Indescribable (Closed)

"Yes, i did. I will not lie to you. If you wish to hurt me, do it. Kill me if it pleases you mighty. I don't care anymore. I accept death like a starving man accepts food. Greedily and hungrily. I have failed so many times. I have hurt so many people. I don't deserve to breathe. Not when i make so many wrongs in one single day. No. I don't deserve to live at all. So please Akumu, kill me. Slowly or quickly, i don't care. I would do it myself, but i could never seem to have that feeling. I can't picture myself putting the blade to my throat. Yet, i wish to be in Hell with my brothers and father. Where the Oshiro belong. So, if you are angry. Please, i beg of thee. Slay me here and now." Masaru looked straight into Akumu's eyes. They were cold and tired of everything that life has thrown. They were dull, the tiniest flicker of sparks slowly vanishing in his irises. 
 
Still, Akumu would keep his glare. Actually going to the lengths of grasping the hilt of his blade. He couldn't let someone get away with doing such a thing to family, whether they accepted the death or not. His own eyes had been cold as he slowly began to draw his blade.


Dei-Loki widened his eyes as he watched his brother, growling. "WAIT!" The demigod would shout, glaring to his brother before shooting that same, pain-filled yet sincere glare to Masaru. "You promised today that y' would serve at my side until you've made it up t' me. And ya aren't done, yet." his glare would then cause him to shed a few tears as he clenched his fists. "Putting me though such a loss would be hurting me far more than ya already have, and I will not allow such a heartbreak, do ya hear me!?" BAHAH! And the Mischief Bastard finally confesses his love! Where's that confetti!?
 
Nia turned back to normal, she was shaking at the knees in excitement following the confession as she used her magic to make a bit of confetti rain down on the two of them.
 
Masaru growled at Nia's confetti and then looked to Dei-loki with a scowl on his face. "And why would you care!? Huh!? You are a demigod! Loved by majority! To care for someone like me!? Are you stupid!? No, you're just plain blind. Don't say that you care for me!? Don't say it!" Masaru gripped at his palms, his fingernails cutting into his skin, making black drops of blood falling to the ground. Masaru flinched.


"My kogitsune, stop your tears. Don't cry, my child. Nonsense, don't listen to the boys that call you names. Never listen to them, Massy. Never. You are my kogitsune. My strong, eldest child. Now smile, Massy. There we go! How i love your laugh. Promise me that you'll will try to be happy. Good. I love you too." 

"NO! You weren't suppose to care! LEAVE ME ALONE!" Masaru crouched to the ground, covering his ears just like so long ago when his father came home drunk. "LEAVE ME ALONE! HATE ME! LOATHE ME! I'M A MONSTER! A MONSTER!" Masaru kneeled, gasping for breath. "Please, don't love me. Don't love me. It hurts. My heart. It hurts. I don't like this pain, Mommy. Please make it stop. I DON'T WANT THIS!" Memories whirled around in his mind. From huddling in the corner from father's drunken spurts to his mother's death. He clutched at his heart. What was happening to him? He couldn't tell. Just pain. Was this heartbreak? Was Death finally greeting him at the door? His breathing was beginning to become choked and fast. His lungs asking for air, yet his brain was shortening out. Was this a 'episode'? He collapsed onto the ground. Was this a panic attack? Heart attack? All he could tell was that it hurt. That this was hurting him.
 
 
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Dei-Loki's expression went from an angered glare to instant worry in the bat of an eye. His ears flattening as he'd quickly go to catch Masaru with... little to no luck. Still, he managed to prevent Masaru from hitting his head on anything. Ohhhh, it was too much... DO SOMETHING. 'Like what!?' KISS HIM! Dei-Loki paused for a moment before widening his eyes. 'THIS IS NO TIME FOR YER FANTASIES!' CPR! Call it what you must but just trust me and do it! Hesitating Dei-Loki mentally released a whine before slowly leaning forward, gently pressing his lips to the kogitsune's.
 
