beside her and she wraps an arm around you, having seemingly moved on from her anger to some degree over your insensitive remarks. Suddenly, she chuckles a bit. "...It figures. I finally found someone who wants me like I want her, and a fucking god has to get in the way."
You don't really have anything else to say, although you're thankful for her. You lean into her, closing your eyes tight and feeling the warmth of her and the fire beside you.
"...And you know what else?" she says quietly. "It's either me being fae-touched, or maybe just dumb, but if I have to go through Her to get back to you, I will."
It isn't a joke. She means it.
You shake off the sleep, quickly seeking your boots.
1. Meet with the Duke - "I'll meet with him alone, and see if I can't change his mind about attacking," you state. "Everyone else can stay inside the city walls, but make sure they're awake and ready to fight in the streets if they have to."
2. Send a Crow - You're not about to risk yourself or the Pandemonium Door. "I'll send a messenger and let him know the lives of the city's innocents are in his hands. He just needs to be smart about this."
3. Prepare for Battle - There's no point in pretending that the Duke will see reason. "Gather up your circles, then," you instruct. "There's bound to be more of them, but they can't fight like an army while they're stuck in the streets of the city. We'll pick them apart, just like we did out west."
Option 2: 3 Votes (33% - Range: 68-100)
Fae Roll: 60
1. Paranoia - You can hardly express the thoughts running through your mind right now, but chief among them is an overwhelming suspicion: "No... No I'm not!" you stammer. "Syrith is trying to control me - live through me. I... I don't know what I can do..."
"What are you talking about?" Embryx asks, calming herself as you do the same. "Agranne, you just woke up. Did you have a nightmare or something?"
A nightmare? You shake your head emphatically - "I've told you about my dreams before. You know that my dreams are more than just fantasy," you plead with her, but a moment passes in silence in which you realize that she might not have ever placed as much stock in your dreams as you have. You turn away, your blood turning hot as her lack of faith wounds your ego. "...At least I thought you knew."
"Hey!" she says. "That's not fair; I'm trying my best to keep up with each new thing that happens in your life, Agranne, but I'm just a witch, alright? An ordinary mortal. Forgive me if I thought we were safe while we were sleeping."
You scowl at her. "So you didn't believe me when I said I spoke to Ika?"
"I..." she begins to say before pausing nervously. Eventually, she sighs and summons up the courage to confront you. "...You know, I knew Ika for years before we met, Agranne. You said she talked to you about Syrith, and what she does to our souls. Ika..." she continues, turning a bit misty eyed as if she meant to talk to you about this earlier, but the opportunity never arose. "She never cared about that stuff. She joined the coven because she could, and because Corrinth was paying her levies so she could have a roof over her head. She was the least complicated person I've ever met - sitting and talking with her made time feel like it was standing still, sometimes."
"So what!?" you snap. "She's had two years of sobriety in death, don't you think she'd have time to think about what her decisions got her?"
You've seen Embryx angry plenty of times, and a handful of those times have been your fault. But this time, you've struck a nerve like never before, and she doesn't hesitate to snatch her boots off the ground and shove her feet into them as if to leave. You try to back down and apologize for your comment, but she doesn't want to hear it. "I warned you - I swore to you - if you started acting like Corrinth I would-"
"-I'm not-" you try to interrupt, but she shouts over you.
"Her body wasn't even cold before Corrinth tried to blame her for what happened in Tashlaan - and that's how she always was!" she yells, snatching her mace off the floor. "No respect for anyone who didn't fit into her plans and act the ways she wanted them to act... She was my friend, Agranne. You barely knew her. She was more than just a drunk."
She's crying. You can't fix this right now. It's time to stop talking.
Although she's ready to storm out into the night, she hesitates a moment, gathering herself up. This time, you don't try to speak; she'll do the talking when she's ready. "...I've dreamed about her, too," she finally says. "I've gone fishing with her, and we've sat in the tavern and played cards, and just talked about things... I miss her so much..."
