xXxKateKaysxXx
Professional Fangirl
"Even the men who hurt you?" Lakri asked, seemingly a bit confused. "Look at your leg. It still hurts, does it not?" Smichal flinched and he stared down at it, face blank. "They left you with a wound that you might carry for the rest of your life, and you don't even hold it against them." Lakri continued, then shrugged.
"Think of all the pain you've ever been through." the woman said, and Smichal's eyes shot up to where she sat. "Sadness, loneliness, shame, physical pain, hunger, thirst. Any kind of suffering. Just think of all of it, dredge it up from that dark place inside you. All the hurt, Smichal." His lip quivered slightly as he tried to remember.
He remembered being harshly ridiculed by the Mister, as well as his wife and children, not only by their words, but also by their actions. He didn't blame them for it, though. If he'd grown up in their environment, chances were, he'd have turned out the same way, and done the same things they had done. He'd have been a different person.
"I want you to find all of it. Get angry, get upset." Lakri said, snapping the boy from his thoughts. He still wasn't feeling upset in the slightest. "And then?" she continued, leaning towards Smichal and showing him her cheek. "Hit me. Just hit me, as hard as you can. Don't think about it, don't hold back, just swing."
The boy's eyes widened. "What?" he stuttered, taken aback. He didn't want to hit her. Lakri had been nice to him (so far), and he had nothing against her, as far as he was concerned. He didn't want to hit anyone, come to think of it. Not even them. Even if he wasn't scared out of his mind, he wouldn't want to hit anybody.
"Think of all the pain you've ever been through." the woman said, and Smichal's eyes shot up to where she sat. "Sadness, loneliness, shame, physical pain, hunger, thirst. Any kind of suffering. Just think of all of it, dredge it up from that dark place inside you. All the hurt, Smichal." His lip quivered slightly as he tried to remember.
He remembered being harshly ridiculed by the Mister, as well as his wife and children, not only by their words, but also by their actions. He didn't blame them for it, though. If he'd grown up in their environment, chances were, he'd have turned out the same way, and done the same things they had done. He'd have been a different person.
"I want you to find all of it. Get angry, get upset." Lakri said, snapping the boy from his thoughts. He still wasn't feeling upset in the slightest. "And then?" she continued, leaning towards Smichal and showing him her cheek. "Hit me. Just hit me, as hard as you can. Don't think about it, don't hold back, just swing."
The boy's eyes widened. "What?" he stuttered, taken aback. He didn't want to hit her. Lakri had been nice to him (so far), and he had nothing against her, as far as he was concerned. He didn't want to hit anyone, come to think of it. Not even them. Even if he wasn't scared out of his mind, he wouldn't want to hit anybody.