Masaru stilled and stared up at Dei's closed eyes. A subtle blush crept onto his cheek as he pushed the demigod off. "What the hell are you doing!? Kissing someone to stop them from dying!? Maybe you also lost your mind!?" Masaru covered his mouth with his arm and huffed.
 
Eyes widening, Dei-Loki fell back into a sit as he watched him. "I'm not far from it." he'd comment on the question of his sanity, watching him as he sat up. "I was trying to save you with CPR! Ya just didn't give me a chance!" Denial! Dei-Loki growled softly before huffing with a dark blush. "B-Besides, ya can't deny it didn't help bring y' out of it..."
 
Masaru huffed, looking away from Dei. The blush grew just a bit redder. "I . . . i guess you're right." This wasn't like him at all. To be attracted to a male and to be so embarrassed that his cheeks now heated up from just a simple peck on the lips.
 
Watching him, Dei-Loki kept his ears low before he then also looked away. His fingers interlacing with the grass as he sighed. "Anyway, I... I'm sorry I sparked such a negative reaction. It's just... I..."
 
"It wasn't your fault. Everything has been happening so fast and so hard. It's getting to take a toll on me. Memories just flooded back to me. Bad childhood memories. And now i hear you telling me that you care. I just. . . it scares me. Gods, i can't anymore heartbreak or pain. I've lost so many people in my life. It starts to make you go psychotic from all the scars on your heart." Masaru rubbed his head and looked back at Dei.
 
"Yeah, I..." Dei-Loki kept his gaze downward. "I-I know the feeling..." His words were quiet and soft while watching himself as he softly toyed with the blades of grass inbetween his fingers. "Stuff like that can really change a person, that's fer sure..."
 
"So you really would like to see me live? Why? All i have done is hurt you and caused you pain. I don't understand." Masaru sat down in front Dei, forgetting about Akumu and Nia that were spectators as the two converse.
 
Shifting his attention up to Masaru, he lowered his ears a small bit more before shrugging. "I've lost far too many people in my life that I've ca--..." He'd bring a hand over his own mouth as he'd then close his eyes once more. A few tears escaping him as he sharply inhaled. Doing his best not to speak with a whine. "I just don't want to loose any more... What you've done t' me doesn't matter now. All that matters is the present..."
 
"Don't . . . don't cry, Dei-loki." Masaru came closer to the demigod and wiped the tears away with his thumbs. "I can't promise you that that won't happen again, but i'll try my best to stay by your side."
 
With a sniffle, the demigod would pause upon feeling the kogitsune's thumbs, glancing down before then glancing up at him once more. A pain-wielding smile soon somewhat sliding up his face. "Even if I told ya it was an order?.." Dei-Loki found himself lightly joking about the inability to promise. He'd hoped to lighten the mood a small bit, even though the pain still remained.


Akumu would watch both Masaru and Dei-Loki, a soft exhale escaping him as he slid his blade back into the sheath. Adjusting his glasses once more before soon looking to the sky.
 
Masaru gave a ghostly smile and stood up. He couldn't make a promise. He could never make a promise when it came to pain and suffering. His heartbeat became abnormal. No, he could never make a promise when death was his friend and enemy. Not when he was slowly dying inside. His heart turned back to its normal beat. He exhaled the held breath. He can't go now though. He'll stay right here for his friends and family until it pains him to breathe. 
 
Dei-Loki would then stand, as well. Gently dusting himself off as a quiet sigh escaped his body. His ears lowering as his eyes would once more shut. "Now then..."
 
Masaru looked to the people around him. He then turned back to Dei-loki. "What is it, my lord?"
 
"... It's nothing. I--" Dei-Loki stilled, tensing as a sudden feeling of imminent danger washed over him. A familiar surge of energy. His gaze quickly shifted to the west - a growl escaping him before bolting in said direction without another word. Drawing his blades as he quickly took to the trees. 'They're HERE. This... This is not good. Be ready.' Always ready.





"This the place?" Ruvik spoke up, his own men readily standing behind him as he glared ahead.