You hang your head and rub your sleepless eyes. You remember the ride away from Tashlaan; Embryx didn't seem rattled by any of it - only in the moment Corrinth explained her mother and Ika were dead do you recall the drow reacting with shock and dismay. Maybe she was in denial? Or more likely - she was keeping everything bottled up, like everyone else. All of you had experienced trauma, but you had to work together to get through it. In the years since, however, you keep learning a bit more, here and there, about how happy Embryx was to have a friend that didn't care about the struggle of the coven or anything like that.
Lifting your head, you're relieved to see she hasn't started for the exit. "...I'm sorry," you try again, gently. "Maybe it was just a dream. I just... I don't have those kinds of dreams like you do - not with people I've lost. People keep suffering when I see them in my dreams, and I want to believe that there's a reason why I'm there to witness it."
"What the hell was it, then? What did you see this time?" Embryx asks.
You hang your head. "...I was like a spirit, and I was being guided into someone's home. I could see the presence of dark magic all around me, and it seemed excited wherever I stood. That place... It was a lot like where I grew up, but it was a family of drow who lived there. There was this girl, and she had that book - the one we found in the library in Mardenaal that Corrinth lost. She had it and she was trying to talk to Syrith. She couldn't see me, and so I got close to her and tried to give her a nudge, but I passed right through. And then, I felt like I had to..."
You motion the closing of your hand into a fist.
"You killed her?" Embryx asks.
You shake your head. "No. I took hold of her soul, and when I did, dark magic entered it and changed it, and I realized she had become like me. I branded her soul, just like Syrith did to us, and when I was done, she threatened to kill her mother and father." Recounting the story does little to convince Embryx or any of your other spectators that what you experienced was real, per se, but the emotion with which you explained it at least lends credence to the vividness of what you experienced. "I... I remember her name. It was Sharyx."
Embryx walks toward the brazier in the middle of the room and warms herself over it. "...So you think she's a real person, and Syrith somehow possessed you to induct her into the coven? Is that it?"
You nod. It sounds insane, but it's the only story you have. "...I don't know what happens to our souls when we sleep, Embryx. You might not believe me, but I believe mine travels wherever the Eldest sees fit. Outsiders keep calling me an avatar of 'the Dark One,' and I'm starting to fear it might be true - or at least it will be in the future. That one day, I might be compelled to give myself over completely to Her will." You swallow hard, thinking about the ways you've lost control of your violent tendencies in the past few days. You think about what might happen, and who you might lose, if you can't slow down and think more clearly.
"...I'm afraid," you confide.
Embryx stares into the fire. "...Me too," she says. "Either you're wrong, and your mind is cracking under the pressure of moving mountains, or you're right, and we're completely fucked." You walk up beside her and she wraps an arm around you, having seemingly moved on from her anger to some degree over your insensitive remarks. Suddenly, she chuckles a bit. "...It figures. I finally found someone who wants me like I want her, and a fucking god has to get in the way."
You don't really have anything else to say, although you're thankful for her. You lean into her, closing your eyes tight and feeling the warmth of her and the fire beside you.
"...And you know what else?" she says quietly. "It's either me being fae-touched, or maybe just dumb, but if I have to go through Her to get back to you, I will."
It isn't a joke. She means it.
---
After another few hours of dreamless rest, you're awoken by Stalna, who does the same for Embryx. "Sisters, the Duke is coming. What will we do?"
You shake off the sleep, quickly seeking your boots.
1. Meet with the Duke - "I'll meet with him alone, and see if I can't change his mind about attacking," you state. "Everyone else can stay inside the city walls, but make sure they're awake and ready to fight in the streets if they have to."
2. Send a Crow - You're not about to risk yourself or the Pandemonium Door. "I'll send a messenger and let him know the lives of the city's innocents are in his hands. He just needs to be smart about this."
3. Prepare for Battle - There's no point in pretending that the Duke will see reason. "Gather up your circles, then," you instruct. "There's bound to be more of them, but they can't fight like an army while they're stuck in the streets of the city. We'll pick them apart, just like we did out west."