Our Secrets ((GxG))

[Memster101]

((Oh wow! Well that's crazy exciting!! Go you Also, sorry. My replies are going to be shit. I've been in a mind funk all day e.e ))


I looked helplessly between the paramedics, chewing at my lip. God this was so unfair....A sigh left me and I nodded faintly, knowing I really didn'y have much other choice in the matter. When we finally came to a full stop, I hurried out of the back of the ambulance and watched as they hustled Mir out of it as well. The small troop of paramedics bused Mir through the doors and that was the last I would see of her until Jelly Bean was in the NICU.


I waited out beside the doors while Lori, Rosaline, and Jess found a parking spot, leaning heavily back against the hospital wall as I tried to hold myself together. This wasn't how it was suppose to go. We had been ready but all those plans had been shot out the window...

 

[Zotohxan]

((x'D Thanks! And no, it's totally okay! Your posts are still wonderful~


Also- do you want to rp through them waiting, or just skip until Jelly Bean is out and surgery is all over?))

 

[Memster101]

(( Oh shush~ And hmm... I mean other than them worrying and such, can you think of anything else?? Like, do you think Michael had started to harass Jess yet or??


Oh. Wait, did you mean Michael harassing Mir when we were talking about what to do next or??))

 

[Zotohxan]

((I can't :/


And oh, shit... I WAS SO TIRED THAT DAY X'D I did mean Mir, but I suppose either one could work.. Or both of them? Since he's going to be so insistent about it? Though, I was thinking that maybe he somehow hears about Miranda giving birth, and that's when he starts it.))

 

[Memster101]

((You're all good xD That's been me the past like, month >> And that all sounds good. We can just skip until after the surgery? ))

 

[Zotohxan]

((Cool~ :3))


After the first thirty minutes of waiting Teag, Rosaline, Lori, and Jess got the update that Jelly bean was out and, for the most part, healthy. He's a boy. Though, they're told that my condition is critical. That's all they'd say. An hour after that another update comes that I'm losing a lot of blood, and I've flat lined twice. Though, they brought in a more experienced surgeon, so they had high hopes for me surviving. Nothing for another hour and a half, then finally the surgeon comes out with a tired smile.


"Family for Miranda Carson?" He calls, not needing to look around for long as Rosaline and Lori are up in seconds and rushing at him.

 

[Memster101]

(( Oh! How is your new story going??))


It had seemed like an eternity since they had given us an update on Mir, the ones they had previously supplied us with nearly sent me into crying fits. For most if it I had just sat with my head in my hands, leaning up against Jess as she herself fought back against tears. I was thrilled to hear Jelly Bean was okay, that he was a boy, everything about him was perfect. With him being born so early, he had seriously underdeveloped lungs among other issues, but other than that he was fine. We wouldn't be allowed to bring him home for another few weeks though.


When the doctor came out and called for Miranda, Lori and Rosaline barely beat Jess and I to the doctor. "How is she?" I asked, feeling my heart race in my chest. I knew he wouldn't be smiling if there were serious complications or any more bad news, but I still felt the need to ask.

 

[Zotohxan]

((HAHA, You mean the one I've written 1 chapter plus about 2 paragraphs of?


<w< Perfectly.))


The doctor smiles, "Well, she's out of surgery, and she's stable. As it turns out she was suffering from Placenta Previa, meaning the placenta was basically blocking everything off.. It caused a hemorrhage and she did lose a lot of blood, but we have got her on a steady transfusion. During the surgery she flat lined twice, but we were able to get her back within just a matter of seconds. Right now we're moving her to a private ICU room, and within a half an hour you should be good to see her."

 

[Memster101]

(( Oh my god xD That's great haha. Have you just had no time for writing or??))


I relaxed at this news, wishing we could see her now. I could last thirty more minutes....It wasn't like I had much of a choice in the matter again either. Everyone thanked the doctor and we headed back to our previous seats. Thankfully I wasn't crying but I damn well wanted to. This day had been a train wreck. A sigh left me and I leaned back against the seat, crossing my arms over my eyes in exasperation.

 

[Zotohxan]

((Ehh.. That and my depression has been pretty bad lately, so writer's block like crazy o; ))


Rosaline reaches over once they were all sitting and gently takes Teag's hand, squeezing it gently. "Hey.. She's okay, so is your baby boy. You have a beautiful little baby boy, Teagan." Jess then pipes up from where she's sitting just beside Teag, tears streaming down her face. "Teag... I have a nephew, and our girl is alive! She's okay! It's... It's gonna be okay!"