"This is the place alright..." Malvo spoke up, her ears low as her gaze remained cold. Eyes soon widening as she heard the faint, quickly repeated chanting of the term 'Blighters' in the distance. The tone sounding angry.
 
Masaru tensed at the familiar presence. 'Speaking of pain. I guess we couldn't stay like this for too long, huh? It's time to fight until the very last breath. Until our heart stops beating. As our skin grows cold, and we slowly rot away in the dirt. War. Hmmph. Of course it would be war. It is always and shall forever be only war that stops us from moving forward.'
 
Akumu sighed before a grin appeared on his face once more. His tone sounding sarcastic as he rushed off to follow his brother. "Yay... More Blighters."


"BlightersBlightersBLIIIIGHTEEERS!" Dei-Loki continued to rush forward until he bounded off of that final branch - propelling himself from the tree. Landing on the ground as leaves had fallen. His gaze had been dark as black veins spread across the left side of his neck and face. The sclera of his left eye pitch black. Growling, he'd glare.


"Quite the entry." Ruvik would grin, gaze set on the shorter male as he'd set free a dark chuckle from deep within his chest cavity.


Dei-Loki shifted his gaze over them all, growling still as he narrowed his eyes a bit more. A dark grin on his face. "I see that the general with lacking depth perception needed t' enlist quite a few more men so he could see..."


Ruvik growled at that, his gaze narrowing behind the mask as he slowly lifted hid hand - about ready to signal the attack. Malvo painfully watching as she tried to hold back.
 
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Masaru followed the boys until they met Ruvik. Masaru snickered at Dei's insult. "Ah, how i miss you so, Ruvik. What shall i tear apart this time? Perhaps a leg and then you truly will be a pirate. An eye patch and a wooden leg. Now, all we need is a bird to sit on your shoulder. Oh, wait. That's right. Malvo is you talking parrot."
 
'PARROT!?' Malvo growled at the thought as she clenched her fists.


"Not sure if he would be able t' tell if it was on the same side as his eye patch." Akumu would add onto their words, glaring in Ruvik's direction.


Though clearly agitated with the given insults, Ruvik did his best to show nothing but a dark grin. His arm still in the air as he awaited to give the command. Many of the Blighters audibly growling in the background. About a dozen of them taking a couple of steps forward so they were in front. "I highly doubt I'll be the one loosing a limb or two today..."
 
"You're right about that, Akumu. Ruvik has a mighty blind spot. You could pinch his ear and he would have to run around to see who was doing that. Kinda like a dog chasing his tail, but more idiotic and sad. Y'know what i mean?" He turned to Akumu, a shit-eating grin appearing on his face. "I mean, you could basically do anything." Masaru teleported in the shadows of trees and landed right behind Ruvik. "Peek-A-boo." He raised his foot up and kicked Ruvik's back with all his might. 
 
"Oh, I know exactly what y' mean." Akumu would then also grin, watching Masaru's actions and perking his ears when he'd hear Ruvik's surprised and angered yelp from the kick.


Ruvik, from the force, was knocked forward into several of his men whom had caught him and stared for a moment. Growling, Ruvik forced himself to stand as he allowed a sickening crack to occur in his own back as he'd recovered a bit from the blow. Laughing, he'd then lift his hand and signal for his men to attack. And attack the Blighters did - providing a distraction for both Dei-Loki and Akumu. In an instant, his gaze snapped to the other dragon-bonded Shadow Warden that had switched to their side. "You, little girl. Time to prove your allegiance further." He'd then gesture his blade in the direction of Dei-Loki. "I have temporarily removed your pain bond. Finish what you've started."


Malvo widened her eyes at that, her eyes trembling as she looked in Dei-Loki's direction. "B... But..."


"Don't back down, now." Her father sounded in her mind, causing her right iris to now hold a crimson colour. His mental lock forcing Malvo to remove her blades and charge Dei-Loki. Once Malvo was close enough to Dei-Loki, Ruvik created a barrier around the twins so their fight could go uninterrupted. With this now done, he'd remove his blade from it's holster before quickly charging at Masaru as his eyes had flashed.
 
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