Realistic or Modern Not Alive

[SavingStar]

~Nykyrian and Shiro~

Nykyrian and Shiro both growled. "Nykyrian" Shiro said.

"Yes ma'am" Nykyrian said, nodding. It was if he read her mind. Next thing she knew, she man had stood and taken Celeste. He ride back towards the house, jumping down upon arrival.

"How is she?" He asked Zen. "From what I see, it was a pretty nasty fall. Of course, to Shiro, that means jump out of said window." He mumbled.

"Is there anything you want me to do?"

At that same time, Shiro had mounted Morgenstern and rode off after Jason. She looked for a while, dodging and taking out hordes. Then, she found him.

"Hey" she said, stopping Morgenstern in front of him. "What the hell do you think you're doing?" She snapped. "Your daughter is currently fighting for her life, and you're out here."

She was pissed. "Let me tell you something, Jason. You have no idea how lucky you are that she's alive right now. That you, me, and Nykyrian followed her and saved her from that fall before a biter got to her."

She stared him down. "You're lucky she's lasted this long. I would kill to save a family member, to have them with me. To be a mother and wife, and protect them with everything I have. I could care less if Nykyrian or Keon were here or not. My family is all that matters here. And yours should too. Because trust me."

She paused, taking a shuddering breath as she tried so hard to fight the tears growing in her eyes. "Take it from someone who had witnessed it. She needs her father right now, or else she may die alone. And that's not something you need to see. You don't know what it's like." Her voice broke.

"You don't know what it's like to see your daughter die. To see the murder in her cold, dead,empty eyes and know that you failed to protect her. You failed your life mission. The one you embarked on the day she was born. You don't know what it's like to be the one to put the bullet in their brain. I do. I was the one that had to end my husband Takashi's Biter life, and I had to SHOOT my four month old daughter because she turned. You don't...know...what it's like. Go, Jason. Be the father she needs right now. Stop walking around feeling sorry for yourself, because trust me. If she dies, and you aren't there when she needs you the most, you will never forgive yourself.

"I feel the guilt every day. Every hour, minute, and second I feel the guilt of it. A crushing guilt that makes me feel like I am bout to implode on myself, like it's crushing me from the inside out. The guilt that forces you to constantly remember what they looked like in the moments before you killed them. Not what they were like, but what they became. You become tormented at every moment in your life, and you wonder. Why them, and not you. Do you want this? No, you don't. I know from experience. All because I wasn't there when they needed me."

She then let herself properly grieve. After months of being strong, having not shed a single tear over them, she broke. She tturned away, choking on a sob that ripped from her throat.

"Don't" she said quietly. "Don't be what I was. Go to her, Jason. She needs her daddy."

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[SavingStar]

// and THAT, my friends, is how you got yourself in he feels//

 

[thetasfiasco]

Reece Hull
- South City Suburbs
- illegallyblonde

Reece shook his head. "Yeah, same." He set the things down on the floor under his seat, before looking back up at the road. "Where do we start, then?" He rested his chin on the steering wheel, staring forward at the empty, lonely road. They were only going about 15, so he didn't have to worry much about staying alert. "Maybe we could go find an old grocery store? My grandma-" He sat up, looking down the road. "My grandma on my mom's side, she owned one. She kept a shotgun under the counter. Said everyone did it... Maybe we'd have some luck looting around places like that?" He looked over at her, his face blank, as if he were deep in thought.

 

[KishouArima737]

"Well... I guess you are only half right.." Jason listened to her speech "I had to kill my wife.. but I wasn't strong enough so my own brother did... but you know what... I walked away because I wasn't going to have to watch as I lost someone else... besides my own internal clock is ticking I only have days unless magically there is a cure for cancer and it can save me in time..." he rubbed his head, he then noticed her crying he shook his head softly and pulled Shiro into a hug rubbing her back a bit.

Back at the house Zen would have just finished up with realinement of her wrists "so far so good! She is stable the wounds on her back are fixed! Her wrists are back to normal... hey... where's... oh no don't tell me you let Jason run off... son of a bitch! He is going to die out there alone! His brain cancer is already making it the last stage of his life!" Zen slammed his hand on a table "he isn't a coward and he loves his family but I think the fact he thought she was dead drove him off the edge..."