 

[Memster101]

(( I feel that! Stupid winter e.e Global warming should happen so there is no winter. As well as get rid of daylight savings. ))


I managed to smile some, nodding at everyone's reassurance. Giving Rosaline's hand a squeeze back, I reached over with my sleeve pulled over my hand to wipe at Jess' face. "Congratulations, Miss Aunt, " I told her, giving a little laugh. I knew I should be over joyed but a pessimist as always, I was waiting for something bad to happen. Things had been too good lately....I didn't want all the progress I had made to get crushed because I flung myself into the first good news I'd heard. "You two are grandmas," I mused to Lori and Rosaline, head tipping to the side some as I looked at them.

 

[Zotohxan]

(( ;w; Nuuu! Farmers made daylight savings... The jerks. But I'm cool with winter, maybe not global warming, just... World stay cold in places that need cold, and warm in places that need warm. And fall everywhere else. >w<))


Jess lets out a laugh through her sob and Rosaline scrunches up her nose. "Oh, no... Damn... Didn't think about that.." She turns to look at Lori, "We're gonna have to figure out a much cooler name. 'Grandma' just sounds so.. So old!" She pouts, "We're not old..."


Just just laughs again, "You kinda are, Rosaline. I mean, what are you two now? Like fifty?" She teases, making the officer gasp and put her hands over her heart, "Well I'll be! You youngin's best learn how ta respect your elders, now! Hmph!"

 

[Memster101]

(( xD I hate winter. It gets dark all early and cold and bleh e.e Summer is nice. All warm and you can do shit and yusss. ))


I smiled a little wider at everyone's banter, shaking my head slightly as I leaned back against the seat and closed my eyes. How long long would this excited lull last? How long until something horrible came crashing in to ruin our little family? How long until Mir and I made everything official and finally got married? I supposed I could snag a job waiting tables at the bar Jess worked at to save money for a ring...we should probably want until Jelly Bean is a little older and more stable before we worried about a wedding...And then moving out...There was so much to think about now.

 

[Zotohxan]

((I understand that -w- I personally prefer fall >w> Just so pretty ^-^))


After only twenty minutes had passed the doctor walks back out again. "Okay.. So, Miranda woke up about five minutes ago. She's still pretty disoriented and confused about where she is, but you're all free to go in and see her. You just have to stay calm, and only light hugging... And by no means can you press on her stomach or waist... She's going to be very sensitive there for awhile."

 

[Memster101]

((Oh! Fall is pretty nice Then I can wear like the other 80% of my wardrobe xD It's only like 30 degrees outside and I'm wearing shorts today though so >> ))


I took all I had not to book it down the halls once the doctor excused us. Rosaline and Lori were thankfully more in control of themselves than I was and stayed back at least a few moments to sincerely thank the doctor, Jess not too far behind me in the race to Mir's room. I stopped at the door when I arrived, almost not brave enough to step through the doors. What if they lied and Mir wasn't okay? What if she flat lined while all of us were in there? I knew on some level that all of this was highly unlikely, but I couldn't help but think it. Warily, I stepped through the door and into the room.


Mir was laying on the bed, looking like hell. I still never had found her more beautiful though. "Hey..." I murmured softly, walking over to the edge of the bed. I took a seat in the chair that was sitting beside it after pulling it closer to the edge. "How're you feeling?"

 

[Zotohxan]

((Omfg x'D It's around 50 degrees here, so >.> Not too cold~))


When I woke up, to say I was terrified would be an insane understatement. It took around ten minutes for the doctors to calm me down and convince me that I was alright, but... I still don't know what's going on, or why my stomach hurts so badly. They put something into the IV on my arm and it made me calm down, but not really sleepy... Thankfully. I wanted to stay awake, to somehow know what was going on.


Once they realized I was calm they left, saying they were going to get my family. And at first I couldn't really place who my family was, but it seemed familiar. When the door opens my eyes go wide. I instantly recognized the girl that walked in, but I couldn't place her name until she started to talk. "Teag..." I whisper, my throat feeling scratchy. I reach over and take her hand, letting out a sigh of relief. "I don't know why I'm here... Or... What's happening." I frown deeply, not seeing anyone else in the room, yet. "Why does my stomach hurt so bad?"

 

[Memster101]

(( That's not too bad! I just really don't care and my sweats are wet from work so e.e Blanket life!))


