Misty Gray
Pessimisty
The Walker Residence
- Edgbaston, Birmingham, England -
Caroline Walker
- Edgbaston, Birmingham, England -
Caroline Walker
After time to restore some level of calm, they pulled away from the comforting embrace. Richard took hold of her hands but her attention was more focused on his face as she saw tears in his eyes. "Oh no. I'm sorry..." she apologised, seeing her outbursts had led to upsetting him too.
Caroline sucked in a strained breath, choking back tears, as Richard reassured her she was a beautiful mother and wife. She gazed down and sniffled as he continue speaking. She continued to look towards their hands as he spoke of what he did the day he found out Charles had been killed. It saddened her to hear how much her son's death had upset him. But then he clarified that he'd been upset for her rather than Charles or Robert. This caused her to look back up to his face again, curious to know why he'd been upset for her rather than Robert or Charles. She nodded along when he explained it was because of how much she loved her son. For the first few years of Charles' life, Robert was away from home fighting in the war for most of the time. It was Charles who kept her strong for the prolonged periods of time alone between Robert being able to visit home. Then, even though he was still a small child when Alfie was born, Charles still tried to help his mother out. No matter how little practical help a four-year-old could be, Caroline was still always warmed by the boy's attempts. She managed a small smile as Richard cast her mind back to the parade and how Charles had sprinted towards Robert. "I remember. Up until then, the boys missed so much quality time with their father, so to finally tell Charles that Robert was coming home forever had him so excited. Finally having Robert home and the boys so happy. Well, I couldn't have wanted anything more than that," she fondly remembered. She displayed a frown when Richard compared it to how his own mother had never shown such affection towards him. "It saddens me to think you couldn't have that in your childhood. I know it's of little consolation to your younger self, but you'll always have a place in this family, especially after your loyalty to Robert and helping to make sure he came back home."
Caroline chewed her lip and nodded in understanding when he reiterated the woman he saw the day of the parade was the woman he still knew. He went on to pose the question as to whether it was better to have had the joy that ended up in despair, or not to have been a parent at all. "I don't want to imagine a world where Charles, or any of my kids, never existed. Of course I'm grateful for those 35 years I had with Charles and I'd never want to take that away, no matter how much it hurts now he's gone." Growing up, her parents had always told her that her future would be to marry and have children. It was an expectation she questioned throughout her teenage years and when she left school she set her mind on deviating from the path her sisters had taken, not wanting to rush into some marriage and certainly not have any kids to tie her down. But then she met Robert, not long before she turned 20, who opened her up to falling in love and starting a family. With him, she realised she could be her own person and have her own aspirations whilst also having a husband and children. She would never change any of that, not even after the times he broke her heart.
When Richard took the opportunity to dry his eyes, Caroline did the same, using her fingertips to wipe away the tears from her face. He clearly wasn't going to let her back out of the heart-to-heart as he took her hands again and continued to reassure her. "You want a challenge, huh?" she remarked when he said he'd do his best to help her find herself again. He then let go of her hands and she sat up straight, resting her hands on her lap. She was glad to hear him say he chose to be there for her, that she was his friend as well as Robert. "Of all the families you could have had, I'm glad you came into this one," she assured him. "Even if I do stress you out at times and I can't promise we won't kick off again in the future. It's in my nature to make your life difficult from time to time," she teased him, given they were prone to heated discussions and disagreements on occasions. This one in particular had struck deeper nerves, given the subject matter at hand.
When Richard took a swig from the wine bottle and then handed it to her to finish off, she scoffed at him. Regardless, she drank the last of the wine straight from the bottle before setting it down on the coffee table. "Drinking out of the bottle. My mother will be turning in her grave. It's not ladylike, don't you know?" she said, mimicking her late mother's voice that had been practically on par with that of Queen Elizabeth herself. Although her own accent would sound posh to many locals, Caroline's had deviated somewhat from her parents, given the last four decades living in Birmingham. It was very subtle to the locals, but her sisters still in London easily picked up on it when she spoke with them.
Finally cooling down from the heated and emotional discussion, Caroline decided to distract from it for a moment so the feelings didn't sit raw for too long. What better way than to fill in the blanks she had from the restaurant a week ago. "So, last week. I wasn't at the table for long, but I understand you never joined it either. What were you, Jackie and Scott up to?" she probed. "Robert wasn't impressed with my nephew for showing up to dinner late. I don't think he noticed, but Jackie smelled like he'd been bathing in alcohol."
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