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she twisted in her seat so that she could face him, hear him better. scout listened intently, nodding here and there. she suddenly lit up a bit.
"that's the same with bars. they nearly always keep at least a handgun taped under the drink counter for emergencies."
of course, scout had never drank before. she wasn't sure where she had gotten this information. it was most likely her father, but again, she wasn't sure. scout looked up and met his gaze, mimicking his intense facial expression. there was an unspoken agreement. they could clear a few shoppes and bars to raid them. simple? hopefully.

 

[SavingStar]

~Nykyrian and Shiro~

Nykyrian sighed and put a hand out to hold Zen in place, assuming he was about to do something stupid and go back out looking for him.

"Relax" he said. "I know you're worried about him, but he's not alone. I came back here in case you requested help in helping Emily. Shiro is out there finding him and bringing him back. He's safe with her."

Shiro sighed. "Exactly. You didn't kill her. Your brother did. He has that moment burnt into his mind."

She turned back towards him. "And I don't care what your excuse is right now. Yes, you may die, all of us will. But one thing that I won't let happen is another child die without her parents there. They say that family can help some pull through. I personally think that's a load of bullshit, but sometimes things happen."

Shying away when he tried to hug her, she spoke. "Just get on the horse, Jason. Come back. Before something terrible happens."

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[KishouArima737]

"Whatever... I don't need your guilt trip or your assistance, and my brother doesn't give a fuck when he kills so it's never going be "burned." In his head." Jason rolled his eyes at we shying away "and you are coming back with me so get on your own damn horse..."

With a full spin he started walking back to the house "Also don't ever act like I would make an excuse towards my family... unlike you what is going on with me is real and why I walked away was because I was happy I was happy that I could have rejoined my family in the afterlife I didn't give up on Emily I was ready to join her a sacrifice obviously you are not willing to make!" He marched off towards the house not caring if she did or did not follow meanwhile at the house Zen blinked a few times

"I think it's the other way around actually I think it's neither.." zen would put one leg over the other "I can already tell that, Shiro and him would be in major conflict I can already for see it..."

He sighed as he would put his hand on Emily's "but hopefully they will keep there cool and be together on this..."

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[Psychopath]

Emily lowly regained consciousness, though she was in alot of pain. Tears instantly filling her eyes as she instinctively curled up in s ball. She never opened her eyes, just say there and shook. "Daddy..." She whined, slowly opening her eyes but sheilding them from the light. "D-Daddy?" She asked as she tried to look for him but couldn't find him. She heald her hand out for a moment. Whining, and then passing out again, crying.
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[KishouArima737]

Zen snapped his fingers twice, Endo ran upstairs and layed against Emily, cuddling her it was the best thing he could think of that could comfort her as he tapped his foot rapidly "come on Jason get your slow ass here..." he looked out the window blinking a few times

Jason looked at Shiro he wanted to continue fighting because it was his Nature but continued to walk, "and shiro has blond hair not black you fake!"

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[SavingStar]

~Nykyrian and Shiro~

Nykyrian sighed. "Shiro is the same way" he said. "She's stubborn, and too stubborn. I wouldn't be surprised if she said something that pissed him off."

He looked out the window. "Oh, Shiro. I hope to God you don't do anything stupid..." he said. "We can't afford to lose allies."

"Why the hell would I do anything stupid?" An oddly feminine voice came from behind them. "I understand the direness of the situation. I wouldn't dare." Beside her was Morgenstern, bridled up and ready to go.

"Where the hell did you go, anyways?" She asked. Nykyrian just stared at her. "What the hell?" He asked. "You were with me."

She raised a brow, petting Guren. "No I wasn't. I just woke up."

Nykyrian's eyes widened. "Oh, shit."

The woman with Jason snorted, rolling her eyes. "Dear Jason" she said, jumping down. She walked into the moonlight, leading the horse.

Upon the light illuminating on her, she was definitely different. Her hair was black, eyes solid gold. Her clothing was different, and her horse was not solid back like Morgenstern was.