I laced Mir's fingers with my own, bringing her hand over to me so I could kiss the back softly. "Something happened with JellyBean...They had to rush you over here to the hospital to preform a C-section. You're fine, everyone is fine...." I smiled softly as I looked over at her, smoothing my thumb over the back of her hand. "Mir...we have a baby boy. You're a mommy," I told her, once again kissing the back of her hand. I left my lips there, just taking comfort in the feeling of her hand and that she was okay.

 

[Zotohxan]

((Haha, sounds good! >w< Wait, did you get a job?? o: ))


My eyes go wide at Teag's words, I'd completely forgotten that I had been pregnant... It's then that everything comes back to me, from the time of my girlfriend and I laying down to sleep to passing out in the hallway. I'd been so afraid for our little Jelly Bean... But... He's okay, she said he's okay...


I feel tears fill my eyes as a relieved smile crosses my expression, "O-Oh my god..." I whimper, reaching my free hand up to run through my sweaty hair. "I can't b-believe it... We have a baby boy..." I try to roll over so I could hug Teag but it only ends in me gasping in pain, then just settling to open my arms at her. "You're.. Y-You're a Mama, Teag... This is just..." I let out a teary laugh, then move to look around, smiling when I see the other three in the room, but frowning when there's no baby. "W-Where is he..?"

 

[Memster101]

((Oh! Yeah :3 I got a job~ It's snow removal so it's not super reliable the hours I work but it's money! ))


I smiled softly at her reaction and stood, leaning down so I could hug her gently. Smoothing her slightly matted hair from her face, I gently kissed her and then sat on the edge of the bed. "Because he was born so early, they had to put him in the ICU for babies. Everything is okay with him, he just needs to rest a little before we get to meet him," I told her, taking her hand again. "I think it'll be a little while before you can hold him, considering he's probably got a pretty bad immune system, but I bet once you've rested a little bit we can go see him." I smoothed her hand against my cheek, kissing her palm gently as I did so.

 

[Zotohxan]

((Very true! Congrats! ))


I nod in understanding, calming down just a bit. "Okay..." I relax against the bed, feeling terribly worn out. "Why do I feel so tired? They said that I slept for awhile... And the medicine to calm me down wasn't supposed to make me tired." I furrow my brows again. Not in suspicion, but in confusion. "I mean... All they did was cut him out, so I shouldn't be so tired."

 

[Memster101]

((Thanks It's completely wrecked my sleep schedule but it's all good xD ))


I laughed softly and nodded, looking up at the door when I realized the others still hadn't come in. "You did loose a lot of blood, love. That's probably no help. Let alone the emotional drainage..." I frowned as I looked towards the door, letting Mir's hand rest in my lap. "The others were right behind me...I wonder where the disappeared off to?" It was likely that they were giving Mir and I a moment but I supposed they could have gotten lost or something along those lines.

 

[Zotohxan]

((Awh ;w; Well, hopefully you'll get used to this schedule soon? x3))


I shrug a bit, closing my eyes again, "It's okay.. I-I know it sounds bad, but I'm glad I got to see only you. Plus I'm really tired now, so.. I don't think I'll be up much longer to be any entertainment for anyone. Unless you count watching a drugged up ex-pregnant, lesbian teen girl sleeping entertainment. In which case okay, but still..."

 

[Memster101]

(( Hopefully! Dude, I need more friends. I want to go out and do something cause I feel cute e.e ))


I laughed softly and nodded. "I'll let the others know you're okay, hm? I might go see if they'll let me visit Jelly Bean, but I'll come right back," I promised, leaning down to kiss her forehead. We really did need to think of a name for Jelly Bean...Maybe something with JB in it but I wasn't quite sure what. "Do you want me to grab you anything? Some water? An extra pillow?"

 

[Zotohxan]

(( ;w; I'm sorry! But nothing's stopping you from going out on your own to flaunt your cuteness o; ))


I smile softly and nod, "I'll.. Probably be asleep when you come back." I let out a wide yawn, "Tell Jelly Bean that Mommy loves him, okay? And kiss him for me, if you can." I just close my eyes, as they'd been feeling far too heavy for me to keep them open anymore. Even though I want to see our little baby as well, I know that I'll get to eventually. And right now I want the rest of my family to go see the adorable little boy I helped create.

 

[Memster101]

(( Haha, true! I thought about it but then felt too anti social xD Plus I'm not sure where I'd go! ))


I smiled and nodded, tucking Mir in more securely to the bed. "I will," I promised, giving her one last kiss before standing up and heading back into the hall. I almost ran smack dab into Rosaline and caught myself against her, blinking some. "Hello?" I mused, stepping back some as I straightened my shirt. "Where were you guys? I thought you were going to come in and see Mir?"