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Erik's Apartment
~ Hackney, London ~
Billy King
~ Hackney, London ~
Billy King
Based on Ava’s reaction to his question, Billy wondered briefly if he had crossed some sort of line by asking her about her late husband. But then, he figured, he was only showing genuine concern, and if she was about to stay with them then boundaries would surely be crossed anyway. She was already standing in his and Erik’s bedroom, having seen him half-naked and having his wounds cleaned. Talking about a recent personal loss was incomparable, of course, but he wasn’t asking to make her feel uncomfortable. He just wanted to know if she was okay.
Even before she spoke, Billy could tell she wasn’t - but though she chose not to answer him directly, her words made sense to him. He nodded to her, thinking of the few losses he had had in his life. It wasn’t something that he had had to face head on before; his mother’s death still resonated throughout the family, but it had taken a few years after she had died until Billy was old enough to comprehend the memory of her lying lifeless on the bed, by which point he was used to being without her. The only other loss had been that of his best friend, but they hadn’t been on speaking terms when he died and therefore he had never figured out how to grieve for him. In comparison, what Ava was going through was life-shattering, it was raw and deeply personal and would no doubt turn her world upside down. But he couldn’t argue with the attitude she displayed - sometimes, there really was no way to prevent a loved one from dying.
Billy gave an understanding nod, and when the woman appeared embarrassed by the tear she shed, he dipped his gaze to allow her a moment of privacy. She went on to explain that she had support from Elvian and the rest of the family, and that coming to London was a welcome escape from the house that seemed to hold too many memories that now haunted her. “Yeah, I know,” he softly agreed with another nod. “My Uncle Bruce lost his wife and kids, and then my mum - his sister - all when I was small. He said it helped to move house after somethin’ like that. Stressful, sure, but distracting, ya’ know? Couldn’t live where all the memories were.” He looked at her with a faint smile. “I guess those were the ghosts.”
Taking a deep breath, Billy pushed himself off the dresser he had been leaning on. “Sorry, I’m bein’ a shit host,” he suddenly said. The tension he had been feeling in Ava’s presence had faded just from that brief exchange. “Let’s ditch the list for now, yeah? You want a drink of somethin’? I’m gonna put the kettle on - or I could get out somethin’ stronger, if ya’ like?”
He led Ava out of the bedroom and into the living room, where he gestured to the sofa for her to sit down while he set about making drinks. He put an extra sugar in his own tea for a boost and came to sit down in the armchair perpendicular to where she sat. “You’re stayin’ with us, then, are ya’?” he asked her. “It’s fine if you are, I just…” He shifted uncomfortably in his seat, being careful not to spill his tea in the process. He knew he had to become comfortable around her or he would just get annoyed at her, moody and withdrawn. “This healin’ process is a bitch, if I’m honest, and it’s all kinds of gross, and I just wanna warn ya’ now that you might not see me in my best light. So if you were gonna use this time to vet me as Erik’s…boyfriend...then please just know that I’m not always this grumpy, and I really do love ‘im a lot.” His cheeks reddened slightly and he raised his head to look at her, not realising that his gaze had dropped whilst he had been speaking.
“Anyway, I guess we’re both healin’ from stuff, right?” he said, softly blowing on his tea. “I think it’s good you’ve come 'ere instead of stayin’ in that house of ghosts. We’ll look after you, Ava. Maybe we’ll see sides of each other we didn’t think we would so soon, but I’m lookin’ forward to gettin’ to know you better. You’re so important to Erik, after all.”
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