"I'm surprised it took you this long to figure it out. That I wasn't Shiro." She laughed wryly. "Shiro would never be that dramatic. She wouldn't challenge you like that, spill her secrets to one she just met hours ago."

She shook her head. "No, that's my job." She then pulled out her blade. It was shorter than hers and completely different.

"I'm the one that's supposed to ruin her. Kira Marie Shirogane will not have allies, so long as I am alive."

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KishouArima737 Psychopath Blackrussian B BlueClover

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[KishouArima737]

"I will end you for this betrayal you will not hurt my comrades!" He pulled out his saber spinning the blade around "you will end here!" Jason was ready to fight for them as he aimed his blade his eyes locked on hers.

Zens eyes widened "...... What..." he got up now he was worried as he would grab his weapons "no no no!" He put his sword on his belt "you will be alright Jason I know you will!"

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[SavingStar]

~Nykyrian and Shiro~

"Shit" Shiro said. She looked over at Nykyrian.

"Lilith" the two said in unison. Then, as if mentally communicating, the two both split and grabbed their own weapons.

Quickly, Shiro mounted Morgenstern. Nykyrian did the same with Celeste, and the two looked at each other.

Nykyrian helped Zen up onto the horse. He then turned to Guren. "Stay" he said. "Guard the girl. You know what to do."

The black canine barked and went upstairs to be with Endo and Emily.

Nykyrian looked at Shiro, who nodded and started to ride off. Nykyrian rode after her on Celeste.

"She'll get there first" he said. "But that's good. She's dealt with Lilith before. She knows what to do."

The woman, Lilith, laughed and got in her own stance for a battle. "Dear,dear" she said. "Unfortunately for you, Shiro doesn't expect my betrayal either. All I have to do is tell her what happened here. She'll trust me over you. After all, I was her best friend."

The thundering of hooves soon came. "Lilith" the real Shiro's voice came. It was cold and biting. "What the hell is going on here? What is the meaning of this?"

Lilith put on a false face. "President Shiro" she said, kneeling before her. "Thank goodness you're here. I was simply trying to assist and get Jason to return to you. He believed I was impersonating you and attacked me."

Shiro's eyes narrowed. "Is that so?" She slowly walked towards the two, looking between Jason and Lilith. "Well, then I know what I must do."

She struck Lilith across the face,sending her to the ground, cradling her porcelain skin. "Do not ever dare lie to me again, Lilith Höllenhund."

This was a whole other side of Shiro. Not the kind yet stern Shiro they'd seen. This was the murderous Shiro that would take no shit.

She drew her greatsword and pointed it at her, the point in front of her face, only needing a slice to end her.

"I will kill you if you but ponder the action. Lie to me, and you will be on the ground, your head separated from your body before it escapes your tongue."

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[KishouArima737]

Jason stood steady though now he scared as he drew his Mp40 and aimed at the both of them, his brain cancer got to his eyes color was now hard for him to see correctly "which one of you is real Shiro?!" He pulled back the open bolt on the sub machine gun, Zen held onto Nykyrian as he looked to the distance to make sure his brother was alright.

Meanwhile Endo would pull Guren over to Emily as he layed him down with Emily so she was surrounded by fluff so she wouldn't get scared.

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[SavingStar]

~Nykyrian and Shiro~


Both Shiro and Lilith looked at Jason. "Me. I'm the real Shiro" they both said in unison. "Kill her, not me."

"Jason" Shiro said. "I can prove that this is me. Look." The woman lifted the side of her shirt to reveal the bandage that had been wrapped around her torso. "I got stabbed, and you saved me."

Lilith growled. "So Malekith did get to you. He failed in killing you?" She asked. Slowly, she pushed herself up. She stood, watching as Shiro pulled out her sai, putting the sword away. "I knew I should have done it myself."

She glared. "And now, I WILL!" She charged at Shiro. Shiro, taken off guard, was slammed into a tree, dropping her weapons.

Picking them up, Lilith laughed. "Too easy" she said, but stopped talking as Shiro started to laugh. "What's so funny?"

Shiro could barely control her laughter. "You" she said, calming down. "You think I'd go down that easily? I'm not outdone. I can still do this."

And then she pulled a trigger.

Lilith yelped, falling back and gripping her foot, which the bullet had pierced. The blood was flowing rapidly and didn't want to stop.

Shiro picked her up and slammed her against the tree, squeezing her neck tightly. "What the HELL are you doing, Lilith?" She asked, putting the gun to her head.

She threw her to the ground, resting the barrel against the base of her skull. "On your knees." Lilith knelt. "Now talk."

Lilith would not speak. She refused, so Shiro hit her with the hard metal ball at the base of her sai.

Nykyrian had long since stopped. He could not believe that Lilith had gone this far to ensure Shiro's death.

He jumped off of the horse, going behind Jason and putting a hand on his shoulder. "Put the gun down, Jason."

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KishouArima737 Psychopath Blackrussian B BlueClover

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[KishouArima737]

Slowly he lowered the weapon as he sighed shaking a bit, he turnned and looked at the male, the males everything was now the opposite color what was dark was light what was light was dark, "my hours are numbered... I need to go back to Emily.. just to see her one more time... I don't know how long I have.." he placed his MP40 across his back as he looked at the male.

Zen jumped off the horse and walked up to his brother hugging him "don't scare me like that again... come on.. let's head home maybe we can save you.."

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[SavingStar]

~Nykyrian and Shiro~

The female turned and swung at Shiro with the intent to kill, having pulled her own knife.

"I agree." Shiro pulled the trigger once again. Lilith went limp, having a bullet put through her brain.

Shiro knelt by her body. "I told you. If you tried to do anything to me, you'd be dead." She said to it. "I don't feel sympathy for you. You endangered my team, so you're paying the price."

She stood up again and turned, hesitating for a moment. Then, she turned back and took all weapons from Lilith's body, putting them in her saddle bags.

She then took the reins of Heosphoros, Lilith's horse, and tied then to Morgenstern. "Yes, let's go. We do need to get you home."

She looked at Jason. "I don't know what she said to you, Jason. But I'm sorry. You can't believe anything she says."

She then mounted Morgenstern. She stared straight ahead. "Did y'all hear that? That was not a biter. It sounds...human." She said.

"Take Jason and go. Nykyrian, go with them." She said. "Don't ask. Go."

Nykyrian hesitantly nodded, before leading the others off.

When they were gone, Shiro looked out. "Hello?" She asked. "Is there someone there? You're safe with me. Please, show yourself."

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[Blackrussian]

[border]Crimson eyes stared hauntingly at the group, almost as if they where penetrating into their very souls, unraveling all that is kept secret and confidential and running off with it like a thief in the nice.

A long heavy sigh echoed across the area, only to followed by the words "Seems like some things never change, your still very much incable of not having someone devote their lives to snuffing yours out.......Shiro........always did make it more tedious then I would like to guard you, though it seems you have become more observent of your surroundings so I can't say you haven't changed completely," Drawled out Keon in his ever present cold and emotionless voice, one that could be compared to that of a machine, lacking a majority of emotions beside annoyance, that could be traced within the words.

Though for those who truly knew the man that this voice belonged to would be able to hear the traces of warmness that were heavily encrypted within each word.

Soon the bearer of this voice was visible, his black trench coat slightly behind the mans step that were slow and calculated never wasting any unnecessary movement, within his right hand contained his trusted desert eagle.50. The reason behind having his gun out was to send the message "I'm armed". The darkness obscured most of his body besides his crimson eyes that always seemed to have a light disturbing glow to them.[/border]


(Apologies for the crappy post, I couldn't think of s better way to introduce him and a few other reasons)

 

[SavingStar]

~Shiro~

The deep voice most definitely startled Shiro. Turning, her sparkling silver and blue eyes widened as the male stepped from the trees.

However, her surprise dissipated soon after. She smiled slightly, eyes glinting, and laughed. "Well" she said, jumping off of Morgenstern and leading the horse over to the man. "Even if I do always have someone wanting to kill me, I'm still here, aren't I?"

She chuckled again. "And you had to admit, your days of guarding me were always interesting." She pointed at him, the tip of her index finger resting ever so slightly on his chest.

"You've got no idea how different you and Nykyrian are. He's great and all, but." She shrugged and winked. "I guess I don't have a thing for guys my age." She realized how odd that sounded.

"Oops" she mumbled, before rolling her eyes. "But honestly, the WOLF you gave me is doing a better job than either of you." She said.

"Hmm. You've gotten taller." She wrapped her arms around him and hugged him quickly. "I missed you, Keon. Really."

Pulling back, she held him at arms length. Soon enough, she let go and studied him. "Come back with me" she said as Morgenstern came up. She laughed and hugged the steed's head.

"We have a smaller group. It's not the Union, but they're tight-knit. Besides" she raised a brow at him. "You owe me. Two years with no contact at all? I'm hurt. You and I have some catching up to do."

She put her hand on her hip. It was obvious she wasn't going to accept no as an answer. Classic, stubborn Shiro.

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[KishouArima737]

Zen looked back he didn't want to leave Shiro behind as he kept his Katana in hand watching the two his eyes narrowed just incase, he waited for them to get done talking he didn't bother hopping on the horse, he never liked horses to begin with and so he didn't ride the horse.

Back at the house Endo continued to watch over Emily

 

[Psychopath]

((Oh shit I missed alot, that was an intense read o.o))

Emily Jeager

Emily slowly woke with Endo licking her. She gently pet the dog, though instantly regretted it. Her hands hurt so much but she needed to find her father. Everything seemed so... Off. She felt as if their was gunshots near by. That wouldn't be good. That means zombies would be on their way soon. She sniffled and slowly pushed herself up with a grunt. Her hands shaking. Carefully she put on her backpack and stepped out the door. "Daddy?" She called out as her head darted around the house, trying to find him.

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[KishouArima737]

Jason soon ran up to the door as he hugged her "its alright Emily it's ok... we were just gone for a bit are you alright? Are the wolves still ok?" He gently stroked her hair thankfully he didn't need his eyes to know it was his daughter.

"Heh.. it was just... a conflict back there you do not have to worry it was an assassian, but Shiro is ok.."

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[Psychopath]

Emily saw her father run in and instantly wrapped her arms around him. "W-What happened daddy... I heard gunshots... I-I..." She whined some and hid her hesd in his shoulder, crying some. "The wolves are okay..." She said softly rubbing his back. Her hand hurt but she didn't care. "Are you okay? Are you hurt?" She asked gently.
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[KishouArima737]

"I think it's time I tell you something my daughter... I suffer from brain cancer... and sadly my time is limited... so when shiro came to confront the assassian I was seeing doubles... so in return I almost shot them... but besides that I am alright, I am just glad you are safe and sound.. that's all that matters..." he softly wiped her tears clear as he sighed a bit standing up.

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[Psychopath]

Emily Jeager

Emily looked up at her father. "C-Cancer?" She said with a light and sad squeak in her voice. She hugged him tighter, shaking her head some. "N-No!" She yelled out. "You can't, you can't have cancer, you can't die on me!" She burried her face into his shoulder. "I need you daddy... Please... Please don't leave me..." Tears flew quickly from her face, dripping onto her shirt. She had s death grip on him, not wanting to let go. "I need you. I can't survive without you daddy please... Fight it..."

KishouArima737 SavingStar

 

[Blackrussian]

Internal Keon began to chuckle 'you still haven't changed shiro, still the same talkative, aggressive and some times awkward lady I've guarded'

He felt a very nostalgic and warm feeling when he was hugged....it brought back some old memories, some that he wish he did not remeber. For a moment his eyes flashed back to a vision of white walls and a young girl with onyx hair staring at him with, her eyes had expressed nothing but happiness.

"Yes I've gotten taller and you have seemed to gotten shorter" Keon chuckled out as he poked fun at her height. It was always one of his amusing past times to do.

Though on the outside Keon raised a eyebrow at her "guess I don't have a thing for guys my own age? You still are weird and akward as I remember and it took you just until now in the middle of the apocalypse we're the dead wish to eat us that you finaly figured out.....guren was a wolf.........."

When he heard about this new group he raised a eyebrow at the wellknit part. "Well if I'm going off anything what just transpired I wouldn't categorize this group as well knit, more like a fuel tank ready to explode"